Tuesday, January 30

Ohwells. School was boring as can be. As usual. I mean, how much more fun can it get sitting with nelson chong?! Zzz...Lang arts lessons are seriously a waste of time man. Like half the time i don't knw what the hell is andrew hook trying to say and the whole class is dead silent and then i will start feeling like sleeping. Damn it larh. I don't want to talk about the other lessons because they are just damn boring.

Training today was quite slack. I paired doubles with zhijun and we won everyone except shibin and carmen. Damn it, so now friday is our match or not?! Damn confusing. And anyway our tournament tee sucks, as usual of course. Gahh, i don't want to wear that kind of tee to tournament larh.

My homework is piling up. Module tmr, i dun want to sleep late or i can't concentrate. But if i sleep early ic an't finish my homework.. So what am i doing blogging here? Zzz..

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Hypocrtical people. Get away from me. Damn it, i hate you.

Monday, January 29

It's one problem after the next, one mistrust followed by another. It's all a big mess of complications now i don't even knw where to start, how to rectify every one of these twisted and horrible untruths. When did all this start... that would be a good 4 months ago. Never did i knw it would cause this long chain reaction of a trouble after another.

It didn't start out to be like this at all. How is it possible that such a simple thing would snowball and link into something that is so...pissifying?! The worse thing is that, it is so incredibly tedious and just DIFFICULT to explain to anyone. I just cannot belive how...this is like some story you knw. I thought such links were only possible in story books! Carefully planned and drafted. I didn't think it would ever happen in real life...not at all.

A whole big mess of complications and misunderstandings. I no longer knw who is telling the truth or not. Who to believe, who not to. And just what everyone else has to do with everything that is my business and not any of theirs! I'm so sick of this. Just because of this one thing, that led to many others and it gets more and more complicating on the way. All because of one person... It's hard not to hate that one person.

But perhaps i learnt more about myself. And it's time for some self-reflection.

Because of #1 and the relations, #2 happened and i found out about #3 which is so painfully unacceptable. Where is the trust i had in the people around me? Gone, obviously. Maybe it had never even existed from the start.

& what's trust at all?

Never felt like crying in a long time...and im sorry but im never going to believe in trust again.

Sunday, January 28

A little entertainment...



LOL. I found this on Junice's blog. No comments, later chienying say i racist. =x

I have done ZERO homework. Wtf, think im going to die already. I tried very hard doing chem assignment though, but like half the questions i don't knw what they are asking. And i didn't finish my matrices homework anyway larh, today add on coordinate geometry and trigonometry. Ahhh..

Tournament is going to start on 2nd Feb. WHY IS IT ON A FRIDAY?! All the important lessons are on friday..and considering i will be out of class by like, 11am i will have to miss chem, math and physics! Omggg can't catch up =/ I still don't knw who my partner will be now and dunearn will be difficult for us to make decision as to who to play what. Whichever way, i'll still be the doubles. &The game starts in 5 days...

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I really fail to understand why some people just cannot be on time for appointments. It's really irritating to have to wait and i just HATE being early. Or even on time for the matter. Being late for a meeting with someone would cause them to be late for the appointment that they are meeting for. And i HATE being late. Is it really so difficult to like go out of house a little earlier so to make sure you will arrive at the place of meeting on time? I'm not even saying you have to be early, im just saying ON TIME. It just makes me so frustrated of waiting and waiting sometimes. Why can't some people EVER be on time.

Why can some people say "I'm always late" or things like "I can never be early"? In this case, they have already freaking identified their problem and it's not like they are giving a damn to themselves being late. They sort of just accepted them always being late and expect people to wait for them. Try understanding the frustration. Everybody can be on time if they want to. It just depends on which place in your priority is this particular appointment. It's not like they will always be late for school. If the appointment is important enough i guess they'll make an effort to be on time too.

It's alright once or twice but if it is like, repeatedly, every single time, HELLO. I do get sick of waiting sometimes okay. And the worse thing is really arriving like late without even an explanation or a word of apology, it really puts me off. I'm already not such a very patient person and the last thing is for me to wait for so long. God knws what i could have done with all the time i spent waiting in my 14+ years of life. Maybe i should be the one to be late for a change.

Saturday, January 27

Finally, after like 3 weeks or so since school reopened, i get to wake up at 12pm today! =D Alright, it was another boring day at home since i didn't go out at all. It was basically: Wake up, eat breakfast, do house chores, TRY to do hw, use comp (slack). Matrices are going to drive me crazy soon. I cannot remember anything that yangling taught me 2 weeks ago and resulting in me having to read through all those notes again. Not to mention weekend school work.

Actually there were a few interesting things which happened in class yesterday, but i was too tired, i didn't remember them until i went around sylvia and xinyu's blogs and read about them. I would think the highlight was in math lesson. Mr liu told a few guys to name female celebrities they think are cute. Katie Holmes, Charlene Choy, Jessica Alba...names started popping up. So what Mr liu was trying to say is: The guys' definition of cute girls are normally smaller in size, therefore, a small angle is A CUTE ANGLE. (Acute angle) I was like LOL-ing all around and trying to imagine how cute can an angle get -.- Alright.

Weekend homework:
1. Language Arts Comprehension
2. Math Handout
3. Chen Nan Jiu Shi Questions
4. Qing Nian Wen Zhai
5. Chemistry Assignment 2
6. Physics notes
7. History: TOV
8. CID Powerpoint
9. Module research + Notes on Video
10. Matrices tuition work! (Deadline: TMR!)

Okay, is this like alot or something? Tell me the school isn't trying to kill us all.

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Rumours. Everything people just love talking about and doing all the time. Talking about the newest rumours around school. XXX is with XXX! And without even thinking it is true or not, they start spreading it around and proud that they have this latest bit of news on their hands for others to knw.

Oh come on, don't you people have better things to do? Never believe what you hear until you've seen it for yourself. Yes, i knw in this case you have seen it. But it is definitely nothing like what you think it is. Now before you start freaking spreading it around, please could you just believe what i have said? The truth is the truth, i am not trying to hide anything at all. I can't do a thing if you choose not to believe me, but keep your goddamn mouth shut and don't freaking spread it. You people have no business in it anyway.

