Tuesday, May 1

Went to jp just now to help my mother buy some stuff and stock up on my pens and writing pad. And i found myself standing in a very long queue in popular, wondering why the hell is it so crowded today when i remembered it's labour day. Ohwell.

Wandered around there for awhile. And i saw the watch that i wanted again. But then, i realised it's not a nike watch but a baby-G. Too bad it's still 137 bucks all the same. Taken to favour to study in the senior citizens' corner downstairs, i revised chem for a bit, before i got completely sianned and gave up. Chem's so darn sian and torturous when you get a noob teacher. Now how i miss aloy ong.

Was told we're supposed to stay back tmr for chem remedial after our chinese paper. Come on, what's the point man, what's the frigging point? Zzz, don't knw how to teach still want a remedial is only a waste of both her time and our time. It'll be better spent on my self study. I'm not gna go, i mean it.

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Random email which i received, and people might have deleted it in an instance, i found this section particularly meaningful:

If the world were to end in 24 hours, all the phone lines, chat rooms and e-mails will be saturated from people sending messages to others, saying: "I regret having made you feel bad", "Pardon me", "I love you", "I hold you in high esteem, take good care of yourself" and sometimes "I have always loved you, only I never told you".

It's just the question which i always love to ponder about when im damn free. What would i do if the world would end in 24 hours? Ahh, what a pity to die at such a young age of 15. But there are even younger people who are gna die along with the rest of the world. There are still many things i have not done, many places i haven't had the chance to go. I guess you never knew that since i was very young i have always wanted to go australia. When i first heard its name, i was thinking what a nice name this country has, and i would want to go when i grow up. But well, i haven't had the chance to, and i certainly don't wish to die before i go there. It must be a really nice place..

But back to the point. No doubt everyone would be regretting like hell if the world is gna end in just that very short 24hours. I don't have to mug for chem, since i'll be dead by then =x And i once thought, whether i would choose to die with my family, 2C, 3H, or rvtt?

All is equally important, family is the place where i was born and nurtured, 2C the first class which taught me to love and cherish.

3H the class which always make me burst out laughing like some mad girl and of course make me scream at them sometimes =x

RVTT, the group that's with me for the whole of my rv life. Though it isn't as close to me as the 2 classes, but there are times of joy spent together too. It taught me to be strong, and never give up. So i knw if i chose to die with 3H, they would want to die with their sec 2 classes too. And RVTT would want to die with their own classes. So is everyone in rv gna die together? What a weird thought. Haha.

But if i knw the world was ending in 24 hours, i won't hold anything back. And i'll just say, i wished you'd stayed.

Some random post. Back to mugging.

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