What? We have to take jabs? Ahh no..

Suffering from flu and sore throat now. Zzz.

Totally got owned by math paper. See, i said studying is of no use. I totally put in effort already but i only knw how to do roughly 2.5 questions. Deducted like 40+ marks. And that is so encouraging. I think im damn pathetic.

Like damn it, i see the first question is only solving simultaneous equation then thought still can do, then solve until i damn pek chek also don't knw correct or wrong la. I JUST DON'T KNW WHY I CAN'T GET THE ANSWER WHEN I KNW HOW TO DO THE QUESTIONS. Use the method then can solve normally and today all can't solve. What is this man.

Sorry mr liu, don't blame me, i tried.

After school went je lib to lag awhile with sylvia, josephine, daniel and qinhui. Only awhile. Supposed to study for module but i got no mood at all. So me, josephine and daniel went marina square. LOL. Okay, we were lame enough and walked a long way and sat by the singapore river and chatted for about an hour or so. We really have got nothing better to do.

Alot of random walking. And my mood got more and more screwed up along the way. A flu, a headache, a phone call, a pissed person.

Ah well. And took 97 back from marina all the way to je. Then back home. Then don't knw why suddenly got a sore throat. Anyway i really have no mood to study for the module test, which in any case i don't think if i study it would be much help.

Was told have to take a tetanus jab for OBS. Unless our primary 6 vaccination was in august or later. Damn it, mine's in april. I hate needles la can. Zzz.

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No, i am not pissed at you. I was not pissed at you, or anyone for that matter. Maybe im just pissed with myself for always feeling so inferior. I can't compare to you, or anyone else. I don't think i'll be able to get my passion back in such a short time. All i felt when i heard of it was getting pissed. Or im just afraid of defeat. I've always felt like nothing compared to the rest of you. I don't knw why im still in this. I don't want to feel like this but i can't help it. I'm just inferior and admit it, it's a fact.

And you knw what, i really regretted telling you i would help. Because i have no intentions to help in any way. And it's not against you or anyone. I'm just too worn out to have to worry about more things. I knw it's not fair to you because you have stuff to manage too, but you've been given the responsibility. So it's not really like i can do anything.

I'm sorry if you don't like this. But i have no bad intentions meant or any hard feelings. I'm simply very worn out by everything. So please don't come and ask me anything pertaining to this issue anymore. I'm gna reach the limit soon.