THIS IS MY NUMBER 100 POST. =p
seriously, i thought your explanation yesterday
cleared everything in doubt and everything was
back to normal. but apparently not.
* didnt speak to me today. and of course i
didnt speak to * too. the feeling is juz
SO bad. i dunno why this is happening.
i really thought it was all ok. but it's so...
* didnt even say bye to me when * left.
i dunno wads the problem! HAIX. the
feeling REALLY sucks.
another even more sucky thing. i am
second doubles for the nanyang match. and i think
we will lose even more chamm. coach did smth
like separating xinhui and yanran. he actually
put xinhui as doubles with zhijun! i mean, how bad can that be?
a sec 1 and a sec2. scary to even think of
wad might happen to xinhui.
and I WAS PUSHED TO SECOND DOUBLES.
and yanran is now 3rd singles. DIE DING LE.
for one thing, i might not even get to play if the
3 at the front all win or all lose. so.....
if one of them win, and the other 2 lose, then the
set score will be 2-1. then is 2nd doubles which
is me. important match! if we LOSE, then it's all
over. if we WIN.(like izzit even possible), the set
score will be 2-2 and yanran will hafta be
the crucial person. whether we win or lose
depend on her. but as a sec 1, she is juz so panicky!
so regardless of wadever, the final verdict will
be us losing. wadverr.
lets hope i get sick on that day...
--sinyee
Tuesday, February 28
Monday, February 27
Sunday, February 26
ok. i finished the chi shao nian wen zhai and
revised for geog. dun relly feel like redrawing
some dumb graph...assignment 2 can wait.
the deadline is tues. pia next morning.
thats y i always wake up at 4.
(the above example is PROCRASTINATION.
pls dun follow.)
i caught that damned flu...pei qi..your fault larh...
haix...feel so sleepy...yays..i wanna
lose nanyang 3:1 or 3:2. then chienying
will treat me to mac...wahahs...hope lorh...
arh....stop that damned flu! *sniff*
...sian arh....
--sinyee
revised for geog. dun relly feel like redrawing
some dumb graph...assignment 2 can wait.
the deadline is tues. pia next morning.
thats y i always wake up at 4.
(the above example is PROCRASTINATION.
pls dun follow.)
i caught that damned flu...pei qi..your fault larh...
haix...feel so sleepy...yays..i wanna
lose nanyang 3:1 or 3:2. then chienying
will treat me to mac...wahahs...hope lorh...
arh....stop that damned flu! *sniff*
...sian arh....
--sinyee
Saturday, February 25
why cant i juz bring myself to obediently
finish that mountain of damned hw? why
muz i always slack and keep using the comp?
So far only finished geog ws, eng ws, maths ws.
i still have chi hw and sci assignment and redraw graph.
i muz finish them tmr and revise geog.
yes...that wad i'll do...
next fri tornament with nanyang. DIE. sure die.
dun tell me you noe that i can do it. i tell you.
i SO cannot do it. wait to see how i get thrashed
and shouted at again...
--sinyee
pick myself up and FIGHT.
finish that mountain of damned hw? why
muz i always slack and keep using the comp?
So far only finished geog ws, eng ws, maths ws.
i still have chi hw and sci assignment and redraw graph.
i muz finish them tmr and revise geog.
yes...that wad i'll do...
next fri tornament with nanyang. DIE. sure die.
dun tell me you noe that i can do it. i tell you.
i SO cannot do it. wait to see how i get thrashed
and shouted at again...
--sinyee
pick myself up and FIGHT.
went to do proj today at pei shi's house.
nth much larh. we didnt manage to slack..haha
ran juz now to train for cross country.
doesnt make much diff. 3.2 km for 12.36min.
ok bah...hope got this timing during the actual run...
nex fri tournament better no one come support c gals.
go there see how we lose to nanyang only de...nvm...
--sinyee
i've still got you...
nth much larh. we didnt manage to slack..haha
ran juz now to train for cross country.
doesnt make much diff. 3.2 km for 12.36min.
ok bah...hope got this timing during the actual run...
nex fri tournament better no one come support c gals.
go there see how we lose to nanyang only de...nvm...
--sinyee
i've still got you...
how can i even be sure anyone likes me
as a real friend and not juz someone to
approach in times of need? i dun think
ppl really listen. i mean most of the time i juz get
cut off and i didnt even manage to get
anything out of my mind.
i dunno...i feel that my friends are all so..
i dunno wad. i dun think they concern how i feel
or whatever. not as if anyone cares.
wells. dun needa understand. im juz
trying to feel sorry for myself.
do i have a true friend? someone pls
enlighten me...
--sinyee
in the lonely nights...
as a real friend and not juz someone to
approach in times of need? i dun think
ppl really listen. i mean most of the time i juz get
cut off and i didnt even manage to get
anything out of my mind.
i dunno...i feel that my friends are all so..
i dunno wad. i dun think they concern how i feel
or whatever. not as if anyone cares.
wells. dun needa understand. im juz
trying to feel sorry for myself.
do i have a true friend? someone pls
enlighten me...
--sinyee
in the lonely nights...
