IM BACK FROM CLASS CHALET!!!



im back from my class chalet! took quite alot of
photos and had alot of fun! (: haha. actually
supposed to come back today but nobody wants
stay for another night. so we packed up
and kissed boodbye to the place.



i went to jec with jenn, pearly, rousi and jin on 29th
to celebrate my belated and jenn's advance
birthday. ate in a corner like dogs (haha) and then
we went to take neos. lazy to upload the picts. those
who want to see just come find me larh. haha.
who were being like super sacarstic over there when we
couldnt get the scissors. and it all started with pearly.
she was like "i think we need to get scissors from
popular liao leh" and i was like "walao i need to go
my class chalet one lorh". and after that jin went to
take out the scissors and we were cutting and sorting
out the neos when sherry called me. and rousi started
taking neos from my pile and i was screaming at her larh.
hahaha...then i went to CLASS CHALET!



haha. met most of the people at pasir ris mrt at 3 and then
we went to the bus stop to take the shuttle bus. but then
after very long it still hasnt come and i caled my father
and he ended up bringing the 18 of us there in 3 trips
in his car. haha it was quite a squeeze. and the first thing
the girls did when they reached there: OPEN A GAMBLING
DEN! i have evidence!





and kaying was the one who stuck out her hand and showed me
all her cards!



and then the boys arrived and set up another gambling den in
the sitting room. haha. and 2C's new found gambling king...!
LIM JIE REN! and of course, jiachen, youwei and xuanwei
doesnt seem amused when i made this statement.



>br>




we were watching office you gui and yanyi's nice feet.





this kinda spoils the mood doesnt it. watching horror movies
and dancing to their music.





settle down! thats everyone's BEAUTIFULlegs! haha. of
course mine is the darkest. xP





yanyi rolls her eyes pretty well dont you think?



at around 6, we decided to start the bbq...





yeah min zhang is the man! wahahas.





and eveyone is patiently waiting...





just who are the boys singing birthday song to???





all our delicious food! UNCOOKED. wahas.





hey! thats my father. hahaha. we still need adult
supervision! haha.



meanwhile, in the sitting room...





ariel and josephine are gaying with the marshmallows!





and so are the boys!





hahaha. yushan, pocheng and panyin are watching news?!?
po cheng looks bored though.





ehh? what is yimin thinking about?





you take my photo, i also take yours. tee hee xP





the boys are intently watching bao lian deng...





busily bbqing...





the beautiful backs of pocheng, yushan, panyin and the class tee!





yuling is so pro to sit beside the pit for the night!





fanning and fanning and still fanning...





me and esther!





ariel! improper attire is not allowed in the pool!





but..WHO CARES? haha. thats jos's hand btw.





my clique standing in the pool. and i love this pict!






r clique star! underwater that is!





and this is our clique-feet-star! haha.





peishi, why this expression?





ehh wad time only, gk is sleeping already?!?



and everyone either didnt sleep or didnt sleep well.
i mean, wad you expect larh. i didnt sleep too. we watched
final deitination 3 and i knew our class people
are all sadistic. they can laugh when someone's
head kenna chopped and they can replay that scene or
like 4 or 5 times until yanyi screams at them
to stop...mr ong is correct. we are a bunch of bian
tai kuang.


we all went to watch the sunrise at around 5plus. waited
very long but we couldnt see the sun, cos for one
thing, we dun even knw where the sun would rise! then we
saw the sky lightening but the ships blocked our view!
aww...note the diff in the sky colour within bout 15 mins






after that everyone went to macs.





jos and veron's sian diao face...



we went back and i flopped back to sleep. haha. those ppl
left for cca, boys went to LAN. arielo, xinyu and sherrie
went swimming. wenrui and ariel and veron went blading.





swimming!



we all left at around 7 cos no one wanted to stay another
night. and 2 strikes off my wishlist! i got the roxy
flips ans dangling earrings from yanyi, jos and veron.





mine is the blue one. the one left of mine is yanyi's
then ariel's then josephine's.



had fun this time round (: hope everything would turn out even
more fun if we were to have a second time. for one thing, dun leave your
underwear lying around! if you want to knw, ask me about
it ad i will tell you about it. its a bit obscene to blog about xP



SINYEE-

going to class chalet tmr! so excited! but the bad
thing is, i will be missing two or probably three
training sessions. hmm, i dun wanna miss trng!
gahh. but nvm nvm. going out with pearly, rousi,
jin and jenn to celebrate her early birthday and my
belated birthday! wahahas. i feel so loved. gee. im a
bu yao lian de ren xP packed for class chalet. ariel
came in the morning and we marinated the chicken
and made cookies! the cookies are like so nice(:
eat with melted choc tmr (: yay im so happy.
tmr will be a happy day. but gona miss trng le. sudden
change of time. then cant mke it liaox. gahh.
i hope we enjoy at the class chalet!



SINYEE-

When you were enjoying a day so much, like
my birthday, the time just passes so fast.
Just like that, my birthday is over. And i have
to wait another 365 days for the next one. But
nvm, the point is, i enjoyed myself greatly yesterday.
Much as i didnt want the day to be over, it's
impossible. Life still goes on. haha.



Photos are ready!

me and bro. the birthday people! im in a weird pose eh.




now is us and the cake! (:





my billabong pencilcase(jin & sherry), nightmate wallet(jie)
and the bottle of wishing stars from kwan jie (:




the visor i took a long time deciding to buy or not.




the converse bag(: a bit blur.




monkey stamp is the lime green one. the black one
is the monkey keychain (:




Anyway, i got this link from a tagger in choon yen's
blog. Criticising our school's student councilors
being incompetent. Saying that the vice preseident
is arrogant and ignorant. Didnt state which vice
president, but as far as im concerned, BOTH
choon yen and kwan ling are VERY VERY far from
being arrogant and ignorant. And that person was saying
that the president is a good-for-nothing. i mean,
wei guo being the president is obviously not a useless
person. just because the person failed to see the student
councilors doing things, he/she jumped to conclusions and
called student councilors a bunch of proud people
with green insignias. for one thing, its like not theor
problem if he/she doesnt see the things they are doing.
and for another, the things the studentcouncil is doing
is not do for you to see one larh. you dun see it doesnt
mean they are not doing it larh. i mean, he/she not being
a councilor dont knw anything about council affairs
right? so wad position is he/she in to make this
statement that our student council exco is useless
lah.



that person being unhappy with wad the sc nominees
have said in their campaign speech. then led it back
to the sc being useless. wad crazy thing is this?
he/she haven realised HOW GAY is the thing he/she
is saying. its really ridiculous. if you all are interested,
here s the link :http://hikari.ebloggy.com
and welcomed to look at my super long comment.



SINYEE-

i had so much fun today!!! (: so totally
enjoyed myself! special thanks to jie peiqi and peishi(:
And thanks to everyone who wished me a
happy birthday: ya larh you are first larh PEIQI! ,
peishi, jie ren, tessa, josephine, tong jing, chien ying,
ariel, veron, jennings, choon yen, ying ting, zhao wei,
haixin, kailin, mabel, yeejin, sylvia and alot of other ppl.



went to school in class tee and jeanswith peiqi to hand in the
cid report first. saw shuhui in the school when i was
somewhere around the side gate and i used my super
-duper-loud-like-hell voice to shout her name. so
i went "SHUHUIIII!" hahaha maybe i freaked peiqi
out. wahahas. then went to commonwealth mrt station
to meet uo with peeshee! (: hahaha we talked and gayed so
much in the mrt that we missed city hall interchange
and went on to kallang! (ok, go on, laugh all you want xP)
then i was like "ehh? i dun remember last time go orchard
got pass by kallang one leh" then i looked at the route
map and realised we went wrong place! haha. so stupid
right. I KNW.



