I'm blogging with the laptop loaned from the school. Meant for THIMUN but whatever. Because my house comp is experiencing noob connection. Frigging laggy larhs. Can kope people's wireless connections from here xD But this flat keypad makes it freaking difficult to type properly. Before i start on details for class chalet and THIMUN opening, and in case you haven't noticed, there's another strike out from my wishlist. I got my desired combination =DDD
PHYSICS . CHEMISTRY . HISTORY . MAJOR EVENTS IN WORLD HISTORY. 8.5 subjects.
Noticed a fair amount of people in 2C has the combination of physics, chemistry and history. That's good because we're all in it together again (:
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27th NOV
So, i knw i promised pictures, and if you came here for it. I'm sorry but i don't have them right now. My camera's with ariel. But break record, i only took about 5 photos altogether. I guess we were too engrossed in playing this time round. The first day of the class chalet was alot of waiting for people, for the costa sands shuttle bus at pasir ris mrt station. Had to miss training for this ): Then after like i-dunno-how-long, we reached the chalet! Spent some time poking all that hot dogs and chicken wings and marshmellows and whatever. Then youwei yingting and a few others went to start the fire.
They took a long time and 4 bags of charcoal. But it was worth, and a good attempt too. Although the fire was sort of unstable and had alot of commotion throughout the bbq, it went alright because there were people like youwei, yingting and junhao etc to sacrifice for the class.
After eating, is our movie marathon! We watched high school musical and then shutter. then ouija board then kungfu hustle. Haha, yunzheng likes to say things that is anticlimax -.- Add on some laughs to the ambience also. Then got a little space on the bed, shared with josephine then slept for about 1 hour plus.
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28 NOV
THIMUN registration and oh ya, jin's birthday (: I didn't feel like going to THIMUN at all, because i wanted to join the rvtt girls for the "celebration" for jin's birthday. Then i thought the registration was from 12pm to 5pm, then who knws, i tio conned. It lasted for about an hour plus only nia! -.- Took 154 back to clementi with norine. Then i called jin, in the end i joined them afterall! At kbox with jin, peiqi, shibin, stella, carmen and zhixuan. I chiong-ed like some siao char bor larh. Lols that place is frigging cold larhs. And they were all very very highhhh xD Hahas and i started acting like jay chou with yanyi's jacket. Went walking around marina square then took mrt back to chalet again!
Felt very moodless lorh. Then wait for the bus wait so long. With this heavy laptop and a file with that sticking out piece of placard with 'IMF' on it. So i see people stare at the file, stare at the laptop, then stare at me -.- Like after forever, the bus came then when i returned to the chalet only saw a few ppl then i was super sian diao. Found out that the rest were at the park there so i joined them. And i saw guokai and veron xD They were playing some really lame but funny game larhs. Then at first i so dulan, see them so happily playing, then the wind so soothing, also started to feel batter le larh.
Went back chalet and ate my dinner of cup noodles. So sad right. Then left quite little people staying over. Me, josephine, veron and ariel were actually talking bout some private stuff then after that asked the guys to join in. Became a confession session, all the way to about 3.15am. It's damn shuang lorh, although sensitive, but this kind of feelings and trust is very rare in classes. There were ariel, josephine, veron, xuanwei, youwei, guokai, jiachen, yunzheng, chinhui. (Did i miss anyone out?) Then i slept on the chair. Zzz.
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29th NOV
Woke up early at 7am. Super sleepy and groggy too. Sorry had to drag the whole class along with me to check out of the chalet. Had alot of fussing around, packing, clearing things up then finally checked out at 8am. With my laptop, file, in blazer (i look freaish in it btw) and my very heavy bag then went to takeaway burger king breakfast and went to hail cab. The cab was fucking slow lorh, then extra 3 bucks because of peak hours and ERP thingy. Like what the! Hailing fee is $2.80 because it was a merz cab. Zzz. And i almost vomitted with the smell of BK beside me. LOL. Was late for the head of delegation meeting larh then got out the cab, fucking dumped my untouched breakfast into the bin. Okok i knw that was stupid but whatever.
I chionged into the meeting like some idiot, hear that person talk two lines then dismissed liao larh! Went to GA5 for unofficial lobbying. Me and lirui just slacked around waiting for people to approach us cos IMF and WB are basically extras in here.
Lunch was zzz...any dea how pissifying it is to see the people behind you in the queue getting their order first? I was practically spouting my 'variety' of language, which is just, vulgar language -.- Okay hester i knw you can't take it. LOL
Opening speech was alright. Jaslin said i sounded confident. Good. Luckily no one came bombarding me with questions, that hardcore new zealander kept pestering jaslin. That hardcore girk who sent me her resolution first lorh. After that was just cocking around then dismissed! My feet hurts larh, what sai court shoes. Zzz. Freaking tired...
Have to miss training tmr again! Zzz.
Wednesday, November 29
Monday, November 27
CLASS CHALET IS TODAY! WOOHOO =DDD
I packed my bag in perhaps lesser than 30min. Haha, my cramming skills got help. I crammed my thimun file, the administrative handbook and my writing pad into my shoe bag with the court shoes and flips! Haha, because i respect thimun at the level i respect my shoes. LOL jkjk. Later got training! Ah, 1 hour only leh...Then until 5th dec le. And then...
I'LL BE OFF TO CLASS CHALET (:
So leave loads of tags for me please (: Haha, referring to ppl like szefan who reads my blog but seldom tags -.- And i'll upload those pictures from chalet in my next post, maybe if i'm not too busy for thimun. So byebye! I won't ask you all to miss me because i knw you all won't. And i don't even knw who am i referring to. You all. Haha. Tata~
Even the best fall down sometimes
Even the wrong words seem to rhyme
Out of the doubt that fills my mind
You somehow find you and I collide
Even the best fall down sometimes
Even the stars refuse to shine
Out of the back you fall in time
We somehow find you and I collide
I packed my bag in perhaps lesser than 30min. Haha, my cramming skills got help. I crammed my thimun file, the administrative handbook and my writing pad into my shoe bag with the court shoes and flips! Haha, because i respect thimun at the level i respect my shoes. LOL jkjk. Later got training! Ah, 1 hour only leh...Then until 5th dec le. And then...
I'LL BE OFF TO CLASS CHALET (:
So leave loads of tags for me please (: Haha, referring to ppl like szefan who reads my blog but seldom tags -.- And i'll upload those pictures from chalet in my next post, maybe if i'm not too busy for thimun. So byebye! I won't ask you all to miss me because i knw you all won't. And i don't even knw who am i referring to. You all. Haha. Tata~
Even the best fall down sometimes
Even the wrong words seem to rhyme
Out of the doubt that fills my mind
You somehow find you and I collide
Even the best fall down sometimes
Even the stars refuse to shine
Out of the back you fall in time
We somehow find you and I collide
Sunday, November 26
Ahhh, so tired today man. After my previous post today, i went to bring josephine to my house to prepare to marinade the chicken and bake those cookies (: But then because ariel had church which released late and the chicken wings haven't thawed yet and she was the one who used that cookies thingy before, so have to wait for her. Meanwhile, me and jos entertained ourselves online. Okay actually we were freaking bored larh. After like forever, ariel reached xD
Okay, then we messed around with the chicken wings =DDD I shall not go into details about how we messed around with it, it's pretty gross anyway. And we baked the cookies too. But all ended up in our stomachs! Too little for the class larh. Haha, don't worry class, i'll buy famous amos for you all, obviously from fairprice de xP We spent a long time messing with the cookies. Haha okay then we went to IMM again.
We took 99! Lols, with our root beer, orange juice and coke.Lolsm i'm crapping. Okay then went to visit ariel and josephine's junior. We bought the t-shirts from her!Damn nice, i'm wearing the green one tmr (: I meant to buy one, but ended up buying two. I didn't mean to buy the green one, but i fell in love with it. LOL okay kua zhang. So my 40bucks for these three days, 20 bucks gone! Zzz..Then i bought that pair if earrings. It's been 6 months since my last pair of earrings. Haha, pathetic larh. then jos tell me wear to class chalet tmr. After walking around somemore, i went to return my long-overdue (oops =x) book at the library. Then i took 99 home.
And now i haven't even packed for class chalet at 11.01pm. This is not like me lorh, normally should have packed already. Haha, i believe my cramming skills will work xP Haix, damn tired larh, how to pack...THIMUN in two days! Crap.
[edit] Possible not updating till thimun end which is 2nd dec! Crap. I'll blog any chance i have.[/edit]
Okay, then we messed around with the chicken wings =DDD I shall not go into details about how we messed around with it, it's pretty gross anyway. And we baked the cookies too. But all ended up in our stomachs! Too little for the class larh. Haha, don't worry class, i'll buy famous amos for you all, obviously from fairprice de xP We spent a long time messing with the cookies. Haha okay then we went to IMM again.
We took 99! Lols, with our root beer, orange juice and coke.Lolsm i'm crapping. Okay then went to visit ariel and josephine's junior. We bought the t-shirts from her!Damn nice, i'm wearing the green one tmr (: I meant to buy one, but ended up buying two. I didn't mean to buy the green one, but i fell in love with it. LOL okay kua zhang. So my 40bucks for these three days, 20 bucks gone! Zzz..Then i bought that pair if earrings. It's been 6 months since my last pair of earrings. Haha, pathetic larh. then jos tell me wear to class chalet tmr. After walking around somemore, i went to return my long-overdue (oops =x) book at the library. Then i took 99 home.
And now i haven't even packed for class chalet at 11.01pm. This is not like me lorh, normally should have packed already. Haha, i believe my cramming skills will work xP Haix, damn tired larh, how to pack...THIMUN in two days! Crap.