Friday, February 24
haix. today lesson was ok. didnt feel sian actually.
cid was pretty ok too. all bout making models for
our buildings. haix. today take the wrong attendance.
so shi bai rite? attendance oso can take wrong.
tsk. haiya...coach gave me a box of ferrero rocher
today because he shouted at me during the tournament.
ohwells. thats the best part of the day i guess.
training was so tiring. so so very tired. this weekend
homework so much...sure cannot finish.
so bad lorh. im unhappy today. but i dunno wad im
unhappy over. -.- maybe it's the hw. maybe it's the
responsibilities...maybe...
only till today i realised how untrusted i am.
people dun trust me. well...till today i noe
how much has been on my mind recently.
i realised how unimportant, how useless,
how stressed up i am. nobody really understands.
when i need someone there. there isn't anyone.
absolutely nil. i dunno how to say.
people juz nv understand. juz because i put on
that smiling front doesn't mean that i am happy.
i dun expect you all to understand or wadever
but...ohwells nvm.
its like i juz have no one to turn to. ppl nv seem to
care how i really feel. it is juz so depressing
to noe that none of your friends are there for you
when you really need them. what, exactly, is the
purpose of the words "friends forever"?
unless you juz say them on a regular basis and dun
really mean it. but it juz means you will be there for
your friends no matter wad happened. through thick and thin.
sad to say, i dun have such friends.
--sinyee
wads the way it should be?
cid was pretty ok too. all bout making models for
our buildings. haix. today take the wrong attendance.
so shi bai rite? attendance oso can take wrong.
tsk. haiya...coach gave me a box of ferrero rocher
today because he shouted at me during the tournament.
ohwells. thats the best part of the day i guess.
training was so tiring. so so very tired. this weekend
homework so much...sure cannot finish.
so bad lorh. im unhappy today. but i dunno wad im
unhappy over. -.- maybe it's the hw. maybe it's the
responsibilities...maybe...
only till today i realised how untrusted i am.
people dun trust me. well...till today i noe
how much has been on my mind recently.
i realised how unimportant, how useless,
how stressed up i am. nobody really understands.
when i need someone there. there isn't anyone.
absolutely nil. i dunno how to say.
people juz nv understand. juz because i put on
that smiling front doesn't mean that i am happy.
i dun expect you all to understand or wadever
but...ohwells nvm.
its like i juz have no one to turn to. ppl nv seem to
care how i really feel. it is juz so depressing
to noe that none of your friends are there for you
when you really need them. what, exactly, is the
purpose of the words "friends forever"?
unless you juz say them on a regular basis and dun
really mean it. but it juz means you will be there for
your friends no matter wad happened. through thick and thin.
sad to say, i dun have such friends.
--sinyee
wads the way it should be?
Thursday, February 23
today lesson so sianZz...everyday liddat.
woke up at 4 today to finish the si han.
haiix...go to school damn tired. didnt even get
to study for sci test. haix. anyway, i guess
it was ok larh...
waited for yeejin for like 30 mins after school
today and found her in the art room dilll-dallying
on her batik. adeverr. then i was like "i waited
long enough" and she told me she hafta stay back for
the maths games thing. which means i waited
for her for nth.
that teacher from effective com. was like
walking around when he found me and my LONG nails
and started going on on how vanity is this that wadever.
he tot i purposely kept it long. ohwells, im juz too
lazy to cut them off. luckily mr ang arrived with the new
timetable and saved me of his mindless chatter.
there is totally no diff. in the timetable...waste paper.
i shouted at 2c today again. those boys who refuse to
keep their mouths shut. after several warnings, i
lost control and flared up. they didnt want to
listen to me. they wanted to challenge me. that
juz about shows how shi bai i am again.
ang still tell me she thinks im a good chairperson
and does things very quickly. crapp. i mean,
face it. lousy is lousy, dun even bother hiding that fact.
shi bai-ed.
--sinyee
ohwells.
juz wad is this? have i lost totaly control of myself?
i have no ability to make them listen to me.
im useless. yeahh wadever. i can joke with you,
but pls dun make me do all this. i hate it like this.
i feel bad at flaring up at you all too.
i hate it this way.
woke up at 4 today to finish the si han.
haiix...go to school damn tired. didnt even get
to study for sci test. haix. anyway, i guess
it was ok larh...
waited for yeejin for like 30 mins after school
today and found her in the art room dilll-dallying
on her batik. adeverr. then i was like "i waited
long enough" and she told me she hafta stay back for
the maths games thing. which means i waited
for her for nth.
that teacher from effective com. was like
walking around when he found me and my LONG nails
and started going on on how vanity is this that wadever.
he tot i purposely kept it long. ohwells, im juz too
lazy to cut them off. luckily mr ang arrived with the new
timetable and saved me of his mindless chatter.
there is totally no diff. in the timetable...waste paper.
i shouted at 2c today again. those boys who refuse to
keep their mouths shut. after several warnings, i
lost control and flared up. they didnt want to
listen to me. they wanted to challenge me. that
juz about shows how shi bai i am again.
ang still tell me she thinks im a good chairperson
and does things very quickly. crapp. i mean,
face it. lousy is lousy, dun even bother hiding that fact.
shi bai-ed.
--sinyee
ohwells.
juz wad is this? have i lost totaly control of myself?
i have no ability to make them listen to me.
im useless. yeahh wadever. i can joke with you,
but pls dun make me do all this. i hate it like this.
i feel bad at flaring up at you all too.
i hate it this way.
