Friday, June 30

oh god. i think im going crazy. some ppl
knw what im talkin about larh huh.
seriously i dun see the hope. ohwells
nvm.



i woke up at like 6 today larh. in the end got
to school in jin's car larh. luckily. and i dropped
my toblerone in her car larh! there goes
my breakfast. lol she returned it to me just now.
today's lesson all damn lag. pe was darn lame.
teach us netball passing way. like needa
learn one meh. okay nvm. and comp lesson was
chao sian de larh. teach flash. i think i will
fail it again. sian.



cca lag today. lost my touch already. die x(
haiya then went home on 99 with jin. very nice
waste alot of time. haha sian. do cid report.



SINYEE-

Thursday, June 29

Haven posted for 3 days already. been really busy
with the step homestay. also really tired in
the past three days. resulting my sore throat
to turn into a cough. ohwells. so our thai buddies
went back yesterday evening. and i finally have
the time to update my rotted blog...



monday we went to sentosa. its like nothing much
de larh. the dolphin show was boring, the underwater
world was boring...like nothing de larh. the only part
i enjoyed the most is the 1hr plus spent at palawan
beach! 1hr plus of tanning! haha love it! and the thai
buddies buried chern yi with sand. left his head.
lazy to upload picts. didnt take much anyway.
then the whole bunch of us (16 altogether anyway)
went to the habourfront mall od smth to eat
dinner then we all went home together.



tuesday was a little more boring. we went to singapore
river which is completely ditto. i think its so pointless.
then we went to mustafa and took an interestingly
long time for our buddies to buy their chocolates.
yes chocolates! me being such chocoholic just couldnt
resist the sight of all those chocolates. haha i bought
some and i haven ate them in case one fine day i shall
wake up and lose my voice completely. haha okay.
then we went back to school and went trng with C div
juniors for a while. one month out of trng can kill.
i seemed to have lost my touch even for my backhand.
god i must seriously buck up.



then we went for farewell dinner at RI. that place very
nice larh. the food was okay and the ppt lides for the camp
was very touching and brings back fond memories of the
camp. i miss din! haha. the performances like nobody
wanna see. except for our school's dance society.
im so proud of them! eveyone looked and received the
loudest cheer! (: reached home at 11. darn tired.



third day. which is yesterday. mood seriously spoilt
by serene teo. she bullshit larh she. went to sci centre. very
bloody bored. dunno go there how many million times already larh.
then we lagged at macs while the thai pupils went to the
omni theatre. sian like shit. then they went to snow
city. so darn cold. but very fun when all 16 of us went down
the slope together. ariel, jos and chern yi got scratches i
think. especially jos. must take care of that face! then
we sent them to the airport. lotsa teary goodbyes.
i really like the way they tie those threads to our
wrists. and i see they all crying like what. especially
wan and por. then i feel i should go die. i no feeling larh.
although i cried for like 5 sec thats cos beam got the power
t squeeze the tears out of me larh.



alot of stuffs to do.



SINYEE-

Sunday, June 25

so yeah....IM BACK! with the ulcer worse than
ever and a terrible sore throat. cant really
talk loud. oh man. the class is gonna be hapy
cos for once i cant nag at them anymore.
so then:



STEP CAMP 2006.
the step camp damn rocked larh. Our instructor,
Din, is a very very fun and nice instructor. On the
first day, i reached school by 7 and met everyone
else going. Daniel, Ariel, Veron, Jos, Mildred,
Nicole, Chern yi and me. We boarded the bus
to Changi Coast Adventure Centre (CCAC).
The place where our sec 3s had their sec 3
adv camp. Try counting the number of airplanes
flying past. I tell you, you will lose count in
approximately 30min. There was alot of ants
in our dorms. cos i was the one sleeping in the
corner. And me, being sadistic as usual, sprayed
then with insecticide on the wall and they sort of
just freeze there then fall off themselves. I told
you im sadistic. xP



We were introduced to our group during breakfast.
There were 8 RV students and 8 thai students
from Samsen Wittayalai. My buddy is called Yui.
It's a two syllable word. We had some ice-breakers
where we taught them the papaya cheer which is
some sort like the banana cheer. They taught
us a dance called "kero kero" It is a frog which
is supposed to be Hello Kitty or somebody's
friend larh. The dance is really nice and i think
they are really sporting. It impressed everyone
including our camp chief, Polar. I love the Polar
cheer! haha. Our first activity is kayaking. I
think we did it for about 4 hrs. Its really fun
cos we have to get into one straight raft in the
middle of the sea. It's really windy and the wave hit
us and the kayaks go like in a kallang wave.
Didnt get tan at all. Grr...apart from that larh,
my arms really tired. And my right hand a
bit blue black lorh.



i hate the meal times the most cos w.e have to
wash our own trays which is very disgusting
cos the water is used by sooooo many ppl
and by dipping your tray in is getting it
dirtier instead of cleaner. That is pure torture.
The first day is just kayaking and then we bathe
and had sing-along where we learnt alot of
guai guai cheers. I like the maya, the instructor
who always lead us. she's really nice too. haha.
everyone's nice lorh.And cyril, the kuniang.
Give him 3 kuniang claps,
*clap* haiyo
*clap* hiya
*clap* haiyoyo



Cyril does the above in a really kuniang way
okay. Certified kuniang! Then we had review for
the day's activities then we went to our
dorms. it was really windy outside and when the
door opens, it's very cooling. cos im the one in
the ocrner next to the door. But the door was
closed and it's very very hot! I still have to fan
myself.