[edit] Possible not updating till thimun end which is 2nd dec! Crap. I'll blog any chance i have.[/edit]
Went reading josephine's blog and found this little interesting bit:
Code of conduct for gentleman:
1; Wait for your female classmates/friends, and make sure that they reached home safely (best is send her home XD)
2; SMS to make sure they are home
3; Help them throw rubbish (This part is a little HAHAHA -.-)
4; Help them take heavy stuff
5; Give up seat in public transport to needy ppl (HAHAHA)
6; Knw when girls are sad and console them
7; Console girls when they are crying and not stand and look at them bawl their eyes out
8; Accompany girls when they are bored
Haha, looks like i don't really knw many gentlemanly guys eh? The first point is no one i knw at all, guys send girl CLASSMATE/FRIEND home, abit kua zhang bah, hahas.
Second point, Sms to make sure they are home. Also none haha! But surely will have if you got stead larh -.- Normal classmates or friends only, won't bah..Or is it just i don't knw any gentlemen at all?
Third point, haha help to throw rubbish. Do i knw anyone this gentlemanly that even rubbish must help to throw? Sad society, where are all the gentlemen?
Fourth point. Yes i agree lorh! Our class guys still not bad larh, will help carry :D
Fifth point, giving up seats...okay larh, quite true. And as usual, i knw none who will. LOLS
Knw when girl's are sad and console them...hmm, have a few larh. Some guys like er...jieren, chienying, guokai, junhao, matthias etc.. And my bro calvin! Hahas, not bad...
Console girls when they are crying and not stand and look at them bawl their eyes out....Er...I don't think i ever cried infront of a guy before. For the above mentioned guys anyway...Junhao consoled me when i was crying before! LOL.
Accompany girls when they are bored...Erm, only person i knw is chienying. Hahas.
So i can conclude...there isn't or okay, less than 5 gentlemen around me -.- What a sad world now. Haix. LOLS. Anyway, credits to Josephine and Ariel for the creation of this (:
And you knw what?
IT'S CLASS CHALET TMR! WOOHOO!
LOLS, I'M CONVINCED THAT I'M MAD.
Code of conduct for gentleman:
1; Wait for your female classmates/friends, and make sure that they reached home safely (best is send her home XD)
2; SMS to make sure they are home
3; Help them throw rubbish (This part is a little HAHAHA -.-)
4; Help them take heavy stuff
5; Give up seat in public transport to needy ppl (HAHAHA)
6; Knw when girls are sad and console them
7; Console girls when they are crying and not stand and look at them bawl their eyes out
8; Accompany girls when they are bored
Haha, looks like i don't really knw many gentlemanly guys eh? The first point is no one i knw at all, guys send girl CLASSMATE/FRIEND home, abit kua zhang bah, hahas.
Second point, Sms to make sure they are home. Also none haha! But surely will have if you got stead larh -.- Normal classmates or friends only, won't bah..Or is it just i don't knw any gentlemen at all?
Third point, haha help to throw rubbish. Do i knw anyone this gentlemanly that even rubbish must help to throw? Sad society, where are all the gentlemen?
Fourth point. Yes i agree lorh! Our class guys still not bad larh, will help carry :D
Fifth point, giving up seats...okay larh, quite true. And as usual, i knw none who will. LOLS
Knw when girl's are sad and console them...hmm, have a few larh. Some guys like er...jieren, chienying, guokai, junhao, matthias etc.. And my bro calvin! Hahas, not bad...
Console girls when they are crying and not stand and look at them bawl their eyes out....Er...I don't think i ever cried infront of a guy before. For the above mentioned guys anyway...Junhao consoled me when i was crying before! LOL.
Accompany girls when they are bored...Erm, only person i knw is chienying. Hahas.
So i can conclude...there isn't or okay, less than 5 gentlemen around me -.- What a sad world now. Haix. LOLS. Anyway, credits to Josephine and Ariel for the creation of this (:
And you knw what?
IT'S CLASS CHALET TMR! WOOHOO!
LOLS, I'M CONVINCED THAT I'M MAD.
Saturday, November 25
I'm freaking tired larh! Zzz...slept at 2am last night because i didn't post at the THIMUN forum. I only read bryan tan's supposedly 'fierce' email at 1am larh. At first didn't want to post, but then dun want so paiseh so anyhow gekk out two paragraphs. Done! Haha, so happy, the opening speech is done too! Yay!And was made to practice infront of bryan tan and desmond lim and everyone else. Mine was alright. Just stop making me laugh at the 'world peace' thing. I won't do that hand sign -.-
THIMUN today was pretty light. Started with opening speech right away. Worked on it alot, drafted and editted then finally done (: I like it (: Haha "World Peace" is the two words, highlight of my whole 1min speech. But still, i'm not doing that handsign! Released late by half an hour. Late for class lunch by a little.
Class lunch, just ate then went giant together already. it was freaking fun there larh. Josephine made me do some er, funny poses. One by that wine barrel! Hahas, it was very fun! Bought everything now le, tmr jos and ariel coming my house to marinade the 6kg worth of chicken wings!
After the shopping, me ariel and jos went walking around IMM. Kept seeing hester around, hahas. We had fun, although i'm broke larh but still very fun! Tmr going back there for things i couldnt afford today xD Then we walk until so tired, we cabbed from IMM to JE mrt! Like wth right? So damn...waste money. Haha. Anyways while we were waiting for the cab, this donation thingy (again) came. Some student, 17 years old want us donate 10 bucks. Like 10 bucks! I will buy that shirt first larh. This kind very pro, come to taxi queue. One is it means you are rich and another, you can't get away from the queue. But i didn;t donate because i was more concerned with my nails. LOL.
Was talking with three of those hardcore THIMUN people. Wahlau, morale plunge. One delegate from new zealand, one delegate from pakistan and another delegate from england larh! Two gave me their resolutions already lorh -.- Wth. Then talked with a HCI sec 4 guy, finally not so hardcore, tell me he like to slack too! Hahas, like real lorh, only i will slack can. Good start, i hope i get enthu...Zzz
Monday is class chalet! And training! (: And tuesday is THIMUN opening already. -.- Everyone shall see that god-for-nothing IMF representative --ME. Haix. So tired.
THIMUN today was pretty light. Started with opening speech right away. Worked on it alot, drafted and editted then finally done (: I like it (: Haha "World Peace" is the two words, highlight of my whole 1min speech. But still, i'm not doing that handsign! Released late by half an hour. Late for class lunch by a little.
Class lunch, just ate then went giant together already. it was freaking fun there larh. Josephine made me do some er, funny poses. One by that wine barrel! Hahas, it was very fun! Bought everything now le, tmr jos and ariel coming my house to marinade the 6kg worth of chicken wings!
After the shopping, me ariel and jos went walking around IMM. Kept seeing hester around, hahas. We had fun, although i'm broke larh but still very fun! Tmr going back there for things i couldnt afford today xD Then we walk until so tired, we cabbed from IMM to JE mrt! Like wth right? So damn...waste money. Haha. Anyways while we were waiting for the cab, this donation thingy (again) came. Some student, 17 years old want us donate 10 bucks. Like 10 bucks! I will buy that shirt first larh. This kind very pro, come to taxi queue. One is it means you are rich and another, you can't get away from the queue. But i didn;t donate because i was more concerned with my nails. LOL.
Was talking with three of those hardcore THIMUN people. Wahlau, morale plunge. One delegate from new zealand, one delegate from pakistan and another delegate from england larh! Two gave me their resolutions already lorh -.- Wth. Then talked with a HCI sec 4 guy, finally not so hardcore, tell me he like to slack too! Hahas, like real lorh, only i will slack can. Good start, i hope i get enthu...Zzz
Monday is class chalet! And training! (: And tuesday is THIMUN opening already. -.- Everyone shall see that god-for-nothing IMF representative --ME. Haix. So tired.
Friday, November 24
Been tagged by matthias, haha okay so here goes:
7 things that scares me
1. Knowing im going to lose a tournament
2. Knowing im going to fail an important exam
3. Something bad happening to my friends and family
4. Something bad happening to myself! LOL.
5. THIMUN!
6. Jiao lian scolds me like during the nanhua match...
7. Thought of having to lose someone or something
Took so long to think of what can scare me because nothing much can really scare me. Haha, because i love the dark and scary movies too! Haha.
7 favourite music at the moment
1. Unfaithful - Rihanna
2. Collide - Howie Day
3. Love You So - Natalie
4. Far Away - Nickelback
5. Tian Hui - S.H.E (my all-time favourite :D)
6.Ting Ma Ma De Hua - Jay Chou
7. Give Me a Little Try - Seo Hyun Jin
7 people i fancy (in no particular order)
1. Josephine :D (Be honoured! Hahas)
2. Ariel :D
3. Veron :D
4. Yeejin :D
5. Peiqi :D
6. Er...must i put guys? Er...Jieren? Haha
7. Er....Chienying? Haha
Okay larh, got 7 already. Zzz, so difficul larh, first 5 can liao xD
7 things i said most
1. Wahlau!
2. Zzz...
3. f*ck
4. Don't talk cock
5. LOL
6. Sian
7. I want to sleep! :D
7 things i like most
1. 2C <333
2. RVTT (: (seniors and juniors included)
3. My handphone! Haha.
4. My bed!
5. Sleeping Zzz...
6. Talking cock
7. training training training! :D
7 people to do thissurvey thingy
1. JIN. It's time to update your blog girl.
2. Peiqi. Reason same as above.
3. Josephine. Reason same as above.
4. Ahh i dunno le, you want do then do.
Zzz, wasted 20mins of my time thinking about the answers for the abve questions -.- Haha okay.