when we reached orchard, first stop! takashimaya's art friend.
met yimin, sherrie and joanne there. super fascinated by
the so many guai guai things they have there. haha
we spent a long time looking at those stuffs. man, was
that fun...after that we decided to go heeren. went to
converse and saw the bag. haha, had an inner conflict
of whether im going to buy. in the end decided to go action
city fitst then consider. action city was super fun!
me and peeshee wanted to share a mokozi but nv buy that
in the end. shared a monkey stamp with her and a
monkey keychain with jie. wahas im getting addicted to
monkeys (: then went back to converse and the angel
and devil fight and fight in my mind. until the devil
cannot take it and give in to the angel. hahas, jie and peeshee
knws wad i mean. (: so got the bag! then wanted to
go eat so we went back to taka.haha. had a hard time
finding the kfc. we too dumb or wad. after we finish
eating already 4 liaox. ahah. then we went to the
toy town thingy in taka and peishi started aking picts of
the gundam stuff. haha thats classic !



then peishi had to go home so i went bugis with jie to
find yanyi. didnt see her in the end. we went to the parco
and saw this place called fox and i saw a nice visor!
took a long time to decide whether i should buy. but
then i die oso dun wanna try it on. then walked away
until outside the cocoa trees then the angel started
fighting with the devil and in the end, THE ANGEL
WON AGAIN! grr. aha but the devil knws that it wants
the visor too! so me and jie went back and i very very
reluctantly tried on the visor and according to jie,
i look ok. haha, i didnt dare to look myself. gee.
so another strike off my wishlist! whee! after that
we went to action city again. i think i addicted to it too.
no maybe im jst addicted to adjusting the clocks there to
may 27 saturday. hahaha. so gay larh. haha.
wahahas. then went into shibuya and looked at the
collection of the doggy with no eyes. haha jie knws wad im
talking bout. xP then after that went back.



went to jp to meet with my family at long john for dinner.
then my father brought me to all the hp shops at jp.
he getting the walkman phone w800 for me i think.
like 400+ bucks and i was saying its ex and he
insist that it isnt. lol. then after that went home.
super duper happy and hyper and high today! all start
with h. haha. alliteration you knw. LOL. ok nvm.
today is my beast birthday in 14 yrs! (:
thanks again to everyone who wished me and made my
day! (:



and thanks jie for "waiting patiently" for my post so
you can be the first to read it again xP.



SINYEE-

TODAY IS MY BIRTHDAY! (:
post number 200!



Going out with jie and peeshee later (:
get my converse bag and have fun! thanks to all
who wished me happy birthday. thru sms or
msn ya. thanks so much ! (:
blog tonight!

1 DAY TO MY BIRTHDAY.



slept at 2.30am last night. was doing the chemistry
article review until very late. i bet alot of us hates
manuka honey now. hahas. when i finished already
like 2 le. then did a little bit of my cid report.
didnt finish it. my brains and other major functions
auto shut down at 2.30 liaox. and i woke up today at
like 6.10?!? lucky my father bring me to school, or
i will be late at the last day of school. ok.



first present for the day was a nightmare before
christmas wallet! *gasps, faints* oh man, that totally
totally rocks! thanks so much jie (: and got this very
cute musical thingy from sylvia. i have smth alike.
but hers is cuter and the music is nicer (: thanks
sylvia! then sherry and yeejin came up from behind
me and gave me a billabong pencilcase! oh god, i so
love it! thanks jin and sherry (: and kwan jie's bottle of
wishing stars (: thanks to everyone who made my
day really really happy (:



my happy mood lasted until art lesson. that karmen ling arh.
say i get zero cos i forget to bring the art piece. i mean
like i was late today larh! i left it on the table in a
hurry lorh. and we were busy cursing her. given
a free period. then started worrying about the cid
report. then sort of blamed myself for not finishing
it larh. and i accidentally cut myself on purpose today.
i was just staring into space and thinking bout the report
and tracing my palm lines with the penknife. then gk
said its very dangerous and it would cut me. then i was
super pissed off cos for one thing my penknife DOESNT
cut, and another, i was tracing it like super lightly.
then i showed to him in anger that it cant cut. just
like slide my finger against the blade 3 times. and on the
third time, kenna cut liao. i knw you would be saying im huo
gai now larh. but i was really pissed. then the penknife
was rusty. the whole thing was rusty. then i went to wash up
and jun hao was jokin around that i might die cos the
knife is rusty. and peishi started crying. i knw you all
concerned larh. but i was like du diao and thinking that it
isnt a big deal. yeah well. the moral of the story is:
dn play with rusty penknives. not rusty one then go cut
for all i care xP.



then cca slacked around cos i cant hold the bat properly
with my index finger cut larh. then i went to do my
cid report. writing larh. and i have to even write with
my index finger pointing at a weird angle. and all the
words come out kenasai. then jiao lian played this
super lame game which no one really got wad he
meant. lalala anyhow.



going put with jie and peeshee tmr(: i cant wait!



SINYEE-

2 DAYS TO MY BIRTHDAY.



well well, tmr is finally FRIDAY. wahh man,
i waited for this day for like a million years =/
and tmr is my birthday eve (: yay.
i sincerely hope NOTHING ruins it at all.
surely i deserve a nice birthday eve after so much
of whatever kinda days. well, gonna chiong my
cid report and the bloody manuka honey report.
blog later if i dun sleep at 2am like last night.



i felt it already. the stress of it all. i knw
there is no way i can finish the report and
do a good job. why does it have to ruin my mood.
i have a strong feeling i will break down tonight.
i really hope it would turn out right.



SINYEE-

i lied. again.

i feel so sick after i wake up. but i like the
feeling of me just waking up. minus the feeling
sick part.cos i forgot every single thing that
i was suppose to do which isnt very good, but
then, at least im not so stressed.

3 DAYS TO MY BIRTHDAY.



Im disappointed. dun bother asking why
cos i wont tell. i haven told anyone, not anyone
at all. not you. if you could have seen my reaction,
heard my exasperation. If only...If just a small
little thing like this you didnt bother to do,
you've totally and completely let me down.
If only you have seen wad i have given up. But
of course you have not seen it, never will hear it.
Because my smile fools everyone. I have proved
you wrong. you are the one who has proved me wrong.
I could have seemed like a small thing to you,
but perhaps you should knw, even the smallest
things matters alot to me. If you have taken this
seriously enough, it was a priority to you, you wouldnt
have waited so long. If this had meant alot to you,
you wouldnt have disappointed me in the very
first place. But if you took this long to realise that
something was wrong, i guess you just dun knw me as
well as you thought. Im just disappointed, because
even you could let me down. you wont knw how i had felt
because its you, yes YOU im talking about here,
but you wouldnt knw. because i might seem perfectly
normal when i speak to you and once again, fool you.
you think that im ok. but maybe im not. you wouldnt knw.
because im normal in front of you. but im crumbling inside.
you wouldnt have seen or heard my tears cos i hid them so well.
nothing seems wrong when i talk to you. but then,
everything is wrong.



the pressure im feeling is driving me mad. soon,
i'll be like her one day. another 2 days. this
week is passing really slowly. i have no mood for
anything.pls dun ask anything. dun ask.



SINYEE-

4 DAYS TO MY BIRTHDAY.



hmm...dunno wad to blog about. today's trng
was ok...forehand improved co-ordination with
jin. didnt really dance today. started teaching
jennings, pearly and rousi to dance though.
at least some progress. jos gonna lend
me haer mp3 for the west m'sia trip (:
totally fab! yay!



west m'sia breifing tmr. physics supplementary
cancelled. wahh man. this rocks. lol okay.
cant wait for the trip. gonna receive class tee on
thursday in time for the class chalet and west m'sia
trip! yay (:



special programs on my birthday! secretxx. ahaha
excited bout it. (: hope for it to come soon.
cos it bloody marks the start of my break.