Second day woke up, prepared and had morning
assembly where we had flag raising. Singapore and
Thailand flag. First activity. Abseiling. I was like
the last in our group to go lorh. It's like you have to
walk down a wall with your legs perpendicular to
the wall. We have to control the rope ourselves.
Told to step at the edge which is a metal bar and
lower our upper body until in a sitting position
then step off and start walking down. and i did
it! haha okay. almost eveyone did it anyway.
But my arm felt even more painful now. After
me, we moved on to rock climbing. i managed to
climb to the top. whee! haha then we supposed to
let go and let the belayer lower us down. Then
Arm, Daniel's buddy, lowered me very fast.
And i was like "CAN YOU ALL PLS LOWER ME
SLOWER?!? MY FEET VERY SHORT CANNOT REACH
THE WALL!!!" haha okay. quite alot of ppl also
climbed to the top larh. Then next is the Challenge
Rope Course (CRC). We did this high element called
Wild Woosy which is like two ropes start from a
same platform then the ropes will widen until it
is two separate platforms in the end. Its very
dificult and requires alot of teamwork with your
buddy. You have to hold on to each other damn tight.
I think me and Yui did a pretty good job. We
did it in a fairly short time. Everyone passed this
station although Nicole and Wan (her buddy) fell
off at first. But they never gave up. The last thing
in the day is the Zipline or flying fox. It's actually quite
scary because we have to start at a 4 storey platform
and hold a small sand bag and drop it on a target
and try to hit the bull's eye. When i went out, the
sand bag slipped from my hand and it fell before
i can catch it and it was wayyyy off target. haha.
It's very fun! And veron got owned cos she went up
to take her watch and the instructor made her go
again. haha. Then same thing. bathe, sing-along, review
then sleep.



That night didnt have wind. But it was very cold in
the morning because it rained very hard in the night.
The third day, we went orienteering first. It is
actually map reading and compass reading skills.
It's okay larh, pretty essential i think. Then we did
outdoor cooking. Maggie mee and Milo. Very nice
although our food got ashes and blah blah. Dun even
want to think about what is inside. *shudders* haha
Keeping the fire there was very funny cos veron kept
blowing ashes into our eyes. After this, we went bicycling.
Although i knw how to cycle, i wasn't very confident
so i didnt cycle with the rest to East Coast Park. Left
with me, Ariel, Veron and Nicole in the camp site
to cycle on our own with Mr. Ong with us. About half
and hour later they came back and we had luncgh.
after lunch, we went rafting. Th knotting part was
super sian until many ppl fall asleep. xP The building
part was difficult. Took a long time and was slower than
group 1. But it started raining so we didnt get to go
rafting anyway. After we bathe we had camp fire.
Our item is one of RV's cheer modified plus
the dance "kero kero". It was short but i thought the
whole thing was awesome. Especially the dance cos
we even learnt the thai lyrics! Alot of cheering and now
is the ulcer pain+ sore throat. And going to lose my
voice. This morning we done mural painting. Thailand
and Singapore's friendship. Very nice theme.
Then went to YMCA for lunch and chern yi's dad
drove me and Yui home. THANK YOU CHERN YI!
Tmr gonna go to sentosa! whee (:



SINYEE-

Wednesday, June 21

oh man. im doomed. haven finished hw
but gonna be away for step camp tmr
-stares at the pile of stuff to bring-
the stuffs they want us to bring is like
a mountain larh. the things that really
take up alot of space. The 4 tees and 2
track pants. And the bedsheet. dunno what
they want it for. but it takes up alot of
space. have to reach school at 7 tmr.
haix have to wake up at 5. and i wont be
able to blog until 25th. hmm...i hope the
camp would be fun and can make more friends (:
yuppx. till 25th.



SINYEE-
1 DAY TO STEP CAMP.



Had a fever last night. And a headache.
and a sore throat. and a terribly blocked
nose. thats what happens to you if you
cry continuosly for 2 hrs. And i have to
cancel the training i specially arranged cos i
haven trained for a whole month cos of the fever.
im destined not to get any training this holiday.
that's great. just great. i dont even know whether
i will be able to go for step camp tmr.



finally slept at 2.30am last night cos the headache
was so terrible. and i woke up today at 2.30pm.
12 hrs of sleep. the fever is still there. and for
now, pack for the step camp and try not to
faint.



SINYEE-

Tuesday, June 20

2 DAYS TO STEP CAMP.



im very sorry. i knw this word no longer serves
any purpose. im sorry.



SINYEE-

Monday, June 19

3 DAYS TO STEP CAMP.



supposed to go to school today to train with my
juniors today. hafta wake up at 6.45am larh.
bloody early. sheesh. i woke up larh. and then i
went down my bed and i almost fainted. dunno
why, my head like started spinning and i see one
patch black for a while. so i decided to go back
and sleep larh. sorry jie! xP



and i woke up at.....erm.....12plus larh. haha im
a lazy pig xP and my bro started staring at me
like he saw a ghost and he said "I THOUGHT YOU
WENT OUT?!?" come on, i think my bro must have
been stupid or smth. since he woke up at 8am until
12 plus, a whole 4 hrs and he hasnt realised that
im still sleeping. lol. my bro's a retard! why? cos he
told me a teacher called and he told the teacher
i went out. having a fair idea of WHO the teacher might
be, i prefer not to probe and decided the teacher
would call later if its that impt.



then ya, called peishi first thing and arranged a proj
meeting with her tmr. her house at 9. yeah, i hafta
wake up at 7 again. and then went online and explained
parts of the maths proj to her. haven started =x
and i was trying very hard to stop sniffing already
larh. lagged until like 2.45pm then passed the comp
to my bro and i went to my room and stare at my desk.
lol i didnt feel like doing any work. so i just read a few
pages of the THIMUN instructional guide. gahh. its so
very difficult to understand. i dunno what to do for
lang arts portfolio. gonna die xP



my mum gonna bring me watch omen with my bro
tmr. yayness! but i think i will have to miss another
training. sorry jie, sorry wee, sorry goh hua. =x
i told you im a lousy senior. and now im a lousy
junior too. xP ohwells.



i dunno how i managed to lag until so long. i only
knw i wasted today larh. and it started getting
dark before i knw it. i didnt turn on the lights.
just lagged in my chair listening to gu dan ba lei
on my cd player and reading the xingnan 2004
chinese compo compilation. i was one of the 9 editors.
all from 6E (:2 pieces of my work
in there. and i flipped thru all the work of my
fellow 6E classmates. 21 pieces in all out of 41.
haha cos 6E rocked too much xP. and suddenly.
i miss 6E =x. it was a feeling never felt before.
not even when i was leaving xnps. i regret not
bonding with the class. i mean, actually most ppl in
6E has been together for 4 yrs rather than 2.
all of us were together in 6E and 5E and most
were in 3J and 4J. only the odd one or two
were from amother class. but everyone who was
once in 3J and 4J stayed in 6E xP. for 4 years,
and the not once was there 100% attendence for
6E gatherings. sad thing i knw. but i really miss
6E. maybe i have always missed them but never had the
time to uncover this feeling within me. maybe
thats why now i feel like seeing all their faces again...
listen to their dumb jokes again. see the boys play
soccer, the girls one of those lame games that i once
so actively participated in. will there be a day when
i can se that again?



hmm...i really hope. because after all of us have separated,
so many of us have changed. maybe i did as well...
and remembering once, we were this big family,
where everyone was the untainted P6. where all
the world's influences couldnt reach us. where once,
this girl was not the way she is now. although she was
also irritating back then, its still better than she is
now. where this boy was not the changed one he
seems like now. when everyone as still the same.



i want those days back.