Training today again! Yay i want more trainings! Hahas okay. Friendly match sparked me up again! Okay, kai qiu first as usual today. Then played kai qiu qiang gong with carmen! haha camen is funny, laugh and laugh. Lols. We chose our jersey for next year today. It's damn ugly, but nvm, it always had been,so xi guan jiu hao. Hahas. Red and black larh. Wah like new year clothes like that -.- But then sian, must be school colours so boh bian, we don't have much choice anyways.
After that trained duo qiu with jiao lian. Haha, got improvement le. Don't knw how to describe larh. Then those never play table tennis also dun understand what i'm talking about. haha okay. Today ended close to 4. Then me, yeejin, peiqi, carmen, zhixuan went to lot 1 to look for shibin who is working there. Haha, shibin you got gan dong or not?!? Hahas okay, then they i mean we -.- crapped alot at the food junction. What secret recipe and zhijun's bottomless pit for a stomach :D RVTT girls damn gay larhs. Hahas sad cannot join them next tuesday for tt girls outing. ARGHHHH. And keep saying in front of me. Stupid thimun ))):
Monday will be last training until 19th dec le. Arghh i dont want my spark to be gone again! Monday from thimun final meeting with group, to training to class chalet, wah hiong man...Okay! Prepare to die for tmr's thimun meeting! Lols.
7 things that scares me
1. Knowing im going to lose a tournament
2. Knowing im going to fail an important exam
3. Something bad happening to my friends and family
4. Something bad happening to myself! LOL.
5. THIMUN!
6. Jiao lian scolds me like during the nanhua match...
7. Thought of having to lose someone or something
Took so long to think of what can scare me because nothing much can really scare me. Haha, because i love the dark and scary movies too! Haha.
7 favourite music at the moment
1. Unfaithful - Rihanna
2. Collide - Howie Day
3. Love You So - Natalie
4. Far Away - Nickelback
5. Tian Hui - S.H.E (my all-time favourite :D)
6.Ting Ma Ma De Hua - Jay Chou
7. Give Me a Little Try - Seo Hyun Jin
7 people i fancy (in no particular order)
1. Josephine :D (Be honoured! Hahas)
2. Ariel :D
3. Veron :D
4. Yeejin :D
5. Peiqi :D
6. Er...must i put guys? Er...Jieren? Haha
7. Er....Chienying? Haha
Okay larh, got 7 already. Zzz, so difficul larh, first 5 can liao xD
7 things i said most
1. Wahlau!
2. Zzz...
3. f*ck
4. Don't talk cock
5. LOL
6. Sian
7. I want to sleep! :D
7 things i like most
1. 2C <333
2. RVTT (: (seniors and juniors included)
3. My handphone! Haha.
4. My bed!
5. Sleeping Zzz...
6. Talking cock
7. training training training! :D
7 people to do this
1. JIN. It's time to update your blog girl.
2. Peiqi. Reason same as above.
3. Josephine. Reason same as above.
4. Ahh i dunno le, you want do then do.
Zzz, wasted 20mins of my time thinking about the answers for the abve questions -.- Haha okay.
Training today again! Yay i want more trainings! Hahas okay. Friendly match sparked me up again! Okay, kai qiu first as usual today. Then played kai qiu qiang gong with carmen! haha camen is funny, laugh and laugh. Lols. We chose our jersey for next year today. It's damn ugly, but nvm, it always had been,so xi guan jiu hao. Hahas. Red and black larh. Wah like new year clothes like that -.- But then sian, must be school colours so boh bian, we don't have much choice anyways.
After that trained duo qiu with jiao lian. Haha, got improvement le. Don't knw how to describe larh. Then those never play table tennis also dun understand what i'm talking about. haha okay. Today ended close to 4. Then me, yeejin, peiqi, carmen, zhixuan went to lot 1 to look for shibin who is working there. Haha, shibin you got gan dong or not?!? Hahas okay, then they i mean we -.- crapped alot at the food junction. What secret recipe and zhijun's bottomless pit for a stomach :D RVTT girls damn gay larhs. Hahas sad cannot join them next tuesday for tt girls outing. ARGHHHH. And keep saying in front of me. Stupid thimun ))):
Monday will be last training until 19th dec le. Arghh i dont want my spark to be gone again! Monday from thimun final meeting with group, to training to class chalet, wah hiong man...Okay! Prepare to die for tmr's thimun meeting! Lols.
Thursday, November 23
Training today, kai qiu first as usual. As suck as ever. Wonder when it'll ever improve. Sick of always kai qiu and kai qiu first thing for training. Ruins my mood of all things.
Went gan eng seng for friendly match today. Singles first. Fucked it up larh, cannot guard with my backhand properly, keep giving away points. Jiao lian put me to table 7 then turned and told me my opponent is a pro. What morale have i left? But nvm, trained myself like how i told jin. No matter how scared or nervous, i can shiver all over the place, but my facial expression must remain unchanged. I cannot let my opponent knw i'm afraid or i'm as good as gone. My expression must not reveal that i am the least bit afraid. And of course, never let your opponent hear the words 'eh, shit'. Don't show it when you fucked up. Just like in a play, you dun let the audiences knw you made a mistake in the script by sticking out your tongue. It's the stupidest mistake. But you can of course, look as attitude as you want when you're pissed. Must really try to conceal your emotions during match...It's not okay, must not let opponent have an easy game.
Then i did not get to play until jiao lian put me to play with yunrong's 10 year old brother....Zzz, feel ashamed, i got thrashed badly. Lol, maybe like what szefan say i was rushing because i didn't want to play him. He is no more than a 1.4m little kid. No less. And yao rong told me to bai3 duan3 so his short hands cannot reach! He said this "You give him duan3 qiu2 so his hands cannot reach, because he short like me mah!" Wah like wth? I laughed at that, in the middle of the game becuase that statement was so freaking funny. But then like so bad to 10 year old, so i don't listen to yaorong. Then in the presence of 5 or more juniors, i lost to him. Haha, but then they look not to laugh at my noob skills, they look and then go and beat yunrong up for letting his brother thrash me. Haha, funny juniors, really. But yunrong, we joking only hor, don't take it to heart, your brother play well is good sign, next time come RV can liao. Then be my junior, i easier to settle my score with him! Haha, jkjk. Then went back to jiao lian there, he tell me if i bai3 duan3 then he cannot hit le and i was like 0.0 how can like this to xiao didi? But then arh, in match i will not rang4. Friendly only nvm.
Then i played doubles, with zhijun. Then super fucked up, started to go into pissed off state. that first doubles we play is so freaking tyco larh. Zzz, fucked the whole match up. Half fight somemore, yue da yue pissed. Then me and zhijun is like never pei before also, how to win lorh. Then me and zhijun keep getting scolded by jiao lian. Say i never concentrate. I'm fucking trying larh right! Then he keep scolding and scolding. Then first match won, second lost, then won and lost, last match lost again. 3-2. Die.
Next match doubles is the pro-er pair. Then me and zhijun pei again. Wah, at the time we already superly pissed liao. Then although this is the pro-er pair, the first match we still managed to deuce but lost, 10:12. Not bad le larh. Second match we actually managed to win, without any deuce. I say when zhijun is pissed then she can play well. Third match lost, didn't deuce but close fight. Then last match, left with our table not done yet, the whole hall of people come watch us play. WTF, I GOT PRESSURE LARH. Everytime i see the ball go out the net, applause from GES people. More noise, less concentration. Everytime they missed my serve, our side was silent because more noise, less concentration. Although was a close fight too, but we still lost in the end. It was okay to me already, i managed to fa hui my standard today, and only with zhijun, at that crucial match. All my sucky serves became corner balls. My backhand which grew rusty suddenly became damn zhun. Just left with that, that zhi4 ming4 shang1, i cannot attack, i can only defend. Unexpected change of direction of their serve and my too-big human reaction time caused some points to be lost. But experience is good. I knw my juniors were amused by my dao expression. And when i lost a point how i will mouth the word 'f*ck'.
After the match, felt quite bad bah. Felt i really failed expectation. Don't knw is it my expectation high, or just simply standard low. Then felt pretty much like crap. But then after that, heard they all say that while we playing that last match, jiao lian kept saying must learn from us what what what, think maybe really not so bad bah? Actually should have went for the waseda match. I found my spark back and i'm itching for another game =D Whoever my new partner is doesn't sound so bad already. Competitions will make me knw where are my mistakes so now i will go and correct them. Alot to work for, especially i still don't knw who my partner will be, but i realised that i'm not hopeless yet, i just need to find back my passion and work for it.
And the sec 1 juniors are so damn...don't knw what word tro describe man. Cute, or dumb. Szefan the french fry is obviously, pretty dumb. Haha, jk. And that teddy bear jing zhan is so damn cute can. Heard about him from the girls still thought he how bad. Very nice what. And cheng li the mcnugget. Haha. Yunrong wasn't as attitude as i thought he was too larh. Just the eyes abit look like want to kill ppl. Then more dumb then szefan. Jiaolian tell him ti xia4 chang3 means play match, then he ask 'Be umpire arh?' Hahas but yao rong is the cutest! Then after training went jp with yeejin, peiqi, shibin, stella, carmen, yijun, sherry and zhijun (did i miss anyone out?) and yijun go and pinch my right arm damn hard and asking why i got no reaction. Yijun i'm telling you now, your pinch hurts hell lots, just that i'm trained to not show that i feel pain. Haha. Then now got two blue-black patches. See yijun, you violent kia. Still pain now okay. lols.
Zzz, still coughing and sniffing. Training tmr again! Very mao2 dun4 whether to do my best for match with b boys or not. If i win then my opponent will be ____. If i lose i will be ____. Haix...