You want to spread rumours? CAN. Please bloody make sure it is true first.

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I didn't knw that A was B's *. So what C had said was true. D really did tell A about me and C. And so, A was probably the one who told B. And that is why B came and said all those spiteful things. I thought maybe what C had said wasn't true, i thought i could trust D. But well, D proved me wrong then. It's all more complicating than it seems. But it all fits now, i finally understand. And im not going to trust C or D anymore. To hell with all of your empty promises.

Hey C, do you knw that you are really not such a big deal to me at all? You always say the wrong things, prove me wrong about you so much that i think that you can just forget about it. It's the way you speak and act that i knw you never really took me seriously after all. You were the one who made me think this way about you. I knw you never really meant what you said. It all makes sense, finally.

And D? Well, sorry but maybe you should have kept your goddamn mouth shut. That way, i might never find out that the trust i had in you was to be disappointed. Do you knw that i wanted to trust you about it, but well i guess everytime someone says "I wont tell people de" , the next thing they do is blabber it to someone else. And there goes. Hey D, you were the one who betrayed my trust. I bet you don't even knw that i feel like strangling you now. So, shut the hell up and get lost.

Oh yeah and B, i don't give a damn to what you want to say alright? I don't even acknowledge you as someone i knw. You can take A and get the hell out of my business. It really doesn't concern you at all. So what if you knw C? It's not any of my problem. Just get lost. I'd rather not have known C at all.

Friday, January 26

It's finally friday! Yayness! I've been waiting for today since like...start of the week?! And today's finally here! and of course, homework piling up again. Ahhh...

Chinese lesson was damn sian today can. Some discussion session for the cheng nan jiu shi. I crapped alot of lameshit answers but AGH says they are good. Interesting can. Hahaha. Singapore studies are actually quite interesting too. Mr tan teaches well too, but the video almost made me fall asleep.

Ater break was all lessons. Then damn sian. Then junbin and phyllis kept talking behind. And nelson still don't want to talk. Maybe he 's like a stupid or what larh. It's like we have to plot graph for physics. Then he didn't bring graph paper while im sitting there with a WHOLE graph pad. He just don't want to ask from me. So i just sat there watching him asking those infront behind, two rows beside, jiu shi dun ask me. Then fine lorh, since he don't want to open his mouth to ask, i will not lend him any xP

Our class should be called 3 Humpty-dumpty lorh! Such a cute name. And i have a perfect reason, just that cannot say here =x Haha. And jonathan is humpty, and simon is dumpty! Hahaha

Training today was rather hiong or maybe not. Haha, im feeling super superrrr tired now. So i shall stop here. I want to sleep!

Thursday, January 25

Replies to tags:
Sylvia> Try being someone as vulgar as me, and that guy is there sprouting **** in every single sentence. And **** is not assetcheyetee but effyouseekay. Try to chill. Zzz

Chienying> Not exactly not in my social circle either, but i think he is more publicly hated than me larh...

Shaun> I told him my gan gor couldn't hate me right... (: But he came up with a whole lot of bullshit anyway.

Xinyu> Yeah it's neutral. I tagged you in CID lesson! =D

Xuanwei>I don't knw lorh. Maybe the senior is just anyhow saying larh. I don't knw larh =/

Jingzhan>Who or what is the real sinyee like. I don't even knw this myself anymore....but well nvm.

Alright, i don't care what HE's said about me. Hate me for all i care. Lalala.

School was sian today. I was quiet before break because i wanted to fall sleep liao. Nelson is totally going to kill me if he doesn't open his mouth and talk soon. Hello! I just need someone who has a normal functioning mouth -.- Ahhh. Don't even knw how many lessons i slept in larh. Nowadays kept waking up late. And the lessons are so boring especially when my tablemate doesn't open his mouth and TALK! Gahs. x/

I don't remember what happened in school or after school. I think i overshot my stop on 99 again. LOL. Meaningless routine life.

I don't knw what kind of slumber i am in. Can't remember how many times i shampooed my hair in the shower, can't remember what is the book doing in my hands. Can't seem to knw what i want or even feel. & i'm never, ever going to trust you again.

Wednesday, January 24

Sometimes i really wonder whether i turn people off that much. Everything really seems alright to me, not the way like how HE said it. I knw i do have attitude problem sometimes, but surely it is not to the extend of how HE had said, right? It would be an extremely sad case if it really is. Who did i think i have, HE's telling me i never had them. HE's telling me they all hate me, HE's telling me nobody can stand me. And HE's saying this, even about the one i trust next to most. & i don't knw what kind of senior is HE.

Basically, HE's just trying to let me knw that im publicly hated but no one says anything and continues acting nice to me while in fact they all really hates me and my attitude and wishes me to get lost forever.

Sometimes, i find it just hard not to believe it. Although i knw very well, what he had said might not be true at all. But there's still doubt in my mind. Maybe it's the doubt that overrules everything. I find this unacceptable. If HE's telling me the person i trusted so much actually hates me all along, well, why don't you just kill me. I think im better off dead then. It takes so much to make a friend, moreover someone you believe in. It takes so much to build up the trust, and what HE just told me just made me lose faith in everyone and everything.

Actually i just wanted to say. Whether you really do hate me to the core or not, please just let me knw instead of acting nice to me but publicising to the whole world about how much you hate me. Why don't you just come out front and say it. It's alot more hurting to find out from others. Especially if you are my friend. It's a whole lot less hurting to hear it from your own mouth than to hear from someone else.

Whether it's true or not...i really wonder...

Tuesday, January 23

Wow, i haven't updated for two days! That's considered rather long for such a hardcore blogger like me. LOL. Reason being homework load had been crazy for the past few days. I spent the whole of my weekends for training and homework. Well, at least it was a productive weekend. Shall not blog about what happened for the past two days, same old routine boring daily life.

