teambuilding was fun. i love 2C. i think we are
pretty united de lorh. we managed to transform a
dead cheer into a livelier one in 30min. yayness.
the cheers went well. and we enjoyed ourselve
hopefully..
SINYEE-
Friday, July 28
Wednesday, July 26
i woke up late again today. supposed to meet natalie
and jonathan at je mrt at 7.20am today then we head
off to raffleslink to meet with the rest. i woke up at
7.15am. my father brought me to clementi mrt and i
reached city hall mrt at 8.05am. bryan tan also just
reach.
the conference was alright. though i would say the three
speakers were very brief in what they were talking about.
we learnt more on the Millennium Development Goals (MDGs)
and then had a little more of discussion. Do not look down
on Bangladesh people. i repeat. DO NOT look down on
bangladesh people. the delegates are so fantastic in putting across
and debating their point i was so amazed. they are really good.
especially that 17 year old bangladesh girl. questioning world
bank in that tone and defending her country. completely
admirable.
the first workshop i went to was about gender inequalities.
it shows me really how much females in the world are being
treated inequally. really how bad the world had excuses for
men. look at that india tradition of jorgini. it's unfair that
a young woman has to be sacrificed to a "village god" and
that she has to perform dances infront of dead bodies
and serve all sexual needs of the village and do all manual work
in the village. come on that's just sexist. honestly, i very much
agree with the speaker. rmb the panadol cold commercial?
they said smth like when the mother gets sick then the
household would be in chaos? and the scenario of the commercial
is this: a woman running around putting the tie on the
child and smth for school on the father. and the man is there reading
newspaper. so why can't the man get off his ass and help the sick
mother do the work? you knw we are not born to do all of
the household chores.
the second workshop was really boring. smth about globallisation.
i was pretending to take notes there but i was like writing crap to
myself. the presenter was talking in a monotonous tone. didnt
have any other media refernces. plain talking for 1.5 hrs. it's a
wonder anyone even listened. and the bangladesh people had
an internal debate within them again. im so suprised they are
really interested in this seemingly useless topic to me. i vow
never to look down on bangladesh people ever again.
the third workshop was he best of the 3. smth about the basics
of media relations. teach us stuffs about how to handle the
media, an interview. what do to when a reporter misquotes you.
what to put in a press release etc. what makes it fun is because
the presenter has really great presentation skills which kept
me engaged throughout and she was really comical and animated.
yes. and i learnt smth new: once reporters makes a mistake
in an article for more than 3 times, they kiss goodbye
to their bonus. and someone asked whether it is three times in
a yr. and the presenter said 3 times in their career. and then
i raised my hand and asked. "since there is such a strict regime,
so how many of them really get their bonus?" and this caused
an uproar in the room. ppl started laughing and somewhat nodding
in agreement. honestly, what do they depend on?
with that, the day ended with hw to do. 2 summaries on the day.
one on one of the workshops and another i dunno what.
on the way home...wasn't such a pleasant journey back. it was the
whole point why i feel lousy. cos today i finally knw that i
am nowhere near "good". all the pretence, all the "i thoughts".
i was just lying to myself all the way. i just didnt want to admit
that im just lousy isnt it? and then my mum called me when i
was walking home. she demanded to know why i wasnt home
when it was already 8pm. i tod her that i already told her i will
reach home late cos of the conference. amd she was like asking
me to hurry up home and serve dinner for my younger bro.
and i was like asking her why my elder bro cant serve him.
must i serve. and she say that my elder bro already finish
dinner so my younger bro is waiting for me to serve him.
talk about gender inequality. im a live example. wtf. my
bro's home dun ask him serve want me to rush home and
serve. and i accidentally muttered a "ma de" and she told my father.
i hung up and waited for my doom.
when i reached home i was trying to calm myself down so i wont
go in and start to scream at my younger bro for being such a pain.
and i manged it this time round. i even managed to joke around
with him. and then my father called and he made me cry.
threatening me that that is no way i talk to my mum and
that i am his daughter and i cant do anything more without him.
great. im just lousy okay. and then ppl had to come and tell me zw
went down earlierthn i normally did and ang said that was good.
you knw i feel really unfair. i bring them down early all i get are
what? people scolding me for bringinfg them down so early.
and then zw bring you all down even earlier, and ang praises him.
and you all willingly go down without complaints.
come on, i knw you all just hate me but must you all do it this way?
i said that i knw im lousy. you dun have to point it out to
me anymore okay. its all just unfair. and when i dun look normal,
normal as in laughing and joking around ppl just think i
have got smth wrong. sometimes jieren crack some stupid joke and i
find myself miling genuinely. but how many of you actually
knw that i really dun feel like smiling? you think im a happy
go lucky person or smth cos you always see me smiling and joking with
ppl in school. but sorry. im none of that. it doenst make
me feel good to smile when i seriously dun feel like it.
you all really think i am happy everyday. maybe look again next time.
i hardly even smile at home. i wanna faster go sleep before
my father comes back and lecture me until i cry again.
why doesnt anyone believe im lousy. i just wanna scream out
loud and cry like nobody's business. i dunno what the fck
is your problem. just leave me alone okay. before i flare
up at you. b thankful i haven and buzz off.my flu is
getting worse everyday.
thanks for cheering me up . just an sms.
but while you depend on me. who do i rely on?
SINYEE-
and jonathan at je mrt at 7.20am today then we head
off to raffleslink to meet with the rest. i woke up at
7.15am. my father brought me to clementi mrt and i
reached city hall mrt at 8.05am. bryan tan also just
reach.
the conference was alright. though i would say the three
speakers were very brief in what they were talking about.
we learnt more on the Millennium Development Goals (MDGs)
and then had a little more of discussion. Do not look down
on Bangladesh people. i repeat. DO NOT look down on
bangladesh people. the delegates are so fantastic in putting across
and debating their point i was so amazed. they are really good.
especially that 17 year old bangladesh girl. questioning world
bank in that tone and defending her country. completely
admirable.
the first workshop i went to was about gender inequalities.
it shows me really how much females in the world are being
treated inequally. really how bad the world had excuses for
men. look at that india tradition of jorgini. it's unfair that
a young woman has to be sacrificed to a "village god" and
that she has to perform dances infront of dead bodies
and serve all sexual needs of the village and do all manual work
in the village. come on that's just sexist. honestly, i very much
agree with the speaker. rmb the panadol cold commercial?
they said smth like when the mother gets sick then the
household would be in chaos? and the scenario of the commercial
is this: a woman running around putting the tie on the
child and smth for school on the father. and the man is there reading
newspaper. so why can't the man get off his ass and help the sick
mother do the work? you knw we are not born to do all of
the household chores.
the second workshop was really boring. smth about globallisation.
i was pretending to take notes there but i was like writing crap to
myself. the presenter was talking in a monotonous tone. didnt
have any other media refernces. plain talking for 1.5 hrs. it's a
wonder anyone even listened. and the bangladesh people had
an internal debate within them again. im so suprised they are
really interested in this seemingly useless topic to me. i vow
never to look down on bangladesh people ever again.
the third workshop was he best of the 3. smth about the basics
of media relations. teach us stuffs about how to handle the
media, an interview. what do to when a reporter misquotes you.
what to put in a press release etc. what makes it fun is because
the presenter has really great presentation skills which kept
me engaged throughout and she was really comical and animated.
yes. and i learnt smth new: once reporters makes a mistake
in an article for more than 3 times, they kiss goodbye
to their bonus. and someone asked whether it is three times in
a yr. and the presenter said 3 times in their career. and then
i raised my hand and asked. "since there is such a strict regime,
so how many of them really get their bonus?" and this caused
an uproar in the room. ppl started laughing and somewhat nodding
in agreement. honestly, what do they depend on?
with that, the day ended with hw to do. 2 summaries on the day.
one on one of the workshops and another i dunno what.
on the way home...wasn't such a pleasant journey back. it was the
whole point why i feel lousy. cos today i finally knw that i
am nowhere near "good". all the pretence, all the "i thoughts".
i was just lying to myself all the way. i just didnt want to admit
that im just lousy isnt it? and then my mum called me when i
was walking home. she demanded to know why i wasnt home
when it was already 8pm. i tod her that i already told her i will
reach home late cos of the conference. amd she was like asking
me to hurry up home and serve dinner for my younger bro.
and i was like asking her why my elder bro cant serve him.
must i serve. and she say that my elder bro already finish
dinner so my younger bro is waiting for me to serve him.
talk about gender inequality. im a live example. wtf. my
bro's home dun ask him serve want me to rush home and
serve. and i accidentally muttered a "ma de" and she told my father.
i hung up and waited for my doom.
when i reached home i was trying to calm myself down so i wont
go in and start to scream at my younger bro for being such a pain.
and i manged it this time round. i even managed to joke around
with him. and then my father called and he made me cry.
threatening me that that is no way i talk to my mum and
that i am his daughter and i cant do anything more without him.
great. im just lousy okay. and then ppl had to come and tell me zw
went down earlierthn i normally did and ang said that was good.
you knw i feel really unfair. i bring them down early all i get are
what? people scolding me for bringinfg them down so early.
and then zw bring you all down even earlier, and ang praises him.
and you all willingly go down without complaints.
come on, i knw you all just hate me but must you all do it this way?
i said that i knw im lousy. you dun have to point it out to
me anymore okay. its all just unfair. and when i dun look normal,
normal as in laughing and joking around ppl just think i
have got smth wrong. sometimes jieren crack some stupid joke and i
find myself miling genuinely. but how many of you actually
knw that i really dun feel like smiling? you think im a happy
go lucky person or smth cos you always see me smiling and joking with
ppl in school. but sorry. im none of that. it doenst make
me feel good to smile when i seriously dun feel like it.
you all really think i am happy everyday. maybe look again next time.
i hardly even smile at home. i wanna faster go sleep before
my father comes back and lecture me until i cry again.
why doesnt anyone believe im lousy. i just wanna scream out
loud and cry like nobody's business. i dunno what the fck
is your problem. just leave me alone okay. before i flare
up at you. b thankful i haven and buzz off.my flu is
getting worse everyday.
thanks for cheering me up . just an sms.
but while you depend on me. who do i rely on?