SINYEE-

I am FULLY aware of the amount of things
im supposed to finish. Im SORRY if you think
im not doing a good job. I really did try my best
to do my best at everything im supposed to.
maybe you dun see it, I dun need you to see
it. I knw i did wad im supposed to do and dun
blame me if i flare up at you when you
do smth wrong. Im just going crazy under all
this work. How much longer can i go on? and
i tell you, I DONT KNOW. i might just go
totally berserk tmr. whatever. sometimes when
you are about to just dump more work on
me, would you mind, just THINK how much
work i already have and how much work you are going
to give me. ans how much all of that adds up. and
think whether i willl be able to handle it for a moment.
because maybe you might think that i wont
be able to finish this up. maybe you would have this
humanity to understand how stressed out i am.
oh whatever.



sometimes when i think of how much work is waiting
for me to finish, you knw, i will be reduced to this super
depressed idiot. which no one can see. they wont knw.
cos my smile fools everyone. and i mean everyone.
maybe except for that few. i dun care anyway. its not
meant for you to see through. countless times,
it had always seemed impossible for me to complete
all the tasks, somehow, somehow, i can always manage
to scrape past it and survive it. many times i thought i
was totally done with and gone, and i dun knw how,
i can actually get through everything. when it all
seems so intimidating to me, yeah go hide in a corner.
and wait for it all to get you. but no, when there is
supposed to be something to look forward to, like
my birthday, a voice NEVER fails to remind me how
much work i have to finish before i can enjoy my
birthday. when it all seems impossible, going to crush
me, i get past it and again and again this cycle
repeates itself. again and again i go thru this super idiotic
phase. again and again. again and again.



who knws when i'll just fall. i've had enough i can say.
i dun knw how much longer i'll stand, how much longer
i can hold. i think i need a break. and its 4 days away.
4 days. so near yet so far. before the long break,
i was YET AGAIN reminded by everything i am supposed
to finish. and now i see why, im nv happy for
long. but i still need to push myself, life still goes on.
the 4 days will be over like all th other times, i
will survive this time and yet again, prepare myself
for the repeat after the break. more things are gonna
come up. i wont fall just YET. maybe i'll hold a little longer.
grow a little stronger. and i can handle all this. i hope.
the worst has yet to come, cos its only just
may. dun blame me for breaking down sometimes, i cant
help it either. if i dun let it out sometime, then i
dun knw wad will hppen =/ well then, this entry is
not directed at anyone. just a random post.
dun ask anything.



SINYEE-

5 DAYS TO MY BIRTHDAY.



wahh man. saw jin's mp3 already. it's zen
nano plus. i like it and its 99 bucks. blahh



i like this lime green one (: and this orange one is not bad too



i like this one larh. i just want an mp3 not an mp3 hp. im
willing to dun change my hp for another 2 yrs
even with the fading lights if i can have an mp3 for
exchange. wahhh i want zen nano plus....=/



the hp my father wanted to buy for me yesterday is this:

this k750i is not bad. going for $198
but i said no to it..hmm.. wad i actually wanted was this:



but then according to the person, the memory
of this hp only allow for about 3 songs. and iwas like
wadthehell? 3 songs still can call mp3 meh? haiya.
i just want a simple zen nano plus. and im willing to give
up my dream gadget:




iPod nano



oh rah rah rah. and i cant ANY of these stuffs. danced
till damn tired today. lotsa things to do. wah MAN.



SINYEE-

ahhhh....im SO HIGH! went out just now and
didnt see any mp3 hp that i like. hmm...and my
fatehr refused to get me an mp3 on its own.
gahh haha nvm. mp3 hp is just as nice (:
then went and bought tops and capri pants.
its quite amazing, sinc im the kind who
simply HATES trying stuffs on. i wouldnt
go try anything on which always makes my mum
so dudiao. wahahas. dunno why today went
to try without saying a word and i bought these
stuffs! luckily i last min changed my mind and
decided to go out after all! (:



then i told my mum i wanna buy this buy that then my
father asked me why i want so many things. and i
gave a stupid answer. "cos i got no clothes"
i mean like HAHA larh. i got no clothes. then my
father sot diao and say he give me 100 bucks
go buy whatever i want. and i was like O.O man.
i said i can go slap myself already. i think today
is my lucky day of something. wahas. so the
converse bag is secured! must plan properly
was i will do with the 100 bucks. whee! im highhhh~



just now watched a show damn funny one. three ninja
kids go fool three stupid adults dunno for what
cos i didnt watch the front part. and they in the end
kenna caught onto a ship and locked in a room.
then kid A starts quarrelling with kid B bout how
to go out. and kid A tells kid B "remember what
grandpa taught us? we must be friends with the
environment. thats the ninja way" and then kid B says
ok and walks over to the metal door and says
"hello mr. door, would you be my friend? would
you open up for me?" and i was laughing like mad
at how sacarstic kid B was. oh man. so funny.



then i came back and danced some more although the
muscle ache is like going to kill me larh =/ then
tmr gonna lug my cd player to school and dance
SOMEMORE. oh man, i think i'll be so scared of
dancing liaox. haha okays. done (: and i finished my hw.
i love my life. (:



SINYEE-

6 DAYS TO MY BIRTHDAY.

argh today wake up with my right eye red
and tearing non stop. and my legs hurt like
hell. i danced until dunno wad time yesterday.
keep on squatting and getting up for the blasted
breaks. wahh man. but dancing is very nice.
gay man. hurhur.

helped goh hua with physics just now. wow, actually
im not THAT stupid, i discovered. haha at least can
still help juniors. (: but dun ask me bout maths
hor. everyone knws my maths is cannot make it.
haha okay then.

going to look at hp later le. going to change to
mp3 hp. if not get an mp3 on its own. yay.
im hyped up ! haha okay. thats good.
but i sloacked so much and i didnt touch any
hw yet. wah man can die liao. going out
already. blog at night.

SINYEE-

7 DAYS TO MY BIRTHDAY.



hmm..today danced damn hiong. from
morning 9 until 11.30 then from 1.30
to 4.30pm. wahh man muscle cramp liaox.
its not kua zhang. really hiong lorh. we
chose a song and choreographed the whole song
already! no mv at all! whee! three cheers for
zhijun, sherry and yeejin! (((:



went to jp today and bought my pen and green highlighter (:
and went to look at the converse bag. brown
is nice but perhaps blue suits me more...so
yeahh, gonna get it next saturday. yanyi dun share
with me larh. i buy it myself. xP and i ate
mcflurry x) haha okay. so shall practice more
on the dance and down to work! dance is really
tiring man. we danced at playground can. then
those kids there sit around and look at us. lol.
should ask them pay for show. haha
came back home with here pain there pain
and lots of mosquito bites. rahhh...monday still doing
dance in the morning and after school. wah man.
and the super sadistic me killed a mosquito and it died
in a sadistic way. i discovered it on my ankle and
i was dancing halfway so down my palm lands
on it. PIAK! and the blood all splash out. lol ok
shall not gross you out anymore. haha



i love dancing although i suck in it!



SINYEE-

8 DAYS TO MY BIRTHDAY.



suddenly, just suddenly, i feel like im being
crushed by all the work i have to do. today i
was confirmed into the THIMUN thing and
i think it marks the start of my really busy
period. dunno whether i will survive it. this
sounds even more intimidating than the step
camp. something that involves World Bank and
IMF. all the big shots coming in and talking to you.
and my mind did a fast forward and imagined
the time my grp were to present our report.
and i imagined wad a flop it would be. cos no
matter how always perfected my proj, they all
seem to have tons and tons of mistakes and imperfections.
quite alot of planning to do for the west m'sia
trip as well.he tells me there is not turning back.
did i make the wrong choice? i dunno.
maybe im just taking more than i could manage.



today's trng was hiong like hell. or izzit just cos im too
tired? i slept at 1.30am last night. lol. i think
i almost died during trng already. tmr still got
dance. haix. i think can die right now. do i really
look like i suffer from depression? god. i dun
suffer from any form of depression at all for hell's
sake. its bloody obvious. just a little, busy. CID
report hafta finish by next week. so many things to
finish by next week. next week is my birthday week.
and all this just ruins it all.



i think im gonna perspire blood soon.



sorry if im ap-ing any of you. im really damn
stressed and i dunno wad to do. =/ i really
dun mean wad i say. maybe you all cant see it. i
dun wish any of you to see it. im not weak, but
not strong enough. my smile fools everyone.