Wednesday, February 22
Tuesday, February 21
haiix. today v.s nanhua. feel so not on form.
my ankle suddenly feel painful...dunno wad
prob. wahh then go there feel even more
stressed larh. jennings today oso not on form.
then i damn scared i keep saying i will lose the match.
ohwells. started training with lijie. was pretty
ok larh. i was damn scared already.
then zhijun play first singles. she oso very scared.
she won 3-2. then its like my turn. and im bloody scared
although pei qi told me i would win. i mean LIKE REAL.
didnt play with pei qi's sis. wadever. then me and jennings
won the first match. then dunno why second match
we lost. got screamed at by coach. and everyone
was like looking at me. i damn scared jennings will cry.
go back for third match, missed a few balls and
ended up losing again. this time coach shouted
at me very very loud. ME ONLY. i dunno why
he didnt scolde jen. cos she make fewer mistakes i guess.
then im like damn scared but i dun dare to tell jen
cos i scared i influence her. then this match we won.
so half fight. 2-2. damn-it last match i was soooo
scared like dunno wad i dun dare to do anything wrong
i already tot we will lose liao. then who noes.
we thrashed them 11-2. ohwells. then i went back to sit
down and started crying. i mean wadder hell. im so
scared and i dun dare to tell jen and im trying to act jian qiang.
thats alot for me to take lorh. so i cant help it and
broke down right there. i dun gie a damn anymore.
i won and thats it.
then went to the canteen to buy drink
the wadever school de teacher i/c come over and say
my coach.
" how can he be so fierce?" , " when the player is down,
he should encourage them", " he shouldnt scolde you all so fiercely."
and i told him with a smiling face. "he's juz nervous
too." and i was like so damn angry can. i mean, I AM
the one who got scolded, not HIM. so why he wanna come
sy anything when i didnt say anything? i told jennings "
wads his prob? i like being scolded cannot izzit?"
and not scolding the players like wad coach did when
they lost is wad he say. 'he should encourage them."
yea, and see wad happened? they encourage and THEY LOSE.
bloody. he have no damn right to say the way my
coach scolds me. its none of his business larh rite.
now its down to nanyang. we are already 2nd in west zone.
if we win nanyang, we get 1st. but lemme tell you.
its like almost impossible man. wells. i will still
try my best. (: anyway, my coach lemme scream at him after
the match to bu chang...haha
--sinyee
WE HAVE WON THE WAR!
my ankle suddenly feel painful...dunno wad
prob. wahh then go there feel even more
stressed larh. jennings today oso not on form.
then i damn scared i keep saying i will lose the match.
ohwells. started training with lijie. was pretty
ok larh. i was damn scared already.
then zhijun play first singles. she oso very scared.
she won 3-2. then its like my turn. and im bloody scared
although pei qi told me i would win. i mean LIKE REAL.
didnt play with pei qi's sis. wadever. then me and jennings
won the first match. then dunno why second match
we lost. got screamed at by coach. and everyone
was like looking at me. i damn scared jennings will cry.
go back for third match, missed a few balls and
ended up losing again. this time coach shouted
at me very very loud. ME ONLY. i dunno why
he didnt scolde jen. cos she make fewer mistakes i guess.
then im like damn scared but i dun dare to tell jen
cos i scared i influence her. then this match we won.
so half fight. 2-2. damn-it last match i was soooo
scared like dunno wad i dun dare to do anything wrong
i already tot we will lose liao. then who noes.
we thrashed them 11-2. ohwells. then i went back to sit
down and started crying. i mean wadder hell. im so
scared and i dun dare to tell jen and im trying to act jian qiang.
thats alot for me to take lorh. so i cant help it and
broke down right there. i dun gie a damn anymore.
i won and thats it.
then went to the canteen to buy drink
the wadever school de teacher i/c come over and say
my coach.
" how can he be so fierce?" , " when the player is down,
he should encourage them", " he shouldnt scolde you all so fiercely."
and i told him with a smiling face. "he's juz nervous
too." and i was like so damn angry can. i mean, I AM
the one who got scolded, not HIM. so why he wanna come
sy anything when i didnt say anything? i told jennings "
wads his prob? i like being scolded cannot izzit?"
and not scolding the players like wad coach did when
they lost is wad he say. 'he should encourage them."
yea, and see wad happened? they encourage and THEY LOSE.
bloody. he have no damn right to say the way my
coach scolds me. its none of his business larh rite.
now its down to nanyang. we are already 2nd in west zone.
if we win nanyang, we get 1st. but lemme tell you.
its like almost impossible man. wells. i will still
try my best. (: anyway, my coach lemme scream at him after
the match to bu chang...haha
--sinyee
WE HAVE WON THE WAR!
Sunday, February 19
wahh..today so slack lorh...didnt manage to
make cookies...cos i dun have enough butter.
then pia the eng ppt. budden suddenly the screen
got something one patch white white block
the screen then i cant see... then no suddenly ok liao.
gonna pia that damn proj...wahh sian...
didnt even manage to do hw. only finish 2.1 and sci
correction...argh!!
--sinyee
make cookies...cos i dun have enough butter.
then pia the eng ppt. budden suddenly the screen
got something one patch white white block
the screen then i cant see... then no suddenly ok liao.
gonna pia that damn proj...wahh sian...
didnt even manage to do hw. only finish 2.1 and sci
correction...argh!!
--sinyee
wells...down to making cookies again today
le...20 for dixon and another 20 for jennings.