SINYEE-
Tuesday, July 25
i feel pissedstressedtired and whatsoever today.
i was fined $1 by ang for extremely long nails
today. longest in the class. cool. i finally listened to
one pathetic maths leson today. im a lousy student.
and a lousy chairperson and a lousy whatever you
call me. dun ask me why am i pissed. it's gonna take
up a whole lot of space. it shall be written somewhere
else with more privacy. im stressed cos i knw i have
been a lousy chairperson. im just wondering why ang
haven sacked me yet. and im tired cos trng today was
damn hiong.
lessons was okay. aloy ong rox. dun need any reason.
he just rocks. rendy rocks too. dance today was pretty fun.
i feel scammed cos i thought dance report was suppsed
to hand in today but its like 3 weeks from now. nvm.
one less thing to do. and im even starting to think the teacher
is quite nice. he released late. and i told the whole class to
run back cos its really unfair smth is always eating into
rendy's lesson. apparently he can see we chionged back cos
everyone was like panting larhs. and rendy didnt let
us do summary today. free period. i wonder why i even
disliked him in the first place. lousy me.
cca damn hiong. i didnt slack for more than 10 min today.
its accomplishment okay! i improved in forehand cos
i spent like 20min in backhand and the rest all hardcore
forehand trng. yay im happy.
tmr off from school. 1o asia conferernce. i knw 2c will be
very happy cos im not around to boss them tmr. i would
say, pls dun be late for IRP tmr and enjoy yourselves while
im not there [: oh and zw pls rmb to put the pink slip and
count attendance correctly hor. jia you.
can i at least find someone
who will miss me? ohwells.my presence is insignificant.
i wanna breakaway.
SINYEE-
i was fined $1 by ang for extremely long nails
today. longest in the class. cool. i finally listened to
one pathetic maths leson today. im a lousy student.
and a lousy chairperson and a lousy whatever you
call me. dun ask me why am i pissed. it's gonna take
up a whole lot of space. it shall be written somewhere
else with more privacy. im stressed cos i knw i have
been a lousy chairperson. im just wondering why ang
haven sacked me yet. and im tired cos trng today was
damn hiong.
lessons was okay. aloy ong rox. dun need any reason.
he just rocks. rendy rocks too. dance today was pretty fun.
i feel scammed cos i thought dance report was suppsed
to hand in today but its like 3 weeks from now. nvm.
one less thing to do. and im even starting to think the teacher
is quite nice. he released late. and i told the whole class to
run back cos its really unfair smth is always eating into
rendy's lesson. apparently he can see we chionged back cos
everyone was like panting larhs. and rendy didnt let
us do summary today. free period. i wonder why i even
disliked him in the first place. lousy me.
cca damn hiong. i didnt slack for more than 10 min today.
its accomplishment okay! i improved in forehand cos
i spent like 20min in backhand and the rest all hardcore
forehand trng. yay im happy.
tmr off from school. 1o asia conferernce. i knw 2c will be
very happy cos im not around to boss them tmr. i would
say, pls dun be late for IRP tmr and enjoy yourselves while
im not there [: oh and zw pls rmb to put the pink slip and
count attendance correctly hor. jia you.
can i at least find someone
who will miss me? ohwells.my presence is insignificant.
i wanna breakaway.
SINYEE-
Monday, July 24
do you knw that excess sneezing can lead to headaches?
oh yes, it can. damn, the sneezing fit hasn't gone
away. i thought it waslike any other times, just sneeze
for one day and that's it. but too bad this isn't the
case, sadly. most of today, i could only breathe thru my
mouth. wtf.
i woke up at 5.40am today. hur. 40min later larhs. but
then i didn't rush lorh. cos i knw that 5.40am still
allows me to reach school at a fairly early time.
so ya, i reached school at 6.50am! lols. maybe i shouldn't
even wake up so early from now on. damn tired x
pe was ah tan today. damn suck man. make us do this
and that until i whole day no more strength. then got
fire drill again. walao. why must happen during rendy's
lesson larh. we already late for lesson le then still kope
his lesson. wth. i think by tmr i would have died from fatigue.
im damn tired! argh. bloodayy. today whole day like walking
corpse larhs. cant even concentrate during the simplest
chinese lesson. tsk. damn suck. sci lesson was fun. crystal
harvesting ((: aloy ong is darn cute. whee! lold. okay
ours is still not bad larh. and aloy ong gave us all motivation.
but then, i wasn't very motivated i would say. i still see
myself as a failure. haix.
after school went to tiong with josephine to take the retarded
passport photos. and while we were eating in macs,
i looked out and say * and *. hahas. omg just look at their
height diff larhs. lol. okay back to the photo. its 8 bucks.
godly ex. oh damn im broke le larh. turn out like ohmygod.
i look...weird. ohwells nvm i can't be bothered. and i bought
myself another dark choc toblerone. im addicted already.
woots. ohwells. who cares anyway.
can someone like tell we wtf are we supposed to do for
dance. the bloody teacher like didn't even bother to answer
properly larh wtf. LOUSY. just fail me larh right. i
won't half mind, really.
im not going on saturday. and you cant make me.
SINYEE-
oh yes, it can. damn, the sneezing fit hasn't gone
away. i thought it waslike any other times, just sneeze
for one day and that's it. but too bad this isn't the
case, sadly. most of today, i could only breathe thru my
mouth. wtf.
i woke up at 5.40am today. hur. 40min later larhs. but
then i didn't rush lorh. cos i knw that 5.40am still
allows me to reach school at a fairly early time.
so ya, i reached school at 6.50am! lols. maybe i shouldn't
even wake up so early from now on. damn tired x
pe was ah tan today. damn suck man. make us do this
and that until i whole day no more strength. then got
fire drill again. walao. why must happen during rendy's
lesson larh. we already late for lesson le then still kope
his lesson. wth. i think by tmr i would have died from fatigue.
im damn tired! argh. bloodayy. today whole day like walking
corpse larhs. cant even concentrate during the simplest
chinese lesson. tsk. damn suck. sci lesson was fun. crystal
harvesting ((: aloy ong is darn cute. whee! lold. okay
ours is still not bad larh. and aloy ong gave us all motivation.
but then, i wasn't very motivated i would say. i still see
myself as a failure. haix.
after school went to tiong with josephine to take the retarded
passport photos. and while we were eating in macs,
i looked out and say * and *. hahas. omg just look at their
height diff larhs. lol. okay back to the photo. its 8 bucks.
godly ex. oh damn im broke le larh. turn out like ohmygod.
i look...weird. ohwells nvm i can't be bothered. and i bought
myself another dark choc toblerone. im addicted already.
woots. ohwells. who cares anyway.
can someone like tell we wtf are we supposed to do for
dance. the bloody teacher like didn't even bother to answer
properly larh wtf. LOUSY. just fail me larh right. i
won't half mind, really.
im not going on saturday. and you cant make me.
SINYEE-
Sunday, July 23
Saturday, July 22
1st post for today below.
so sian. ripped off sally's blog. i realise i always rip off
things from ppl's blogs. =x
A-Z [:
A- Available?
lols. i am and still will be. until im 16 or maybe if he
can manage to...i shall not continue...
B- Best friends?
again. why this kind always ask for best friend? i dun have best
friends. my close friends are myCLIQUE(: , yeejin, peiqi and
guokai.
C- Celebrity crushes?
i dont really watch tv...anyway sinagpore actors are really CMI.
D- Dog's name?
i dont have a dog...
E- Easiest person to talk to?
guokai, peiqi and yeejin.
F- Favourite singers?
S.H.E! hahas hardcore fan. kelly clarkson, JJ and
alot larhs.
G- Gummy bears or gummy worms?
gummy worms. they are cuter! hahas.
H- Hometown?
The lalaland in boonlay in singapore [:
I- Instrument?
Sorry, imma sportswoman.
-dunno what happened to J and K-
L- Longest car ride?
Somewhere from one part of china to another part.
i think it's from suzhou to nanjing.
M- Milk flavour?
ditto.
N- Number of sublings?
One elder brother and one younger brother which both
are huge pains in the ass.
O- One wish?
I wish for another million wishes! hahas, no larh. i
want to catch up in my studies and cca.
P- Person last texted you?
Matthias.
Q- favourite Quote?
ehh i dunno...
R- Reason to smile?
Need reason one meh. i shuang then i smile larh.
S- song you last heard?
Tong kuai by S.H.E and still listening now.
T- Time you woke up?
umm...7.45am.
U- Unknown facts about me?
Since it's called unknown facts, it's therefore supposed to
remain unknown.
V- Veggie you hate?
Long beans
W- Worst habits?
Vulgar and slack.
X- X-rays you've had?
Haven had any.
Y- Yummy food?
CHOCOLATES.
Z- Zodiac sign?
Imma true blue monkaayy [:
10 ppl?
you shuang then you do.
arhhh im so in love with s.h.e's new album!!
lols. im mad already.happy happy (((:
SINYEE-
so sian. ripped off sally's blog. i realise i always rip off
things from ppl's blogs. =x
A-Z [:
A- Available?
lols. i am and still will be. until im 16 or maybe if he
can manage to...i shall not continue...
B- Best friends?
again. why this kind always ask for best friend? i dun have best
friends. my close friends are myCLIQUE(: , yeejin, peiqi and
guokai.
C- Celebrity crushes?
i dont really watch tv...anyway sinagpore actors are really CMI.
D- Dog's name?
i dont have a dog...
E- Easiest person to talk to?
guokai, peiqi and yeejin.
F- Favourite singers?
S.H.E! hahas hardcore fan. kelly clarkson, JJ and
alot larhs.
G- Gummy bears or gummy worms?
gummy worms. they are cuter! hahas.
H- Hometown?
The lalaland in boonlay in singapore [:
I- Instrument?
Sorry, imma sportswoman.
-dunno what happened to J and K-
L- Longest car ride?
Somewhere from one part of china to another part.
i think it's from suzhou to nanjing.
M- Milk flavour?
ditto.
N- Number of sublings?
One elder brother and one younger brother which both
are huge pains in the ass.
O- One wish?
I wish for another million wishes! hahas, no larh. i
want to catch up in my studies and cca.
P- Person last texted you?
Matthias.
Q- favourite Quote?
ehh i dunno...
R- Reason to smile?
Need reason one meh. i shuang then i smile larh.