SINYEE-

9 DAYS TO MY BIRTHDAY.



class chalet. west m'sia trip. class tee. step camp.
things just keep getting better and better.
excited about everything. im convinced 2C
will ebjoy ourselves, hopefully, in all of this school
and class-initiated activities. i wont mind to
take loads of things and hw to do if i can change
it for another class activity. i dun want us to separate.
for a reason. maybe more. isnt it an irony to
find that as ppl grow up, ppl in rv i mean, as
they grow up, they gain more academical knowledge,
but they lose their common sense. they do things they
are not supposed to. they change and become a
rule breaker. they dun listen to anybody and they
do as they wish. they turn into hopeless cases.
maybe you al dun get wad im trying to say. but im sure
some of you do. able to keep you all under control
now, but will it still be when we separate? ppl
get manipulated by negative peer pressure, nth
is impt anymore except for looking cool and blah
blah b;ah. well then. they lead a boring and meaningless
life.



macbeth test tmr. dunno wad to say. hope that the packed
school holidays will be enough for me to handle.
step camp sounds real fun, and a bit intimidating at
the same time. but whatever.



i want to do something great. change something,
somebody. if nobody is doing it, i shall. no matter
how long, how hard, i knw i did wad im supposed
to do, i will have no regrets. i live for myself.
not others.



SINYEE-

10 DAYS TO MY BIRTHDAY.



slept at 12 last night, so was a LITTLE bit
better than yesterday. went to school later
than usual and felt lucky i didnt go so early.
cos everyone studying on the 3rd and 4th floor
got locked out of their classrooms, deprived of air con
if any. finally arund 7.05am then were let into
ur classrooms.



today mr ong was damn funny. haha he keep calling me
ni3 zhe4 ge4 nv3 ren2 ! haha and we still reused to
move on on the sodium thing. today they were
talking out throwing caesium into a swimming pool.
LOL. a bunch of crazy and psychotic ppl.
and that includes me. haha.



after school went to rvtt comm meeting although im
not anyone of the comm members. lol. used jin's uhu
glue to do my cid benches. all done liaox. have zero
idea how to do the dustbins. gahh.



forget wad i wanna blog bout liao. nvm. and pls
buy me an iPod nano. hahaha im gonna buy that
converse bag! then i can bring to camp yay.
so high (: class chalet going on well so far.



SINYEE-

11 DAYS TO MY BIRTHDAY.



If you are thinking of what to get for my
birthday and cant afford anything on my
wishlist, i tell you arh. Buy me a few highlighters
or a few pens. The pens must be uni-ball signo
DX with the tip thickness of 0.38 and colour must
be blue-black. The highlighters are preferably
uniPROPUS window. Dun buy blue and pink cos
i already have. Im just giving you a suggestion.
cos these are stuffs i need. And i will equally like
these things. I wont think you are cheapo or whatever.
Dun ask me why i nv put these in my wishlist. Like
crazy larh, put this kind of stuff. Oh and another thing i
need. A ruler. Mine the markings all faded. Man im like
so pathetic until i cant go buy ruler. Too lazy to find.
Any kind is fine. Cartoon or not.



And another strike off my wishlist ! My bro bought me
my FullMetal Alchemist volume 13 today! I will
wait until may 27 then take out the plastic package.
LOL. i think im mad liao.



I cant believe im so chamm until i cant even have the
lights on when i do my hw. I was like doing more culture
research yesterday. Then my comp got some prob
that when i change the lang. to chinese, the window
will hang and then byebye. You redo it again. Then i finally
figured out some genius way to do it then finally,
went offline at 11.30pm to sort out and understand the
info there. Then i finished aroung 12.30am. Then i
so scared my father will scold me for staying up so
late, i went into my room and petended to sleep.
When actually, i was on my bed and writing the home
econs reflections.WITHOUT LIGHTS OK. The only
light source i have is like the on-and-off fading
lights of my hp. Some more my hp lights is like the same
colour as the pen ink. So i practically see nothing.
Managed to write about one third page then decided
that if i went off, i will go blind le. So i dropped down to sleep
at 1am. Homework undone, i wooke up at 4am to
do them. well then, 3 hrs of sleep. I was like a walking
corpse all day. Everything the teachers say goes in
and comes straight out. I couldnt take a single thing in.



Still got trng. The coach today kept trng me and jenn towards
the end, Then he keep on smacking the ball. Damn hard
and it hit me. Was painful like hell and he was laughing
there. Then we had the sort of pt. Then he go arrange the
barricades like 6 in a row. Placed like hurdles but quite
close to each other. Then we are suppposed to jump
like a crab, sideways, weave in and out of the 6
barricades. sec 3s v.s sec 2s and the sec 2s were
victorious this time round. 2nd round they go bloody
put me the first to compete with shibin who is like
damn fast. Then i go even faster and make me want to
puke. Then went to lag at macs for a while
then went home.



and zhi jun say what want to change the dance song.
i was like. WTH? so much for looking and learning and
trying so hard to make the dance steps look nice and now
they want to chuck everything i have done down
the drain and pick a new song and the cycle repeats
itself. and all i said was "as long as you have the mv
for me to see" like blahh. oh whatever. it will take us forever
to finish this.



The stupid hang zhou trip at the end of the
yr. i certified cannot go. my prents say i participate
in too many things which is true but why dun
they understand how impt this trng trip is for
me. it decides whether i have place in the school
team lorh. walao. they say even if i saved enough i still cannot
go. kiss goodbye to b'girls school team bah...



haix. feel damn tired. haven finish hw. gahh.
heck le. i dun want to be a lifeless person another
day longer. i rather kenna the management diary
than stay up and do hw. yeahh, thats what i say.
but HOW CAN I?!? chairp double punishment for one
thing and the things are all so rushed still
delay. courting death. well, anyway im like going to die also.
tmr still have cid meeting. should i be happy or
should i grumble? considering i ALWAYS get the
supergay-superglue on my fingers and having to
PENKNIFE them out, i guess i'll take the grumbling.



SINYEE-

12 DAYS TO MY BIRTHDAY.



wahh just received yet another call from
ms serene teo. didnt meet her in school today cos
she was out. so i hafta meet ms chia kelli tmr.
oh gahh...



today's culture presentation was so screwed
up. for those of you who didnt see through me,
i was totally nerve wrecked cos the info was with
jos. im totally just scraping everything i said from my
memory and ya, i felt like killing myself right there.
i was feeling bloody screwed okay. and that stupid
jun hao and guo kai still tried to steal my wallet.
wth.



after school waited for jin to finish her cid then went
to mac again with her and peiqi and qin hui and of
co0urse, went totally crazy there again. and i keep
banging my head on the happy meal brocure rack.
painful seh. haha okay. then i came home and started
doing the cid benches. and meddling around with
stupid toothpicks and superglue. then all my 5 fingers
on the left hand kenn superglue and i slowly
PENKNIVED them out larh. also painful. gahh.
then i penknife it a long time, and i suddenly look
up and say" sinyee ! do you knw you are wasting
your time?!?" then i stopped penkniving it and
continued doing the benches. so far only 2 and a half
done. gahh.



and i think today is like the only day i started listening
to geog lessons. omg i think i should go hell
already. argh! so many things haven finish. oh come
on wake up already! stupid girl. rahh.



today's pe damn hiong. played captain's ball with 2B
ppl. first grp one was pretty much on par. then 2nd
grp we kenna thrashed like hell larh. lucky my head nv
get hit by that bloody hard basketball. god larh. cant they
like even give us a softball or smth? arh okay.



replies to tags:



weilin> hellos linlin! hahahs.



charmaine> wahh chim words x)



peishi> do funny and thigns that can make me remember
when im blooging. hahaha



jesslyn> haha im sure that person trying to be funny.



cOw> wad mrs passerby? i nv marry that person k



Jhosy> hahah thanks alot (: i linked you le (:



jenn> sad lorh. now you knw how vulgar i am. dun come
when you feeling screwed. haha.



passer by> oh hello. welcome back LOL. crazy arh.



kexin> hellos (: linked you le (:



kwan> haha ya lorh long long time nv chat le.
yes im happy now (:



sylvia> hahah wad you implying. its 12 DAYS AWAY!



woah. is this like the first time im replying to SO MANY
ppl huh. tired liaox. haha



and the class chalet is CERTIFIED! woohoo! so great!
i love 2C man. haha i love rvtt too. random
sentence (((:



SINYEE-

14 DAYS TO MY BIRTHDAY.



today was such a busy (and fun) day! (:
woke up early in the morning to go jec do
culture proj with jos and peishi. slacked alot.
and done the stupid culture. well, most of it
anyway. and peiqi told me there was a bbq to
celebrate chien ying's birthday at
night. what a short notice larh huh. then i called
sherry, mother's day dinner. zhijun, parents
dun allow. jenn, live too far. so alone i go to
be the extra. yeahh well.



i sort of pictured it as really noisy and crowded and
lots of seniors around. but then, only jason and
chien ying were there for the sec 4s. peiqi,
shibin, stella, kahhan and dixon for the sec 3s.
me for the sec 2s and darren for the graduates.
so all in all, it wasnt eactly a "noisy and crowded"
bbq like i imagined. but then, it was still damn fun
and damn gay. i thought i would be like n extra,
but haha, i was so wrong. all my seniors were so
mice and made me laugh like hell. cracking
sadistic jokes and takind psychological tests. and of
course, guessing of birthday presents ! haha (:
and also, all that meddling with my hp with all your
oily fingers! aiyerr...and the snail thingy...it was so
very fun (:



and i left at around 10pm.
late enough for the only sec 2. haha and peiqi went
home with me. and we crapped alot all gthe way
from queenstown until lakeside larh. then
still continue some more on the phone. haha and
thanks jie for calling me ! i reached home in
one piece, thank god. haha i so love my jie (:



okay larh. damn late already. must chiong hw tmr
le. been slacking non stop for the weekend.
hahas...nvm. so log since i had so much
fun...rvtt just rock too much x)



SINYEE-

15 DAYS TO MY BIRTHDAY.



ok. i was bloody woke up by who you knw,
huh who,



MS SERENE TEO.



well blah, who knws that she will call me house
on like vesak day! and like 10am so early when me,
such a lazy girl is still sleeping. and i shouted
"walan eh, who call me at this time larh!" and i
was like super shocked when i heard its ms teo.
telling me to join some step camp thing in june.
must host the thai ppl for 3 nights. GAHH.
i dun want leh. haha



then went jp with my bro and lagged there and drove
SOMEONE crazy. hahaha...ask me about it
and i'll tell you about it xP okay nvm. im damn
bored now. haha...sian larh !!!!!



SINYEE-

16 DAYS TO MY BIRTHDAY.



my eyes damn puffy today. well blah. woke
up at like 6 today larh. chiong like hell can.
another boring day, damn tired lorh. then
its like i think HE is confusing us with that
concept larh. so shi bai can. i sure fail the test one lorh.
anythign larh. nth much to blog about today.
told the class bout the chalet. and im happy to
see them so enthu bout it. finally, we are coming to
smth and im proud of myself. ((:



then after school wanted to go flame xinhui but she
managed to slip away. RAHH. get away will get flamed
even worse...haha ok whatever larh. at least
i got most of the dnce, but i dance really look
very nan kan. haha but then, entertain them nvm larh.
thyen went to mac with peiqi and jin. gone totally
crazzaaayyyy there !! haha so fun lorh. couldnt
stop laughing at all. HA! try imagining peiqi wear
skirt and START LAUGHING! hahaha peiqi no
offence ok =x anyway peiqi became my jie today.
hahaha. okay nvm. damn gay. i want go out and go
crazy again !



SINYEE-
ok

i hate my family and i mean what i say. i have
siblings who sucks like hell. and i have WONDERFUL
parents who dun understand me one fucking bit.



i have always set out for school at 5.55 am. for
5 months already. until today. my bro complain
to my mum that he will be locked out of school
if he go so early. and my father want me to go school
late now too. like what the fuck. his school
is in JURONG and my school is in COMMOMWEALTH.
very close hur. he go later and i will be LATE can.
i just said what i feel. he wanted me to go with
my bro cos he say very dangerous for me to go
alone in the morning. like what the fuck. i
just said whetehr my bro is there is no diff
cos i always walk faster than him. i just said i
dun like to go to school late. i just said wht i felt.
and he shouted at me in my face and said that i
am to sleep at 10 every night and give him my schedule everyday
then i can go out at 5.55. like WHAT THE FUCK.
he say he is helping me. how to help me by forcing
me to sleep when i haven finish hw. how to help
me? HUH? HOW? he doesnt understand me at all.
how will i knw what time i go home everyday.
i got alot of thigns to do. and mind you, he doesnt even
knw that I AM CHAIRP CAN.



tell me what kind of father is he larh. say arh.
help me. help what fuck. if he dun understand me then just fuck
off and dun say anything larh. i am not the stupid girl
he thinks i am. i am fucking independent enough
to go to the bus stop on my own for hell's sake.
if he just long to see me cry so much. well then, he succeeded.



for so many yrs i haven shed a single tear in front of
them and today, i flare up and i just cried.
i dun think i am in the wrong at all. and im fucking sick
and tired of keeping quiet everytime and let him do
whatever he wants. i am no longer going to keep quiet
about what i feel. i am no longer going to hold back
my tears. im not afraid of anything now. they have seen
me cry, seen me talk back. i have nothing to lose.
i wont ever keep quiet about it anymore. NO MORE.
i had enough. i said i dun tolerate anybody's nonsense.
not even if you are my father or whatever.
the cold war starts now.



SINYEE-

17 DAYS TO MY BIRTHDAY.



cant log in to blogger yesterday. so i didnt
blog. yeah well. cant really remember what happened
yesterday. we went to mustafa for home
econs and bought chocolates when we were
supposed to look for spices...haha. then had
cid. i was walking past the reading room outside
of special room 1 when i heard muttering in the
room. and i turned and guess who i saw....



MS SERENE TEO !



god larh. arranged another meeting on monday
and after that i went into special room 1 for
cid. but i remember seeing desmond lim
outside so i took the piece of paper with
my response for the THIMUN thing and
found him of all places, with ms teo. and when
he saw that i have given a 'yes' as a reply
he went "good good good". and ms teo was grinning
like what larh. *shudder* im so freaked out.



then had trng. was quite slack. went out in the
rain. nth much larh. decided to meet up today for
the dance. yeah well. and lijie told us table tennis
is going to hang zhou at the end of the yr for trng.
15 days for $1500 including trng fee. one day train
6 hrs. lol dunno whether i can go. although i want to.
im not financially intersted. yeah well.



so TODAY! supposed to wake up at 7 to go
bring peiqi and jun to sherry's house. but when
i woke up, it was a VERY EARLY 8.30!
yeah ask jin to go bring them alone.
mostly slacked at sherry's house until 11.55
then we all went to jp. decided on some song.
and the dance is f-ing difficult. and i
conclude, sherry dance like some chicken...
hahah then went around in jp with jin to buy
mother's day present but the 2 of us ended
up with nth. while peiqi went to watch MI3 with
her friends. then i came home and looked and looked
and looked and looked some more at the dance
and FINALLY, i learnt the starting part which is the
fastest part. but i think my dancing is like URGH
too larh. and i learnt the chorus. so now, left
with choreogrphing the rest of the dance. haha
okay. so many things to do.



`6E contact list
`2C contact list
`geog assessment
`culture proj
`cid report
`plan sec 1 dance (yes they want it)
`choreograph rest of the sec 2 dance



well then, thats about all. i hope i didnt miss out
anything and the dance finish fast fast. just get
it over and done with.



SINYEE-

Replies to tags:



jingg> Thanks alot girl (:



kwan> Thanks for your encouragement.
i'm going for it (:



jhawnette> okay, you tagged (: haha.



sylvia> yeahh that's so RIGHT. everything bout
leaders are perfect to them. like GODS, exactly. xP



josephine> Thanks (: im going for it.



zhiying> haha okay, sounds SORT OF interesting.
good luck and thanks for linking me (:



zhijun> its not that bad larh haha...



thanks to everyone who gave me an advice one way
or another and believing that i can do this.
really, THANK YOU ! (((: so i have decided to go for it.
im not letting my sucky time management get in the
way. cos its me that has got to change. im
not gonna miss out on rare stuffs forever cos of
my time management. and also thanks to hester
who gave me the confidence to take up this
challenge. i wont disappoint you all. if i get in,
i will pit in my best.



really have got alot of things to do:



`Health Education Report
`Geog assessment pg 34
`6E'04 contact list by tmr
`2C contact list by wednesday
`Plan for sec 1 rvtt dance (if they want it)
`Plan for sec 2 rvtt dance



you knw the geog planning thing for the m'sia thing.
i haven met serene teo until NOW. i think she's
gonna flame me and call me a irresponsible person.
haiix...



it doesnt look like alot. but it's like KILLING me
le lorh. the planning for dance is the most chamm
one. i hope xin hui and yujie does smth quick.
anyway i'll be giving all the sec 1s a big lecture
maybe not a lecture.to tell them exactly what to
do and if they want my help. i dun care if they hate
me forever. they have to do it. and if no one is
tellingg them to, i'll be the one. the one to act as
a big meanie and rush them all to do it. i will.