SINYEE-

Sunday, June 18

slept at 2am last night again. all for this:







those dots you see at the top right hand and
bottom left hand corner are SILVER GLITTER
btw... ok nvm.



went for cip today. took the morning shift instead
cos i hafta go for a fathers' day dinner in the
afternoon. supposed to meet sherrie at 9.45am
at commonwealth. and she was so so so late.
she came at like 10am larh. when we were supposed
to meet at city hall at 10am larh. lol. this sherrie is
always late. LOL.



reached there at like 10.20am and i thought there wouldnt
be anyone doing the morning shift from our class.
and i saw ariel and jos and peeshee's name on the paper!
didnt knw where they went so me and sherrie
just went to our lao di fang-suntec ! lol, we did a
fair bit of brisk-walking or should i say close-to-running
walking. cos we were late larh. then we went and stood
outside suntec for like 30 mins. sherrie had an EMPTY
can. and i had a miserable 20 cents. yeah. since
its in the morning and everything. then we went back
to ding jie and asked where else we could go. then we
ended up in bugis. it was another wasted trip larh.
so little donations. but first 2 dollar note received there.
then we saw this lion dance troupe then we thought we could go
to this newly opened shop to ask for donations but in
the end, only ppl from the lion dance troupe donated
the few 10cents and whatever. like what larh. we went
back to suntec at 12.



stood at the entrance and started asking for donations.
was toally different than in the morning. when
i thought today would be another bad-day, i got
like 10 2 bucks notes and just 1 5 bucks. good enough.
the tin was pretty heavy too. and funny incidents which
happened. lol. this woman suddenly came up to me
and said "amitabha" you knw, that a mi duo fou thing
in chinese. then she kept repeating it and i was like
trying to stop laughing out loud. then she droned on for like
5 min bout buddhist stuff. and for all this, she donated a
20cent. NICE. and when i wanted to turn and tell sherrie
this, i saw the woman make a U-turn and now
start her speech to sherrie. and i just started laughing
a lil distance from her. i eman like WTH, this is gay larh.
and me and sherrie keep scamming each other xP
haha today's cip is damn fun. cip with sherrie is damn fun.



then we went to long john to lag. then after that i left
for the fathers' day dinner. like im so sick of buffets
already larh. i mean, i never really liked them larh.
then i left city hall at 3.30om. i seriously didnt knw
i would reach so god damn fast. cos normally that HOLY
272 is bloody difficult to wait. then today, i went there
and one came right up. and i reached my grandma house
at like 4pm. and lol i stoned there until like 6pm
hen the buffet came. but i dunno why they always order the
same thing over and over. so i didnt eat anything.
and so i skipped today's dinner again. lol. we left the
place at like 7.30pm. im like gonna be bored to death
over there already larh. im gonna disappear 2 months
before i reappear there. the boredom can really kill.



and when i had hoped so hard that after the seniors farewell,
everything would be okay and it would fall into place and
nothing will be wrong. and now, a whole new set of
problems to begin with. you ppl seem to be ostracising
me if im not mistaken. ignoring me. like im not there. you
ppl didnt even stop to talk, didnt even turn, didnt
even wait. i REALLY dunno wad is the prob or am i
just being paranoid. spare me from this. pls.
i dunwant to have any more problems of this sort. we are
taking turns in ostracising ppl. i dunno where i offended
you all or what but whatever i did, im sorry.
im very sure i didt do it on purpose. this whole holiday
has been really bad. i cant take this anymore.
when i thought it was all over...i really hoped hard...





SINYEE-

Saturday, June 17

TODAY IS THE RVTT SENIOR FAREWELL.



no i prefer saying: RIVER VALLEY TABLE TENNIS.
yayness (: the day we have been working
hard for. the day when finally, the item we
prepared for 6 weeks is finally performed. the
day we are supposed to say byebye. haix. okay
nvm.



in the end, i still decided to rope in junhao and edmund
for the dance cos i dun want them to go to the farewell
without preparing anything. and stop asking me
questions will you.



so early in the morning 10.30am i went to
the kopitiam downstairs cos jin wants to eat
her breakfast. and as usual i nv eat my breakfast
but whatver larh. then after that, around 10.55am
both of us went to nanyang cc and met sherry and
zhijun there. then we lagged a while and decided not
to wait for junhao and edmund cos they were late as
usual. edmund actually had the guts to call me at
11am. which is our meeting time, and tell me he is still
at home. and i was like "wad the f***!" and you knw,
sherry asked me a very dumb question when i said
that. "is that peiqi?" and i was like ohmygodding at her
and asking her whether she think i will scold peiqi
that word. meanwhile sherry helped m,e think of
new steps for my second break. and done! yayness (:



when jun hao reached, we started to teach him from
where he left off last time and he really co-operated
and gayed around for the effect. and that edmund.
late for how long. 12.30 haven reach. then i heck care.
zhijun, sherry and junhao went to kfc and me and jin
went home to change. then i went to jin's house and
help her decide on the colour of her tee. as in the shade
of pink and which jeans. then i realised i nv bring the
cd and i ran home and back like some crazy girl.
then i damn felt like throwing up. then went to jp
with jin first. and in the end everyone met at
chinese garsden mrt. then we went to parc oasis! :D
that place is damn nice. lots better than parc vista.
hahaha okay. then we lagged around that function room
which is small but nvm. jin hafta keep knocking
the wall when we dance. poor jin. and when i change
place with her then i will bang into the wall.LOL.
and that stupid edmund. so not sporting. dun wanna gay
with junhao. i mean, its just for the effect wad.