S- song you last heard?
Tong kuai by S.H.E and still listening now.
T- Time you woke up?
umm...7.45am.
U- Unknown facts about me?
Since it's called unknown facts, it's therefore supposed to
remain unknown.
V- Veggie you hate?
Long beans
W- Worst habits?
Vulgar and slack.
X- X-rays you've had?
Haven had any.
Y- Yummy food?
CHOCOLATES.
Z- Zodiac sign?
Imma true blue monkaayy [:
10 ppl?
you shuang then you do.
arhhh im so in love with s.h.e's new album!!
lols. im mad already.happy happy (((:
SINYEE-
imma happy but tired girl today. hahas. went for
dsa in the morning. i very slack lorh. didnt want to
play, only want to sleep. hahas. today i was on form.
i trained with sherry before the juniors came to try
out. i won her 5 out of 6 rounds. but then..very
disappointed. zhen jiao lian says that i deproved
alot already..wu gong quan fei already. die already
lorh. i mean, im on form you knw. on form. i
didnt train with the juniors who went to try out.
so lousy i dun want to go there and make a fool of
myself. zhiyun got in...congrats! she's my doubles partner
when iwas p6 and she was p4. pro girl. hope she
can get into rv and be my junior! [: then i went to look for
ariel and veron to see if they wanted to go out with me.
and so! went to watch pirates of the carribbean at jp.
hahas. the show is pretty nice larh. and veron can actually
sleep larh! i was like gonna comment on a lame part of the
movie and i turned over and stopped in mid-sentence.
"veron! dun sleep larh!"
hahas...i bought she album le! so happy. and i bought a top
from puremilk cos they having sale. an it would be another
123456789 yrs before i can get anything from there again.
so im a happybut tired girl today!
&& good news! we are going back to zhen jiao lian in sept!
yayness! zhu mu finally got sacked. aha! but why
must wait until sept? why cannot now? argh nvm
i can pon cca until sept. hahas jkjk. me and jenn will
go back and be the star doubles. hopefully larhs.
im gonna get into b girls' school team. okay maybe not.
i ripped this from zhijun's blog:
Scene: in some school during tournament
LOST THE MATCH
CRYING LIKE MAD
zhen jiao lian said:
look, dont cry anymore.
you shout and play at every training and we
managed to get second
others have to train like mad
do you think nanyang can be first by just playing all day?
of course not!
so you shld be happy.
zhen jiao lian is the bes jiao lian ever.
SINYEE-
dsa in the morning. i very slack lorh. didnt want to
play, only want to sleep. hahas. today i was on form.
i trained with sherry before the juniors came to try
out. i won her 5 out of 6 rounds. but then..very
disappointed. zhen jiao lian says that i deproved
alot already..wu gong quan fei already. die already
lorh. i mean, im on form you knw. on form. i
didnt train with the juniors who went to try out.
so lousy i dun want to go there and make a fool of
myself. zhiyun got in...congrats! she's my doubles partner
when iwas p6 and she was p4. pro girl. hope she
can get into rv and be my junior! [: then i went to look for
ariel and veron to see if they wanted to go out with me.
and so! went to watch pirates of the carribbean at jp.
hahas. the show is pretty nice larh. and veron can actually
sleep larh! i was like gonna comment on a lame part of the
movie and i turned over and stopped in mid-sentence.
"veron! dun sleep larh!"
hahas...i bought she album le! so happy. and i bought a top
from puremilk cos they having sale. an it would be another
123456789 yrs before i can get anything from there again.
so im a happy
&& good news! we are going back to zhen jiao lian in sept!
yayness! zhu mu finally got sacked. aha! but why
must wait until sept? why cannot now? argh nvm
i can pon cca until sept. hahas jkjk. me and jenn will
go back and be the star doubles. hopefully larhs.
im gonna get into b girls' school team. okay maybe not.
i ripped this from zhijun's blog:
Scene: in some school during tournament
LOST THE MATCH
CRYING LIKE MAD
zhen jiao lian said:
look, dont cry anymore.
you shout and play at every training and we
managed to get second
others have to train like mad
do you think nanyang can be first by just playing all day?
of course not!
so you shld be happy.
zhen jiao lian is the bes jiao lian ever.
SINYEE-
Friday, July 21
im scamming comp lesson :D
im supposed to change my hp today lorh. dunno
whether my dad will go get for me. ahaha.
k750i! here i come! lols.
ytd's xue yi xin sheng ended damn late. like 9plus
lorh. i reached home at 11 like that larhs. then
cannot blog and cannot do flash. so now im scamming
comp lesson again. honestly comp lesson sucks.
waste time de lorh.sian sian sian arhhhhh. lols.
today's chem test was like. kns. i confirm fail de can.
going back to xingnan! celebrate ms chew's birthday.
whoots! so long since i last went back. nobody is bothering
bout the teacher. sad case. pon cca lorhs. hahahas.
tmr still needa go back to school for DSA wtf. guan
wo she me shi lorh.i hope it would be damn fun later
although only got me and jin are girls. the rest all guys.
okay nvm. they will just go kick their soccer ball.
this comp lab darn hot can. gahh.
-due to you wei's constant ka chiao-ing, im back to blog
after school-
i didnt listen to flash lesson at all just now. i mean
what you expect. it's plain boring. lols. went back to
xingnan just now. they sports day. we guailan the
security guard. hahas i think we always do that when
we come back. wasnt exactly as nice as i imagined it
would be larh. only me, jin, kai, liu, kiong, li and emerson
went back lorhs. ohwells. we might be going to ms chew's
house next saturday to give her an official celebration.
with the cake and everything larhs.
so tired today..probably cos today got alot of tests...
chem test. i studied pretty hard for it but i still got
alot dunno. lang arts test wasnt as bad as i thought.
maybe i will do better for that? hopefully...and then got
chinese zuo wen to write. honestly i cant finish in
1hr. although she ask us to write one is like du hou gan,
but i needa do at home. do a plan and i can finish in 15min.
so ya, lagged the lesson away larh basically.
very tired man. and next wed will be the 1degree asia
conference thingy...whole day off school. is that good or
bad? i dunno...until pretty late. and then mr tan will
test us on IMFknowledge already. haix. hardcore
research now le...
SINYEE-
im supposed to change my hp today lorh. dunno
whether my dad will go get for me. ahaha.
k750i! here i come! lols.
ytd's xue yi xin sheng ended damn late. like 9plus
lorh. i reached home at 11 like that larhs. then
cannot blog and cannot do flash. so now im scamming
comp lesson again. honestly comp lesson sucks.
waste time de lorh.sian sian sian arhhhhh. lols.
today's chem test was like. kns. i confirm fail de can.
going back to xingnan! celebrate ms chew's birthday.
whoots! so long since i last went back. nobody is bothering
bout the teacher. sad case. pon cca lorhs. hahahas.
tmr still needa go back to school for DSA wtf. guan
wo she me shi lorh.i hope it would be damn fun later
although only got me and jin are girls. the rest all guys.
okay nvm. they will just go kick their soccer ball.
this comp lab darn hot can. gahh.
-due to you wei's constant ka chiao-ing, im back to blog
after school-
i didnt listen to flash lesson at all just now. i mean
what you expect. it's plain boring. lols. went back to
xingnan just now. they sports day. we guailan the
security guard. hahas i think we always do that when
we come back. wasnt exactly as nice as i imagined it
would be larh. only me, jin, kai, liu, kiong, li and emerson
went back lorhs. ohwells. we might be going to ms chew's
house next saturday to give her an official celebration.
with the cake and everything larhs.
so tired today..probably cos today got alot of tests...
chem test. i studied pretty hard for it but i still got
alot dunno. lang arts test wasnt as bad as i thought.
maybe i will do better for that? hopefully...and then got
chinese zuo wen to write. honestly i cant finish in
1hr. although she ask us to write one is like du hou gan,
but i needa do at home. do a plan and i can finish in 15min.
so ya, lagged the lesson away larh basically.
very tired man. and next wed will be the 1degree asia
conference thingy...whole day off school. is that good or
bad? i dunno...until pretty late. and then mr tan will
test us on IMFknowledge already. haix. hardcore
research now le...
SINYEE-
Wednesday, July 19
i woke up today at the time when i would have just
reached school...i woke up at 6.45am. like wth,
i dun believe that my bro and my mum couldnt
see that i was still sleeping. even if it was a double
decker bed, it isnt very hard to see, is it?
so how did i wake up? my mum turned off the fan
and i was wondering why the hell she turned it off
for when i heard her waking my bro up. and i was like
damn shocked i overslept until this time. and the
most ridiculous thing is that my mum can tell me
she didnt see me. lols. so i took a cab to school. costed
me 13 bucks. and the driver was....oh nvm.
and i was pissed. when i walked into the class, already
filled with people and i take a look at the extreme
side from the door. im pissed. because the windows
are still not open. honestly, do they think that im the one
who is supposed to open up the windows for them
every morning? is it really so difficult for them
to go and open the windows? it's just windows for
goodness sake. when it was time to line up for irp,
i just said the usual thing and of course expecting the
one or two to move and the rest waiting for me to prompt
again. today, nobody moved at all. pretended like i
didnt say anything. pls dun act like you didnt hear
what i said. and in the assebly ground. i flamed ppl.
igf its just a one register place difference and if everybody
change place, how am i supposed to count the attendance?
if you think that this is my problem, and it's so
easy everyone can do it. fine. i give you my insignias,
i give you my badge. and you be the chairperson.
racial harmony carnival was pretty fun. i think all
the sec 3s and 4s did a chaoji good job. i enjoyed
myself. i bought more things for other ppl than myself lorhs.
just to support seniors mah. i bought a mango pudding
for ariel, a cha ye dan for peishi, 3 otahs for jieren,
a prata for junhao and half a fondue for peishi. hahas.
what i really had for myself is just a oreo milkshake.
and nth else. lols.
teambuilding day coming up. get excited. class meetinf
tmr. haix..