SINYEE-

19 DAYS TO MY BIRTHDAY.



well then. today's maths probability test was
okay i guess. but i think my last question, which
is question 4b) i think. which consists of part 1,
2, and 3 are all pure rubbish answers. yes, the
3 questions which costed 3 marks each...
even though i did manage to do the bonus question,
i think the answer was ALSO, pure crap.
sad case then, i just suck in maths.



language arts teast postponed to next monday.
great, more time to revise. hmm okay. anyway,
today was my first chemistry lesson. 2C's
chem teacher is MR ALOYSIUS ONG. and he's
so cute can. haha really really. although that is
alot to say just for the first lesson. but first
impressions matters, ALOT. i can tell our lessons
will be really fun and hopefully, i will not veer from
his lessons at all.



forgot to bring pe tee today. yups, and cat yeow was
like "you are a leader! how can you forget to
bring!?" and TADA~ my name goes into the
management diary for the first time this yr.
hell man. yimin was saying that leaders are
also humans and we forget. yeahh i knw. but cat
yeow doesnt knw. so she told me and those ppl who
didnt bring for one reason or another to go
to the field and run 6 rounds while others carry on
with games and whatever nots. like HAHA.
why in the frst place, are we not allowed to
participate in the games and activities? cos the
pinafore is not the proper attire for such activities.
and by telling me to go and run, you are telling me that
the pinafore is suitable for running? bullshit can.
and so, i walked 6 rounds instead of run. well then,
if sje can say that the pinafore is a suitable attire
for running, i will run. but if it is suitable for running,
i dun see what is the problem with playing games in pinafore.
its the same isnt it? so whichever way, she's just
being unreasonable. oh BLAH. thats not my prob.



was chosen for this THIMUN thing. like how do
you even pronounce it? (T-HI-MAN) or (T-HI-MOON).
thats how desmond lim pronounces it. okay. so,
if we are interested, the school only sends out 10
pupils out of the whole student body anyway, we have to
undergo a trng which lasts for months. train us on
our research skills and at the end of the trng, we in
our grps of 5 are to produce a report which
can suggest ways of dealing with some world issues
like human rights problems etc. each grp represents
a country, so we are dealing with problems of the particular
country we are assigned to. so, i dunno whether i
should go for it. this is a rather rare opportunity
to come by and it would indeed be a great help
for my future, but do i have the time?



to fufil the satisfactory field for this proj, one must
possess a few essential skills. we must have the time, the
commitment, the attitude, the brains and the
interest. well, i am interested, commitment yes.
but, i dunno bout my time, and i definitely dun have
much brains, sad to say. im afraid i will become really busy
if i ake part in this cos it lasts over such a long
time. and with my sagging grades, this isnt exactly what
i need. but then, its really difficult for me to have a
second chance. its not like the sc thing, i can always
try out next yr kind of thing. if i give it up this time,
i might not get another chance with my remaining
4 yrs in RV. SO HOW??? my parents are leaving the
decision up to me. and i seriously dunno.
can i have some advice? i need an answer by tmr...
im sure my times will come by okay if i organise
myself out abit. but the brains! im a totally and
completely stupid girl in case you haven noticed.
im afraid it will affect my other commitments.
like cca, chairp duties etc. should i go???



I REALLY DUNNO =/



and anyway, i think the rvtt sec 2s are doing
a dance for our sec 4s again this yr. damn larh.
i just hate dancing so much and i suck
at it! i hardly have any time to pick out a
song and choreograph iy. and everything has to
pass thru sherry cos she's the co-ordinator.
but seriously, everyone is worrying about it,
me, yeejin, zhijun even jennings. and sherry
is acting like nothing is happening. what
kind of a co-ordinator do you call that.
gosh larh. i just hope she will listen to everything about
the dance i have to say and dun be unhappy
bout me being the dance co-ordinator. maybe
by not opening her mouth, she will be helping.
god larh. i cant believe we are really gonna do a dance.
i said last yr im not gonna do a dance again
this yr. BUT STILL. so now i say:
there is NO WAY, NO WAY AT ALL im doing a
dance AGAIN the next yr. NO WAY. this shall be the
last time. and anyway senior's farewell will
end next yr. since we are going on further.
i dunno what song to pick, dun even think i
have the time to choreograph and i think in the
end, we will still suck. haix. whatever.
I DUNNO WHY IM DOING THIS.



SINYEE-

hmm...i wont be suprised if my brain overloads
now. been thinking alot. cos i went blog surfing.
as in out-of-the rv-ppl-region kind of blog surfing.
so i went to xiaxue's blog first. the ever so
famous/notorious blogger you would call it.
im not about to make alot of angry and rude
comments here even though i would VERY MUCH
like to. I mean, why does her world just revolve
around partying, clubbing, having fun and
photoshop? its like...i dunno what. i dunno why
she likes to take HELL LOTS of picts of
everything. food she eats, glam things she sees
and so on and so forth. and the even more
ridiculous thing is that people actually
enjoy her such pointless pictures and vulgar posts.
its like, really larh, to think she ws from RV too.
and i heard that she was from xnps as well.
what is so nice in reading what she does everyday
and what a glam life she leads? enlighten me pls.
she is the asian best blogger and she disgraces
s'pore by posting those vulgarities like common
language. what has the world come to. gosh.



next. the colin and kero gay blog. im sure some of
you stumbled across this blog before. well then,
im not half as angry or overwhelmed by what
i feel when i read their blog. although it is indeed
*shudder*
if you knw wad i mean. but then that's their
choice to be gay and live with it so i shall
not interfere.



i think all this really calls for a serious amount of reflections.
if all those vulgarities were really appropriate.
which i dun think it is. its like, maybe its cos
they dun wanna be a commoner, they wanna spice
up their lives, but, IS THIS THE WAY TO DO
IT? its okay if you are gay and want to have
a blog with your darling or whatever *shiverss*
but you must be prepared for any form of rude remarks
and be reminded that ppl are not used to seeing
gay blogs around yet. i hope they nv do.
sometimes xiaxue is just making a big fuss
out of everything she does. i dunno why
ppl can still find it engaging to read her blog.
think about it, if you are one of the ppl who likes
to read her blog, why izzit so? izzit cos you
want to be like her? to be famous and glamorous?
by making such rude remarks you think thats
smth to be proud of? YEAH RIGHT.
i think ppl with clear minds and common sense without
that desire to be popular will just dislike her way
if blogging.



well then, i dun wanna get sued for insulting her
or whatever. but as far as im concerned, im not.
so then, if you think my post had been meaningful,
pls, ALWAYS THINK BEFORE YOU BLOG ANYTHING
THAT IS NEGATIVE OR LESS THAN PLEASANT.
some vulgarity is ok im sure, but dun ADORN your blog
with that kinda language larh right. but
if you think everything i have typed above is just
pure bullshit and you haven given it a thought,
well then, just forget everything when you leave
my blog. i dun force you to agree with me. its
all the way you see.