Went gan eng seng for friendly match today. Singles first. Fucked it up larh, cannot guard with my backhand properly, keep giving away points. Jiao lian put me to table 7 then turned and told me my opponent is a pro. What morale have i left? But nvm, trained myself like how i told jin. No matter how scared or nervous, i can shiver all over the place, but my facial expression must remain unchanged. I cannot let my opponent knw i'm afraid or i'm as good as gone. My expression must not reveal that i am the least bit afraid. And of course, never let your opponent hear the words 'eh, shit'. Don't show it when you fucked up. Just like in a play, you dun let the audiences knw you made a mistake in the script by sticking out your tongue. It's the stupidest mistake. But you can of course, look as attitude as you want when you're pissed. Must really try to conceal your emotions during match...It's not okay, must not let opponent have an easy game.
Then i did not get to play until jiao lian put me to play with yunrong's 10 year old brother....Zzz, feel ashamed, i got thrashed badly. Lol, maybe like what szefan say i was rushing because i didn't want to play him. He is no more than a 1.4m little kid. No less. And yao rong told me to bai3 duan3 so his short hands cannot reach! He said this "You give him duan3 qiu2 so his hands cannot reach, because he short like me mah!" Wah like wth? I laughed at that, in the middle of the game becuase that statement was so freaking funny. But then like so bad to 10 year old, so i don't listen to yaorong. Then in the presence of 5 or more juniors, i lost to him. Haha, but then they look not to laugh at my noob skills, they look and then go and beat yunrong up for letting his brother thrash me. Haha, funny juniors, really. But yunrong, we joking only hor, don't take it to heart, your brother play well is good sign, next time come RV can liao. Then be my junior, i easier to settle my score with him! Haha, jkjk. Then went back to jiao lian there, he tell me if i bai3 duan3 then he cannot hit le and i was like 0.0 how can like this to xiao didi? But then arh, in match i will not rang4. Friendly only nvm.
Then i played doubles, with zhijun. Then super fucked up, started to go into pissed off state. that first doubles we play is so freaking tyco larh. Zzz, fucked the whole match up. Half fight somemore, yue da yue pissed. Then me and zhijun is like never pei before also, how to win lorh. Then me and zhijun keep getting scolded by jiao lian. Say i never concentrate. I'm fucking trying larh right! Then he keep scolding and scolding. Then first match won, second lost, then won and lost, last match lost again. 3-2. Die.
Next match doubles is the pro-er pair. Then me and zhijun pei again. Wah, at the time we already superly pissed liao. Then although this is the pro-er pair, the first match we still managed to deuce but lost, 10:12. Not bad le larh. Second match we actually managed to win, without any deuce. I say when zhijun is pissed then she can play well. Third match lost, didn't deuce but close fight. Then last match, left with our table not done yet, the whole hall of people come watch us play. WTF, I GOT PRESSURE LARH. Everytime i see the ball go out the net, applause from GES people. More noise, less concentration. Everytime they missed my serve, our side was silent because more noise, less concentration. Although was a close fight too, but we still lost in the end. It was okay to me already, i managed to fa hui my standard today, and only with zhijun, at that crucial match. All my sucky serves became corner balls. My backhand which grew rusty suddenly became damn zhun. Just left with that, that zhi4 ming4 shang1, i cannot attack, i can only defend. Unexpected change of direction of their serve and my too-big human reaction time caused some points to be lost. But experience is good. I knw my juniors were amused by my dao expression. And when i lost a point how i will mouth the word 'f*ck'.
After the match, felt quite bad bah. Felt i really failed expectation. Don't knw is it my expectation high, or just simply standard low. Then felt pretty much like crap. But then after that, heard they all say that while we playing that last match, jiao lian kept saying must learn from us what what what, think maybe really not so bad bah? Actually should have went for the waseda match. I found my spark back and i'm itching for another game =D Whoever my new partner is doesn't sound so bad already. Competitions will make me knw where are my mistakes so now i will go and correct them. Alot to work for, especially i still don't knw who my partner will be, but i realised that i'm not hopeless yet, i just need to find back my passion and work for it.
And the sec 1 juniors are so damn...don't knw what word tro describe man. Cute, or dumb. Szefan the french fry is obviously, pretty dumb. Haha, jk. And that teddy bear jing zhan is so damn cute can. Heard about him from the girls still thought he how bad. Very nice what. And cheng li the mcnugget. Haha. Yunrong wasn't as attitude as i thought he was too larh. Just the eyes abit look like want to kill ppl. Then more dumb then szefan. Jiaolian tell him ti xia4 chang3 means play match, then he ask 'Be umpire arh?' Hahas but yao rong is the cutest! Then after training went jp with yeejin, peiqi, shibin, stella, carmen, yijun, sherry and zhijun (did i miss anyone out?) and yijun go and pinch my right arm damn hard and asking why i got no reaction. Yijun i'm telling you now, your pinch hurts hell lots, just that i'm trained to not show that i feel pain. Haha. Then now got two blue-black patches. See yijun, you violent kia. Still pain now okay. lols.
Zzz, still coughing and sniffing. Training tmr again! Very mao2 dun4 whether to do my best for match with b boys or not. If i win then my opponent will be ____. If i lose i will be ____. Haix...
Wednesday, November 22
Haven't updated for hell long. Okay, 2 days. Because my comp was down with virus and my brother claims that i caused it (like HAHAHA). And he banned me from sing the internet, only can use messenger. I don't understans why he can spend long hours infront of the comp going to youtube, blogger and im allowed NONE. Freak. So hell, I'm updating for all i care. His reason being that the sites he go are "guarded" from the virus. So fine, if he can go to blogger meaning blogger is guarded, meaning i can go. So here i am. And now i can't do my THIMUN research. Because i don't knw if google is guarded! hohoho. Zzz, am i supposed to wait for my death on saturday or what?
Still quite sick, violent cough started yesterday. And i felt so cold after training yesterday even when i maxed the heater. And my nails and lips were purple. Then i realised i was running a fever. Subsided today, although still coughing and sniffing around. Alot.
Trainign yestersay was...haix. Actually what jiaolian said was true. He got me right on. I just didn't feel like playing anymore. Though i'm still trying, i'm really trying. Because of many factors, i just can't put my heart into it anymore, nor even play as well as before anymore. Quite disappointed with myself...but i really can't do anything. I'm trying to hard but i can't really find back that spark in me. Tmr still going to gan eng seng for friendly match. Just watch me die. Yeah, my standard now, i'm not even fit to play with the B div boys reserves, how to play with the gan eng seng pros? Maybe it's really just simply that i don't want to pair with any other people apart from jenn..I feel so much but i can't help feeling incompetent. I don't knw wat i even want now. I'm obviously not even fit to be in the school team. Only about 2 more months, i don't even knw how am i going to play well by tournament next year. With my whole new partner.
因为太久不见结果所以才慢慢失去信心...
Still quite sick, violent cough started yesterday. And i felt so cold after training yesterday even when i maxed the heater. And my nails and lips were purple. Then i realised i was running a fever. Subsided today, although still coughing and sniffing around. Alot.
Trainign yestersay was...haix. Actually what jiaolian said was true. He got me right on. I just didn't feel like playing anymore. Though i'm still trying, i'm really trying. Because of many factors, i just can't put my heart into it anymore, nor even play as well as before anymore. Quite disappointed with myself...but i really can't do anything. I'm trying to hard but i can't really find back that spark in me. Tmr still going to gan eng seng for friendly match. Just watch me die. Yeah, my standard now, i'm not even fit to play with the B div boys reserves, how to play with the gan eng seng pros? Maybe it's really just simply that i don't want to pair with any other people apart from jenn..I feel so much but i can't help feeling incompetent. I don't knw wat i even want now. I'm obviously not even fit to be in the school team. Only about 2 more months, i don't even knw how am i going to play well by tournament next year. With my whole new partner.
Sunday, November 19
Okay, due to continous sneezing fits i went to sleep at 1am last night or this morning, whatever. Flu really makes people tired. And today woke up at 12pm. Haha, not very late le bah. No more sneezing today! Just alot of sniffing and sniffing and sniffing. And nose block larh. Sianz.
Today didn't do anything productive. Not in the mood to be productive anyway. I just want to slack around. Haha. Read through abit of cheng nan jiu shi..Still got three more stories then finish reading it already.
Then went around blog surfing juniors' blogs. Primary school juniors in this case. Aiya, don't knw what they all thinking. 12 years old only talk about what BGR -.- What do they knw? I have been 12 before also, their so called "love" is like infatuations and they will grow up, look back and laugh at themselves. LOL. Whatever.
I'm freaking bored.
Today didn't do anything productive. Not in the mood to be productive anyway. I just want to slack around. Haha. Read through abit of cheng nan jiu shi..Still got three more stories then finish reading it already.
Then went around blog surfing juniors' blogs. Primary school juniors in this case. Aiya, don't knw what they all thinking. 12 years old only talk about what BGR -.- What do they knw? I have been 12 before also, their so called "love" is like infatuations and they will grow up, look back and laugh at themselves. LOL. Whatever.
I'm freaking bored.
Saturday, November 18
I koped this quiz from josephine because i was bored. haha okay, here goes:
1. Single, taken or crushing?
Lols, single obviously.
2. Are you happy with your life now?
I will be happier if THIMUN is not included in my life xD
3. When you meet the right person, will you fall for him/her fast?
Right person meaning? I don't knw, i'm quite unpredictable even to myself in this. Haha.
4. Have you had your heart broken?
Literally, nope. I guess i have no heart to break anyway. LOL.
5. Do you believe there are circumstances where cheating in love is acceptable?
It depends.
6. Would you talk to someone back if he/she cheats on you?
It's really quite unforgiving to stop talking to him altogether. But provided i have gotten over him and he isn't being nasty. We can still be friends, otherwise he'd better scram.
7. Have you talked to another person about marriage before?
Yeah, my mother. LOL.