SINYEE-
reached school...i woke up at 6.45am. like wth,
i dun believe that my bro and my mum couldnt
see that i was still sleeping. even if it was a double
decker bed, it isnt very hard to see, is it?
so how did i wake up? my mum turned off the fan
and i was wondering why the hell she turned it off
for when i heard her waking my bro up. and i was like
damn shocked i overslept until this time. and the
most ridiculous thing is that my mum can tell me
she didnt see me. lols. so i took a cab to school. costed
me 13 bucks. and the driver was....oh nvm.
and i was pissed. when i walked into the class, already
filled with people and i take a look at the extreme
side from the door. im pissed. because the windows
are still not open. honestly, do they think that im the one
who is supposed to open up the windows for them
every morning? is it really so difficult for them
to go and open the windows? it's just windows for
goodness sake. when it was time to line up for irp,
i just said the usual thing and of course expecting the
one or two to move and the rest waiting for me to prompt
again. today, nobody moved at all. pretended like i
didnt say anything. pls dun act like you didnt hear
what i said. and in the assebly ground. i flamed ppl.
igf its just a one register place difference and if everybody
change place, how am i supposed to count the attendance?
if you think that this is my problem, and it's so
easy everyone can do it. fine. i give you my insignias,
i give you my badge. and you be the chairperson.
racial harmony carnival was pretty fun. i think all
the sec 3s and 4s did a chaoji good job. i enjoyed
myself. i bought more things for other ppl than myself lorhs.
just to support seniors mah. i bought a mango pudding
for ariel, a cha ye dan for peishi, 3 otahs for jieren,
a prata for junhao and half a fondue for peishi. hahas.
what i really had for myself is just a oreo milkshake.
and nth else. lols.
teambuilding day coming up. get excited. class meetinf
tmr. haix..
SINYEE-
Tuesday, July 18
stupid hooker took our classroom again today
and we were forced to invade war grounds again...
like hell, cant he like choose some other classroom
instead of nice 2C? ahwells. lessons were as usual.
cca was ditto. sucks larh. the coach sucks and now
everyone hates it already. see larh. eh mr. can see
anot huh huh huh? can see that coach's lousiness?
wtf. seriously. even i, someone who can like love rvtt
to bits last time seriously dreads trng now.
and that bloody 100 made us wait for well over 30min.
and honestly, im not sorry for what happened.
cos its not anybody's fault and had it not happened,
everyone would have ponned cca today. but to
say the absolute truth, however much i want to pon
i still had half a mind of going for trng today.
because i want to improve. and if so that lousy
a coach is not gonna train me and jenn, then too bad,.
we are gonna train ourselves. talk about biased.
he trained everyone except me and jenn today. like
wtf larh. i didnt slack alot today for hell's sake. and my
arm was aching really badly larhs.can see or not?
he just refuses to train us larhs. i want to improve for fck's
sake.
give me back zhen jiao lian and i swear i will go for every
single official and extra table tennis trng he gives.
and i shall emphasize. im not sorry. because
it once rocked. and a single person changed everybody's
attitude towards it all. its not anybody's fault.
maybe it is the coach's incompetency. maybe it was the
teacher's negligence. but neither yours nor mine.
cos if he did not present himself as such a cannot
make it coach, i would nv have slacked and never miss a
single cca session. i thought it was only me at first.
and i found out today, im not alone. you can keep the
coach and have lesser attendance, unhappy pupils
and me hating every moment of this. well, good
luck to rvtt b girls. which unfortunately, im a part of.
sometimes i really wonder why am i waiting
for him, when there's another one out there,
waiting for me...well, thts all about love isnt it.
SINYEE-
and we were forced to invade war grounds again...
like hell, cant he like choose some other classroom
instead of nice 2C? ahwells. lessons were as usual.
cca was ditto. sucks larh. the coach sucks and now
everyone hates it already. see larh. eh mr. can see
anot huh huh huh? can see that coach's lousiness?
wtf. seriously. even i, someone who can like love rvtt
to bits last time seriously dreads trng now.
and that bloody 100 made us wait for well over 30min.
and honestly, im not sorry for what happened.
cos its not anybody's fault and had it not happened,
everyone would have ponned cca today. but to
say the absolute truth, however much i want to pon
i still had half a mind of going for trng today.
because i want to improve. and if so that lousy
a coach is not gonna train me and jenn, then too bad,.
we are gonna train ourselves. talk about biased.
he trained everyone except me and jenn today. like
wtf larh. i didnt slack alot today for hell's sake. and my
arm was aching really badly larhs.can see or not?
he just refuses to train us larhs. i want to improve for fck's
sake.
give me back zhen jiao lian and i swear i will go for every
single official and extra table tennis trng he gives.
and i shall emphasize. im not sorry. because
it once rocked. and a single person changed everybody's
attitude towards it all. its not anybody's fault.
maybe it is the coach's incompetency. maybe it was the
teacher's negligence. but neither yours nor mine.
cos if he did not present himself as such a cannot
make it coach, i would nv have slacked and never miss a
single cca session. i thought it was only me at first.
and i found out today, im not alone. you can keep the
coach and have lesser attendance, unhappy pupils
and me hating every moment of this. well, good
luck to rvtt b girls. which unfortunately, im a part of.
sometimes i really wonder why am i waiting
for him, when there's another one out there,
waiting for me...well, thts all about love isnt it.
SINYEE-
Monday, July 17
very very tired today. like siao. i slept at 12.30am
last night and i expect myself to oversleep again
this morning. and lol, i woke up at 3.45am
which is like wth. 3hrs and 15min of sleep does
me no good. t caused e a terrible headache in
school at the start of the day.
pe today was like what. the teacher thought our
lesson was until 9.15am then she say let us play
ball game when we done with running and some
drills. she made us run two rounds around the
track. she said boys must be below 4min and girls
below 5min. who is she joking? who cant do 800m
im 5min for goodness sake? i tried to open up my
strides today. i dunno whether i did okay.
but the teacher says i did below the time limit which
is like ditto. cos everyone did. and she made us do bridging.
and pumping and sit ups. and now my shoulder
joint hurts.
my knee has been giving me problems lately. i
didnt do anything to it. i mean i didnt like injure it or
smth. but it hurts like fck everytime i walk.
tmr got trng...haix...
got fire drill. so dumb the designated route makes
us go one bloody big round around the school when
we can like just walk to the track in like half the time.
stupid larhs. in the case of a real fire, who got the
time to go one big round larhs.
after school hafta meet for some thimun conference
or whatsoever meeting. then mdm chia gave
all of us a piece of...assignment for us to find out
those ans and hand in by tmr. great. and the
knowledge test is this week. even greater.
plus chem and lang. arts and maths test. it just
gets greater and greater.
haix, so. do all now.
honestly i dunno what to do. and im just tired.
SINYEE-
last night and i expect myself to oversleep again
this morning. and lol, i woke up at 3.45am
which is like wth. 3hrs and 15min of sleep does
me no good. t caused e a terrible headache in
school at the start of the day.
pe today was like what. the teacher thought our
lesson was until 9.15am then she say let us play
ball game when we done with running and some
drills. she made us run two rounds around the
track. she said boys must be below 4min and girls
below 5min. who is she joking? who cant do 800m
im 5min for goodness sake? i tried to open up my
strides today. i dunno whether i did okay.
but the teacher says i did below the time limit which
is like ditto. cos everyone did. and she made us do bridging.
and pumping and sit ups. and now my shoulder
joint hurts.
my knee has been giving me problems lately. i
didnt do anything to it. i mean i didnt like injure it or
smth. but it hurts like fck everytime i walk.
tmr got trng...haix...
got fire drill. so dumb the designated route makes
us go one bloody big round around the school when
we can like just walk to the track in like half the time.
stupid larhs. in the case of a real fire, who got the
time to go one big round larhs.
after school hafta meet for some thimun conference
or whatsoever meeting. then mdm chia gave
all of us a piece of...assignment for us to find out
those ans and hand in by tmr. great. and the
knowledge test is this week. even greater.
plus chem and lang. arts and maths test. it just
gets greater and greater.
haix, so. do all now.
honestly i dunno what to do. and im just tired.
SINYEE-
Sunday, July 16
lols. sian i ripped this off sally's blog xP
okay cos i got nth to do. so here goes.
four names you go by:
a) sinyee
b) celestine (rendy can call only hor)
c) sinsin
d) bu shuang xiao jie. hahas.
2) four screen names you've had:
a) guardian devil (:
b) sinyee
c) Sin Yee (i hate it when its spelt this way)
d) nil
3) four PHYSICAL things you don't like about yourself:
a) im too short. hahas.
b) my left calf is thinner than my right one. hahas
c) i dun like my face. LOL!
d) i dun like my fingers. lol. this is real lame.
4) four parts of your heritage:
a) erm.
b) have
c) meh
d) ?
5) four things that scare you:
a) the feeling before you run a race
b) the feeling before i play tournament
c) see somebody faint
d) the feeling before i take maths exam. lol.
6) four of your everyday essentials:
a) i need money! lols.
b) and chocolates!
c) and my handphone
d) sleep.
7) four things that you are wearing now:
a) tank top
b) board shorts
c) the 8 pieces of thread the thai buddies tied on
my left wrist!
d) anklet
8) four of your favourite bands or musical artistes:
a) S.H.E
b) JJ
c) Kelly Clarkson
d) fish leong
9) four of your favourite songs:
a) tian hui- S.H.E
b) because of you- kelly clarkson
c) zhi dui ni shuo- JJ
d) behind these hazel eyes- kelly clarkson
10) four things you want in a relationship:
a) ask me
b) when
c) im
d) 16
11) three truths and one lie (In no particular order, figure them out yourself.)
a) i wont stead until im 16.
b) little things matters alot to me.
c) i hate to smile when i dun feel like it.
d) im a sushi lover!
12) four things you wanna do badly right now:
a) understand every single thing in maths
b) forget everything bout himA and himB.
c) eat chocolates.
d) see him.
13) four careers you're considering / have considered:
a) lawyer
b) biologist
c) singer. ditto larhs.
d) undercover.
14) four places you wanna go on vacation:
a) europe.
b) japan
c) australia. i want go damn long le.
d) hmm..malaysia..veh long didnt go le.
15) four names you like (3 english + 1 chinese):
a) Peishi (:
b) josephine (:
c) ariel (:
d) veronica (:
16) four things / people you wanna do / see before you die:
a) sort everything out with himA and himB.
b) have a last counselling session with my best counsellor.
c) talk the last time with my fav. graduated senior.
d) see him smile.
there are too many things i want to do. i still want to have
last clique outing. eat all the chocolates i can and walk
through the rain a last time.