SINYEE-

20 DAYS TO MY BIRTHDAY.



hmm...i dunno what to blog about. but
for the sake of my loyal reader, i dunno
who other than peiqi, i shall still update.



okayyy so, today was another boring day.
done with the cid benches. got the superglue
on my fingers and stuck them together.
damn it. took a very long time to peel them
apart and was damn painful. dunno how many
cells died already. then still have this stiff
layer of glue on my fingers that im unable to get rid
of. so, i used a penknife to scrape it off !
luckily i didnt cut myself =x



tmr is maths test le. confirm flunk. his lessons are
so boring larh can. cca on tuesday. cid report due
on tuesday. someone kill me pls. i haven done
anything for that ! argh. mei you yong de wo. x(
cid just sucks sucks sucks. even more hopeless than the
hopeless art. argh...



been slacking and slacking non stop. my mugging mood
already disappeared ages ago. GAHH. pls come back!
i must force myself to listen ! stupid larh. all the
lessons become so long now. and apart from cca
days, we will be released at 2.15pm everydy else.
JUST GREAT.



argh...why is my mind feeling like its overloading
and everything seems so messy? i needa do
smth about this. i knw. but WHAT? i dunno.
unplug my comp and cut off the internet
connection and i can confirm everything will be
back to normal and i'll be doing ALOT MORE
work. really. like last yr. i wasnt half as slack
last yr cos i can only use half an hr of the comp
everyday. arghhh...what is becoming of me...



finished my hw. what am i supposed to study
for maths? grr...im so confused ! i dunno what
i should do. nvm. flip thru the ws now. better than nth.



SINYEE-

got tagged by NICE JUNICE (:
so here goes.



Name 20 ppl you can think of at the top
of your head. Dun read the below questions
before you write and tag 5 ppl to do this survey.



1. Ariel
2. Pei Shi
3. Peiqi
4. Josephine
5. Veronica
6. Jie Ren ahgong
7. Guo Kai
8. Kwan jie
9. Yee Jin
10. STELLALALA (:
11. Shibin
12. Junice
13. Tessa
14. Shi Kai
15. Chelsia
16. Wei Qi
17. Jun Hao
18. Jennings
19. Yan Ran
20. Matthias



How did you meet 14?
[Shi Kai] one fine day in XINGNAN
PRIMARY SCHOOL 5 yrs ago.



What will you do if you nv met 1?
[Ariel] what will i do? stupid question. will i even
think what will i do? i wont even think.
okay. but if i didnt meet ariel, i lose one good friend
and adviser (:



What will you do if 20 and 9 dated?
[Matthias & Yee Jin] ERRRMMMM.
They hardly knw each other larh right.



Did you ever like 19?
[Yan Ran] well BLAH. of course larh. she is my
fav. junior okay (: cute sotongball a.k.a wee!



Would 6 and 17 make a good couple?
[Jie Ren & Jun Hao] yeah yeah yeah (: perfect!
haha one is crazy ahgong and another is
big-mouth gay (: hahaha good friends summore.
just nice for junhao the gay.



Describe 3.
[Peiqi] OOHH haha peiqi (((: my FAVOURITE
senior and counsellor and whatever larh.
haha. super nice girl and senior xP rocks like hell.



Do you think 8 is attractive?
[Kwan jie] HAHAHA OF COURSE!
kwan jie rocks larh can (:



Tell me smth about 7.
[Guo Kai] He is bloody kaypoh but he is my
good friend (:



Do you knw any of 12's family?
[Junice] ehh...no...



What will you do if 11 confesses that he/she
likes you?
[Shibin] WAHH SIAO! this senior so hua xin
hahaha. i knw that she confirm plus chop
in crazy state agin :D



What language does 15 speak?
[Chelsia] Cheena and ang-moh and maybe
some weird language i dunno =/ haha.



Who is 9 going out with?
[Yee Jin] She is not attached and im 100%
sure of that but i knw some ppl just cant
resist her :D



How old is 16 now?
[Wei Qi] 13 yrs of age. haha my fellow
xnps junior (:



When was the last time you talked to 13?
[Tessa] Online counted? If yes, this morning (:
if no, then erm...Tuesday i think.



Who's 2's fav. band or singer?
[Pei Shi] Band is s.h.e singer is either
Renfred or Zhi Yang. (: crazy bout them.



Would you date 7?
[Guo Kai] ERM. hell, NO. hahaha.



Is 15 single?
[Chelsia] I dunno =/ junior and i got generation
gap. but if she is attached...down for some talk with
me already. haha..



What's 10's last name?
[STELLALALA] HUI XD



Would you ever be in a serious relationship with 11?
[Shibin] ehh crazy. unless im a lesbo (:



What school does 3 go to?
[Peiqi] eh stupid qn. lamers and crappers school
for the retarded? LOL. RIVER
VALLEY HIGH and. the pri sch you dun needa knw :D



Where does 6 live?
[Jie Ren ahgong] ehh i cant remember larh.
oops x)



What's your fav thing about 5?
[Veronica] Very nice girl with initiative ((:



Have you seen 1 naked?
[Ariel] OHMYGOD. no larh.



5 ppl i wanna sabo:
ariel;
peishi;
josephine;
yanran;
stella.



and whoever wants to do it.



SINYEE-

21 DAYS TO MY BIRTHDAY.

3 cheers & 3 cheers & 3 cheers for...
erm...SATURDAY! today was such a very
very happy day ((: went out to do culture
project with josephine and peishi at
jec. lucky we already knw the library wont be
opened today. i think alot of ppl thought
got open. i mean HELLO! today is election
day! LOL. okay. saw one big group of
disco sc there. haha. didnt end up doing the
proj cos we have lack of info. yeahh then we
walked over to IMM. then i saw. guess
what i saw that made me go all highhh.
I SAW VOODOO DOLLS !
i mean like gosh larh, rows and rows of voodoo
dols of all colours and styles. god. i went crazy
at the sight of them. they are at mini toons
btw. took a super long time to choose. i bought
one which is black and white. i cant upload the picts.
lalala one trike off my wishlist. (((:

we went daiso in search for a suitable box for me to
store swets and choc for food rationing whenever im
broke and dun have money to eat in sch.
haha bought one orange box love it (: then after that
we went home and peiqi called ! haha finally larh!
man miss her so much xP and peishi was making
so much noise in the bg. haha okay. so fun today (:
im convinced if i go to town with my clique it will
be damn fun and wacko ! yay (((:

SINYEE-

was tagged by ariel, josephine and yanyi.

INSTRUCTIONS.
1. The tagged victim has to come up with
8 different points of his/her perfect lover.
2. Mention the gender of his/her perfect
lover.
3. Tag 8 victims to join this game and leave a
comment at their blogs.
4. If you are tagged the second time, there
is no need to do this AGAIN.
5. The most impt rule: have fun doing it.



8 points of my perfect lover.(LOL)
` He must be sporty.
` He must be humourous.
` He must love me alot. DUH!
` He must not have gross habits.
` He must ALWAYS be there for me.
` He must knw what i like or dislike.
` He must have a nice personality.
` HE MUST BE SHUAI4!



okays. thats sort of lame. but whatever.
haha i dun really care anyway x) lol.
anyway the answers are really dumb. oh
BLAH. hahaha. so now. 8 ppl i choose to join
this (lame) game:

` Jennings
` STELLALALA (:
` Yan Ran
` Chelsia
`Wei Qi
` Sylvia
` Junice
` Xinyu



SINYEE-

22 DAYS TO MY BIRTHDAY.

today was erm...i didnt listen to any of the
lessons...i die already. next week got maths
probability test and lang. arts SA1. ohwells,
maths paper is a confirmed-failed subj, so
just forget it. but lang. arts. i knw we dont have to
prepare anything. but maybe i will go read
macbeth up a little bit more and understand
it more. okay. and he is still picking on me.
IM NOT SLEEPING! the paper just happened to
cover my face from the way im holding it.
oh BLAH. nvm...

okay. tmr is SATURDAY! saturday you knw.
i've been longing for this day since tuesday xP
this week has passed EVER SO SLOWLY for me
when everyone else thinks it just whizzed pass.
okay, maybe counting days off aren't such a good
idea after all. peiqi is finally coming back from OBS
tmr! whee``! (((: okay nvm.

today's trng was...ERR... cos when we got there,
we found people having match in there. and we
end up in the 2 small squash area with everyone
fighting for just 2 tables. -_- but we managed okay.
so tired. and my wrist still hurts =/ went home
with jin and shibin today. took 99. had a
LOOOONG chat (: haha shibin is so cute xP.
and we talked bout stuffs like who is gonna
be the captain next yr...haha there wasnt a conclusion.
okay whatever. i knw i have no chance. neverrrr
mind (:

i watched starship troopers while having dinner.
its seriously the first time i watched it. cos everytime
i see my parents watching eng shows, i just
go into my room cos i aint such a big fan of it.
well then, like i was saying, i was eating dinner.
and what were the troopers doing? blasting the brain
out of the bugs. gosh larh. i feel bloody grossed
out can. then the show is like damn sad one larh.
big bugs eating the lower half of a human body.
i think the person who was bitten in half was the
lead actor's sergeant or smth. and he told the
lead character to shoot him. another girl died cos
she was crushed by this descending door
which we always see in spaceship shows. an danother
man willing to die to kill the bugs. he exploded along with
the bomb or smth like that. its just like, sad larh. stupid lorh.
after watching the show, i so felt like throwing
my dinner up can. eww...