>jennings: hey. now i give you one box liao
hor, no matter wad we hafta win nanhua okaes?
ok...i must win the war...cos im falling behind...
and im despo to catch up...wadever..we win
nanhua then got KFC liao..hahas..nice..
tmr b boys against hci..b gals against dunearn
which i heard very strong now....lets hope we
all win the war...(:
today's a sian day...stay at home and do hw
i damn scared i will flunk all my subjects
cos now i find all of them so boring and difficult
to concentrate on that i can fall asleep at every lesson.
wahh..sci test next week..i haven even study...
if its tmr then i die. if it's wednesday,
how do i bloody study??? tournament
reach home already like 7 or 8 liao lorh..
die ding le...
--sinyee
jennings and celestine; we will win the war (:
le...20 for dixon and another 20 for jennings.
>jennings: hey. now i give you one box liao
hor, no matter wad we hafta win nanhua okaes?
ok...i must win the war...cos im falling behind...
and im despo to catch up...wadever..we win
nanhua then got KFC liao..hahas..nice..
tmr b boys against hci..b gals against dunearn
which i heard very strong now....lets hope we
all win the war...(:
today's a sian day...stay at home and do hw
i damn scared i will flunk all my subjects
cos now i find all of them so boring and difficult
to concentrate on that i can fall asleep at every lesson.
wahh..sci test next week..i haven even study...
if its tmr then i die. if it's wednesday,
how do i bloody study??? tournament
reach home already like 7 or 8 liao lorh..
die ding le...
--sinyee
jennings and celestine; we will win the war (:
Saturday, February 18
today went to causeway point to watch i
not stupid too. sad sriel didnt come. ):
the show was so damn touching. i cried.
i dun believe it myself too. i was still betting with jin
that i so WILL NOT cry. ahh...then went to
shop around but geog proj is cancelled. im
really scared of the nanhua match... REALLY.
ohh shit...pls pls pls lemme win the war.....
--sinyee
jennings and celestine; doubles pro. (really?)
not stupid too. sad sriel didnt come. ):
the show was so damn touching. i cried.
i dun believe it myself too. i was still betting with jin
that i so WILL NOT cry. ahh...then went to
shop around but geog proj is cancelled. im
really scared of the nanhua match... REALLY.
ohh shit...pls pls pls lemme win the war.....
--sinyee
jennings and celestine; doubles pro. (really?)
Friday, February 17
ok. dun feel like blogging bout the c boys match.
only say. they won unity 3-2. almost lost.
all cos of yu fan , "the man of the match" quoted by
yu jie that we won. ok wadever. then they totally got thrashed
by nan hua 1-4. they damn strong larh....
ok nvm. i changed my link liao..the previous one too long.
wah next week v.s nanhua...dunno whether will
win anot...im scared...
--sinyee
WE WILL WIN THE WAR...(TRY TO)
only say. they won unity 3-2. almost lost.
all cos of yu fan , "the man of the match" quoted by
yu jie that we won. ok wadever. then they totally got thrashed
by nan hua 1-4. they damn strong larh....
ok nvm. i changed my link liao..the previous one too long.
wah next week v.s nanhua...dunno whether will
win anot...im scared...
--sinyee
WE WILL WIN THE WAR...(TRY TO)
Wednesday, February 15
wahh..sorry nv update ytd..but i think no one really
cares larh rite...wadever. the reason i didnt update
ytd was cos i dun dare come online cos my mum scolded me
like mad cos she say i online until very late. ok. that. i
forget it. then ytd i return home from tornament and
she scolded me again fr nothing. wth. i dunno wads
her prob. anyway WE HAVE WON THE WAR (:
ytd our team's morale was like damn low, i think
close friends will noe why...DUN TELL... SHHH!!!
then summore coach so pissed...anyway we won
4-1 cos the teacher i/c wanted to put two sec
1s who nv play doubles tgt before to play. so in the end
they made blunders and there goes our point.
but the c boys finally zheng qi le. they won 5-0!
although i didnt stay for the match cos i was so tired...
and ytd was a very nice v.day! received alot of chocos
and alot of things i love so much...wahaha
i got the hair pin i want...thanks doudoubing! <3 u
n today went lot 1 and bought the hair pin again.
in a different colour though. cos i simply adore them.
haha...i felt so bad i didnt go support pei qi today lorh.
cos no one accompany e then pei qi tell me dun go
alone lorh. then they going at 1.30 i came out from class
to jia you for them budden they already go liao
lorh! wth. damn sad larh. pei qi haven tell me the score yet
lorh...wahh....we must win...i next tuesday v.s nanhua
then got a high possibility i will be against pei qi's sister!
i mean. imagine! your fav. senior's sister! im so
gonna thrash her man. IN THE PRESENCE OF PEI QI.
wadever. i was damn scared when i played unity ytd.
but we won beautifully and that's basically
the point of everything. ok..sian...