TODAY! Took height and weight. Omg man, i think that machine is...highly inaccurate. How could i have shrunk 3cm? Zzz...i refuse to believe i shrunk 3cm okay! Zzz. During break, 3H sat together for the first time as a class! We celebrated junbin's birthday for him! We sang a birthay song for him and like so many ppl were looking -.- They nv see ppl celebrate birthday before? LOL He even got this card with all our signatures and a small piece chocolate cheesecake which is so totally ohmygodly nice can!

















Just look at that! With a '3H' on it, thanks to sylvia (: I think 3H is really quite united although it's only the fourth week of school. I had expected like half the class singing the birthday song half-heartedly and part of them looking like they don't want to be there. Maybe a few standing far away from the big crowd. But what i saw was this: Everyone standing around in a big circle, with junbin in the middle of course and all of us were singing the birthday song loudly and happily. I knew i wasn't the only one singing. It wasn't like the cheering on the first day. The ppl really did open their mouths to sing. After the song, we removed the candle and told melvin to lick the bottom of the candle because there is the chocolate cream! Haha, everyone was like telling melvin to go lick it and we were chanting 'melvin! melvin!' Haha it was really very nice. 3H should sit together more often lorh.

After break was many many lessons. And i fell asleep in some of them =x Because i slept late last night. zzz..Then changed place today...Sylviaaaa~ Both of us at different ends of the classroom now lorh! She's sitting with sweecheng now. No entertainment, yuhong is so far away now. Vincent is two rows behind me. Sian. Ahh...i sitting with nelson now. Ohmygod. He better open his mouth and talk or i will die larh. I can't stand sitting with that kind of quiet quiet guy can. Ahhhh... Nvm, im going to convert him into an imba extrovert. LOL. Big challenge sia. Then acer and jiachen are sitting infront of us. Okay.

Still don't have a class name. Ahh. Me and sylvia thought of calling 3H 3 Humpty-Dumpty today, And we told jonathan he is humpty-dumpty the class mascot. Then he acceoted it so willingly and said 'I'm a half-boiled egg' LOLL. And he kept singing 'Humpty-Dumpty sat on the wall....' And Simon cannot take it and said, you see he kept singing this to me larh! Hahaha so funny, which way does jonathan look like humpty dumpty? HAHA.

Training was freaking sian. We pissed jiao lian off today and he slammed his bat into a barricade. Stunned larh. It's like all his pent up stress and accumulated anger all erupted today. Don't want talk about it already, everyone is so bu shuang today. Zzz. I don't want to compromise my sleep for some stupid homework. Ahh...

&& HAPPY BIRTHDAY JUNBIN!

Saturday, January 20

Okay...so i didn't update yesterday because i didn't knw what to blog about and too tired to think about it. Yeah well. Anyway nothing much happened yesterday. Had my 30 seconds of fame speech and it went alright (i hope). New EL reps are sharman and vincent. Zzz...sorry vincent because i sort of sabo-ed him to be. Ohwells. And got knocked out by 11pm already. Zzz.
Had training early in the morning at 9am today. Damn sian. I would have been late if my father didn't keep asking me whether i had to go back to school in my half sleeping mode. And whatever. Today was more slack. Many ppl didn't come la, go what flag day. Zzz. I don't remember much of what happened during training already. Ahh...

Then had tuition with zhijun and chienying. Late by 15min again. Zzz...then went through the physics assignment and practice worksheet. Done the assignment, worksheet left the graph questions. Today tuition finished late. Zzz then zhijun went to photocopy the assignments and went fairprice to buy corn flakes. Because i said conflicts reminds me of corn flakes -.- And she was like there choosing around, then went popular because of zhijun again. LOL. Then took mrt back home. And im damn tired now i want to sleep. Zzz.

This weekend got like damn many homework can. More than a whole week of hw given in sec 2. Sadistic teachers. My lines are like at number 52 now only. Ahhh... it's been cut from 80 to 50. 80 is without essay, 50 is with essay. I rather write an extra 30. I don't want to give gohsm politically correct answers about how im going to 'remember to do and submit all my physics assignments and practice worksheets on time forever'. Aiya damn it. Tmr must chiong all those stupid hw...Zzz

1. Math Worksheet
2. Qing Nian Wen Zhai du hou gan
3. Physics assignment 1
4. Physics practice paper 2
5. Physics question (don't do also nvm =x)
6. Chem assignment 1
7. Chem assignment 2
8.History question : Define politics
9. History reflections : The bigger cause of war
10. 80 lines for punishment

Okay im convinced the school is out to kill me. zzz...

Thursday, January 18

Warning: Explicit language in below text.

Everything is just so fucking screwed up. M1 is screwed up larh. They changed the date for recounting of bill to 13th of each month instead of the normal 30th. And i don't knw a single thing about it! Wtf. So my sms like, happily overshot about THREE HUNDRED AND FOUR!? And my mother is going to deduct 5 bucks from my already-pathetic weekly allowance of 20 bucks. And now i don't knw how much it's going to overshoot because i counted from the 1st of this month and i have to last till 14th of february. This is fucking bullshit.

Class was alright. Math was boring. I didn't want to listen but i still have to listen if i want to improve for the test. So my parents would be convinced that yangling is a good tuition teacher. So that they will willingly let me go tuition with her. So that they will forget about asking me to quit. Whatever. History lesson. Talking about conflicts. Particularly interested about intra-pesonal conflicts. Angels and devils. Okay, this is random. Had CID lesson after break. In scents and fragrances science cluster now. Nothing much happened.

CID released just on time. Okay maybe a LITTLE overtime. But almost every lesson releases late can. Went back to class, goh shumin scolded everyone who came in late, including me. Already pissed off. Then 24 out of 33 people were scolded for not completing science assignment, including me. All of us were told to stand and she went around checking and scolding us one by one. She didn't even accept reasons like, don't knw how to do. I mean, left 2 or 3 questions only also got punished. Wtf.