17) four things that indicate that you're stereotypically a boy:
a) I
b) AIN'T
c) A
d) BOY. ditto.
18) four things that indicate you're stereotypically a girl:
a) i love a guy.
b) my birth certificate states that imma girl
c) my school uniform is a pinafore and not a jacket. lols
d) i go to the girls toilet and not the boys toilet. LOL.
19) four celeb crushes:
a) haven
b) even
c) crossed
d) my mind.
20) four people that i would like to see take this quiz:
a) you
b) shuang
c) then
d) do.
SINYEE-
okay cos i got nth to do. so here goes.
four names you go by:
a) sinyee
b) celestine (rendy can call only hor)
c) sinsin
d) bu shuang xiao jie. hahas.
2) four screen names you've had:
a) guardian devil (:
b) sinyee
c) Sin Yee (i hate it when its spelt this way)
d) nil
3) four PHYSICAL things you don't like about yourself:
a) im too short. hahas.
b) my left calf is thinner than my right one. hahas
c) i dun like my face. LOL!
d) i dun like my fingers. lol. this is real lame.
4) four parts of your heritage:
a) erm.
b) have
c) meh
d) ?
5) four things that scare you:
a) the feeling before you run a race
b) the feeling before i play tournament
c) see somebody faint
d) the feeling before i take maths exam. lol.
6) four of your everyday essentials:
a) i need money! lols.
b) and chocolates!
c) and my handphone
d) sleep.
7) four things that you are wearing now:
a) tank top
b) board shorts
c) the 8 pieces of thread the thai buddies tied on
my left wrist!
d) anklet
8) four of your favourite bands or musical artistes:
a) S.H.E
b) JJ
c) Kelly Clarkson
d) fish leong
9) four of your favourite songs:
a) tian hui- S.H.E
b) because of you- kelly clarkson
c) zhi dui ni shuo- JJ
d) behind these hazel eyes- kelly clarkson
10) four things you want in a relationship:
a) ask me
b) when
c) im
d) 16
11) three truths and one lie (In no particular order, figure them out yourself.)
a) i wont stead until im 16.
b) little things matters alot to me.
c) i hate to smile when i dun feel like it.
d) im a sushi lover!
12) four things you wanna do badly right now:
a) understand every single thing in maths
b) forget everything bout himA and himB.
c) eat chocolates.
d) see him.
13) four careers you're considering / have considered:
a) lawyer
b) biologist
c) singer. ditto larhs.
d) undercover.
14) four places you wanna go on vacation:
a) europe.
b) japan
c) australia. i want go damn long le.
d) hmm..malaysia..veh long didnt go le.
15) four names you like (3 english + 1 chinese):
a) Peishi (:
b) josephine (:
c) ariel (:
d) veronica (:
16) four things / people you wanna do / see before you die:
a) sort everything out with himA and himB.
b) have a last counselling session with my best counsellor.
c) talk the last time with my fav. graduated senior.
d) see him smile.
there are too many things i want to do. i still want to have
last clique outing. eat all the chocolates i can and walk
through the rain a last time.
17) four things that indicate that you're stereotypically a boy:
a) I
b) AIN'T
c) A
d) BOY. ditto.
18) four things that indicate you're stereotypically a girl:
a) i love a guy.
b) my birth certificate states that imma girl
c) my school uniform is a pinafore and not a jacket. lols
d) i go to the girls toilet and not the boys toilet. LOL.
19) four celeb crushes:
a) haven
b) even
c) crossed
d) my mind.
20) four people that i would like to see take this quiz:
a) you
b) shuang
c) then
d) do.
SINYEE-
Saturday, July 15
oh great. even my father is saying that i look
tired. lols and i dunno why. i so lag still tired.
sian.
today was speech day. ditto larhs. they go throw
all the sec 2s to the gallery which is like chaoji
stuffy and whatevers larh. sian lorh all those
speeches. gahh. and i was just so bloody bored
i started smsing ppl lorh. hahas. thanks to ppl
who kept me entertained larhs. i see those graduates
get their prizes so nice larh. i inspire to be like
them! haha i only want the bilingual award larh.
but considering my B3 eng and A2 chinese, still
have alot to work for.
concert band rocked the most. let's swing! hahas.
and then dance also. they darn cute. cos the tibetan
dance looked retarded. and then was choir.
our school performing arts really...pro sai.
after the whole thing, decided to go plaze sing with
clique. and then that gk call and make me and jos and
peishi go back to the school 2 times to look for the
shoes he left in school. but in the end we still cant
find it larhs. plaza sing was a bit of a wasted trip.
my feet hurts now and im sleepy.
SINYEE-
tired. lols and i dunno why. i so lag still tired.
sian.
today was speech day. ditto larhs. they go throw
all the sec 2s to the gallery which is like chaoji
stuffy and whatevers larh. sian lorh all those
speeches. gahh. and i was just so bloody bored
i started smsing ppl lorh. hahas. thanks to ppl
who kept me entertained larhs. i see those graduates
get their prizes so nice larh. i inspire to be like
them! haha i only want the bilingual award larh.
but considering my B3 eng and A2 chinese, still
have alot to work for.
concert band rocked the most. let's swing! hahas.
and then dance also. they darn cute. cos the tibetan
dance looked retarded. and then was choir.
our school performing arts really...pro sai.
after the whole thing, decided to go plaze sing with
clique. and then that gk call and make me and jos and
peishi go back to the school 2 times to look for the
shoes he left in school. but in the end we still cant
find it larhs. plaza sing was a bit of a wasted trip.
my feet hurts now and im sleepy.
SINYEE-
Friday, July 14
didnt update yesterday cos i was chionging
the retarded flash. i think flash 5 is nicer to
use than flash 8. since i was so hopeless in the
scripting, i just asked yun zheng to help me do
in the end since he could do one for just 5min.
went to track nationals yeaterday for sherrie and
matthias the event. was pretty impressed larhs.
after watching the last event, me and sherrie raced
the bus to lot 1. lols. why did we race there? cos it
was aready late and the 307 was so darn full we cant
get up so we decided to race there. the driver or the
passengers or even, both, must have thought that we
were 2 siao char bors there larh. okay and i reached home
at 8 and started to chiong flash. i really want to go
to track nats next wednesday larhs. but then thursday
got maths test and nobody pei me go. arghs.
today was dumb. i planned to leave house at 5.40am
like i always do. but who knws i fell asleep on the sofa
at 5.35am and i slept until 5.50am then my bro woke
me up and i chionged down to the bus stop. the bus
took darn long larh and i was like cursing at the
stupid bus. always happens that when im late the bus
would be those lanpong slow slow ones and the mrt
would be do not board. and although i reached je mrt
approx 20min or more later, i still see the same people
as the early time. and half of bus 97 is of people
from rv. and i still managed to reach school round 6.55am.
after morning assembly hafta meet desmond lim for
smth bout the thimun thing. thought he was gonna test
us today. hell, no. some 5-day conference dunno at where.
then thimun people hafta go for 1 day and we hafta pay
$30. what the heck. if it helps then i wont mind that much.
haix. then lesson was sian sian sian...next week alot of
tests. im so going to hardcore flunk all. language arts, maths
and chem. die. x(
and i knw why i didnt get to host the suzhou people already.
due to me having gone to step exchange prog. they
dont want me missing too many lessons. anything
larh. im not really that keen anymore anyway. i just
realised how tired i was. every morning feel like sleeping
in class but having to go on forcing myself to stay awake.
after school, rushing around, doing my countless list of
this and thats. oh fuck. cant i like have one day when i
can just go home right after school and sleep?
pe was chao hiong. my stomach muscles and thigh
and wherever is hurting like some shit. stupid larhs.
i can tell you that my passion has faded away.
a part of me wants to drop out, another wants to go on.
well, it's not like i have much of a choice anyway.
but now, i just dont feel the joy like i used to.
heritage day. sec 4 classes coming up with all those
things to sell. its not my fucking fault if my class doesnt
want to buy much of what your class is selling okay.
there is no need for you to put me down like this.
i did try okay. at least i managed to make them buy from
none to three orders. at least you could have
been like A, asking why there are so few orders instead
of just implying that im doing a bad job convincing people
to buy and asking another person to help. everyone give
us order list now you think everyone so fucking rich to
buy alot of everything arh. you should just feel bloody
lucky that i returned the order list to you in such a short time
considering you gave it to me like last period and expect it
back at the end of the day. asking a different person to ask
doesnt make any difference because my class is my class.
it doesnt and wont make any bloody difference whether
it is me asking or not. you unhappy then cancel those
three orders as well larh. i still help people to pay for you
to get your pathetic order so its not an empty class list when
i give it back okay.you cant force people to buy.
you senior big deal larh. can ask
her ignore me larh. fuck you larh right.