--sinyee
WE HAVE WON THE WAR...(:
cares larh rite...wadever. the reason i didnt update
ytd was cos i dun dare come online cos my mum scolded me
like mad cos she say i online until very late. ok. that. i
forget it. then ytd i return home from tornament and
she scolded me again fr nothing. wth. i dunno wads
her prob. anyway WE HAVE WON THE WAR (:
ytd our team's morale was like damn low, i think
close friends will noe why...DUN TELL... SHHH!!!
then summore coach so pissed...anyway we won
4-1 cos the teacher i/c wanted to put two sec
1s who nv play doubles tgt before to play. so in the end
they made blunders and there goes our point.
but the c boys finally zheng qi le. they won 5-0!
although i didnt stay for the match cos i was so tired...
and ytd was a very nice v.day! received alot of chocos
and alot of things i love so much...wahaha
i got the hair pin i want...thanks doudoubing! <3 u
n today went lot 1 and bought the hair pin again.
in a different colour though. cos i simply adore them.
haha...i felt so bad i didnt go support pei qi today lorh.
cos no one accompany e then pei qi tell me dun go
alone lorh. then they going at 1.30 i came out from class
to jia you for them budden they already go liao
lorh! wth. damn sad larh. pei qi haven tell me the score yet
lorh...wahh....we must win...i next tuesday v.s nanhua
then got a high possibility i will be against pei qi's sister!
i mean. imagine! your fav. senior's sister! im so
gonna thrash her man. IN THE PRESENCE OF PEI QI.
wadever. i was damn scared when i played unity ytd.
but we won beautifully and that's basically
the point of everything. ok..sian...
--sinyee
WE HAVE WON THE WAR...(:
Monday, February 13
wahh...tmr is the tournament! WE WILL WIN
THE WAR! ahh wadever larh. tmr is v.day.
sian. spent like close to 20 bucks or more than
buying presents for only 5 person...haha...
im gonna tell you wad i buy for them. i can
say, i mafe cookies for pei qi, SMTH for
ariel, SMTH for josephine, SMTH for pei shi,
SMTH for veron and SMTH for yeejin...ok lame
but they are all different SMTHs haha...
sorry for those i nv get anything for...i on
a tight budget...wahaha..sorry...and now i owe
dixon 20 cookies cos he won hua yi and yuan ching
in the tournament with set score 3-0. haha. pro.
to day swimming so bull lorh. changed a coach
for one lesson and the bloody coach wasted our time
like hell. keep on teaching us things we already learnt
and when we tell him he didnt even care. wadever.
me yanyi and shuhui spent the lesson cursing him..
wahaha...ok i noe im mean. and pei qi will go support me tmr!
jennings! you better keep quiet bout me eating those things!
later she decapitate me arh..haha shhhh!!!
then after school got training...i trained with jennings
and she kept complaining that she's tired.
so i said. if we thrash jun hao and kam seng, then
she can go home immediately. and wow.
motivation really does alot...we really thrashed them 3-0.
wahaha...ok nvm. i trained with sherry and
it was damn fun..i hope i was singles. dun needa
care bout wrong court. then she kapt smacking me and i kept
serving weird balls she dunno how to catch.
then went home with sherry, jun hao and jie ren. wahh
jie ren made a dirty joke on the mrt. :
somebody went to the restaurant and saw a spoon and
a knife but no fork. so he went to the counter and said"
can i fork on my table?" and the person said " no
you cant FORK (F**K) on your table. everybody
wants to fork on their table.
and i rolled my eyes
then he went to i-forgot-where and ordered two piece.
then the person only gave him one piece so he went to
the counter and said" i want TO PISS (two piece)
on my plate." and the person said " no,
you cant PISS on ur plate, you do that in the toilet!"
but that person insisted " i want TO PISS on my plate!"
and me and jun hao was bursting with laughter and
sherry got no reaction. then he started again.
that person went to a hotel and he saw only one sheet
of blanket on the bed. so he went to reception and said "
i want TO SHIT (two sheets) on my bed" and the
person replied, alarmed" you cant shit on your bed!"
and me and jun hao dying with laughter already and
sherry STILL has no reaction. then later i realise why,
cos she didnt understand wad jie ren was saying.
and i guess she forgot she was in an mrt too. she went
very loudly" WAD SHIT ON THE PLATE, WAD PISS ON THE BED?"
ok for one thing, its supposed to be THE OTHER WAY round
and almost everyone turned to look at her. me and jun hao already laugh like
we cant stand straight. then i was begging sherry to
stop saying anything but she went on "WAD PISS ON THE BED?"
wahh sai, you bet that cracked me up...haha
--sinyee
WE WILL WIN THE WAR!!!=))
THE WAR! ahh wadever larh. tmr is v.day.
sian. spent like close to 20 bucks or more than
buying presents for only 5 person...haha...
im gonna tell you wad i buy for them. i can
say, i mafe cookies for pei qi, SMTH for
ariel, SMTH for josephine, SMTH for pei shi,
SMTH for veron and SMTH for yeejin...ok lame
but they are all different SMTHs haha...
sorry for those i nv get anything for...i on
a tight budget...wahaha..sorry...and now i owe
dixon 20 cookies cos he won hua yi and yuan ching
in the tournament with set score 3-0. haha. pro.
to day swimming so bull lorh. changed a coach
for one lesson and the bloody coach wasted our time
like hell. keep on teaching us things we already learnt
and when we tell him he didnt even care. wadever.
me yanyi and shuhui spent the lesson cursing him..
wahaha...ok i noe im mean. and pei qi will go support me tmr!
jennings! you better keep quiet bout me eating those things!
later she decapitate me arh..haha shhhh!!!
then after school got training...i trained with jennings
and she kept complaining that she's tired.
so i said. if we thrash jun hao and kam seng, then
she can go home immediately. and wow.