in the end, due to unforseen circumstances, we
were asked to go and play hide and seek with the seniors
first. at first everyone was quite reluctant larh. but when we
really got down to playing, it was damn funnnnn! haha
its been 123456789 yrs since i last played it lorh.
okay. then got caught by jason. haha then we went back to
the room and waited for everyone to return before we
started on the performances. first was the sec 1s.
only 4 person. but then cheers to their courage.
pin ning, goh hua, yao rong and cheng li did a good
job (: cos yi jun and xinhui both got sick. get well soon
yeah (:



and then it was our turn! haha just went and dance larh.
and junhao and edmund went gaying behind us and
never failed to sent peals of laughter ringing around
the room. haha it was really funny. after that, we didnt knw
wad to do. so i suggest we singa birthday song for
jenn cos tmr's her birthday! haha and tessa
and choonyen presented her with a candle and a little cake.
haha. okay then went around playing musical
chairs and stuff. where stella and shibin had to write
RIVER VALLET T-T with their butts :D
and the plan if throwing dixon into the pool feel thru.
ohwells. haha. then lagged around and
chatted and stuff. i didnt play any of the games. im not
sporting enough either =/ im a lousy junior eh.



left a around 6.30pm. haha sorry i nv entertain you
all sec 4 seniors. i will when you all come back for
camp. hahaha. and thanks choonyen for your cute lil
post card. its really sweet! thanks so much. sorry i didnt
make one for you =/ and thanks kwan jie. no i mean
mummy for the lollipops and the lil note (: and thanks
jenn for your love letter yeah (: i love it (:
and once again, i shall declare my love for RIVER
VALLEY TABLE TENNIS.



I <3 RIVER VALLEY TABLE TENNIS (:>



SINYEE-

Friday, June 16

Gemini
May 20- June 20



Your mood is not especially strong so don't
pretend that it is. There is no sense in fooling
others into thinking that you are feeling okay
when you are not. You need extra emotional
support, so don't be afraid to ask for it. Others
owe it to you.



i knw i haven been in my best of moods this past
few days but i haven been fooling ppl that im
okay. (or have i?) well, the smile still stays.
if my previous post sounds like im worried about
this whole thing, im not. (well, maybe i am) okay
whatever. after tmr, i will be rid of all these
feelings. hopefully. and nobody owes me anything



slept at 2.30 last night. and i was supposed to wake
up at 8 today. but i just couldnt. i woke up at 10.30am.
then prepared to go for cip at 11.30am. lagged until
11.35 then just when i was gonna go out, my mum
ask me help her do smth. and since i was really
late and frustrated, i just shouted back that
i have no time. and so she didnt allow me to go
out until i heped her. like wtf larh. then i slammed
every door i could and was late for 15 mins in the
end.



today's cip was like shit. went with sherrie and saw alot
of other ppl. everyone wanna go suntec fight with me
and sherrie. like wtf larh. then i only got like
damn little and went to orchard with yu ling.
orchard=je
i should think ppl in orcard would donate since its
such a high class place with prada and gucci and everything.
and its like, i didnt get a single cent there larh.
wth wasted trip. went back to suntec but left with
like 30 mins. not even half tin full. and i was still
thinking if i saw serene teo then good. at least
she will donate. and bloody hell, I REALLY SAW
HER LORH! and more bloody hell. SHE DID NOT DONATE
LORH!



gonna miss
cip tmr. actually thought of going to city hall and
taking the tin at 2pm and rushingback to senior
farewell then all the seniors can donate for me. but
thats just a crazy idea.



after cip me and sherrie went to jp. then walk walk
then went home. and i was thinking alot of things
when i was on the bus. everything bout the dance.
darn it. i dun wanna think about it anymore. tmr
is the dance and after that. i hope. really hope.
that i will be rid of these feelings.



and i skipped dinner tonight.



SINYEE-

Thursday, June 15

gahh. stupid comp. my entry is gone again.
oh F***. lol.



went to boon lay mrt at around 9.20am today
to bring jenn and jie to my house for the
dance prac. we like slacked until 10.20am then
started dancing when jin came to my house.
accompishment! JENN LEARNT THE DANCE!
*cheers*
okay. then we all went to nanyang CC to wait for
junhao, edmund, kam seng, zhijun and sherry
to arrive. when junhao and kamseng reached,
me and jin started teaching them thr dance.
but i tell you, can vomit blood. i took like a million
years to just teach them the first part and the
effect turned out is damn...well, GAY. then they
gave up and they have to go think of smth to do
with only today and tmr. i sincerely doubt
they will come up with anything at all.



then when edmund came, he started criticising that
our dance really sucked and stuffs. like WTH?
all he does is sing porn songs aloud
and pollute ppl's minds. then the 3 boys went off to
slack elsewhere and zhijun and sherry reached.
we tried dancing once with the caps and once without.
and we conclude that we look better without the
caps. and be done with it. in the end we only have
like 5 ppl in our dance and our formation is of an
inverted triangle. and i think we damn let our
seniors down. i mean. just 5 ppl. wad kind of a bloody
dance is that larh. its pathetic! SUPER pathetic.
and i STILL cant remember my second break.
wtf larh. we are all gonna die.



then we slacked around and decided on what
we are gonna wear and stuff. final apparel,
pink shirt+blue jeans+sport shoes. and
i dunno just what kind of games we are gonna
play. ohwells. whatever it is.



left with eng portfolio and maths proj. nobody
is giving anything a bloody damn. so why should
i? lets all die together. this is a complete
let down.



不要再为自己找借口,也不需要解释.
我已经厌倦了你的无能. 不想承认也就算了.
真得很失望,很失望...



if you cant see the above part, dun bother
changing the encodings. i tried and it doesnt
work. its not impt anyway.



SINYEE-

Wednesday, June 14

Sec 4s and sec 3s contact list completed! whee.
progress...6 sec 2s and unidentified number
of sec 1s to go. but lots of thanks to sze fan
junior for helping me with the contacts. (:
too bad there will only be 8 sec 1s atending senior
farewell. in which i already have 5 of their contacts.
this year sec 1s so extreme. enthu in certain areas
and super unenthu in others. remembering
last yr, every sec 1 turned up for the senior
farewell. haix. also dunno how i can knw them
better. interaction doesnt help. leave it.



and i realised quite alot of sec 1s want to be
the captain of the team. but for them, they will
have to wait a fair bit of time. which is probably
good. since i supposed thatour batch will serve
3 years of leadership, they will have to wait for 3 plus
years for their turn to come. sad then. but good
in a way, more time for us to see who is the one that
really lead, really shine. well. my best wishes to them.
i admire their courage of putting their ambition
to be captain in words, in their blog. whereas for
me, i dun. and i feel inferior to our dear juniors.
our juniors have great ambitions. to lead the team.
while in our batch, i dun see the competence.
like no one really bothers.



and i hope my juniors are willing to put in effort
and time and their committment to rvtt in
exchange for their captain dream. cos the
responsibility comes with attachments. cos
it is more than wad you think. cos you have to lead
the team.



and it would be really sad if they have given so much
and in the end, reap nothing. and the captain's
position lands on someone lesss capable. well, at that
time, good luck to the team. cos life isnt fair and you
dun always get wad you want. if it could happened
on it happened a second time, like it did. but
hopefully, not again.