SINYEE-
the retarded flash. i think flash 5 is nicer to
use than flash 8. since i was so hopeless in the
scripting, i just asked yun zheng to help me do
in the end since he could do one for just 5min.
went to track nationals yeaterday for sherrie and
matthias the event. was pretty impressed larhs.
after watching the last event, me and sherrie raced
the bus to lot 1. lols. why did we race there? cos it
was aready late and the 307 was so darn full we cant
get up so we decided to race there. the driver or the
passengers or even, both, must have thought that we
were 2 siao char bors there larh. okay and i reached home
at 8 and started to chiong flash. i really want to go
to track nats next wednesday larhs. but then thursday
got maths test and nobody pei me go. arghs.
today was dumb. i planned to leave house at 5.40am
like i always do. but who knws i fell asleep on the sofa
at 5.35am and i slept until 5.50am then my bro woke
me up and i chionged down to the bus stop. the bus
took darn long larh and i was like cursing at the
stupid bus. always happens that when im late the bus
would be those lanpong slow slow ones and the mrt
would be do not board. and although i reached je mrt
approx 20min or more later, i still see the same people
as the early time. and half of bus 97 is of people
from rv. and i still managed to reach school round 6.55am.
after morning assembly hafta meet desmond lim for
smth bout the thimun thing. thought he was gonna test
us today. hell, no. some 5-day conference dunno at where.
then thimun people hafta go for 1 day and we hafta pay
$30. what the heck. if it helps then i wont mind that much.
haix. then lesson was sian sian sian...next week alot of
tests. im so going to hardcore flunk all. language arts, maths
and chem. die. x(
and i knw why i didnt get to host the suzhou people already.
due to me having gone to step exchange prog. they
dont want me missing too many lessons. anything
larh. im not really that keen anymore anyway. i just
realised how tired i was. every morning feel like sleeping
in class but having to go on forcing myself to stay awake.
after school, rushing around, doing my countless list of
this and thats. oh fuck. cant i like have one day when i
can just go home right after school and sleep?
pe was chao hiong. my stomach muscles and thigh
and wherever is hurting like some shit. stupid larhs.
i can tell you that my passion has faded away.
a part of me wants to drop out, another wants to go on.
well, it's not like i have much of a choice anyway.
but now, i just dont feel the joy like i used to.
heritage day. sec 4 classes coming up with all those
things to sell. its not my fucking fault if my class doesnt
want to buy much of what your class is selling okay.
there is no need for you to put me down like this.
i did try okay. at least i managed to make them buy from
none to three orders. at least you could have
been like A, asking why there are so few orders instead
of just implying that im doing a bad job convincing people
to buy and asking another person to help. everyone give
us order list now you think everyone so fucking rich to
buy alot of everything arh. you should just feel bloody
lucky that i returned the order list to you in such a short time
considering you gave it to me like last period and expect it
back at the end of the day. asking a different person to ask
doesnt make any difference because my class is my class.
it doesnt and wont make any bloody difference whether
it is me asking or not. you unhappy then cancel those
three orders as well larh. i still help people to pay for you
to get your pathetic order so its not an empty class list when
i give it back okay.you cant force people to buy.
you senior big deal larh. can ask
her ignore me larh. fuck you larh right.
SINYEE-
Wednesday, July 12
today got back our report books...sianz. did
really lan this time round. didnt manage to
reach the 70% target larh...haix. only got 64.7%
not a single A1. only got one pathetic A2 which
is my chinese. maths is no longer my lousiest
subj can you believe it. now id geog and science.
haix. our cid. get D. i did the report until so xin ku
then redo somemore then still D. wtf. haix.
lang arts was chao nice today. watched a film called
yamakasi. its damn cool. those ppl scaling buildings
like nth larh.
haix. i dunno whats wrong...
SINYEE-
really lan this time round. didnt manage to
reach the 70% target larh...haix. only got 64.7%
not a single A1. only got one pathetic A2 which
is my chinese. maths is no longer my lousiest
subj can you believe it. now id geog and science.
haix. our cid. get D. i did the report until so xin ku
then redo somemore then still D. wtf. haix.
lang arts was chao nice today. watched a film called
yamakasi. its damn cool. those ppl scaling buildings
like nth larh.
haix. i dunno whats wrong...
SINYEE-
Tuesday, July 11
today sucked. seriously. dunno why like
whole day keep getting scolded. and i was very
tired. needless to say, i didnt eat my breakfast
again. okay nvm.
first lesson was history. ohman that yang. cant
stand her sia. nice is nice but her way of teaching
is another different story. and that hooker
used our classroom causing us having to invade
2B class while they away on pe. and i can tell
you, their class is like a war ground. ohgod, i shall
not elaborate. sorry any 2B ppl reading this. it's
of no offence [: what the heck, my humanities journal.
hand in late then minus one mark. god larh,
my 4 out of 5 marks became a 3. urgh.
next was chinese lesson. for god's sake, my short
presentation on tan kah kee was rubbish larh.
and i see ang suan me until so darn shuang. i knw
i should just go and hide my face somewhere.
then she wanted to use textbook which sincerely
i didnt hear her say must bring. then mine is with
goh hua. and she asked who nv bring, i was actually
stupid enough to raise my hand. and then ang gave
me this emaningful look which made me want to
hide away even more. haix.
after that break time. have to skip it to complete
my dance assignment and discuss the music assignment.
honestly that piece of work we handed in...
ohwells. and then i missed my breakfast plus
break. just great.
then was maths lesson. using the whole of maths
lesson to complete my dance assignment. so i wasnt
listening to loke. see i said im a lousy student. after his
lesson i told the class to hurry up use the time and
get changed for dance so we wont be late later.
when we came back, i found aloy ong waiting there.
not looking too pleased when he asked for a word
with me. god larh. i just didnt do one qn of his
assignment. and he is treating me like im a dunce.
then its like i dunno whats my problem today
larh. and he asked the classs who gave them
permission to go change and waste his time. there goes.
im dead meat. see i was burying my face in my
hands. but the class didnt say it was me, they
didnt tell ong i was the one who told them to change.
god larh. im a failure can. and my class didnt tell on
me. im thankful. and after the lesson ong asked me
if i was okay. yeah im okay i say. but i was really
thinking, how okay can you be when you have been
making mistakes and getting blamed since morning?
yeah great.
and after that was dance. god. we were told to take
off our socks today as well. and out comes my
saturday fun toe nail polish. hot pink pls. and we
were told to play a really lame game involving us having
to crawl in between the legs of our peers. okay seriously
wtf is this. still say we are the selfish class which didnt
want to do it. honestly, i wont mind that 10 marks off
my assignment you sucker. i wont mind a failing grade.
its bullshit you are telling me to do. yeah so im not doing it.
and at the end of the lesson, i was supposed to
collect all their dance assignments. handed to him and
he asked me where was the class list. having no idea what
the heck is he talking about i just kept quiet while
he rattled on. you were supposed to bring your class
list and tick who handed in and who didnt. yeah im
supposed to. he win liao lorh. bloody hell.
luckily rendy didnt pick on me. at all. rendy's being nice.
after school when i thought i could have lunch, you wei
handed me a wad of notes and told me to count them
for the class photo. great. so after school i was trying
so hard to sort out the dance assignments and count
those notes. and bending over the canteen bench
for a considerable 30min caused me a backache.
and i was rushing around looking for ang to hand her the
money. rushing around like a frantic kid.
god this is really bad larh.
trng today was no better. i missed my breakfast+break+
lunch. tell me how i still go play table tennis. jenn was
saying i look and play like a corpse just now larh.
okay and i lagged today cos that ah zhu was darn slack
and only trained 2 ppl. wtf how to improve?!?
seriously larh. this is bullshit. and then tan still said what
workplan, need 70% and above for overall percentage.
good lorh. i this kind. tsk. talking bout today was like
so very bad larh. as a conclusion:
today sucked. big time.
pls dun be the next person to tell me i look
depressed.
SINYEE-
whole day keep getting scolded. and i was very
tired. needless to say, i didnt eat my breakfast
again. okay nvm.
first lesson was history. ohman that yang. cant
stand her sia. nice is nice but her way of teaching
is another different story. and that hooker
used our classroom causing us having to invade
2B class while they away on pe. and i can tell
you, their class is like a war ground. ohgod, i shall
not elaborate. sorry any 2B ppl reading this. it's
of no offence [: what the heck, my humanities journal.
hand in late then minus one mark. god larh,
my 4 out of 5 marks became a 3. urgh.
next was chinese lesson. for god's sake, my short
presentation on tan kah kee was rubbish larh.
and i see ang suan me until so darn shuang. i knw
i should just go and hide my face somewhere.
then she wanted to use textbook which sincerely
i didnt hear her say must bring. then mine is with
goh hua. and she asked who nv bring, i was actually
stupid enough to raise my hand. and then ang gave
me this emaningful look which made me want to
hide away even more. haix.
after that break time. have to skip it to complete
my dance assignment and discuss the music assignment.
honestly that piece of work we handed in...
ohwells. and then i missed my breakfast plus
break. just great.
then was maths lesson. using the whole of maths
lesson to complete my dance assignment. so i wasnt
listening to loke. see i said im a lousy student. after his
lesson i told the class to hurry up use the time and
get changed for dance so we wont be late later.
when we came back, i found aloy ong waiting there.
not looking too pleased when he asked for a word
with me. god larh. i just didnt do one qn of his
assignment. and he is treating me like im a dunce.
then its like i dunno whats my problem today
larh. and he asked the classs who gave them
permission to go change and waste his time. there goes.
im dead meat. see i was burying my face in my
hands. but the class didnt say it was me, they
didnt tell ong i was the one who told them to change.
god larh. im a failure can. and my class didnt tell on
me. im thankful. and after the lesson ong asked me
if i was okay. yeah im okay i say. but i was really
thinking, how okay can you be when you have been
making mistakes and getting blamed since morning?
yeah great.
and after that was dance. god. we were told to take
off our socks today as well. and out comes my
saturday fun toe nail polish. hot pink pls. and we
were told to play a really lame game involving us having
to crawl in between the legs of our peers. okay seriously
wtf is this. still say we are the selfish class which didnt
want to do it. honestly, i wont mind that 10 marks off
my assignment you sucker. i wont mind a failing grade.
its bullshit you are telling me to do. yeah so im not doing it.
and at the end of the lesson, i was supposed to
collect all their dance assignments. handed to him and
he asked me where was the class list. having no idea what
the heck is he talking about i just kept quiet while
he rattled on. you were supposed to bring your class
list and tick who handed in and who didnt. yeah im
supposed to. he win liao lorh. bloody hell.
luckily rendy didnt pick on me. at all. rendy's being nice.
after school when i thought i could have lunch, you wei
handed me a wad of notes and told me to count them
for the class photo. great. so after school i was trying
so hard to sort out the dance assignments and count
those notes. and bending over the canteen bench
for a considerable 30min caused me a backache.
and i was rushing around looking for ang to hand her the
money. rushing around like a frantic kid.
god this is really bad larh.
trng today was no better. i missed my breakfast+break+
lunch. tell me how i still go play table tennis. jenn was
saying i look and play like a corpse just now larh.
okay and i lagged today cos that ah zhu was darn slack
and only trained 2 ppl. wtf how to improve?!?
seriously larh. this is bullshit. and then tan still said what
workplan, need 70% and above for overall percentage.
good lorh. i this kind. tsk. talking bout today was like
so very bad larh. as a conclusion:
today sucked. big time.
pls dun be the next person to tell me i look
depressed.
