chinese new year ytd. totally dun have that
kind of festive mood. TOTALLY NOT.
i oso dunno why. last time we will go
to my grandma's hse then we will play or
wadever there and it's ALWAYS very fun.
but ytd went there, collect ang baos then go.
like so WAD THE CAN? haiya...sian lorh.
then go m'sia oso. i always adore going there
budden oso this yr i didnt enjoy it AT ALL.
haiix....

didnt sleep last nite. went to my cousin's
hse for the nite with 3 other cousins. then we went
to their gate to watch the ppl playing with
fireworks then her boyfriend came and
we chatted with them until like 7 in the morning then
go sleep...haha i think thats the best part of
this whole trip there.

come bck at bout 7pm today. realised i've
got LOADS of hw undone. and tmr my relatives all
coming then i doubt i can do the hw lorh...
summore i came bak with a flu and severe cough...
haix...tournament coming already lorh...
i cant fall sick juz yet....hope i wont larh. i wont give up
the chance to play no matter WHAT.

this yr's ang bao money extra little. i so money-faced...
ya larh....my father still wanna gimme dunno wad cross
country trng..i sure die one lorh...then pia all those
proj...thats y i think i might not be able to
post much nowadays...ya...i think thats
bout all larh...gotta go do hw...HAIX....

--sinyee

ok...today went back to my pri school!
ok fine. not many ppl went back...only me,
haixin, joselin, leanna, sara and yee chuang.
then me and haixin waited for leanna, jose and
sara for like 45min. then we went back and
talked to the teachers. and created lotsa
laughs! haha...and talking to ms yeo bout
our "gay" maths teacher mr loke. haha.
then i went to the hall to see my fellow table
tennis friends...haha..sad to see that they
are not very good, honestly.
then dunno why i nv see the usual coach. i mean
my coach. instead i saw another guy and my teacher
say ts cos our coach have some prob in registering
in MOE or smth liddat then hafta get another
one temporarily.sad larh...

talked alot of crap theer then whenwe left the
school already very late...then
me , haixin, jose and leanna still go to the
nearby playground and talk summore. until 7.15
then go home...haha then got a stupid headache...
lalalas...lotsa hw and proj!!! gonna go crazy man!
hahas...

--sinyee

er...ok changed another skin cos the previous
one the layout pretty squeezy larh...then my tagboard
disappears...ok free to gimme any comments kayy..

this thing aside, i noe who was the person who
wants me down and i already half-guessed
this person...nvm...the most idiotic things
happened today man...so stupid. that jun hao
sprained his ankle while running back to class
to get his reading material and according
to him he was "running at X-speed" when he
sprained it. and so he was late for IRP. then the teacher
dun believe his story and he asked to see me.
then he want me to observe jun hao and see whether
he is really sprained or fake. then i hafta report
to him duribg recess...and he told me wad "as a
student leader we should uphold justice and....."
oh my...he told me not to tell jun hao but he dunno that
jun hao seats beside me...lol then i go report
and he still dun believe and want me to observe him
for the rest of the day. i mean come'on larh!
HE THINKS I GOT NTH BETTER TO DO?
jun hao didnt even go cca lorh...

then after that i reached home it was bout 7.15pm
then i received this totally crap call from ang

ang: sinyee, you ppl heard the announcements
today rite? you all noe wad to bring for hui chun?
me: uh-huh.
ang: is your house close to any stationery store?
me: no.
ang: how far izzit away?
me: 10 min walk.
ang: oh can you help me buy 10 bottles of ink for hui
chun? it costs about $4 a bottle
me: ...
ang: do you have money?
me: NO NO NO
ang: nvm, you borrow from your father.

and im desperately seeking help at that time. then
suddenly received another call that she tell me
dun needa buy liao. then im like "huh, nvm larh
i can try to get for you" and she say dun need. i put the receiver
down and said WOOHOO~ haha...

--sinyee

i juz dunno wads becoming of me...today i
heard some very unhappy things...someone
in my class wants me to GET DOWN from
my chairperson's seat. i dunno whoever that
someone is. and i dun wanna noe either.
wadever he/she said was for me to be a
chairperson for a month, then kick me down.
FINE. since you ppl hate me so much. go tell
ang that you dun want me to continue being the chair.
i dunno wad i did for you ppl to hate
me so much. but wadever i did. it's not wrong.
if it's regarding the lining up business
every morning, then well. im sorry to say.
you ppl forced me to raise my voice cos i was ignored
when i talk to you ppl nicely. you ppl were supposed
to line up and that's it. i dunno how anybody
can get majorly pissed at this matter...if
it's cos of SOMETHING ELSE. wadever that matter
is. you are welcomed to spit it out on my tagboard.
pls. i really wanna noe where i went wrong.
im juz not someone who scolds pl for the thrill of eveything
cos that's juz plain sadistic. mebbe you ppl didn't
notice me calling out nicely at first then well, thats the
whole point of why i hafta raise my voice...

i dun want it to turn out this way. pls.
you ppl juz NEVER understand...pls.pls. pls

--sinyee

i feel so weird...so not myself...juz wad the
hell is happening? i dun want it to be like this...
everything's changed...i dun want it to stay this
way...i want this BACK TO NORMAL.
i juz dun understand why izzit so difficult to do
things i tell you to. i dun understand why izzit
that i am unable to control myself and i hafta
unleash that rage in me...i dun get it.

im always left alone. and its so true.
its always like this and they sun bother or
even notice. fine. im better off alone.
like real. always i say i have many things to tell
jin and winn...but when i really get to them
and i have that chance to spill everything, i
dunno wad say...its juz kinda weird.
i dunno how all this things can happen to me.
and i think you ppl dun understand wad im posting now...
its all weird...