She told us to think of punishments for ourselves. She asked physics rep, yuhong. And he suggested writing an essay to reflect. Then she asked me and melvin, melvin suggested standing outside the class. And me, with nothing left to say, told her to copy lines. WE PROPOSED 50 LINES OKAY. She told us to write the essay PLUS the lines. So the lines go like this : I, (name) from 3H will always strive to remember to do and submit all my physics assignments and practice worksheets on time forever. EIGHTY times. FUCKING LONG SENTENCE, IS SHE SMART OR WHAT HUH? Plus a 200 word essay about how we are going to work to achieve that. Damn her larh.

After scolding us and everything, she went on saying things like " Is this punishment fair? If i don't do this to you, i can guarantee you won't do your homework for the next few months. This is only the third week of school, not like it's already the third month! You all will not finish your hw if i don't do it this time right?" HELL, NO. I will do my homework okay. I just fucking heard your instructions wrongly. That doesnt make me a dunce who wont do any of your fucking homework. And she kept saying "I'm not trying to make things difficult." Yeah, that is like SO convincing she can get a freaking oscar award. Don't make things difficult then okay, what is the problem with copying 50 lines? Why must she increase it to 80 instead? And why does she have to keep saying "I did not propose this punishment okay. YOUR CHAIRPERSON did, I am not the one who came up with this punishment." BUT HELL, I SAID FIFTY LINES ALRIGHT. it's not my fucking problem if she wants to increase it to 80 lines. And why must she add the essay on. Not making things difficult yeah..of course...I'M SURE. Helluva bullshit. Yes, i knw i am wrong for not doing my work, and im not complaining about her punishing us. But why did she have to make it sound like im the one behind all of this and im the one who caused my classmates to suffer. FINE.

To all 3H people: I am sincerely sorry for suggesting that stupid punishment to goh shumin and causing all of you to have to write so many freaking lines as punishment. I am sorry that i did not do my work and set a good example for the class. I am sorry to those who have done their work and i have wasted your time today. I'm sorry okay. I wish i can copy out the lines for all of you, but the problem for handwriting is too obvious. I am sorry. I really am. Sorry to the 25 other people who are punished. Sorry to the 6 who did their work and wasted time.

dui bu qi.

Wednesday, January 17

& replies to tags:

Sharm> Haha yeah finally, i found a girl whom can pace me also! Of course larh, don't knw what art student lai de -.-

Yanyi> LOL wth are you talking about?

Sylvia> LOL larh. I actually didn't want to update yesterday but then just decided to type a short post at night lorh. And that drama joke. xD

Chienying> But it is so heavy lorh! Zzz...

Jonathan> Uhhh...i still haven't reached a point of decision. I think im stressed enough now already can.

Okay. I was damn tired today. I mean, i still feel tired now. Had to carry the stupid blazer to school today to return to bryan tan and desmond lim. Ohwell. Reached school and done my math homework there. I forgot about it totally. Ahh.. Had fire evacuation drill today. Felt damn lame diao, cannot even hear the alarm in the container classrooms. Until they make announcement. Then we just open the door, walk outside and line up. Zzz. Waste of time. But we cut into AGH's lesson.

She wanted us to do this do that today. Read newspaper must do du hou gan. Tell us go back must read qing nian wen zhai next week have to present already. Hell larh. No mood to do anything. Like got so damn many hw. I solved a question during math! I'm convinced my math is improving. But my mother is still skeptical -.- Ahhh whatever larh! And singapore studies was kind of sian lorh. Just talked some crap then released for break le.

PDP + Assembly was doing of some personality test. And i am the 'rare species' of 3H according to Mr Tan. I am ENTJ, the most extreme case of extroversion i think. Extrovert + Intuition + Thinking + Judgmental. Okay, it;s obvious that a person like me is a imba extrovert one larh, so nvm. Sat there for like 2 hours. Then at the end still got owned by tan chuan leong. He practised effective bilingualism man. Scold us in chinese halfway then started scolding in english. Damn du lanz -.-

After school chionged to return blazer and met with the THIMUN group. Talking about joining again this year. Omg, i really don't knw. I don't think my studies are stable enoughyet and im quite busy now also. Had my Major events in world history module. Chia kelli + desmond lim. Getting sian of the same teachers all over liao larh. It was alright larh though my thinking was damn slow because end of day also then very sleepy. Ater that went popular with yingting, yvonne and yuling. Zzz then i went home. Saw my cousin. Then almost overshot my stop on 242. Ahh hell, so goddamn sleepy. I'm going to sleep after my homework liao. (If i ever finish them soon =x)
Okay, im blogging so late. Zzz. Damn tired today because there is training with PT. Omg. Zzz but nvm i'll come back to that later. And no topic of the day because i don't feel like it. It's rather difficult to elaborate anyway.

School was kind of sian today. Actually i think all the lessons are okay except for hook's lesson. Like omg, can he at least make his lessons a LITTLE bit more engaging? It's total boredom can. The school aniversary ceremony was damn sianz also. 3H sat at the first row in the gallery. Then all the speeches and all that almost drove me crazy already. And the lunch provided totally sucks. I think i ate about 2 or 3 forkfuls and chucked the rest already.

Had physics today, have to read the killer textbook. And was told to leave it at home (waste money) but in a way it's good because we don't have to bring it to school. And goh shumin dun allow us to leave it under the table if not we might lose it. Ohwells. Physics gave the most hw one lorh. Zzz. Last lesson was math! Wah my math got improvement liao. The thing that yangling taught me in first tuition lesson, the teacher teach today, so i knw it already! (:

Training today was hell hiong. We did Pt. Ran 3 rounds in the freaking hot sun and a series of guailan things to do. Resulting ina great pain in both my legs and have difficulty walking like a normal person. LOL. I was totally tired larh. Then still paired doubls with shibin and lost to the juniors. Haix. Last 15min still play deuce. Zzz my eyes feel like they going to close anytime can. After training my legs feel like they are not attached to my body at all and they hurt damn badly okay! Zzz.