SINYEE-

Tuesday, June 13

Gemini
May 20 - June 20



There may be a bit of opposition coming your way
today, dear Gemini. Emotionally, you are apt to be
quite sensitive, and it could be that strong facts are
entering the picture now that weren't necessarily
present before. This is actually a very favorable time
for you, and though there may be some who are acting
against your current frame of mind, this will actually
end up being quite a good learning experience for you
in the long run.



when you are feeling bloody screwed. maybe you should
check out your horoscope. i dun believe how bloody true this is.



will it help even if im covering up
for what everybody should be doing? it doesn't.
because ultimately, THAT crucial person is not giving
this a shit.



but i will still cover up. if a crucial person is not giving
a damn to any of this shit, then i shall BE the crucial
person and make the change. yeah easier said than done.
just watch me.



yes. i really hope.



不要再这样下去, 我真得很累很累
不想再撑下去...



SINYEE-
i just banged my head on the back of a chair. ouch.
im getting accident prone. lol. okay.



walao. just now typed so long the bloody connection
failed me and POOF! everything gone. wadthehell.
so nvm. as i was saying. i went to je lib today with
jie and jin to do homework. i went there to REFER
to sherrie's maths assignments. and i realised
alot of her answers were wrong. lucky i didnt copy,
i just REFERRED. then i turned to REFER to jin's
assignments instead. lol.



stayed until 12 then went for lunch then went to yew tee
to see the sec 1s dance. they danced eally well. thats why i
think that we are really shi bai. haix. meeting up this thursday.
i really really really hope we can finish everything
by then. decoding which place we can go for the
dance prac on thursday. cos not everyone is comfortable with
dancing in any random void deck where any cat and dog
can have a free show. so me and jin went to jp to check
out the just wad the heck is the use of the oasis room.
went and found a glass door. with another door within.
concealed everything, found nothing.



we were so despo that i suggested we go to nanyang CC
to check the place out. after surveying the place, that place
with such a beautiful roof top garden, we went to
the management office and asked if there are any rooms
or some sort for us to do our dance. a piece of document
presented with eye-popping figures. 500 bucks alone
to rent the multi purpose hall. yeah where the hell do
i get the money? so in the end we just pointed to the empty
space outside the management office and the person
said "the space outside, FOC" we were happy of course
and i think the person feel that me and jin just a bunch
of pennyless kiddos wanting to rent a place but end up
with a pathetic empty space. ahh nvm.



so there. im willing to do almost everything for the success
of the dance. and i just hope certain ppl can see it my
way too.



SINYEE-

Monday, June 12

a really short and hurried post yesterday. but
the whole thing was just about the cip larh.
slept at 2 last night and it knocked me out all the way
until 12.30 this afternoon.



Doctor Unheimlich has diagnosed me with
Sinyeeosis
Cause:unknown
Symptoms:excessive appetite changes, excessive stigmata, brain shrinkage
Cure:psychiatry
Enter your name, for your own diagnosis:



bored and got this from kenny. i have brain shrinkage. yeah riiight.




read 17 chapters of the xi you ji so far. 8 more chapters
to go! yay. (: going on well. borrowed the maths
assignments as REFERENCE from sherrie. well,
everybody knws how my maths just suck. nvm.
left the chem pg 11. i dun understand what the heck
it is talking about. haven been listening. i die le.
left with the chem pg 11, 2 pieces for portfolio for lang
arts, maths proj, read the stupid instructional guide (im
not even halfway thru), the dance and the west malaysia
trip reflection. the contact list and xi you ji is getting
on well. this week and next week will be packed. since
i can stay home today, i will finish reading xi you ji.
since i read 8 chapters yesterday alone. and the contact
list is 3/4 done. mostly left the sec 1s and a few here and
there. not too much of a prob.



at least i think i am able to finish most of the stuffs.
progressing...



SINYEE-

Sunday, June 11

quote of the day: " 's cuse me, would you like to donate"



today went for cip. went to alot of places. bugis first.
forced to go out in the rain cos we cant stay in
the shopping centres. then go in air con plce. go
out in the rain. go in air con place. i'll be lucky not to
catch a flu. then went je. nobody donated. treated
me and sherrie like some shit. wasted trip. went to
outram. all the uncles and aunties donate only.
in the end went back to suntec. oso cannot get much.
today so lan. next week still must do. suntec is a good
place. my feet hurts. tired liaox.



SINYEE-

Saturday, June 10

today. woke up at 6plus. dunno just why the
heck i woke up so early for larh. then my hp
crashed down from my double decker bed when
i turned. oops. its the third time it committed suicide
from my bed =x

why so many of the seniors dun want to reply my sms.
im just trying to get everyone in for the rvtt contact
list. left 5 sec 4s, 9 sec 3s, 7 sec 2s and sec 1s: unidentified.
haha. progressing well.

went for cip at city hall today. went to the suntec there
and stood there for like 4 hrs plus and i only got half
tin full. bloody hell. but the thing is. yu ling said
she shouted her lungs out for ppl to donate, i mean
like ppl will go donate to a crazy person screaming her
head off larh, then ijust stood there and ppl came up
to donate on their own. and yu ling was damn bu shuang.
hahaha too bad for her lorh. tmr going again. maybe
going to bugis this time round. the worst thing is i saw
some rvians but in the end didnt even donate larh. wth.

read 8 chapters of the xi you ji so far. and finished animal
farm. doing maths assignment tmr with sherrie.
progression. i always love it (:

still at work with the contact list. im happy to contribute.
tata~

SINYEE-

Friday, June 9

hmm decided that i will just come online for
one hour a day. reduced by alot le. just for
the sake of keeping my blog alive yeah.
okay. i finished the comprehension passage.
read another 2 chapters of animal farm and
another 2 chapters of xi you ji. tried doing
hem exercise pg 11 but dunno how. and doing
maths assignment 1. great.



looked thru the latest letter to parents given to
us before school let out and decided on the subj
combi i want. the school doesnt allow for a combi of
triple sci and 2 elective module. wth. i want to
take e lit and the 3 sciences for elective subj and
biomedical science and major events in world history
for the elective modules. haix. if i can only choose 1 module..
i think i will give up biomed sci. although it can help
in my bio but im more interested in major
events in world history though. what to do..
i dunno.



gonna continue doing the maths assignment later and
hopefully finish reading animal farm and another 2
chapters of xi you ji.