motivation really does alot...we really thrashed them 3-0.
wahaha...ok nvm. i trained with sherry and
it was damn fun..i hope i was singles. dun needa
care bout wrong court. then she kapt smacking me and i kept
serving weird balls she dunno how to catch.
then went home with sherry, jun hao and jie ren. wahh
jie ren made a dirty joke on the mrt. :
somebody went to the restaurant and saw a spoon and
a knife but no fork. so he went to the counter and said"
can i fork on my table?" and the person said " no
you cant FORK (F**K) on your table. everybody
wants to fork on their table.
and i rolled my eyes
then he went to i-forgot-where and ordered two piece.
then the person only gave him one piece so he went to
the counter and said" i want TO PISS (two piece)
on my plate." and the person said " no,
you cant PISS on ur plate, you do that in the toilet!"
but that person insisted " i want TO PISS on my plate!"
and me and jun hao was bursting with laughter and
sherry got no reaction. then he started again.
that person went to a hotel and he saw only one sheet
of blanket on the bed. so he went to reception and said "
i want TO SHIT (two sheets) on my bed" and the
person replied, alarmed" you cant shit on your bed!"
and me and jun hao dying with laughter already and
sherry STILL has no reaction. then later i realise why,
cos she didnt understand wad jie ren was saying.
and i guess she forgot she was in an mrt too. she went
very loudly" WAD SHIT ON THE PLATE, WAD PISS ON THE BED?"
ok for one thing, its supposed to be THE OTHER WAY round
and almost everyone turned to look at her. me and jun hao already laugh like
we cant stand straight. then i was begging sherry to
stop saying anything but she went on "WAD PISS ON THE BED?"
wahh sai, you bet that cracked me up...haha
--sinyee
WE WILL WIN THE WAR!!!=))
Sunday, February 12
i dunno wads wrong with him. he doesnt seem
like the person i remembered all along.
wads the matter? he juz refuses to tell
me. said i wont understand. well, if you didnt try
to explain anything at all to me, how can i understand?
how am i supposed to understand when you juz
gave me tha weird attitude and talked so
much crap and i dun even get wad you meant.
pls. i wanna noe wads bugging you. im sure
i would understand. pretty sure. if you want
me to say yes, you've got to explain everything
and let me gain the trust in you again.
--sinyee
we will win the war...(:
like the person i remembered all along.
wads the matter? he juz refuses to tell
me. said i wont understand. well, if you didnt try
to explain anything at all to me, how can i understand?
how am i supposed to understand when you juz
gave me tha weird attitude and talked so
much crap and i dun even get wad you meant.
pls. i wanna noe wads bugging you. im sure
i would understand. pretty sure. if you want
me to say yes, you've got to explain everything
and let me gain the trust in you again.
--sinyee
we will win the war...(:
wahh...second post for today. i baked cookies
on my own today! wahaha..it came out double the size
of wad we made during home econs. i wont
say it was a failure, in fact, its pretty much
a success. it tastes so nice now i dun feel like
giving them to pei qi anymore! wahaha...ohwells.
hope she likes it anyway...whee...my bro says
it's famous amos standard. ok its not THAT good
larh ok juz mebbe, a little close...haha...im so
happy...wahahas...
--sinyee
and im outta my mind...
on my own today! wahaha..it came out double the size
of wad we made during home econs. i wont
say it was a failure, in fact, its pretty much
a success. it tastes so nice now i dun feel like
giving them to pei qi anymore! wahaha...ohwells.
hope she likes it anyway...whee...my bro says
it's famous amos standard. ok its not THAT good
larh ok juz mebbe, a little close...haha...im so
happy...wahahas...
--sinyee
and im outta my mind...
Saturday, February 11
im ok. im alright. i will continue to lead
2c and strive to lead them well. even though
i still think that im shi bai but after looking
at all the positive remarks i realised not
everyone hates me. i will continue with my
"battle with the morning assembly crowd".
pls assist me. passer-by...can you pls pls pls
reveal who you are??? im glad you are tagging
positive remarks...thanks everyone...
--sinyee
2c and strive to lead them well. even though
i still think that im shi bai but after looking
at all the positive remarks i realised not
everyone hates me. i will continue with my
"battle with the morning assembly crowd".
pls assist me. passer-by...can you pls pls pls
reveal who you are??? im glad you are tagging
positive remarks...thanks everyone...
--sinyee
Friday, February 10
its late le. but im not asleep.i guess no one
comes to this blog anymore. except for the
few occasional taggers. well, better. i can post
things i dun dare to post in the past.
i find that im such a useless and shi bai
chairperson. i have not led the clas well at all.
they dun wanna listen to me and i have to always
shout at them and they hate me ):
i dunno wads the problem. im juz so useless.
im not as good as ariel. i noe that. i noe you ppl
will compare me with ariel, yes, but pls, dun
think the the chairperson noes everything.
it's not true. i'm a human too. and i've had enough.
wad with all the tournament stress, i am already missing
some not-so-impt lessons. i miss out on things and
i dun think ppl bother telling me wad they are.
everyone likes to ask me questions bout all kinds of
things. homework and whatsoever. i try my best to
answer your question but you must noe. im
not a know-it-all. i think it's perfectly ok for a
chairperson to not noe smth. i dun see wads wrong with
that. im fed up of you ppl always thinking that
you can blame everything on me juz because im cp.