Stood all the way on the mrt and bus all that back home. Ohmygod lorh, then at that time still got traffic jam. I was like damn desperate to reach home and sleep or smth la. Then the bus was moving damn slow! I never wanted it to rech home as fast before. And i came back and slacked. Okay it;s time to sleep, im dead beat.

& wet weather plan?! Goddamn.

Monday, January 15

& topic for today: Art student = Art talent? Non-art student = No art talent?
But as usual, i'll come back to that later.

Okay, came back from the wedding dinner last night at about 11+ going 12am. The wedding dinner was like any other wedding dinner (i mean, how different could it get larh) so i shall not elaborate on it. Then i slept at 1+, causing me to feel extremely drowsy in the morning at 5am. I met gk 10 mins earlier so we got on the earlier 97 causing me to reach school at 6.40am! Zzz...could have slept longer. Ohwells.

Class was boring today. First was PE. Omg, three straight years i got tkc as my PE teacher. How much more suay can i get man. Zzz...then late for PE lesson, heck. Ran four rounds. Sharmie runs damn steady can! =D I kept telling myself, don't try to overtake her, just run my slow speed. Next time we can pace each other liao. Damn good (:

After that was chinese lesson with AGH. Left 17 ppl in class only. Actually AGH is okay without * around lorh. Haha, although i was very pissed at one sentence she said today larh, but well nvm. And she sounds like a damn noob teacher, walking around familiarising with the 17 of us, trying to choose a chinese rep. Then she was like, "ZHI QI? HMM GOOD NAME! WHO THOUGHT OF THIS NAME? YOUR MOTHER OR YOUR FATHER?" Then Sharmie was like dudiao there larh. She asked her whether we got anything to ask about her. So we started bombarding her with questions. When is your birthday? How old are you? How many years have you taught in RV? Are you married? Do you knw XXX? Do you like to eat XXX? LOL. And she answered them all! Except for the birthday one larh. But nvm, i also not interested xP Haha then she told us everything we have to get for chinese lesson and her expectations and all that. Then she read us a story which is...pretty moving bah, then chinese ended! =D

Chem lesson was okay also. Did groupwork with sylvia, vincent and yuhong again. Then the two of them was damn guailan today larh! Probably the last time doing groupwork with them also. Seating arrangement should be changed tmr le. I want to sit with sylvia! ): Then had some questions to do. Chem gave hw lorh! Chem assignment, one week to complete. Like all sec 2 work, but i forgot alot of it already. But then nvm, should be able to finish it quite soon. Drama lesson was that crazy teacher again. Told us many interesting things. But i think i wont like drama. I'm just not this kind of person. LOL.

Language arts like a omg. Andrew hook come stand next to me and read my worksheet from above larh! Omg, that is like freakish can. Then sylvia and i weren't listening. So we came up with topic of the day. And supported with reasons. The art students do not have to take their art results into account, thus, everyone can take art. Therefore, an art sudent does not mean an art talent. Also, not everyone who doesnt take art suck in art. Although i definitely fall under this category. But it might be because of percentile difference that someone good in art is unable to take art. So, in conclusion: Art students equals Art talent, Non-art students equals No art talent!

Zzz. I think i better faster do my commonwealth essay or im dog meat. Ahh. No inspiration man wth. Maths was some ap teacher came in and talk cock larh. Aiya. Think he is okay bah. We had a math diagnostic test. When he told us this i was like "OHMYGOD, SO FAST THEN LET THE TEACHER KNW I FAIL MY MATHS?!" But then, surprise surprise! I passed with 11.5/18! Haha okay, that's nothing to be proud of but whatever.

After school, didn't want to wait 1hr 45min for sherry just to go ikea and take a look. So i went to jec for lunch with maomao, kristie and sharmie! (: And i took 99 home. And i fell asleep. No i didn't overshoot this time. Because somewhere close to my stop, sherry called me and started babbling about the farewell music selection. She was like going hell fast and my half sleeping mind can't make much sense out of it. But it sounds alright to me, so i just hmm uhh around. LOL.

& it might be different if it happened earlier. But it's better late than never (:

Sunday, January 14

Okay, just a quick short post now since i'll be going to the wedding dinner later on and i'd probably get home really late to blog. And im saying that im going to die tmr because i have not done my commonwealth essay yet! Omg larh. Andrew Hook bending over me and asking why i have not done it. Zzz...

Went for tuition today and we learnt matrices! Omg these things are like damn confusing but zhijun and i got it right after a while of struggling with it. And also with the help of yangling who got a LITTLE bit fiercer today. Haha, we were probably driving her crazy. But well, next week there's no tuition so she gave us 10 questions as hw. I already knw i can't do them when i took a look just now. Zzz...

After tuition i went looking for my black top...but couldnt find any. So in the end i just bought a punk kind of longish black top. Which my mother obviously doesnt like, but whatever, i like =D Okay. Before i forget!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY JOSEPHINE! LOVE YA (: <33

Saturday, January 13

Today's tuition was cancelled because our dear chienying pangseh-ed me and zhijun to go play basketball -.- Zzz okay nvm.

So in the afternoon, i met veron at jec to go buy josephine's birthday cake! We planned a surprise class gathering for her actually. But sadly, it fell through as less than 5 2C people turned up ): But nvm, the day is saved, thanks to the guys from PA. The people there were me, josephine, veron, maomao, jieren, junxiang, jonathan, yangjie, chernyi, shaowei, leon and alan. Veron and i waited a long time for josephine and the PA people then we went to macs and took 4 tables and gave one up later due to some naggy old ahma. LOL. Okay. We sang a birthday song for her and cut up the cake.

While we were eating macs plus the cake and waiting for maomao. We played truth or dare! Minus the dare part, which means truth only! Ahh...everyone bao4 liao4. So boh bian larh, although i also nothing much to bao to them. But then it was still quite fun bah.