SINYEE-

Thursday, June 8

quote for the day: "mummy, jiejie bully me"



erm...im not supposed to be here...cos i sort of
promised jie i wont go online so much now.
haix. alot of hw to do. went to je lib at 10am
today with jie to do hw. haha i did my jian bao
there. i wrote a bloody two and a half page long
larh. i think jie was stunned diao. then we lagged
and jie keep irritating me with her mokozi.




mokozi: dumbo no. 2!



why do i have its pict? cos jie gave it to me!
and why is it called dumbo no. 2? cos i think it looks
quite dumb so i called it dumbo. and jie became dumbo
no. 1 cos she was the initial owner. waiting for
dumbo no. 3!



and left at 12.30pm and went to jp to go round
and round the place again. two times we went past
puremilk and realise it is playing my humps
by black eyed peas. and i was like -.- larh.
the song josephine taught me in m'sia. haha.



decided that i have to chiong hw and there is so much
left for the dance! gahh! i have to borrow cap
from ppl already. just finished my chem
assignment 2. left 5 chapters for animal farm.
and i dun even feel like reading the stupid xi you ji.
i only read 2 chapters. going todo the
comprehension now. so im in time with my plan. xP
till next time.



SINYEE-

Wednesday, June 7

okayy...went to jp just ytd with jie to walk walk.
and we walked round and round the place alright.
haha. changed a skin. i like this skin! cos im a lime
green addict xP haha okay. so i shall blog about
the west m'sia trip from 3rd june to 5th june.



on 3rd june, i woke up at like 4.45am. haha bloody early
larh. then after alot of checking and double checking,
i left the house at 5.20am and my father drove
me to school in his car. reached school at around 5.50
instead of the designated 6. already got quite alot
of people there and chatted around and took attendance
and called and waited then finally boarded the super
ulu bus at around 6.40. leaving for m'sia and sent my
last msg to jie. haha i knew she cant wake up.
LAZY JIE! wahaha.



we were on the bus for a super long time. went down for
lunch at yong peng but i didnt eat. haha. then we went
SHOPPING! at mahkota mall. the clothes there are damn
nice and damn cheap. i cant resist buying. anyway i bring
money there to spend de mah. i brought like 300RM
there larh. dun spend come back and convert is your own
loss oso lorh. haha ya so i spend like 150RM. and my mum
still asked me why i didnt finish all. haha so i guess i should
have. xP okay nvm. so there, i bought two tops there.




The orange one is a reebok one. and the black one is
an imitation of esprit. haha im not that rich.



ok. we waited like 45 min at the malaysia custom for our
transfer bus. 2D's bus came first and we waited and waited
some more. and so. there was this whole series of ariel and
peishi's gaying around.




#1 Acting sleepy.




#2 Acting dao.




#3 Blowing kisses.



While waiting...




Our first clique photo there.




is yanyi the new ambassador for mentos?




thats pocheng and panyin, yushan's face is blocked.





we took another clique star using feet and our sport shoes (:




i think this pict is damn cool. its the 5 of us.
my idea (:




What are the teachers and the tour guide discussing
about?




look at everyone waiting for the darn bus.



Finally the bus came...we were on our way to malacca.
long trip. and then...




the girls started playing heart attack.




peishi started gaying around...




Veron statrd grabing zhaowei's hp...



and after dunno how long of sitting on the bus until
all our butts hurt, we reached malacca. for the city
tour. i forgot which place izzit.




its our second clique photo. supposed to see the beautiful
fountain. but the photographer sucks. shall not say
who izzit. haha.




clique stairs! without veron. she's takin the pict.




walking and walking the endless stairs...




i think 2C guys are damn brave. thats one fat snake.




and yun zheng is my idol! haha thats an iguana btw.




the ice-cream is damn nice. (:




thats an old and disgusting well filled with the
most er xin things you can imagine at the bottom. eew..



at the st.paul place...the place is damn windy and
there is a nice seaview...




so beautiful...




lydia, me and yanyi.




magnificent canon with peishi and veron sitting there...




thats lydia and me (:




guokai gaying at the hot canon. haha



while walking to the mahkota shopping mall...
i caught THEM doing lesbianic acts.




dun get me wrong..haha yanyi seduced lydia...haha



after one and a half hours of shopping...back to the bus!




mobile gambling den. this gambling den moves. do you?
haha...



then i slept alot and then at night we checked in the hotel
and it was damn creepy. alot of mirrors in the room and
in the end. me and jos bunked in with yanyi and yvonne haha



next day..on the way to to the padi place...out bus
BROKE DOWN. causing us to fall behind schedule...




the bus uncle doesnt seem to knw wad to do.




and meanwhile, gk is just gaying around...



finally, the bus started moving (i dunno how), then we reached
the place. and the in house guide explained the process
nobody listened except mrs chew. which is expected
anyway...haha.




look at the beautiful padi shoots. haha..



then we proceeded to have a kampong lunch which
is very very nice. just that we hafta eat using our hands.
and we had one bowl of cockles which some of the 2D guys
had like 4 bowls. which is bloody gay.then we headed to the
mango farm. and everyone was busily eating the mangoes
instead of listening.




guokai looks nice in my visor dun you think?



then we went to climb bukit melawati. due to time
constraints, we sat the tram instead. it was a bit of a
disapointment cos i expected the place to be higher.




those are monekys. specially taken for jie (: monkey lover.




i like this clique photo! overlooks the beautiful scenery.




i like this photo as well ! i was standing at the edge
of the stairs to take it =/




group pict. though not everyone is in. xP



and i made a beautiful RVTT keychain there.

the front says, be the greatest among the best.
the other one is made in malacca.