you dun come in late from break and think that its
ok juz because i m oso late for coming to class. it's still wrong.
there's so much hw i totally dun undestand
wad hell mak is talking bout. all those
projects and homework are alreay eough to drive me crazy.
and today, she blamed me for the class not handing
in their work on time. im so fed up with this kind of
blaming. remember that small piece of newspaper
stuck on the board? and ang said that if not one admits
who did it, she is gonna punish the chairperson. wth.
i dun think that this is at all fair to me. you ppl jus nv seem
to realise that i will be held responsible for wadever foolish
acts you ppl commit. yes of course you will be scolded but
it's after the teacher is done with the cp.
wad are all the subject reps for?
ka ying is the science rep. she is supposed to noe which lab we
are supposed to go to if it's a lab lesson. but why is SHE asking ME?
doesnt anyone understand that as a subject rep. you have
the responsibility to find out the info for the class and not juz ask the cp?
knowing where we are supposed to go for science lesson
is not wad i call "a cp's job" it is the science rep's job. and that's it.
another one is the art rep. we always find ourselves going
down to the art rom during art and find that we are
stuck outside. the art rep should automatically go look
for the teacher and not wait for ME to tell you and still
act blur after that. you should go and look for the teacher
if he/she is late for class like wad ariel did when mr lee didnt
come to class one day. i feel that you ppl jus lack the
responsibility and importance of your job. every role in the
class committee counts. the class is not juz made up of
the chairperson and deputy. which anyway, the deputy is useless too.
every morning, i can go downstairs and spend like forever to
get you ppl to get into line and shut up for once and when
i get to the back i will still see ppl standing around. well,
that bloody deputy is supposed to assist me and get them to
go into the line and shut up but all he did was stand there and
sometimes, ridiculous as it seems, talks along with them.
i tell you all, im sick of being blamed by the teacher 4 things
i didnt do. i have to clear up after you ppl everytime you
are late going down or didnt bring that consent form.
i always get scolded. i dun even see the deputy getting scolded.
for crying out loud, pls. subject reps, everyone. CAN YOU
PPL PLS MAKE MY LIFE EASIER??? im starting to hate school
more and more. to see that most of the class is gone when
i bring you ppl down for morning asembly. andTHAT'S MY FAULT TOO.
the walking speed of you ppl is jus plain ridiculously SLOW.
i dun get why you ppl cant juz shut up for a while. it's not
as if you wil nv have another chance to tal to your
friends. that's bloody rubbish. i've had ENOUGH. :
--sinyee
comes to this blog anymore. except for the
few occasional taggers. well, better. i can post
things i dun dare to post in the past.
i find that im such a useless and shi bai
chairperson. i have not led the clas well at all.
they dun wanna listen to me and i have to always
shout at them and they hate me ):
i dunno wads the problem. im juz so useless.
im not as good as ariel. i noe that. i noe you ppl
will compare me with ariel, yes, but pls, dun
think the the chairperson noes everything.
it's not true. i'm a human too. and i've had enough.
wad with all the tournament stress, i am already missing
some not-so-impt lessons. i miss out on things and
i dun think ppl bother telling me wad they are.
everyone likes to ask me questions bout all kinds of
things. homework and whatsoever. i try my best to
answer your question but you must noe. im
not a know-it-all. i think it's perfectly ok for a
chairperson to not noe smth. i dun see wads wrong with
that. im fed up of you ppl always thinking that
you can blame everything on me juz because im cp.
you dun come in late from break and think that its
ok juz because i m oso late for coming to class. it's still wrong.
there's so much hw i totally dun undestand
wad hell mak is talking bout. all those
projects and homework are alreay eough to drive me crazy.
and today, she blamed me for the class not handing
in their work on time. im so fed up with this kind of
blaming. remember that small piece of newspaper
stuck on the board? and ang said that if not one admits
who did it, she is gonna punish the chairperson. wth.
i dun think that this is at all fair to me. you ppl jus nv seem
to realise that i will be held responsible for wadever foolish
acts you ppl commit. yes of course you will be scolded but
it's after the teacher is done with the cp.
wad are all the subject reps for?
ka ying is the science rep. she is supposed to noe which lab we
are supposed to go to if it's a lab lesson. but why is SHE asking ME?
doesnt anyone understand that as a subject rep. you have
the responsibility to find out the info for the class and not juz ask the cp?
knowing where we are supposed to go for science lesson
is not wad i call "a cp's job" it is the science rep's job. and that's it.
another one is the art rep. we always find ourselves going
down to the art rom during art and find that we are
stuck outside. the art rep should automatically go look
for the teacher and not wait for ME to tell you and still
act blur after that. you should go and look for the teacher
if he/she is late for class like wad ariel did when mr lee didnt
come to class one day. i feel that you ppl jus lack the
responsibility and importance of your job. every role in the
class committee counts. the class is not juz made up of
the chairperson and deputy. which anyway, the deputy is useless too.
every morning, i can go downstairs and spend like forever to
get you ppl to get into line and shut up for once and when
i get to the back i will still see ppl standing around. well,
that bloody deputy is supposed to assist me and get them to
go into the line and shut up but all he did was stand there and
sometimes, ridiculous as it seems, talks along with them.
i tell you all, im sick of being blamed by the teacher 4 things
i didnt do. i have to clear up after you ppl everytime you
are late going down or didnt bring that consent form.