8. Do you want children?
Ehh, i dont knw really. If you have went out with me before and we happened to meet noisy children, you should have seen my expression =/ And noisy in the sense of screaming, running around. (I knw that's what children do, but i dont like it mah)
9. How many?
Refer to above question.
10. Would you consider adoption?
Yes, why not.
11. If someone likes you right now, what do you think to let you know how him/her feelings?
Er, maybe just subtly drop hints although i'm quite stupid in picking these things up. But if i have expressed "hatred" or "disliking" to you before, i suggest you don't try. =D Joking larh, you can still try. LOLS.
12. Do you enjoy getting into relationships?
Haven't been in one.
13. Be honest. What did you and your ex do?
Refer to above question.
14. Do you believe in love at first sight?
Not really. Unless the guy really impresses me alot during the first meeting or what.
15. Are you romantic?
Not really. I'm more of practical bah. Actually i dont really knw. Haha.
16. Do you believe you can change someone?
Totally, not very possible. But certain thinking i've managed to change before.
17. If you could marry somewhere. Where would it be?
In a church. LOL. Okay, i dont knw, maybe france.
18. Do you easily give in when you're fighting?
Unless i'm in the wrong or i figure there's no point fighting anymore. If not i dont think it's very easy for me to give in.
19. Do you have feelings for someone right now?
Duh, i feel like assasinating the THIMUN organisers, does that count? LOL.
20. Have you ever wished you could have someone but you messed it up?
No. I generally don't wish to have someone. HAHA.
21. Have you broken a heart?
Er...i guess.
22. On the day if your bestfriend fall in love with he/she that you are deeply in love with.What would you do?
I believe that as a bestfriend she should knw that she should not have fallen for someone i feel for. But nvm, fair competition. Guy's choice anyway.
23. Are you missing someone right now?
Yes, i miss my class terribly. Hahas.
Tagged: PEIQI. And the rest you shuang then you do (:
Last night researched until 2plus am then sleep. Wah very very tired. I researched until like super pek chek until i finally gave up and went to work on the skin i'm gonna change.
Okay so this morning was like woke up at 7am, 15min late. Still desperate to sleep larh but still no choice but to drag myself out of bed and go out. Supposed to meet jaslin at je mac for our breakfast at 7.45am. And she was late for half an hour. But nvm jaslin, i enjoyed my breakfast alone. LOL. You better not be late next saturday hor!
We reached school late because of traffic jam. LOL like real. Haha. And jonathan ng jun kit, i so hao xin to help you bring your ice milo to school and have to freaking keep it upright on the bus. Not icy anymore dun blame me lorh! Zzz. Then B.tan also never ask us why we late, so we didn't say why lorh. Hahas. And today everyone was very, highhhhh. Especially lirui can. And the social etiqutte part was damn funny. LOLS.
After school was actually supposed to go and eat with my fellow THIMUNsters. But then too bad, met lydia panyin and joanne at the bus stop then we were supposed to go wen hua zhan lan together. (Aww...) So nvm, i boarded bus 61 with the three and headed to bugis. AND LYDIA IS A LU4 CHI1 CAN. We took the bus for so long, then she said her mum told her it was ten stops away. I was so sure 10 stops are already over and she turned and shrugged! Like what the! Luckily it's not over yet then her seniors on the same bus told us to alight. Funny.
The library is HAHAHA. Wasted my time. 6 boards over there and i dont even knw what the hell it is about. I totally no interest to read because my eyes are almost closing from sneezing too much. LOLS. Then after a while go liaox. Met alot of Rvians there. Juniors moeka and szefan. Same level sherry and zhijun and a whole big bunch of people. Seniors peiqi only. Oh and her friends whom i said hi to once before -.- Haha. Okay then yingting said go watch movie. Like siaoz, i want to sleep already ask me watch movie. Then nvm, tell her i want to watch step up. In the end next show at 5.05pm then it was only 2.30pm so went home!
Because i was so desperate to sleep, like really i'm desperate to sleep. So, i did a crazy thing! LOLS okay maybe not exactly crazy. I took the mrt from bugis to outram park, then went to harbourfront and took 97 from there! It took about 45min from harbourfront to je. Then still not enough, from je i took the 45min 99 back home! Haha. But it's good because i find that i don't sneeze in buses. I don't sneeze in any air-con places for that matter. But once i got out from 97, i sneezed. Went on 99, stopped. Got down, sneezed again. Eh very fun arh. LOL.
And then i went home and i slept! And woke up at 7.30pm. And i'm telling you i still feel like sleeping now. lols. Okay, quite a long entry today but not very interesting. And alot of things happening around my family now. In this case including my extended family. Dont knw why suddenly so many things happen. Then abit unhappy larh, but doesnt really concern me very much so not that bad bah..
[edit] Maybe i'm going to die from flu. Lol, i sound ridiculous. And everywhere hurts, after the 1hr of kai qiu-ing yesterday. Crap, jiao lian ni si ding le, zhe me zhe mo wo! LOL. I'm walking at snail speed now! Hahas okay, shall stop being lame and go sleep. [/edit]
1. Single, taken or crushing?
Lols, single obviously.
2. Are you happy with your life now?
I will be happier if THIMUN is not included in my life xD
3. When you meet the right person, will you fall for him/her fast?
Right person meaning? I don't knw, i'm quite unpredictable even to myself in this. Haha.
4. Have you had your heart broken?
Literally, nope. I guess i have no heart to break anyway. LOL.
5. Do you believe there are circumstances where cheating in love is acceptable?
It depends.
6. Would you talk to someone back if he/she cheats on you?
It's really quite unforgiving to stop talking to him altogether. But provided i have gotten over him and he isn't being nasty. We can still be friends, otherwise he'd better scram.
7. Have you talked to another person about marriage before?
Yeah, my mother. LOL.
8. Do you want children?
Ehh, i dont knw really. If you have went out with me before and we happened to meet noisy children, you should have seen my expression =/ And noisy in the sense of screaming, running around. (I knw that's what children do, but i dont like it mah)
9. How many?
Refer to above question.
10. Would you consider adoption?
Yes, why not.
11. If someone likes you right now, what do you think to let you know how him/her feelings?
Er, maybe just subtly drop hints although i'm quite stupid in picking these things up. But if i have expressed "hatred" or "disliking" to you before, i suggest you don't try. =D Joking larh, you can still try. LOLS.
12. Do you enjoy getting into relationships?
Haven't been in one.
13. Be honest. What did you and your ex do?
Refer to above question.
14. Do you believe in love at first sight?
Not really. Unless the guy really impresses me alot during the first meeting or what.
15. Are you romantic?
Not really. I'm more of practical bah. Actually i dont really knw. Haha.
16. Do you believe you can change someone?
Totally, not very possible. But certain thinking i've managed to change before.
17. If you could marry somewhere. Where would it be?
In a church. LOL. Okay, i dont knw, maybe france.
18. Do you easily give in when you're fighting?
Unless i'm in the wrong or i figure there's no point fighting anymore. If not i dont think it's very easy for me to give in.
19. Do you have feelings for someone right now?
Duh, i feel like assasinating the THIMUN organisers, does that count? LOL.
20. Have you ever wished you could have someone but you messed it up?
No. I generally don't wish to have someone. HAHA.
21. Have you broken a heart?
Er...i guess.
22. On the day if your bestfriend fall in love with he/she that you are deeply in love with.What would you do?
I believe that as a bestfriend she should knw that she should not have fallen for someone i feel for. But nvm, fair competition. Guy's choice anyway.
23. Are you missing someone right now?
Yes, i miss my class terribly. Hahas.
Tagged: PEIQI. And the rest you shuang then you do (:
Last night researched until 2plus am then sleep. Wah very very tired. I researched until like super pek chek until i finally gave up and went to work on the skin i'm gonna change.
Okay so this morning was like woke up at 7am, 15min late. Still desperate to sleep larh but still no choice but to drag myself out of bed and go out. Supposed to meet jaslin at je mac for our breakfast at 7.45am. And she was late for half an hour. But nvm jaslin, i enjoyed my breakfast alone. LOL. You better not be late next saturday hor!
We reached school late because of traffic jam. LOL like real. Haha. And jonathan ng jun kit, i so hao xin to help you bring your ice milo to school and have to freaking keep it upright on the bus. Not icy anymore dun blame me lorh! Zzz. Then B.tan also never ask us why we late, so we didn't say why lorh. Hahas. And today everyone was very, highhhhh. Especially lirui can. And the social etiqutte part was damn funny. LOLS.
After school was actually supposed to go and eat with my fellow THIMUNsters. But then too bad, met lydia panyin and joanne at the bus stop then we were supposed to go wen hua zhan lan together. (Aww...) So nvm, i boarded bus 61 with the three and headed to bugis. AND LYDIA IS A LU4 CHI1 CAN. We took the bus for so long, then she said her mum told her it was ten stops away. I was so sure 10 stops are already over and she turned and shrugged! Like what the! Luckily it's not over yet then her seniors on the same bus told us to alight. Funny.
The library is HAHAHA. Wasted my time. 6 boards over there and i dont even knw what the hell it is about. I totally no interest to read because my eyes are almost closing from sneezing too much. LOLS. Then after a while go liaox. Met alot of Rvians there. Juniors moeka and szefan. Same level sherry and zhijun and a whole big bunch of people. Seniors peiqi only. Oh and her friends whom i said hi to once before -.- Haha. Okay then yingting said go watch movie. Like siaoz, i want to sleep already ask me watch movie. Then nvm, tell her i want to watch step up. In the end next show at 5.05pm then it was only 2.30pm so went home!
Because i was so desperate to sleep, like really i'm desperate to sleep. So, i did a crazy thing! LOLS okay maybe not exactly crazy. I took the mrt from bugis to outram park, then went to harbourfront and took 97 from there! It took about 45min from harbourfront to je. Then still not enough, from je i took the 45min 99 back home! Haha. But it's good because i find that i don't sneeze in buses. I don't sneeze in any air-con places for that matter. But once i got out from 97, i sneezed. Went on 99, stopped. Got down, sneezed again. Eh very fun arh. LOL.