After that we all went to the library dunno for what because after a while they left. Only left me, maomao and jieren. Then we went to play arcade because it was damn sianz doing homework there. We played pop'n'music first. And i found that jieren has super lag human reaction time man! I thought people from band will have good rhythm and music sense! Haha. Then we went and play bishi bashi larh. Furious slamming of the three buttons. Jieren got owned damn badly larhs. My last credit lasted damn long but maomao was still the one till the end.

And then i took 99 back home and so ends my day of surprise celebration with josephine and others. I hope she enjoyed today (:

Tuition with yangling tmr. I only done 5 out of 8 questions of her homework. Omg, she's going to kill me tmr. Ahh...can't go training tmr. Zzz Wedding dinner at night. Still enough to make up for everything else (:

& i really don't knw what i want.

Friday, January 12

& today's topic is: Some teachers are just FREAKING biased.
But well, i'll come back to that later.

Morning assembly today was overshot by 15min. Because of some stupid people who went clapping after every sentence the visitor from china said. I mean, that's kind of imbecilic larhs. Took up so much of our time just because of that few stupid people. If not we would have more time to build our elastic powered car and not eat into our break! Our car was pathetic by the way. Nothing much to mention about it, just that it was really pathetic. And that BBT ate into 15min of our break time la. Gahhs.

After break was yet ANOTHER critical thinking lecture in LT4. I did something gross in there again. Okay i can't remember what i did larh, but it wasn't as gross as the previous one. Yeah okay, the actual lecture ended in like 20min larhs. Then choy started asking questions and all for about 55min. Abit siaoz. Then we went back to class for lessons and everything.

Okay, chinese lesson. AGH is freaking biased can. I don't understand why the hell all the teachers think she is so goddamn good larh. Not like she is HOLY or something can? We are all the same and i believe sometimes, better than her. But what the hell did you give me? A truckload of your imbecilic nonsensical bullshit. And im stuck with you for chinese lesson. Wtf. Why can't i like, go to tan chuan leong's class or smth larh. Whatever man, this is assholic larh. Biased idiot.

Training was stupid larhs. Played doubles with carmen against the juniors and we played quite badly. And i got really pissed when jiao lian started shouting at me. Wth then lijie still came and tell me that i played very well, must continue. Zzz. Why is today such a pissifying day? I must have looked damn comical when i complained to my mother about someone. Zzz i need sleep. Next week begins the official lessons, today is probably the last day sitting with sylvia ): I wonder who i will be sitting with... But well, it's time to jiayou for everything. And for my that. Jiayou bah sinyee! =D

& i suggest YOU better get lost from me, and don't you ever dare touch me again larh. Wtf. The sight of you makes me super irritated. The sound of your voice irks me out totally and your face, is just plain asking for a beating. Stop making yourself stand out so much among all of us. Don't make me hate you of all. You really won't want it.

Thursday, January 11

Lessons were very boring today. From 8am ASK lessons all the way till 3.45pm. Only 2 half hour breaks in between. I totally can't stand sitting in the classroom with the freaking cold air-con directly on me and listening to the teacher's drone on about Generative Topics and whatever not.

I woke up at like 6 today and i rushed to school without even tying my hair first can. I tied it on the mrt then liek so many ppl looking at me. I mean, HELLO! Haven't you seen someone tying her hair on the mrt?! Zzz i got to school at like 7am. Late for the daily morning meeting with sherry and she nag nag nag. LOL. Okay. Then only discussed abit then time's up. Then lessons started.

Okay i was very quiet today which is good. Lol. And i wasn't listening to any lesson today! Me and sylvia came up with nCube today! Current members are me, sylvia, xinyu and yanyi. We are the founder members. At first called it NCC but then because the 3 NCC guys sit damn close to us and we dun want ppl to think that we like NCC guys, we changed the name to nCube! What a cute name la =D

After school, went home with josephine, veron, ariel, grace and qinhui. We went jec long john to eat and we talked about very funny things! Okay..then i went home and got caught in a super heavy downpour! ): Ugh.

And i can't believe i actually done my math tuition hw! Okay, 2 out of 8 questions anyway. Whee! Weekends coming (:

Oh and i extended my family tree today again! Haha, vincent became my twin (though i dun look ONE BIT like him. LOL) And he is the good twin, im the evil twin xD
Extended family tree:

Mummy - Kwanling =D
Sistas - Sylvia & Peiqi =D
Brothers - Marcus & Calvin =D
Daughter - Yijun & Gohhua =D
Good twin - Vincent =D

Yeah that's all. continue on my math question! =D

Wednesday, January 10

Class today half between boring and fun. Well, i realised lessons with chia kelli are always fun and filled with laughter. The first lesson was math and some teacher called miss lim came in. She got guailan-ed by 3H pretty badly. Ohwells, who ask she got a qiam par face. LOL. She was filling her handwriting on the whiteboard while complaining the board was too small. And so she handed the clock which blocked one corner of the board to junhao and melvin. And guess what, we started passing it around the class. Okay and everyone was laughing like some weird crazy person.

The next lesson was humanities. It was like hell boring because it wasn't by chia kelli. We were being so much more "tamed" and obedient as compared to other lessons, but then our co-form, mr tan gave us a scolding after the lesson. For what? I don't knw man. Guess we would probably be dead if he sat in during the maths lesson. Okay. Then had PDP. All the PDP lessons i ever had in my two years of RV life had sucked to the core. Today was probably the best one i ever had. Okay, talking about...okay i can't remember. I only knew the lesson was highly interesting. Last lesson was maths again. Mr lim came in again and we had groupwork. Okay. I wasn't really listening most of the time. =x

After school went to jec for class lunch with 2C. Only the girls went. I wasn't in much of a mood larh, and basically we only talked about any interesting things in our class. Okay..then i stayed at the mrt station and chatted with josephine for about 2 hours before going home. It feels so damn good to be talking about our common topics again...

3H is really a very nice class. I done the contact list today. And working on the birthday list which would be out by tmr. As we were discussing how we are going to celebate our classmates birthdays, some suggested during class outings in holidays for those whose birthdays fall on holidays. which i thought was a good enough idea. And much to my surprise, was not the fact that they were talking about class outing. They actually already want a class tee! It's like the first week of school (technically) and they are asking for class outings and class tee. This is definitely smth to be happy for.