SINYEE-
Monday, July 10
haix. im going mad larhs. i just had my dinner
at 10.35pm. it's like crazy larh. the stupid dance
assignment took me so long. dun say i slack lorh.
i was trying very hard larh okay. thanks
josephine for helping so much and matthias
for trying to help. like finally, the thing is
done. okay not really done. have to cut and
paste somemore and paste on construction paper
and my that write-up bout what i feel bout dance.
seriously wjat do i feel about dance. nothing larh.
im a sportswomen not a dancer tell me think bout
dance got what use huh huh huh?
and i didnt do my that research on tan kah kee
cos i sort of misunderstood ang's meaning.
and she suan-ed me like shit larh. what the
heck. aiya then the internet is like all those
fan ti zi. see already sian diao still do what.
luckily i suddenly thought of this book that
i bought when i was...P4? dunno larh, some book
called xin jia po wei ren then got a chapter bout
tan kah kee. if that book wasnt so dusty and old,
i swore i would have kissed that book. lol. on
a second though. probably not. hahax. great larhs.
my house so big and i cant even find a tube of glue.
blehx..
SINYEE-
at 10.35pm. it's like crazy larh. the stupid dance
assignment took me so long. dun say i slack lorh.
i was trying very hard larh okay. thanks
josephine for helping so much and matthias
for trying to help. like finally, the thing is
done. okay not really done. have to cut and
paste somemore and paste on construction paper
and my that write-up bout what i feel bout dance.
seriously wjat do i feel about dance. nothing larh.
im a sportswomen not a dancer tell me think bout
dance got what use huh huh huh?
and i didnt do my that research on tan kah kee
cos i sort of misunderstood ang's meaning.
and she suan-ed me like shit larh. what the
heck. aiya then the internet is like all those
fan ti zi. see already sian diao still do what.
luckily i suddenly thought of this book that
i bought when i was...P4? dunno larh, some book
called xin jia po wei ren then got a chapter bout
tan kah kee. if that book wasnt so dusty and old,
i swore i would have kissed that book. lol. on
a second though. probably not. hahax. great larhs.
my house so big and i cant even find a tube of glue.
blehx..
SINYEE-
yes. im feeling somewhat lost and confused.
quite a long story to say and ya, not like
i will say. okay whatever.
i dont knw what made me feel off blogging
for so long. although i still blog, yes i do
but it revolves around stuff which are
really, nonsense. i no longer feel any enthusiasm
for blogging. i no longer have any intersting
topics for blogging. i totally dunno why i am
still blogging. mayb cos recently has been on
other things. work and etc. larh. been sort of
quite occupied and ya catching up on school
work more or less. now, hafta chiong the dance
assignment le.
my tagboard's getting stagnant
SINYEE-
quite a long story to say and ya, not like
i will say. okay whatever.
i dont knw what made me feel off blogging
for so long. although i still blog, yes i do
but it revolves around stuff which are
really, nonsense. i no longer feel any enthusiasm
for blogging. i no longer have any intersting
topics for blogging. i totally dunno why i am
still blogging. mayb cos recently has been on
other things. work and etc. larh. been sort of
quite occupied and ya catching up on school
work more or less. now, hafta chiong the dance
assignment le.
my tagboard's getting stagnant
SINYEE-
Saturday, July 8
i hate weekends. so sian. make me do hw
and hw and hw again. so bloody sian. sleep
late wake up late. stupid routine over
and over again. sian. school faster start.
monday faster come. im gonna be bored to death
at home. but i hafta finish hw first. all
hw supposed to hand up on mon finished already.
SINYEE-
and hw and hw again. so bloody sian. sleep
late wake up late. stupid routine over
and over again. sian. school faster start.
monday faster come. im gonna be bored to death
at home. but i hafta finish hw first. all
hw supposed to hand up on mon finished already.
SINYEE-
Friday, July 7
Yan ran told me to do this 100 question quiz
thingy larh. since its the wekend, i shall do lorh xP
1. Full Name: Toh Sin Yee
2. Name Backwards: go figure it out yourself.
3. Were You Named After Someone: dunno. so
many sinyee (s) in the world.
4. Meaning Of Name: dun really have meaning. my
mum said its cos alot ppl called sinyee. so im called
sinyee. lol.
5. Nickname: sleepyhead, sinsin, celestine
6. Screen Name: dun have.
7. Date Of Birth: 27/05/92
8. Place Of Birth: Singapore
9. Nationality: Singaporean
10. Current Location: home.
11. Star Sign: Gemini
12. Religion: Buddhist
13. Height: 158cm. i seriously dun think i shrunk 2cm.
14. Weight: 47kg. the bloody camp made me fat.
15. Shoe Size: 7
16. Hair Colour: Black
17. Eye Colour: Black
18. What do u look like: stupid question. as if i
describe then you can knw.
19. Innie or Outie: out
20. Righty Or Lefty: right
21. Gay, Straight, Bi Or Other: chao stupid question.
of cos in straight.
22. Best Friends: dun have. closer few: my clique,
peiqi, yeejin
23. Best Friend You Trust The Most: i trust
guokai and peiqi and my clique
24. Fav Pals:REATRDED. isnt it like best friends.
25. Bez Frens Of The Opp Sex: stop asking bout best
friend larh i dun have larh. closest friend who is a guy
is guo kai larh.
26. Best Buddies: you see you see. RETARDED larh.
27. Boifren or Girlfren: if you knw me well, you knw
my rule.
28. Crush: im in the correct state of mind not to state
the name.
29. Parents: now what does this question mean?
30. Worst Enemy: definitely myself.
31. Fav Online Guys: i dun even initiate talks online
32. Fav Online Girls: see above.
33. Funniest Fren: guo kai
34. Craziest Fren: ariel
35. Advice Fren: i like to keep things to myself
36. Loudest Fren: i cant find anyone louder than me
37. Person u cry with: who do you think.
38. Any sisters: one.
39. Any brudders: two.
40. Any pets: a few dumb fish which are not even mine.
41. A disease: yeah short term memory loss. lol.
42. A pager: nopes
43. A personal phone line: i wish...and the bill would be
like...WOW.
44. A cell phone: yes
45. A lava lamp: no
46. A pool or hot tub: dumb question again.
47. A car: ya my father got car. counted? LOL
48. Personality: you tell me this.
49. Driving: if i can get a license at 14, i will.
50. Car or one u want: leave that to later.
51. Room: hur. not really messy anymore since the
maid was here.
52. What's missing: my brain. lol
53. Schl: xnps, rvhs, lamers and crappers school for the
retarded and disabled
54. Bed: double deck. upper deck.
55. Relationship with parents: okay.
56. Bliv in urself: depends on when and what.
57. Do u bliv in love at first sight: depends.
58. Consider urself a gd listener: toot. dunno.
-dunno what hppened to qn 59-
60. Get along with parents: hur. okay lorh.
61. Save ur email conversations: no
62. Pray: depends on for who, what for, and etc.
63. Bliv in reincarnation: i'll answer this when i see
you again next life.
64. Lyk 2 make fun of ppl: depends on who that
unlucky person is.
65. Lyk 2 talk on phone: very.
66. Want 2 get married:ask me this when im 21.
67. Lyk 2 drive: yeah right.
68. Get motion sickness: i can read and write in a vehicle
which is moving.
69. Eat the stems of a broccoli:see i shuang or not.
70. Eat chicken fingers with a fork: dumb dumb dumb quedtion.
71. Dream in color: i dunno what is this.
72. Type with ur fingers on home row: no
73. Sleep with a stuffed animal: never did..
74. Right nxt 2 u: balcony window.
75. On the walls of ur room: posters, calendar,
planner etc.
76. On ur mouse pad: just a paper file.
77. Dream car: see question 50.
78. Dream date: ask me this when im 16.
79. Dream honeymoon spot: ask me this when i get
married.
80. Dream husband or wife: beauty lies in the eyes
of the beholder.
81. Ur bedtime: im nocturnal unless im really tired.
82. Under ur bed: my bro.
83. The single most important question: what crap?
84. Ur bad tym of the day: depends.
85. Ur worst fears: i dunno. im not very afraid of
anything.
86. The weather is: standard singapore weather at this
time.
87. The time: 7:01pm
88. The date: 07/07/06
89. The bez trick u eva played on someone: lemme think...
-dunno what happened to qn 90-
91. Theme song: i dun even watch tv. and s'pore production
theme songs are really nan ting.
92. The hardest thing bout growin up:how will i knw? i haven
finished growing up.
93. Ur funniest experience: dunno.
94. Scariest moment: ehh..seriously dunno
95. The silliest thing u hav said: i always say silly things.
96. The funniest or most desperate thing you hav done 2
get da attention of the opp sex: i dun think im the
despo type.
97. The scariest thing that's ever happened while with
your friends: ehh during nanyang choral fest.
98. The worst feeling in the world: that very special sinking feeling...
99. The best feeling in the world: i dunno. haven felt it before
100. 5 people to do this quiz: you want do then do lorh.
today school early dismissal. slack. haix.
dunno what to say already...
SINYEE-
thingy larh. since its the wekend, i shall do lorh xP
1. Full Name: Toh Sin Yee
2. Name Backwards: go figure it out yourself.
3. Were You Named After Someone: dunno. so
many sinyee (s) in the world.
4. Meaning Of Name: dun really have meaning. my
mum said its cos alot ppl called sinyee. so im called
sinyee. lol.
5. Nickname: sleepyhead, sinsin, celestine
6. Screen Name: dun have.
7. Date Of Birth: 27/05/92
8. Place Of Birth: Singapore
9. Nationality: Singaporean
10. Current Location: home.
11. Star Sign: Gemini
12. Religion: Buddhist
13. Height: 158cm. i seriously dun think i shrunk 2cm.
14. Weight: 47kg. the bloody camp made me fat.
15. Shoe Size: 7
16. Hair Colour: Black
17. Eye Colour: Black
18. What do u look like: stupid question. as if i
describe then you can knw.
19. Innie or Outie: out
20. Righty Or Lefty: right
21. Gay, Straight, Bi Or Other: chao stupid question.
of cos in straight.
22. Best Friends: dun have. closer few: my clique,
peiqi, yeejin
23. Best Friend You Trust The Most: i trust
guokai and peiqi and my clique
24. Fav Pals:REATRDED. isnt it like best friends.
25. Bez Frens Of The Opp Sex: stop asking bout best
friend larh i dun have larh. closest friend who is a guy
is guo kai larh.