And then i went home and i slept! And woke up at 7.30pm. And i'm telling you i still feel like sleeping now. lols. Okay, quite a long entry today but not very interesting. And alot of things happening around my family now. In this case including my extended family. Dont knw why suddenly so many things happen. Then abit unhappy larh, but doesnt really concern me very much so not that bad bah..
[edit] Maybe i'm going to die from flu. Lol, i sound ridiculous. And everywhere hurts, after the 1hr of kai qiu-ing yesterday. Crap, jiao lian ni si ding le, zhe me zhe mo wo! LOL. I'm walking at snail speed now! Hahas okay, shall stop being lame and go sleep. [/edit]
Friday, November 17
Freaking sick. Last night before going to bed my head was throbbing and hurting terribly. So i slept early at 12plus.
I woke up this morning at 7.45am so i could get the comp first before my brother could dominate it then i can forget about using already. But to my utter dismay, he was already sitting in this chair that i'm sitting on right now, happily using the comp. With a smug smile on his face when he saw me, i might add. But nvm, he let me use the comp at 9.30am while i was reading cheng nan jiu shi.
Sneezing frenzy. Sneezed like mad in the morning too. Did i mentioned i started sneezing since yesterday? Although i don't knw what the hell is the problem, i don't believe that it is somebody cursing me either. Doesn't matter, training place - chapel! It's freaking good, because i noticed i stopped snezzing when i went in for training. Miraculous.
Today trained like...mad. Jiao lian wasted 25min of our training time to talk about his da dao li. Lols. But not bad, time pass very fast for training today. I practiced kai qiu for like 1 hour, until now my left hand index finger all red and got blister already. Around 3.15pm then jiao lian asked me to go and train doubles with zhixuan. Damn gao xiao can, we keep making mistakes, then have to jump that stupid basket again. Oh. this time it's the one which sherry stomped on and cracked. I have a phobia of the basket already after my fall. And that stupid basket belongs to yujie. =/
Okay, after that came home. And i started sneezing all over again and felt abit feverish. Ahh freaking sick larh! Zzz...Tmr have to go back to school earlyyy in the morning again can you believe it?!? THIMUN arh... Okay have to go and do my complete research plus my opening speech! Best is tmr sick diao, then can pon -.- Haha...tata~
I woke up this morning at 7.45am so i could get the comp first before my brother could dominate it then i can forget about using already. But to my utter dismay, he was already sitting in this chair that i'm sitting on right now, happily using the comp. With a smug smile on his face when he saw me, i might add. But nvm, he let me use the comp at 9.30am while i was reading cheng nan jiu shi.
Sneezing frenzy. Sneezed like mad in the morning too. Did i mentioned i started sneezing since yesterday? Although i don't knw what the hell is the problem, i don't believe that it is somebody cursing me either. Doesn't matter, training place - chapel! It's freaking good, because i noticed i stopped snezzing when i went in for training. Miraculous.
Today trained like...mad. Jiao lian wasted 25min of our training time to talk about his da dao li. Lols. But not bad, time pass very fast for training today. I practiced kai qiu for like 1 hour, until now my left hand index finger all red and got blister already. Around 3.15pm then jiao lian asked me to go and train doubles with zhixuan. Damn gao xiao can, we keep making mistakes, then have to jump that stupid basket again. Oh. this time it's the one which sherry stomped on and cracked. I have a phobia of the basket already after my fall. And that stupid basket belongs to yujie. =/
Okay, after that came home. And i started sneezing all over again and felt abit feverish. Ahh freaking sick larh! Zzz...Tmr have to go back to school earlyyy in the morning again can you believe it?!? THIMUN arh... Okay have to go and do my complete research plus my opening speech! Best is tmr sick diao, then can pon -.- Haha...tata~
Thursday, November 16
Haix, down with sore throat from yesterday's class lunch. I almost lost my voice when i woke up this morning. Haha, that's why my voice is damn sexy now. LOLS. Then after that the sore throat can lead to fever you knw? What lame shit then now got flu. Like wth larh, i only want to gt sick. Meaning one sickness, not three. Crap. So ya, because of this, i didn't go training today, what perfect timing right. LOL.
Continued to work on jos's blogskin today. Until damn pek chek, keep trying and trying. Like doing trial and error like that then FINALLY i got it correct, then got one extra line -.- Luckily jos say it's okay. Haha, but got sense of achievement. Lols. And then i changed a skin. And this skin is damn mafan too because it kept giving me problems at first. Changed the blog song to stand alone music because i'm seriously irritated by those blog song in template which plays when i enter the blog. LOL. No offence to people who use that kind though, just saying that it's irritating because i always have media player on.
And i'm like damn sleepy now because i keep sneezing. Gahhs. Later when my brother come home i don't knw whether i will be able to use the comp gain today. Because he is going to dominate the comp after his Os, which is today. Zzz ohwells, sad case larhs.
I finished reading te shi! Like finally? It's about time too. Cheng nan jiu shi is so...wahlau. long-winded larhs. Sian diao. Tmr got training again. I'm still aching everywhere from the last training. And my elbow still hurts from my spectacular fall. -.- Seriously, too bad if you missed it. I must have slided halfway across the floor because of that damn basket. And i used my left hand to break the fall, dont knw impact or what, elbow hurts like siaoz. Ahh nvm heck so much.
Todayis the only day i managed to stay at home without complaining i'm sian. maybe too busy doing blogskin but i think is too busy sneezing already -.-
Continued to work on jos's blogskin today. Until damn pek chek, keep trying and trying. Like doing trial and error like that then FINALLY i got it correct, then got one extra line -.- Luckily jos say it's okay. Haha, but got sense of achievement. Lols. And then i changed a skin. And this skin is damn mafan too because it kept giving me problems at first. Changed the blog song to stand alone music because i'm seriously irritated by those blog song in template which plays when i enter the blog. LOL. No offence to people who use that kind though, just saying that it's irritating because i always have media player on.
And i'm like damn sleepy now because i keep sneezing. Gahhs. Later when my brother come home i don't knw whether i will be able to use the comp gain today. Because he is going to dominate the comp after his Os, which is today. Zzz ohwells, sad case larhs.
I finished reading te shi! Like finally? It's about time too. Cheng nan jiu shi is so...wahlau. long-winded larhs. Sian diao. Tmr got training again. I'm still aching everywhere from the last training. And my elbow still hurts from my spectacular fall. -.- Seriously, too bad if you missed it. I must have slided halfway across the floor because of that damn basket. And i used my left hand to break the fall, dont knw impact or what, elbow hurts like siaoz. Ahh nvm heck so much.
Todayis the only day i managed to stay at home without complaining i'm sian. maybe too busy doing blogskin but i think is too busy sneezing already -.-
Wednesday, November 15
So late then come and blog. Just now too busy chatting with jieren, josephine and chienying. Then after that went to work on the layout of a pict jos sent to me. So took so long then come and blog.
Today was a super fun day (: Class lunch at jec but in the end i think only 11 people came. Become group lunch. Haha okay nvm. All those people who pang seh-ed me today...die!!! LOLS. Okay then we were all laughing like some crazy people over there, because of something ridiculously funny jieren said. Haha. Seriously, from a discussion for bbq become like that. But it was damn fun larh.
After that we all went to the arcade to play. Like crap, we all so noob at the street basketball game but nvm, we were damn high larh. Then we owe the guys $$ now! Haha. Okay I'm gonna change the skin soon already. So tired.
& I'm not faking to be happy.
Today was a super fun day (: Class lunch at jec but in the end i think only 11 people came. Become group lunch. Haha okay nvm. All those people who pang seh-ed me today...die!!! LOLS. Okay then we were all laughing like some crazy people over there, because of something ridiculously funny jieren said. Haha. Seriously, from a discussion for bbq become like that. But it was damn fun larh.
After that we all went to the arcade to play. Like crap, we all so noob at the street basketball game but nvm, we were damn high larh. Then we owe the guys $$ now! Haha. Okay I'm gonna change the skin soon already. So tired.
& I'm not faking to be happy.
Tuesday, November 14
Don't have to go through so much trouble just because i cannot make it. Suan le larh, majority can then just go. I don't mind and it really doesn't matter to me already. After everything that we all said and done, i already don't feel like going anymore. Maybe we'll meet up another time. It's impossible to find a date which all of us can make it, just settle with the date now. I really don't mind. All i wanted to do was gather with the class. Not have all these unwanted unhappiness. I have enough to handle alreay.
I reached home late today. And to find no one but my brother at home. He told me a shocking news. That my grandmother has been admitted to the hospital. And instantly i thought of what had happened about three months ago. Although i still don't knw what happened to her, but i knw that i don't want to regret again. Regret not visiting her at the hospital when she is still around. I don't care whether it is serious or not. I'm afraid it would end in the same way.
I did not even shed a single tear during my grandfather's funeral. I remembered i didn't even want to be there. How i begged my mother every night to let me return to school the next day, how my father had scolded me and asked whether i could not see this is more important than attending school. Honestly i could not see. I really didn't understand why. Why i felt no sadness whatsoever even when i saw his pale face lying in that coffin, still, and gone forever. When i saw his coffin being pushed in to be cremated, my aunt was shouting and crying uncontrollably. And that was about the only time i ever felt sad about him passing away.