SINYEE-

23 DAYS TO MY BIRTHDAY.

walao larh. why the hell he keep on picking on
me lorh. bloody hell. for 4 times larh can.
i was very tired today mah cannot meh, i
dunno how to answer his questions cannot meh.
bloody hell. not that im not trying lorh,
i dunno means i dunno mah. wtf. you knw
bloody well im giving you that face then just
buzz off and leave me alone larh. then keep
calling me to answer questions. i got a colour of pencilcase
you unhappy arh. kenasai lorh. who say
people cannot have that colour stuff just because YOU
dun like it larh. then i dun like you can i dont have you?
bloody hell. just cos i got that colour pencilcase means
i must stand and be forced to read that passage out arh.
walao...so pissed larh. then can you blame me for giving
you that look larh. hell, NO.

anyway, i dunno why teachers in our school are like
so free to go read their student's blogs when they are
saying they cant finish marking this and that in time.
its so ridiculous. a student has EVERY RIGHT to
dislike you. as long as there isnt any racist or
whatsoever remaks posted on the blog, the human
right is that the student hasd the bloody right
top dislike the teacher. i dun think there is anything
wrong with that. and its all up to the student to blog
it. and if the teacher wants to go and find out who
exactly hated his/her guts so much, then how can the
teacher push the blame to the student for making
this kinda comments? the student have the right to say
"i dun like you" in the blog. and its like the teachers'
prob if they are so free and wanna find out.
i mean, whats the prob with someone disliking you.
its impossible for every single living body to be
madly in love with you larh right. oh hell, i
dunno why im saying this. but anyway, no
offence to any teachers. anyway when im
unhappy about a particular teacher, i dun put
down their names larh for hell's sake. some people
are really overboard when they make a post about
being unhappy about a particular teacher. those are
really the extreme. they dun give a damn to who is
reading it. they think the teachers have no excess to their
blogs. but the teachers in our school is so free, they
can just go to blogger search, type in their name and
within splitseconds, a list full of blog entries aout
them appear. so much for secrecy.
above is an example. unless he admits that he is indeed
picking on me, he cannot say that the above example is about
any particular teacher. but whatever, i dun bear
such grudges forever. i dun hate a teacher just
for that. let me grumble. and i'll get over it.
unless you piss me off everyday.

SINYEE-

24 DAYS TO MY BIRTHDAY.

yesterday's trng was tough. lijie's father.
he's so cute. went out to eat macs with STELLALALA
and shibin and zhijun and yeejin.
maybe planning to go out with
them on 10th may (: yays.

today dunno why im sort of short-tempered.
i shouted at my class so many times. and i ap-ed yanyi.
sorry man. im feeling like shit today. cos
of so many things. haix. nvm. didnt talk much today.
went out in the rain again today. didnt get in the
sc nominee. sort of disappointed at first. but now
i guess its no big deal. wasnt it what i wanted?
to stay as chairp. yeah well. i knw the hesistating was
the fatal mistake. the part which caused me to
not get in. perhaps. but i will say i did not regret what
i did. if i was given a second chance, i duno
why i will still hesistate. the answer will be a no.
at least my time management in coming along better
now. yes. i dun needa be an sc, but i can still shine.
i can still be an outstanding non-sc.
but nontheless, congrats to ariel, jos and veron (:

SINYEE-

26 DAYS TO MY BIRTHDAY.

okay. so i went to town today. wasnt very
fun lorh. i went to suntec to use up my
million-yr-old bookprize vouchers in times
bookshop. omg lorh. i think i went crazy
at the sight of so many books. and i wanted to
buy the rest of the shopaholic series. but
then one book was like $16.80 then i only
have enough for two books. okay, better
thn none. so i bought 2 books, paid for the
extra $3.60 and headed for orchard.

ask yanyi how excited i was to finally get to
go to town. yeah well. and then we went for
lunch at yoshinoya at cineleisure first. then
i went around looking for the ppl's belated
birthday presents. but i cant go far with
only 25 bucks. i saw the voodoo dolls. only
in a small shop cart or whatever you call
that. and it was such a disappointment. dun
have any nice designs in the papers. oh blah.
then we went to heeren. went in and out of
flash and splash, mambo, wallet shop and action
city. i bought a moriji and torto for the ppl's
belated birthday present.

okay. then we heded for pacific plaza cos i wanted
to check out the roxy wallets. i knw i dun have
the money but it wont hurt to have a look. i
can always go back on my birthday. and i
always hate having to find pacific plaza.
why the hell is it like so hidden larh. then by
the time we reached there im like damn sian
already larh. i went in ripcurl, roxy, mambo
blah blah and i found NO WALLET which i
fancied. oh what the f-. and we were taking long
time to decide where to go next. we landed ourselves
in wisma atria just for the air-con and surfer girl.
and yanyi wanna get boardshorts.
well im already bloody bored. then i dunno why
we went taka. ohwells and everything started to get
uber sian. took such a long time to decide where to
go next. i went to popular and bought myself
a lime green colourbase file. then we went to this
op shop i dunno where. then started criticising
their board shorts and flips and whatever. oh my,
thats fun XD okay. and i decided to change the
op flips i want to roxy flips. cos they look nicer and
are cheaper. well. then we decided to get
out of orchard and where dod we go? BORING
OLD LOT 1. blah. and yanyi's idea of taking bus
instead of mrt wasted how much of time when
we tried o wait for that hole 67. gosh larh.
then i went to gift a name and bought windchime
for ppl's birthday present as well. then went
home. oh what a boring day.

there are always so many disappointments when
i go to town. dun say its cos i dunno how to shop
around there. yanyi knws her way around very
well. well blah. dun tel me its cos i dun have
enough cash on me, i went to town once with
70 bucks on me and i didnt spend a single cent
there. oh bullshit. i just wanted to HAVE FUN larh.
3 times i went to town and 3 times of the same
disappointment. im having 2nd thought bout going
town on my birthday le lorh...
god...and i dunno how i managed
to spend all that 25 bucks. and when i reached
home. i dun have any money left and i settled
in for a lecture from my father bout how im
splurging on money. i mean, FOR HELL'S SAKE.
the last time i went to town was like 3 MONTHS AGO.
can you blame me for spending a little too much this
time? i hafta get the presents sooner or later larh.
just cos i finished the 10 bucks he gave me he wanted
to gimme some big lecture. and my mum
still asked me whether i had fun when i finished
HER 15 bucks. gosh larh. sometimes i can just
hate him so much. and i still regret not bringing
my atm card out. i could have gotten smth for
my mum as mothers day pres and i wont have
so little to spent. pls! i went to town cos i wanted to
buy stuffs and i think 25 bucks is not entirely enough
at all. for hell's sake.

and im not bothering to write this in TINY print
cos i knw you all can still read. just that. i
feel im falling out of my clique. first, peishi and jos
goes to town. thn ariel and veron. yeahh and i had
to wait for yanyi or someone else to ask me.
yeahh right. just go have fun and stuff sinyee
somewhere else. i mean. its not like im being
sarcastic or what. but i really feel this way. even
outsiders can see that im being left out. i think
im getting anti already. i knw i like to keep quiet when
im with you all. but the thing is, it is because i
cant find a topic that i can seem to fit in.
okay nvm.

SINYEE-