i always get scolded. i dun even see the deputy getting scolded.
for crying out loud, pls. subject reps, everyone. CAN YOU
PPL PLS MAKE MY LIFE EASIER??? im starting to hate school
more and more. to see that most of the class is gone when
i bring you ppl down for morning asembly. andTHAT'S MY FAULT TOO.
the walking speed of you ppl is jus plain ridiculously SLOW.
i dun get why you ppl cant juz shut up for a while. it's not
as if you wil nv have another chance to tal to your
friends. that's bloody rubbish. i've had ENOUGH. :
--sinyee
ok. the B boys returned with the utmost
glory. couldn't be better. they thrashed
fuhua 5-0 and dunearn oso 5-0. so proud
of them man. C boys muz buck up!!!
next tuesday we against unity le.
coach say wont be an easy match. so we better
dun underestimate them. if we win unity, it
would be down to nanhua.
if we win nanhua, we will get 2nd and we hafta
face nanyang to fght for first. and if we lose nanhua,
we hafta fight with fuhua again for 3rd and 4th.
wah...stress...we MUST win unity and nanhua!
then at least if we lost to nanyang we still got
2nd place and the pizza treat will be waiting for us!!!
ANTICIPATING.
pei qi has been watching wad i eat man. cant eat this
cant eat that. she say cos she dun want me to be sick for the
next match. wahahas....she muz come lorh. that
BLOODY tan still wanna change some dunno-wad
then she say she might not be able to go...BLOODY...
she MUST go!!! wahahas...still my BESTEST senior...=))
--sinyee
and im not gonna make you happy by making myself sad.
glory. couldn't be better. they thrashed
fuhua 5-0 and dunearn oso 5-0. so proud
of them man. C boys muz buck up!!!
next tuesday we against unity le.
coach say wont be an easy match. so we better
dun underestimate them. if we win unity, it
would be down to nanhua.
if we win nanhua, we will get 2nd and we hafta
face nanyang to fght for first. and if we lose nanhua,
we hafta fight with fuhua again for 3rd and 4th.
wah...stress...we MUST win unity and nanhua!
then at least if we lost to nanyang we still got
2nd place and the pizza treat will be waiting for us!!!
ANTICIPATING.
pei qi has been watching wad i eat man. cant eat this
cant eat that. she say cos she dun want me to be sick for the
next match. wahahas....she muz come lorh. that
BLOODY tan still wanna change some dunno-wad
then she say she might not be able to go...BLOODY...
she MUST go!!! wahahas...still my BESTEST senior...=))
--sinyee
and im not gonna make you happy by making myself sad.
Thursday, February 9
ok. i received the results for the C boys
tournament today. we won but not too good.
only the singles won, the doubles lost. so it's 3-2.
oh wells...i guess it's ok...but juz hope that
they can continue and get into top 16 for nationals'.
ok. whatever. tmr got training. DARREN im telling
you, i WONT let you find me de! humph! haha
try it man. you sit in the canteen all day oso
no use...at most i dun go break and pon cca...
LIKE REAL. ok mebbe you will find me...but im
ginna make you very buay song! haha! okok
im joking larh....
i dun care bout that already larh. it's juz pretty
plain childish to get angry for that. even though it
ia pretty mean. wells, im not gonna make myself
angry or wadever. and cough like mad...
wells...pei qi, still my BESTEST senior...haha
muz come watch me on tuesday! i need your support...
wahaha....(:
--sinyee
tournament today. we won but not too good.
only the singles won, the doubles lost. so it's 3-2.
oh wells...i guess it's ok...but juz hope that
they can continue and get into top 16 for nationals'.
ok. whatever. tmr got training. DARREN im telling
you, i WONT let you find me de! humph! haha
try it man. you sit in the canteen all day oso
no use...at most i dun go break and pon cca...
LIKE REAL. ok mebbe you will find me...but im
ginna make you very buay song! haha! okok
im joking larh....
i dun care bout that already larh. it's juz pretty
plain childish to get angry for that. even though it
ia pretty mean. wells, im not gonna make myself
angry or wadever. and cough like mad...
wells...pei qi, still my BESTEST senior...haha
muz come watch me on tuesday! i need your support...
wahaha....(:
--sinyee
Wednesday, February 8
Monday, February 6
i didnt go to school today. actually got up
at the usual time and took my temp. great.
37.7 i can go. so i got ready and changed and
everything and took my temp later again and
it went up to 38. so i stayed home. and now my
temp is 36.5 fa leng izzit...so sian. today missed
extra training le larh. tmr is the tournament!
wah so nervous man....i hope can win sia....
so sian stay home nth to do...dunno how much i missed
not going to school today...well, im so gonna
turn up tmr...it's the tournament man!
thinking bout it makes me tensed...
--sinyee
at the usual time and took my temp. great.
37.7 i can go. so i got ready and changed and
everything and took my temp later again and
it went up to 38. so i stayed home. and now my
temp is 36.5 fa leng izzit...so sian. today missed
extra training le larh. tmr is the tournament!
wah so nervous man....i hope can win sia....
so sian stay home nth to do...dunno how much i missed
not going to school today...well, im so gonna
turn up tmr...it's the tournament man!
thinking bout it makes me tensed...
--sinyee
Sunday, February 5
Subscribe to:
Posts (Atom)