Im so very tired. And i get this same feeling everyday on the way home. It sucks. I feel like i don't have anymore energy to do anymore things. And i don't like the feeling of delaying the things which i want to do. The daily morning meetings are seriously killing me. Maybe it's time i learnt to sleep early. The 5min walk home became like 15min. And now. I'm stuck doing the science research...and the birthday list. My eyes feel like they want to close anytime. Ahhh...

Tuesday, January 9

Okay...I'm super duper tired now. I reached home after training at like 8.30pm. Omg...im very tired larh. Ahhh...

First lesson for humanities today again. We were talking alot about warfare etc. The air-con was like frigging cold today. All of us became snowmen liao. Then still got chinese, lam wan came in and we had a mini debate. Okay skip that part, it was damn sianz. Uhhuh, after break was language arts where this Ms Ng came in with ridiculously bright blue shoes and told us to do some wu liao thing. Lessons starting to get boring. Even with 3H...Last lesson was science. Supposed to do a powerpoint and research all that by thursday. Omg man, im going to die.

Training was..okay i guess. Wasn't in any mood because i was very tired. And i guess i was pretty ap to juniors today. Alright. Played matches and all that but then very sianz, don't want to elaborate. After training went jec to eat with tt ppl..an so reached home so late.

And im frigging tired.

Monday, January 8

The start of another week with 3H. It was okay i guess. Science lesson first today. Maybe it was because i slept late last night, or maybe it's because the lesson was just plain boring. I almost fell asleep. Science lesson ate in 15min of our break time. So went without break. Then science got some group research to do. Omg. I'm doing the research with sylvia, xinyu, yanyi and kristie. Doing smth about er...nuclear..what ahh i don't knw la!

Then was chinese lesson. Lam Wan came in -.- Talked a truckload of crap. Me and elijah kept saying alot of guailan things. Haha =D LOLS. Lesser laughter today, don't knw why. But if this goes on, i'll just die with the 4 more days of ASK lessons. I also divided the chairpersons work with melvin. Actually there isn't many things to do too. Then Maths lesson was sian also. Some barrel question. Then had another lecture at LT 4 which i did omething to amuse sylvia, xinyu, yanyi, yeejin and junhao (3D) Haha. Okay i shall not say what i did. it's kinda gross larh xD

Then had STEP meeting. The 8 of us are the STEP planning committee 2007. Omg, now i got the STEP trip in March to plan. Everything before March holidays. RVTT senior farewell cum camp to plan. And also class matters to set straight with. Omg, i think im going to die from stress.

Sunday, January 7

Omg it's sunday already! Why time pass so fast?! My weekend had been highly unproductive except for training and tution sessions with chienying and yangling. I had planned to finish at least planning for my commonwealth essay (omg i still haven't done it) and i had wanted to read through my chemistry and physics textbooks. Okay, i read through the physics one, the starting was already overwheming. And it is like 1000+ pages. I think im going to die bringing it to school. Okay, i managed to memorise the new class list already, abit slow but still better than nth. Haha.

So today had tuition with yangling. I met zhijun at about 10.30am at the je mrt station. Then we went to the Sports Complex KFC. Yangling was late for 5 min! Haha okay larh, better than chienying but still late! LOL. Having tuition in KFC is a bad idea, the food is a great distraction itself. Plus the music. ohmygod. Okay nvm. I think yangling is a good maths tutor! She didn't get violent today xP Haha. We did simultaneous equations today, also with the stupid graph thingy. I understand liao, just that my brain works damn slow for maths. Ahh...

School again tmr. 3H! (:

Saturday, January 6

Today went to school earlyyyy in the morning for training. Met sherry on the way and we started discusing about our senior farewell cum RVTT camp. Getting along well...okay, just hope nothing screws up larh. Only 6 people went for training today, the sec 4s went for CIP. (Feels so weird to call them sec 4s. -.-) Only me, yeejin, sherry, zhijun, pearly and rousi. So we trained kaiqiu first, the usual things then played backhand with jiaolian. Played with sherry. Played with zhijun. And end of training! Zhijun plays wicked balls man, ohmygodly fierce. Zzz. I'm on form today! And planning for camp and farewell is very fun! (:

After training we went to jec for lunch. And me and zhijun had history tuition. The two of us waited for our tuition teacher, MR KAO CHIEN YING for like 30mins larh omg. We wait until going to sleep liao. Then when he come, we kept laughing...at nothing. LOL. Okay, i think i need more revision liao. It feels damn demoralising to have your teacher who obviously knw the facts, and ZHIJUN, who knws everything, and i knw none. Grr... I wonder why she still wants history tuition larh!

Next lesson is physics. Omg sian. Tmr is maths tuition with yangling. Zzz. I'm going to die soon man. On the way home, took 99. Then i fell asleep and i woke up about overshot 8 stops and halfway to jp already. Omg man, then had to get down and cross the road and take 242 back again. Zzz... okay...i left the commonwealth essay which is still not done. HAHA. Okay, one more week in relax mode. Must jiayou if i want to survive le. And for going to STEP camp again this year. Chia kelli came and told me that this year's STEP is coming up. But i have to keep my grades up if i want to participate. Since i didn't do very well last year. Ahhh...stressed...

Oh and, HAPPY BIRTHDAY LYDIA AND SHIKAI!

Friday, January 5

Ahh today was full cca day, which was shit! I can't stand some bitch there who kept scolding people for things they did or did not do which is plain rubbish. Whatever, she did have the fortune to scold me anyway xP. I kept going back to class to slack, since im not really needed there anyway. Didn't do the montage today, going to discuss with class on monday and tuesday bah.

For fun & laughter in our tortourous trial session, i got myself a fake boyfriend -.- Jiaqiang claims that he is my boyfriend, erhem, i didn't ask for him larh right. -.- And antonio is sherry's fake boyfriend. All of this is Just For Laughs and NOT TRUE outside of training sessions. LOLS.