26. Best Buddies: you see you see. RETARDED larh.
27. Boifren or Girlfren: if you knw me well, you knw
my rule.
28. Crush: im in the correct state of mind not to state
the name.
29. Parents: now what does this question mean?
30. Worst Enemy: definitely myself.
31. Fav Online Guys: i dun even initiate talks online
32. Fav Online Girls: see above.
33. Funniest Fren: guo kai
34. Craziest Fren: ariel
35. Advice Fren: i like to keep things to myself
36. Loudest Fren: i cant find anyone louder than me
37. Person u cry with: who do you think.
38. Any sisters: one.
39. Any brudders: two.
40. Any pets: a few dumb fish which are not even mine.
41. A disease: yeah short term memory loss. lol.
42. A pager: nopes
43. A personal phone line: i wish...and the bill would be
like...WOW.
44. A cell phone: yes
45. A lava lamp: no
46. A pool or hot tub: dumb question again.
47. A car: ya my father got car. counted? LOL
48. Personality: you tell me this.
49. Driving: if i can get a license at 14, i will.
50. Car or one u want: leave that to later.
51. Room: hur. not really messy anymore since the
maid was here.
52. What's missing: my brain. lol
53. Schl: xnps, rvhs, lamers and crappers school for the
retarded and disabled
54. Bed: double deck. upper deck.
55. Relationship with parents: okay.
56. Bliv in urself: depends on when and what.
57. Do u bliv in love at first sight: depends.
58. Consider urself a gd listener: toot. dunno.
-dunno what hppened to qn 59-
60. Get along with parents: hur. okay lorh.
61. Save ur email conversations: no
62. Pray: depends on for who, what for, and etc.
63. Bliv in reincarnation: i'll answer this when i see
you again next life.
64. Lyk 2 make fun of ppl: depends on who that
unlucky person is.
65. Lyk 2 talk on phone: very.
66. Want 2 get married:ask me this when im 21.
67. Lyk 2 drive: yeah right.
68. Get motion sickness: i can read and write in a vehicle
which is moving.
69. Eat the stems of a broccoli:see i shuang or not.
70. Eat chicken fingers with a fork: dumb dumb dumb quedtion.
71. Dream in color: i dunno what is this.
72. Type with ur fingers on home row: no
73. Sleep with a stuffed animal: never did..
74. Right nxt 2 u: balcony window.
75. On the walls of ur room: posters, calendar,
planner etc.
76. On ur mouse pad: just a paper file.
77. Dream car: see question 50.
78. Dream date: ask me this when im 16.
79. Dream honeymoon spot: ask me this when i get
married.
80. Dream husband or wife: beauty lies in the eyes
of the beholder.
81. Ur bedtime: im nocturnal unless im really tired.
82. Under ur bed: my bro.
83. The single most important question: what crap?
84. Ur bad tym of the day: depends.
85. Ur worst fears: i dunno. im not very afraid of
anything.
86. The weather is: standard singapore weather at this
time.
87. The time: 7:01pm
88. The date: 07/07/06
89. The bez trick u eva played on someone: lemme think...
-dunno what happened to qn 90-
91. Theme song: i dun even watch tv. and s'pore production
theme songs are really nan ting.
92. The hardest thing bout growin up:how will i knw? i haven
finished growing up.
93. Ur funniest experience: dunno.
94. Scariest moment: ehh..seriously dunno
95. The silliest thing u hav said: i always say silly things.
96. The funniest or most desperate thing you hav done 2
get da attention of the opp sex: i dun think im the
despo type.
97. The scariest thing that's ever happened while with
your friends: ehh during nanyang choral fest.
98. The worst feeling in the world: that very special sinking feeling...
99. The best feeling in the world: i dunno. haven felt it before
100. 5 people to do this quiz: you want do then do lorh.
today school early dismissal. slack. haix.
dunno what to say already...
SINYEE-
Thursday, July 6
seriously i have got smth wrong. normally
blogging would be the first few things i do
when i come online. and now. i dunno what
to blog about. my mind is blank. haix
i dun understand a single thing. i dun understand
anything at all. one time you are saying this
and i understand you and another time you
are saying the same thing but i dun get you or
vice-versa. eh very confusing leh. dun play larh.
i dun even knw what is the purpose of it. lol.
seiously. i think im going mad soon.
im talking rubbish dun you think?
SINYEE-
and now even the dream is gone...
blogging would be the first few things i do
when i come online. and now. i dunno what
to blog about. my mind is blank. haix
i dun understand a single thing. i dun understand
anything at all. one time you are saying this
and i understand you and another time you
are saying the same thing but i dun get you or
vice-versa. eh very confusing leh. dun play larh.
i dun even knw what is the purpose of it. lol.
seiously. i think im going mad soon.
im talking rubbish dun you think?
SINYEE-
and now even the dream is gone...
Wednesday, July 5
haven updated for the past 2 days...been really
busy with all the school work im lagging behind.
been busy with the thimun thing. what with today's
IMF talk and everything. anyway, today's talk
was...i dunno but it doesnt seem to like make me
understand more. IMF's presentation was a little
confusing although i understood the role of IMF
and etc. cos we already did background research.
but wotrld bank...a bit irrelevant as to what they do
etc. haix..very bad larh.
sian. supposed to have alot to blog about in this
entry cos i haven blogged for a while. but my
mind went blank larh. haix.
SINYEE-
dun tell me this is all a dream cos everything had felt so right...
busy with all the school work im lagging behind.
been busy with the thimun thing. what with today's
IMF talk and everything. anyway, today's talk
was...i dunno but it doesnt seem to like make me
understand more. IMF's presentation was a little
confusing although i understood the role of IMF
and etc. cos we already did background research.
but wotrld bank...a bit irrelevant as to what they do
etc. haix..very bad larh.
sian. supposed to have alot to blog about in this
entry cos i haven blogged for a while. but my
mind went blank larh. haix.
SINYEE-
dun tell me this is all a dream cos everything had felt so right...
Sunday, July 2
it just feels so good to have my friends here
when im feeling so screwed. Thanks josephine!
yes, josephine tan! i only knw one josephine in
my whole life. and also ariel and peishi.
thank you ppl so much.
although i have almost given up hope, im still
holding on. but i think we all should just
stop helping him to find excuse. cos i knw that
obvious answer. seriously i thought one time
might just be an exception but it happened
again today. although there was a reason,
i dun really believe it. maybe...i hope its the way
you guys said.
i think i totally dun have any humanity. i went to
the hospital to see my grandfather today. and i
see him, suffering there on the bed, i could
only stand in a corner and look at him. i didnt do
anything, i couldnt do anything. but as im typing
i seriously think i should kill myself, i didnt do anything,
i didnt feel anything. seriously. im rid of humanity.
im not even fit to be called a human. god.
gonna chiong hw tmr. gonna miss step gatehring.
sian dun wanna go..zzz so tired...
SINYEE-
when im feeling so screwed. Thanks josephine!
yes, josephine tan! i only knw one josephine in
my whole life. and also ariel and peishi.
thank you ppl so much.
although i have almost given up hope, im still
holding on. but i think we all should just
stop helping him to find excuse. cos i knw that
obvious answer. seriously i thought one time
might just be an exception but it happened
again today. although there was a reason,
i dun really believe it. maybe...i hope its the way
you guys said.
i think i totally dun have any humanity. i went to
the hospital to see my grandfather today. and i
see him, suffering there on the bed, i could
only stand in a corner and look at him. i didnt do
anything, i couldnt do anything. but as im typing
i seriously think i should kill myself, i didnt do anything,
i didnt feel anything. seriously. im rid of humanity.
im not even fit to be called a human. god.
gonna chiong hw tmr. gonna miss step gatehring.
sian dun wanna go..zzz so tired...
SINYEE-
i WAS angry and sad at the same time just now.
as i was composing this entry in my head. it was
supposed to start off with im sad and angry.
but no longer. im highhhh now! yayness. lol
but still. crap larh.
SYF opening ceremony.
it was complete rubbish larh can. those
performances are so boring i can actually
fall asleep there. how bad is that larh. and after
that went to flag taxi and some inconsiderate
and kiasu ppl come rushing infront and got into
the cab and wheezed off. wtf. causing me to have to
wait for like 15 min or more for a pathetic cab with
jos and yanyi.
and i dunno whats coming to our school. that kinda
person can actually qualify for such an impt job.
ohmygod larh. i cant believe that is the truth.
god i just refuse to believe this absurd truth.
im just so angry alrh. she sucks. big time
can. kns larh.
then went to eat dinner at yoshi at bugis with yanyi.
must thank yanyi for giving me so many excuses
and one was actually true. lol okay. lagged there a bit
then went home. talked alot on the mrt. bout the
same person, the same thing. will die one larh.
i think i talking gibberish. my toblerone has turned
from chocolate to chocolate fudge. haha. its
disgusting. but too bad. I LIKE LEH. lol cosd imma
chocoholic (:
等待真的是很痛苦的事...
SINYEE-
as i was composing this entry in my head. it was
supposed to start off with im sad and angry.
but no longer. im highhhh now! yayness. lol
but still. crap larh.
SYF opening ceremony.
it was complete rubbish larh can. those
performances are so boring i can actually
fall asleep there. how bad is that larh. and after
that went to flag taxi and some inconsiderate
and kiasu ppl come rushing infront and got into
the cab and wheezed off. wtf. causing me to have to
wait for like 15 min or more for a pathetic cab with
jos and yanyi.
and i dunno whats coming to our school. that kinda
person can actually qualify for such an impt job.
ohmygod larh. i cant believe that is the truth.
god i just refuse to believe this absurd truth.
im just so angry alrh. she sucks. big time
can. kns larh.
then went to eat dinner at yoshi at bugis with yanyi.
must thank yanyi for giving me so many excuses
and one was actually true. lol okay. lagged there a bit
then went home. talked alot on the mrt. bout the
same person, the same thing. will die one larh.
i think i talking gibberish. my toblerone has turned
from chocolate to chocolate fudge. haha. its
disgusting. but too bad. I LIKE LEH. lol cosd imma
chocoholic (:
等待真的是很痛苦的事...
SINYEE-
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