we went to the firefly place at night. unable to take any
photos. the place is infested with mossies. but i didnt
get bitten. hmm. the fireflies atre really beautiful.
like christmas lights. all glittering on the trees.
we were in a boat by the way. and the boat was going ever so
slowly and one of the fireflies stil flew into
our boat and joanne freaked out and almost rocked the whole
boat...



then at night, almost the whole class squeezed into
zhaowei, jiachen and guokai's room. they played their
card games, watched swimmers on tv and just talked.
pretty loudly i might add. and caused the reception to scold
us. "i wshed you all could be more considerate"
*roll eyes* LIKE I CARE. hahaha. anyway anyway,
after that, they suddenly told us there was a spot check
and well, everyone chiong back to their own rooms. hahaha
in the end. it was just a bloody prank larh. oh whatever.



finally on the last day, we went to the FRIM
(forest research institution malaysia) and had a 1hr
walk through the forest and of course lotsa
mossies and leeches even. our class ppl were damn
freaked out except yun zheng. he caught a leech and i
dunno what he did with it. everyone kenna
mosquito bites again and i still nothing although
i was wearing blue skirt. haha. then we went to the
sample museum at the place.




the pretty butterfly samples.




yanyi and yingting at the butterly samples.




thats a big hole. or izzit just hollow?



we got out of the museum and waited for the darn bus veh long
again..




waiting and waiting...




the boys are gaying while waiting..




the girls are intently chatting with the in house guide
of FRIM.



then we went for our lunch. and since we still have time,
the tour guide let us go shopping for an hour at sunway
lagoon in KL. the place is damn big with lotsa nice shops.
although i was screaming to go back to s'pore hahaha but
i cant resist it you knw. and i bought another 2 tees here.




i like the monkey shirt.hahaha.



ok. then we reached the malaysia custom at 8 i guess. then 2D
called and wanted us to wait for them when they are 30 min behind us.
i was like thinking if want to wait also wait in singapore custom
not m'sia one. i bloody want the reception back. imagine how was i screaming
when it came back larh. flike finally?!? hahaha. reached
home at either 9 plus bah.



wahh blogged so long. shall stop.



SINYEE-

Tuesday, June 6

ahh yes...



IM BACK FROM M'SIA.



yeah well. lazy to blog about it now. uploaded all the
picts. 47 in all. yeah. so shall blog bout it later or
tmr. i will.



came back with sore throat and mild flu. but like
wad yanyi says, the whole point of this trip is
to get sick and if you dun get sick then its not fun.
whee. i agree larh. so there/ im ALMOST sick. haha.
okay. and GET WELL SOON ARIEL.



i would like to go malacca or KL for a crazy shopping spree.
since im not really the shopping type. but then, when
me and veron go together. we go totally CRAZAAYYY!
hahaha okay. cos the shopping centres there are like
damn HUGE and filled with nice clothes that i dun
seem to find in s'pore. nonono. the point is, they are
damn cheap. haha. okay shall stop for now.



SINYEE-

Friday, June 2

haix...i knw im supposed to be doing my work and
packing and running. but this thing is really
making me wonder larh...after talking to jason
and visiting a certain blog just now, *name disclosed
to protect privacy, that some of our juniors really
dun like rvtt. i think when i first started out, i
didnt feel belonged to rvtt as well. but slowly,
cos i was keen to fit in, and our seniors were very
friendly, we all became quite bonded and really
like what jason said, people in rvtt are uite accepting.
its true...sometimes we just dun want to reach out
to them. staying in our own confort zone. not doing
anything to get accepted. but take an example...
got this junior (*name disclosed) last time also dun
like rvtt, now i think she changed her mind.
i admit that im a very lousy senior larh, didnt go and
interact with them...but a point is i think the sec 1s are
like not responsive to our questions so i thought
no point asking. i also nv make it a point to knw all their
names. only a few more out-spoken ones, maybe not
exactly out-spoken but i dunno why we managed to hit
it off. like xin hui (like cos she is from xnps), yanran,
goh hua and yi jun.



i remembered last time when i came into rvtt i was
also...i mean i think our seniors are like quite scary
and intimidating larh. so i didnt dare to talk to them.
some seniors seemed snobbish to me even. =x
i hope nobody come and kill me after this. cos i
felt so. so i can say i kinda understand what the
juniors are feeling. but gradually, we grew closer and
more bonded. definitely not strangers anymore.
and of course, i found them to be really nice people.
especially this yr sec 3s batch. and of course our dear
sec 4s. after the rvtt camp last yr, it was even more so.
i didnt think it was the games which bonded us, but
then i couldnt really touch on WHAT made me feel more
bonded to rvtt. it is all very funny. cos i have transformed
into a cant-be-bothered-bout-tt-stuff junior to a
faithful-and-proud-member-of-rvtt person. our seniors
really have the kind of impact on us. maybe the juniors have
not seen it yet, since im like sucha lousy senior larh...
but i hope tht after this year's camp, all the sec 1
juniors will feel belonged and bonded to rvtt like i
did. hopefully, i will not see things like "my cca sucks lorh"
in any juniors' blog anymore.



im trying hard to let them understand that it is impossible
to like rvtt instantly but take time. time can really bring
us together. for one thing i should like stop being a
lousy senior and go interact with them. maybe this will improve
the situation. if i did manage to change the thinking of that
one junior, im sure i can do another. maybe i wasnt the only one
or the factor why the junior changed her mind, all
of us did i guess, but the point is she likes rvtt now.
the quotes will be "my cca rocks lorh" instead of "sucks"
then thats good. of course their own commitment to
rvtt is equally important. last year i was counted as...erm
a little bit enthusiastic bout trng sessions? at least that LITTLE
bit is better than none at all. but if after so much i have
said and you still dun feel the closeness and the bond,
its either i am a very lousy blogger who doesnt knw how to
blog the feelings preperly in words, or, you really
dun like rvtt.



any juniors are reading this: even
if you really sun like rvtt, since you are already in it,
you should learn to love it if not every cca day would be
like torturing session for you. and pls try to interact with seniors.
we dun talk to juniors dun mean that we dun care whether
you all exist or not. everyone is impt because it is about a team,
not oneself. and dun bother appealing to cat yeow to change
cca, only like 1 out of 15 ppl can actually successfully change
a cca. and they dun really bother which cca you are in.
the seniors are friendly larh huh, maybe except me larh, haha.
but i wont bite your head off one lorh. go and ask xinhui,
goh hua, yi jun. dun bother asking yanran cos im very
mean to her and she will definitely badmouth me. hahaha
yanran, im jokin. my fav, junior you knw (: haha.
okay so ya. if you still not convinced, can come and find
me, I WONT BITE YOUR HEAD OFF! haha.