After that was another gruelling 2 hours or so of training! Omg, every time the ball go back and forth between me and shibin;s bats, i feel my eyelids grow heavier. Until about 4.15pm, couldn't take it anymore, sat down and slacked until cca let out. And we went home dragging my ultra heavy book of chemistry and physics textbook. Omg, they are killers man. Zzz

Thursday, January 4

Okay, so today is my second day of school in 3H. I think 3H is pretty cool after all, the boys are really funny people, just that some of the girls are awfully quiet. (Or am i the awfully noisy one? =x). Start of the day was with class committee elections. Miss Chia is really quite strict with the elections of chairpersons, still have to go through one round of her "questioning" before going on to the voting procedure. So in the end the chairpersons are melvin and me. Two tresurers are chiouyih and sinyee (lau). Welfare leaders are jieren and sylvia. CIP leaders haven't had time to choose. So sweecheng and kunhong got picked on by Miss Chia to clear rubbish for this month. LOL.

After that was one hour of some very lame but fun-in-a-way ice breaking games. Actually i think we already pretty much settled as a class bah. As all ice breaking games normally goes, we started with wacko -.- We were handed this...this A4 paper length of rolled up pieces of paper. Hard, but not hard enough to cause pain of any kind. Haha. So we went round playing that. But the fun part was when we have to partner up with another person and formed two circles. Those standing on the outer circle have to call the people's names seated on the inner circle before the partner gets hit. Then yufan was damn blur, his partner always got hit because he wasn't alert enough. Until jieren became yufan's partner then he purposely let yufan get hit. Haha.

Then we have this very lame game, have to act out the list of words which the SC prepared. Then kunhong was selected to be the "actor". Then his actions were like fast like siaoz and he always do the actions we don't understand. LOL. Our class SC still have to help us larh. But our class ppl are damn funny! Still got some other games which we played but nothing very special. I only knw my classmates are really funny people! =D

After that we went to LT4 for a one hour long lecture about ASK. Omg man, this can kill. So just sat there, taking down notes and playing (or rather bullying) yanyi's doggie pencilcase =x. Then after one hour, dismissed, like finally. After break, we went back to class and talked alot about the ASK thingy.We talked alot of rubbish on the generative topics thing. Seriously, it was very funny. So i didn't feel sleepy at all! Time passed quickly and the 75min was up soon. Next lesson was language arts, Mr Faizad came in. We did groupwork. Me, sylvia, yuhong and vincent. The two of them made me and sylvia laugh like some siao char bors when we were supposed to write throughlines. Wth, those two guys got damn good sense of humour okay! And then, school let out! And this ends my second day in school. Tmr full CCA day, i don't knw what we supposed to do if jiao lian is not going. Ahhhh...

I don't knw why i feel damn stressed being chairperson again this time. I mean, it's not like it's my first time or what. But this is a new class with new expectations. And Chia Kelli definitely have higher expectations than ang. Im sure of it. Somehow i just feel kind of challenged, afraid that my new classmates will blame me if i did something wrong which cause them trouble. This isn't 2C after all, last year was easy because the class was sort of "tamed" by Ariel already... Other responsibilities in this year, not just being a chairperson in new class. It's going to be a whole lot more difficult, but im still going to make the best of it... I hope im up to it. Time will tell, and i hope i don't get sacked just after a week =x.

Wednesday, January 3

First day of school. I'm very very tired. I woke up this morning at 2am die to a very bad leg cramp. Omg, i don't knw what is the problem. after a while when i got back to sleep, i woke up again at 4plus. Then i reached school at 7am. Took a long time looking for 3H. It's in container block S, the air in there smells like the inside of a hamster cage la.

We assembled in the track first to take attendance first, i don't knw why my name is not on the stupid list. And then move to hall for the normal welcome speech, performances all that. Moved back to class but didn't elect class committee. Tmr then elect. Then listened to all those stuff from miss ek. Ahh.

2C reunited during break time and lunch. Omg, those days. I suddenly miss 2C like siaoz when i saw zhaowei chasing youwei all across the track during break time. Ahhh. 3H is a nice class, really. But i still want my 2C back ): Zzz.

I'm tired. I want to sleep.

Tuesday, January 2

Okay, i KNW i should be doing my Commonwealth Essay, but im going to give up. I totally have no inspiration to write it and i doubt they will collect it tmr. Hallelujah if they do, i'll be dead. What a great way to start off larh. Bad impression for everyone

So i went training today. At first not going because changed venue to clementi sports hall. But then i remembered something...so i went anyway. Today's training was abit hiong. Me, zhijun and sherry were jumping in circles (we were supposed to) and i don't knw what happened, tripped and fell. And i almost sprained my ankle larh. Aiya nothing much to say about it. Thinking about school tmr with one hw not done...feel very sian diao.

My heymath is done! Thanks to WANG XUAN WEI for the answers to the exercises and GOH ZHI JUN for helping me do the final exam 8/10. Ahh...percentage is 86% now. 0.0 The teacher surely don't believe one. My statistics 44% only lorh..

Wah man, inspiration please...byebye im off to pack my bag. Zzz..

Monday, January 1

Okay, this is my first post in 2007! Happy New Year to all ! LOL. I don't knw what is the problem with me, it's just another year larh girl. With more things to deal with, no less. But ohwell, with the number of new year smses i got last night (about 20+ lol) and a new year call from sally! Guess can't help it la.

So another day till school re opens. Omg. New year with new inspirations. Ahh..im working towards my that, and maybe that. LOL okay nvm. I can't imagine what orientation day would be like larh. Dancing that bolly dance with new class, 3H. I'm sorry but it kind of freaks me out. Zzz, it would be so awkward larh...I've made my 10 new year resolutions, but due to the fact that they are extremely corny, i shall not reveal them xD

Tidied up my links today. Every link over there leads to a blog which might or might not be recently updated. But it leads to the correct blog alright. Haha okay. Im off to do my homework already! Don't want to tio hantam on first day of school! tata~