--sinyee

hey. jos kicked herself outta here.
its none of my busines...haha
you shoud have seen her...she totally hauled her
ass outta this place...woohoo...
jkjk

--sinyee

wah...dunno how long nv come and blog liao...
nowadays dun really feel like blogging and
sometimes quite busy...cos from ytd onwards,
my cca will unofficially end at 6p.m. sian diao
lorh...cos tournament coming and im not the
reserve! yays! haha...now i everyday oso
superly pissed at some time of the day...the class
larh...so dun co-op with me...every morning
take their own aweet time to get outta the class
and on the way down oso dilly-dally. then the
class always kana break then they blame
chairperson. liddat still nvm. stand there already
waiting for morning assembly to start still stand
together in a crowd and talk and talk non-stop.
im not forbidding you ppl to talk. but can you ppl
pls limit to talking to the ppl in front or behind you?
you can juz turn yourself. and i dun mind.
but not when everyone is standing around and create a big
mess. especially some* ppl...talk and talk like
they dun have another chance to talk. wad the larh.


then dun wanna listen to me talk. and when i raise
my voice and scold you ppl, ppl say i very fierce and
not good. even more wad the. i expect you ppl to
listen to me talk whether you like it anot. cos you
have to. always there is announcements dun wanna listen
then cant hear. in the end nv bring anything then again
chairperson's fault. i dunno wad is the prob with you ppl.
why cant you ppl hurry up go out of the class and hafta
take your own sweet time? go out a bit faster will die
one izzit? dun talk for a while will die izzit? NO RITE????


im so sick and tired and receiving the same smses
every nite asking me this and that which i dunno.
then some* ppl will say "you chairperson leh, dunno meh"
ok larh. i think not knowing the answers to your qns is
totally not my prob. i can even tolerate the similar smses
but why do you* hafta add that spiteful sentence behind?
its all very unfair lorh. whoever the hell told you
that the chairperson noes everything? listening to
announcements you ppl cant hear mebbe cos you are too far back
which i dun think so cos im the LAST person, or you
are totally not interested thinking that you can
get the info from me later. i mean come on larh. wad if,
im unable to catch wadever the teacher is saying?
cos im right at the end of the line. then all of us die
together larh? happy?

you think i very happy to scold you all meh? scold
ppl need energy one you noe? its very tiring
and sian to go to school everyday and continue
the routine. line up, kana scold, unhappy...
i really dun wanna scold you all one lorh.
im sure you ppl oso dun wanna get scolded one
rite? i mean who likes? sadistic arh?
then you ppl can juz listen to me and you
dun needa kana scold and i oso dun needa scold you.
its a win-win situation. sometimes when i scold you
ppl rite, you all really deserve it lorh. i dun scold ppl
for not reason. very fun meh? i tried telling you ppl nicely
every morning. but who the hell listened and really went
out to line up? 1 or 2? so im forced to raise my voice and get
pissed. so dun blame me or gimme that pissed off
face. for all you noe, you dun have any rite to be pissed.

summore the dept chair dun even help me. how
manty of you think he actually helps me?
if you think so you better change that way of thinking cos
he freaking doesnt help AT ALL. i became chair in the first
plce cos you ppl voted me rite? even if you regret now.
its juz too bad. then you ppl should gimme the support
and LISTEN TO ME. cos i dun think that im wrong.
if you all unhappy then tell me larh. you dun tell
me then how the hell i noe you unhappy?
im not psychic ok. wherever you think i should
or shouldnt do. juz shoot and tell it.

--sinyee

ok.it's been a long time since i posted larh huh.
school started le mah then quite busy larh.
the first day wasnt too bad cos all we did was slack
larh huh. i became the new chairperson larh. nth much
larh...i juz seem to be rushing around alot more than i rmb
doing last time...and joane said she missed me standing
in front...haha veh FUNNY larh huh...i dun believe
it lorh...heh then got wad team building games
where mz acted as a model but he walked more
like a flabby piece of rubber than a model.
but nvm, we had fun, and that's basically the
point of everything lorh. now we at blk D then
at 4th floor summore. every morning climb the
stairs until i wanna die man...seriously...playing
4 hrs of table tennis isnt half as bad you noe...
then there are sec 2s and 3s in the blk and
every morning, no matter how fast 2c lines up,
there will be a mass jam in the pathways
and ended up i kana scolded...HOW FAIR larh huh.
and then certain ppl dare yo walk in front of me and
complain the line is so freaking slow larh.
then izzit the hell of my prob? i didnt cause that mas
jam larh ok. ppl who still wanna complain rite.
how bout like this? i get you pl t line up at 7.15am then
we can avoid the mass jam? sounds nice?
lol...its a disaster larh...

--sinyee