Of course it's just a matter of time. She's old too afterall. But i don't want to feel that feeling of guilt within me again. How i had thought that my grandfather wasn't so important. I can visit him another time. Well, the next time i wanted to go, he's no longer around. I really felt ashamed of myself that all i had thought when the funeral was held was that how it was ruining all my plans, my schoolwork, everything. I don't want to have to regret not doing eveything i could before she leaves us. Although i am not very close with her, that is why i might not feel sad, but i will not forget the days i spent at her house. The three days there, during my exam period. How she will wake up every morning at 6am and bring me to the bus stop just opposite her flat. How she will keep walking in when i'm studying and asking whether i have everything i need. And i won't forget how much she said she wanted me to stay, how she looked when she said it. She's alone, all alone in that 3 room flat after my granfather passed away and the maid's been sent away. She still gave me her house keys, telling me to go back next time i have my exams.
It's already 10.17pm. They are not back yet. Everytime i hear footsteps i would run over to the balcony window and see if they are back. And everytime, i don't see them rounding the corner below me. I stood so long at the balcony window, looking out and wondering when they will come back and let me knw. Knw at least what happened to her...
Is it too late? God bless her. I hope she's alright.
And I don't understand why i always have to act like I'm okay when I'm not.
I reached home late today. And to find no one but my brother at home. He told me a shocking news. That my grandmother has been admitted to the hospital. And instantly i thought of what had happened about three months ago. Although i still don't knw what happened to her, but i knw that i don't want to regret again. Regret not visiting her at the hospital when she is still around. I don't care whether it is serious or not. I'm afraid it would end in the same way.
I did not even shed a single tear during my grandfather's funeral. I remembered i didn't even want to be there. How i begged my mother every night to let me return to school the next day, how my father had scolded me and asked whether i could not see this is more important than attending school. Honestly i could not see. I really didn't understand why. Why i felt no sadness whatsoever even when i saw his pale face lying in that coffin, still, and gone forever. When i saw his coffin being pushed in to be cremated, my aunt was shouting and crying uncontrollably. And that was about the only time i ever felt sad about him passing away.
Of course it's just a matter of time. She's old too afterall. But i don't want to feel that feeling of guilt within me again. How i had thought that my grandfather wasn't so important. I can visit him another time. Well, the next time i wanted to go, he's no longer around. I really felt ashamed of myself that all i had thought when the funeral was held was that how it was ruining all my plans, my schoolwork, everything. I don't want to have to regret not doing eveything i could before she leaves us. Although i am not very close with her, that is why i might not feel sad, but i will not forget the days i spent at her house. The three days there, during my exam period. How she will wake up every morning at 6am and bring me to the bus stop just opposite her flat. How she will keep walking in when i'm studying and asking whether i have everything i need. And i won't forget how much she said she wanted me to stay, how she looked when she said it. She's alone, all alone in that 3 room flat after my granfather passed away and the maid's been sent away. She still gave me her house keys, telling me to go back next time i have my exams.
It's already 10.17pm. They are not back yet. Everytime i hear footsteps i would run over to the balcony window and see if they are back. And everytime, i don't see them rounding the corner below me. I stood so long at the balcony window, looking out and wondering when they will come back and let me knw. Knw at least what happened to her...
Is it too late? God bless her. I hope she's alright.
And I don't understand why i always have to act like I'm okay when I'm not.
Monday, November 13
Today totally sucked. To the core.
A very slack day, nothing done, only read that few chapters of te shi and that's it. I went to jp then wandered around the place after getting my stuffs from popular. I so totally didn't want to go home, but it was starting to rain. And i got caught in the rain again. Maybe that's why i'm feeling extremely cold now but my temperature is a little over 38 degrees.
And guess what, i can't make it for our long anticipated 6E gathering. Everything just gets more and more disappointing. I knw i didn't want to go at first, but thinking of which, seeing my friends after so long, like really long, and going to have a day together sounds fun. But now the date was rearranged to 29th november. Second day of THIMUN conference, and i'll be at hwa chong institution the whole day from 9am to 6pm. I can't make it. And i also, see absolutely no point in just joining in for dinner. I'm insignificant yeah. And why bother making it sound so freaking nice? I seriously don't understand why i'm still helping you. I should just leave everything in your hands to handle right? Now i knw i'm really nothing and everything doesn't matter with or without me. So ya, hope everyone enjoys yourselves there without me.
You also don't really have to give a damn to how i'm feeling because i'm nothing. I'm nothing to everyone and everything.
A very slack day, nothing done, only read that few chapters of te shi and that's it. I went to jp then wandered around the place after getting my stuffs from popular. I so totally didn't want to go home, but it was starting to rain. And i got caught in the rain again. Maybe that's why i'm feeling extremely cold now but my temperature is a little over 38 degrees.
And guess what, i can't make it for our long anticipated 6E gathering. Everything just gets more and more disappointing. I knw i didn't want to go at first, but thinking of which, seeing my friends after so long, like really long, and going to have a day together sounds fun. But now the date was rearranged to 29th november. Second day of THIMUN conference, and i'll be at hwa chong institution the whole day from 9am to 6pm. I can't make it. And i also, see absolutely no point in just joining in for dinner. I'm insignificant yeah. And why bother making it sound so freaking nice? I seriously don't understand why i'm still helping you. I should just leave everything in your hands to handle right? Now i knw i'm really nothing and everything doesn't matter with or without me. So ya, hope everyone enjoys yourselves there without me.
You also don't really have to give a damn to how i'm feeling because i'm nothing. I'm nothing to everyone and everything.
Sunday, November 12
Okay, i just broke my record. I slept at 2am last night and woke up at 4pm today. Like whoa. Half the day is already gone. But heck, surely i deserve to sleep in after one whole week of going back to school? Heex.
It's always so frustrating trying to search for nice blogskins. And blogskin.com is so damn lag. I got like no patience for it at all. And i'm so sian diao by it now, maybe i don;t go online later already.
Spammed my smses to the class people about class chalet. So difficult to plan during holidays larh and only a few replied me. We're going to have another class lunch and decide the details okay.
Omg, it will be like effing rushed for the chalet. 27th after final meeting and rehearsal for THIMUN then have to rush to pasir ris to meet the class with the blazer =/ 28th have to go hwa chong for first day of THIMUN conference then return to the chalet at about 6pm. Then 29th about 8am have to rush to hwa chong again. I only get to enjoy the first day :(
Please don't complain that my entrie are really boring and all. Holidays are so boring, not surprising that my blog enteries has a lack of content. I'm seriously sick of my life in the holidays larh. And last night, the third time my father caught me still online at 2am. Last night would absolutely be the last time i can stay online until later than 12am. Sorry cy, this time really cannot pei you already.
And jonathan sort of told me to dedicate a song to the THIMUN people on 93.3FM last night. So i did, and it was read out at about 1plus am. Haha, and jaslin was surprised the dj knew how to ponounce THIMUN. No larh, it's my ingenious pronounciation guide (thee-moon) =D And it's sort of thrilling to hear your dedication read out. Haha.
Okay, i'm bored already. I'm going off. Till tomorrow. I doubt i will come online again tonight. And i decided to take away my blog song because it's so irritating.
It's always so frustrating trying to search for nice blogskins. And blogskin.com is so damn lag. I got like no patience for it at all. And i'm so sian diao by it now, maybe i don;t go online later already.
Spammed my smses to the class people about class chalet. So difficult to plan during holidays larh and only a few replied me. We're going to have another class lunch and decide the details okay.
Omg, it will be like effing rushed for the chalet. 27th after final meeting and rehearsal for THIMUN then have to rush to pasir ris to meet the class with the blazer =/ 28th have to go hwa chong for first day of THIMUN conference then return to the chalet at about 6pm. Then 29th about 8am have to rush to hwa chong again. I only get to enjoy the first day :(
Please don't complain that my entrie are really boring and all. Holidays are so boring, not surprising that my blog enteries has a lack of content. I'm seriously sick of my life in the holidays larh. And last night, the third time my father caught me still online at 2am. Last night would absolutely be the last time i can stay online until later than 12am. Sorry cy, this time really cannot pei you already.
And jonathan sort of told me to dedicate a song to the THIMUN people on 93.3FM last night. So i did, and it was read out at about 1plus am. Haha, and jaslin was surprised the dj knew how to ponounce THIMUN. No larh, it's my ingenious pronounciation guide (thee-moon) =D And it's sort of thrilling to hear your dedication read out. Haha.
Okay, i'm bored already. I'm going off. Till tomorrow. I doubt i will come online again tonight. And i decided to take away my blog song because it's so irritating.
Fourth day caught in the rain. Like omg, why haven't fall sick? LOL. Okay nvm, finally TMR IS SUNDAY!! I've been going back to school everyday this week even today! Zzz, today was okay larh.
Then me, jaslin, jonathan and lirui went to je to eat kfc. The two of them went home and me and jaslin chat til 4.30pm. Then went home, and i got nth to blog about already. =D
See, i got attitude problem! LOL. Class chalet! <33
Then me, jaslin, jonathan and lirui went to je to eat kfc. The two of them went home and me and jaslin chat til 4.30pm. Then went home, and i got nth to blog about already. =D
See, i got attitude problem! LOL. Class chalet! <33
Friday, November 10
Walked through the rain again today, three days straight already. how come i'n still not sick yet. Lol, getting more and more sadistic already.
So i went to see my brother's teachers today. And i was extremely bu shuang. Because i was forced, against my will, to wake up at 8am, so frigging early in the morning to accompany him to the retarded meeting. And i waited for 10 torturous minutes with two mothers constantly turning their heads, looking at me like i'm an exhibition in the musum. As if wondering how i can have a son like my bro at my age -.- Brainless asses. After 10 minutes, i went and sat down at one of the chairs, 3 teachers, english, maths and chinese. And you knw what? Each teacher said one sentence to me, and i was quickly dismissed. Like WTF? Hello! I woke up so friggin early and waited 10 minutes but i spoke to them for barely 2 minutes. Absolute bullcrap. Ohwell, must i go in my RV uniform before they can start treating me like someone important? Okay, maybe that doesn't help either. Screw it.