SINYEE-
haix...going away tmr liaox. still haven finish packing xP
and have to wake up damn early tmr. found a nice
limegreen skin just now. but i shall wait until i
return from west m'sia then change. anyway, i
STILL like this current skin xP. so maybe i
wont change it...haix. tmr got a rvtt outing at
sentosa. and i cant go..oh man. whatthehell. i really
really want to go lorh...no sec 2s will go anyway.
since sherry and jin have already left for m'sia.
me and jenn and zhijun leaving tmr. and pearly and rousi
wont go without us. the boys needless to say..
so none of the sec 2s will turn up. its not fair larh. i want
to go. always miss out all the fun when im away..
haix...



went to jp with jie just now. went and walked round
and round the place like 4 or 5 times. maybe even more.
and jie was so amused and fascinated by the soft toy
doggy in toyr r us. lol. hmm...maybe... then she gave
me the letter and i gave her mine. haha suprise!
must be honoured lorh i use the first piece of
paper in my brand new writing pad to write letter for
you de ok...haha.



wont be able to blog for the next three days. you all
dun try to contact me. all smses will only be seen
when i get back in s'pore on 5th june. unless
you all want me to see right after i reach s'pore, then
well, i cant stop you. gonna miss alot of things. hahaha
my comp and blogging! okay.



and i hink im seriously getting fat. haha. holidays
nothing to do then eat and eat. going to run later (:
whee. haha. and im gonna finish up the jian bao today no
matter what. and finish the packing. okay (:



i knw sec 4 thinking and my sec 2 thinking is very
different. but i think at least this very simple
thing could be seen easily. friends dun do this to you.
what you have described to me is sort of freakish.
i knw this is the way of life. ppl dun break away
from it. but sometimes i just think they have got
nth better to do. sometimes i just think.
as seniors, some of them should do serious self-reflection



SINYEE-
wow. so late le. 1.42 am. chatting with jie
online now. nothing to do so yeah. got this from
sylvia's blog. so here goes:



01) What is the phone brand?
sony ericsson Z600.



02) What's the last 3 digits of your mobile number?
437.



03) What does th second msg ni your inbox say?
[shi kai] you said you're straight what..haha..hmm..
i think nobody should give a shit to what others say..
i mean we shouldn't live their lives..its our life..haha..



04) Who's the 1st person to come up under M?
Mabel.



05) Who's the last person you rang?
Peiqi.



06) Who was your last missed call from?
Peiqi.



07) Who's the 2nd person who comes up under D?
Dixon.



08) What does the last msg in your inbox say?
[josephine] eh try to wear ba. tink yvonne will bring rite?



09) Who's the 3rd person who comes up under J?
Jasmine.



10) Go to your sent items-what does the 5th msg say?
haha dun call him a sucker larh...maybe he still haven
seen this fact. i think when you get hurt then you will
really understand.



11) Who's the 4th person who comes up under S?
Sherrie.



12) Who's your network provider?
Huh? whats this? M1? haha.



13) How many msges are currently in your inbox?
5. im the kind who reply and delete.



14) What do you have as your background?
the pict peishi gave me for my birthday.



15) Who's the 2nd person who comes up after R?
Remy.



16) Who do you have on speed dial 3?
i dun use speed dial.



17) If you are on Pay as you Go, how much creit would
you have?
eh? wads this?



18) Who's the first oerson to come up under C?
Chien ying.



19) How many bars of signals do you currently have?
2 out of 5. LOL.



20)What do you have as your main ringtone?
JJ's jiang nan.



SINYEE-

Thursday, June 1

oh...didnt get to go walk walk with somebody just
now...sad. haix somebody scared the hell out of
me larh. super freakish. wah manx, almost died
already lorh. but nvm. i still went jp to buy the
stupid copier papers cos i need them to print
the stupid maths assignment. and bought
another foolscap. write too much rubbish that
it just runs out so fast.



packed for west m'sia.
so im not THAT lazy afterall. wahahas. anyway
anyway, ariel made cookies for us to eat on the
bus for the west m'sia trip! whee! so excited
now! hahaha i started doing jian bao already
since its like the simplest thing in he hw. and probably
brng the THIMUN instructional guide to west m'sia to read
haha LOL. ok nvm. shall end here.



SINYEE-
Oh man...im rotting at home. so totally lorh...
actually planned to watch x-men3 with jie and jin
today, but cos jin leaving for m'sia tmr so she
hafta pack and im broke. so, its called off...but then
later can go jp with SOMEBODY to walk walk larh huh.
haha...that somebody knws who im talkin bout...



haix. got so much work for the hols and as usual the
lazy sinyee doesnt want to touch any of them but
still wants to worry about them. wadthehell man...
i die ding le lorh...still got step camp...wah niang
die already...



Language arts assignments:
`Read animal farm
`Comprehension
`2 more pieces for portfolio



Maths assignments:
`HeyMath ws 1, 2 and 3
`Project work



Chinese:
`Read xi you ji
`Jian Bao



Chemistry:
`Assignment 2
`Exercise pg 11



Others:
`Read THIMUN instructional guide
`Research on IMF and World Bank
`Dance (by 17june)



and counting: 2 MORE DAYS TO WEST MALAYSIA!
so happy and excited bou it. though the lazy sinyee
haven packed yet. hahaha...but who cares larh...pack
later larh. i only dun have torchlight. haha. will be
sharing room with josephine and peeshee...i wonder izzit
really 3 person share 2 beds...gahh whatever larh.
so bored at home and nothing to do. although i knw
i should be doing hw but then, IM LAZY! okay okay.
and the stupid maths must download and print just like
the stupid englsh comprehension. like wtf, waste our paper
one larh. print liao in the end oso throw away de wad...



so i will have to stop blogging from 3rd june to probably 5th.
if i get back not very late on 5th then i will blog.
which is pretty unlikely. considering i have to bloody
upload lotsa picts anyway. and using photobucket
have to resize it properly and imageshack is faulty at
times. man. so ma fan. ohwells nvm.



SINYEE-