Then i went training, caught in the rain again. Super heavy rain. 5 seconds in the rain and i'm drenched and soaked to the skin. Third day in the rain. And everytime i get in the rain, i get drained of all energy. Causing jiao lian to keep saying thatmy backhand got problem today. Omg.
And i'm held to do something against my will out of an unreasonable promise.
So i went to see my brother's teachers today. And i was extremely bu shuang. Because i was forced, against my will, to wake up at 8am, so frigging early in the morning to accompany him to the retarded meeting. And i waited for 10 torturous minutes with two mothers constantly turning their heads, looking at me like i'm an exhibition in the musum. As if wondering how i can have a son like my bro at my age -.- Brainless asses. After 10 minutes, i went and sat down at one of the chairs, 3 teachers, english, maths and chinese. And you knw what? Each teacher said one sentence to me, and i was quickly dismissed. Like WTF? Hello! I woke up so friggin early and waited 10 minutes but i spoke to them for barely 2 minutes. Absolute bullcrap. Ohwell, must i go in my RV uniform before they can start treating me like someone important? Okay, maybe that doesn't help either. Screw it.
Then i went training, caught in the rain again. Super heavy rain. 5 seconds in the rain and i'm drenched and soaked to the skin. Third day in the rain. And everytime i get in the rain, i get drained of all energy. Causing jiao lian to keep saying thatmy backhand got problem today. Omg.
And i'm held to do something against my will out of an unreasonable promise.
Wahh so late then blog. It's like 12.24am now. Haha. Actually no mood for blogging (again?!) but then some things happened today that was, funny? Haha okay. Was feeling really very upset just now because of something someone said. Must really thank my counsellor for cheering me up! Haha finally gan dong me already. See, you dun need to do extreme things =D Thank you thank you, haha you rock the most (:
Second day of the writing course. And i went berserk today becase i was so terrible desperate to get the hell out of the stupid workshop and go training! But sadly, i didn't pon the workshop because i was influenced by hester's moral uprighteousness xD But i regret it greatly. So we were put into another teacher's class today, and she was hopelessly boring and all. So after break me, charmaine, michelle and rita changed over to the class with Miss MMH! Haha MMH stands for Maggie Mee Hair. LOL. She rocks like one hundred times more than the other one.. Anyway we were discovered but we were allowed to stay there. And the largest class at first, which is the boring teacher's clas, in the end left PRCs who don't knw how to change over. HAHA. LOL.
I was going crazy during lunch break because i wanted to go training and get out from the lame workshop. But then haix, didn't succeed. I was like scratching the pink dolphin bottle's wrapper until..er, okay i shall not elaborate (; Haha but i stayed anyway. The presentation at LT2 was super funny, highlight was our class's Kali that poem. Like omg the whole place full of laughter because jun xiang made such a very good Kali goddess xD
After that left 30min of training -.- Changed to pe tee and ran through the very heavy rain to the chapel. Then i started trembling. And i can't hold my bat properly already then jiaolian kept saying that i'm going to be sick. Like good lorh, i want to be sick leh. Haha sadistic.
Tmr actualy wanted to sleep one larh but then my mum ask me to go to my younger brothers' parent teacher meeting and they call it PSI (Parent Staff Interaction) LOL. which as a matter of fact sounds nicer than ourPTM (Parent Teacher Meeting)
I was just online just now and this 15 year old girl from my committee in THIMUN who drafted her resolution and sent it to me! Wanted me to read through and approve of the funding from IMF if i agree on the resolution. Like wth? I was slacking and then..someone come and sends me her resolution. Like...i need to discuss with the THIMUN people first right! She wants my answer by tmr night! Omg, i so cannot do this larh. No more slacking already. Sinyee must jiayou! 22 more days and THIMUN will be over le (: Yay, i can't wait =DDD I shall appear offline tmr so she wont have a chance to ask me then when i have the meeting on saturday with the THIMUN people, i can discuss then give her my answer.
Must start doing homework, econs question from miss ek to answer! THIMUN researches! Omg, so many things so little time...
My dedication was read out! (((:
Second day of the writing course. And i went berserk today becase i was so terrible desperate to get the hell out of the stupid workshop and go training! But sadly, i didn't pon the workshop because i was influenced by hester's moral uprighteousness xD But i regret it greatly. So we were put into another teacher's class today, and she was hopelessly boring and all. So after break me, charmaine, michelle and rita changed over to the class with Miss MMH! Haha MMH stands for Maggie Mee Hair. LOL. She rocks like one hundred times more than the other one.. Anyway we were discovered but we were allowed to stay there. And the largest class at first, which is the boring teacher's clas, in the end left PRCs who don't knw how to change over. HAHA. LOL.
I was going crazy during lunch break because i wanted to go training and get out from the lame workshop. But then haix, didn't succeed. I was like scratching the pink dolphin bottle's wrapper until..er, okay i shall not elaborate (; Haha but i stayed anyway. The presentation at LT2 was super funny, highlight was our class's Kali that poem. Like omg the whole place full of laughter because jun xiang made such a very good Kali goddess xD
After that left 30min of training -.- Changed to pe tee and ran through the very heavy rain to the chapel. Then i started trembling. And i can't hold my bat properly already then jiaolian kept saying that i'm going to be sick. Like good lorh, i want to be sick leh. Haha sadistic.
Tmr actualy wanted to sleep one larh but then my mum ask me to go to my younger brothers' parent teacher meeting and they call it PSI (Parent Staff Interaction) LOL. which as a matter of fact sounds nicer than ourPTM (Parent Teacher Meeting)
I was just online just now and this 15 year old girl from my committee in THIMUN who drafted her resolution and sent it to me! Wanted me to read through and approve of the funding from IMF if i agree on the resolution. Like wth? I was slacking and then..someone come and sends me her resolution. Like...i need to discuss with the THIMUN people first right! She wants my answer by tmr night! Omg, i so cannot do this larh. No more slacking already. Sinyee must jiayou! 22 more days and THIMUN will be over le (: Yay, i can't wait =DDD I shall appear offline tmr so she wont have a chance to ask me then when i have the meeting on saturday with the THIMUN people, i can discuss then give her my answer.
Must start doing homework, econs question from miss ek to answer! THIMUN researches! Omg, so many things so little time...
Wednesday, November 8
No mood to blog again but since today quite a few things so okay, i shall update =D
Went to school early at like 10plus to attend that stupid writing course. Zzz super sian. Reached school and took a super long time to take attendance and stuff. Then we boarded the bus to Little India and Kampong Glam like wtf?!? With our PRC buddies somemore. Nvm, the whole trip was samn sianz. so i shall not elaborate. Saw an interesting sight on the bus though. Was a window with the EMERGENCY EXIT. BREAK GLASS TO OPEN. And then i think someone scraped the G and L away from the GLASS. Then it became BREAK ASS TO OPEN. Like crap, i didn't take a picture of it. Lol. And jun xiang said, should scrap away the T from TO then it becomes BREAK ASS O OPEN. 0.0 Haha.
Hester wanted to get a henna done at little India but we were afraid it would not come off before the thimun conference, then we'll get pwned. Haha, so we are going after the conference. haha yue hao le wor (: And we'll drag jaslin + jonathan there and make jon the first guy i knw who has a henna! HAHAHA.
Return back to school and done some other writing stuff. Really really boring. Considering to pon tmr. Im so morally unupright. LOL. Have to miss cca! Bahh, crapcrapcrap.
Okay, i'm really tired. Been sleeping no earlier than 2am every single day since holidays started. Haha, because of somebody. Okay larh, maybe not. Lalala, searching for a new skin. I don't like this sad sad feeling of this sad sad blog skin. Lol.
I got attitude problem you knw. DUHHH Like who doesnt knw?!? Okay fine. I want to do homework. Want to play, Want to get the dates for class chalet. Want to get thimun over! Want to do so many things! Arghhh when can thimun be over... And my member introduction at the THIMUN conference is so so so very formal. Like haha, i didnt knw i could get so formal. Ohwells. I'm bored. But nvm, self-entertainment! Zzz. Search for skins...
Went to school early at like 10plus to attend that stupid writing course. Zzz super sian. Reached school and took a super long time to take attendance and stuff. Then we boarded the bus to Little India and Kampong Glam like wtf?!? With our PRC buddies somemore. Nvm, the whole trip was samn sianz. so i shall not elaborate. Saw an interesting sight on the bus though. Was a window with the EMERGENCY EXIT. BREAK GLASS TO OPEN. And then i think someone scraped the G and L away from the GLASS. Then it became BREAK ASS TO OPEN. Like crap, i didn't take a picture of it. Lol. And jun xiang said, should scrap away the T from TO then it becomes BREAK ASS O OPEN. 0.0 Haha.
Hester wanted to get a henna done at little India but we were afraid it would not come off before the thimun conference, then we'll get pwned. Haha, so we are going after the conference. haha yue hao le wor (: And we'll drag jaslin + jonathan there and make jon the first guy i knw who has a henna! HAHAHA.
Return back to school and done some other writing stuff. Really really boring. Considering to pon tmr. Im so morally unupright. LOL. Have to miss cca! Bahh, crapcrapcrap.
Okay, i'm really tired. Been sleeping no earlier than 2am every single day since holidays started. Haha, because of somebody. Okay larh, maybe not. Lalala, searching for a new skin. I don't like this sad sad feeling of this sad sad blog skin. Lol.
I got attitude problem you knw. DUHHH Like who doesnt knw?!? Okay fine. I want to do homework. Want to play, Want to get the dates for class chalet. Want to get thimun over! Want to do so many things! Arghhh when can thimun be over... And my member introduction at the THIMUN conference is so so so very formal. Like haha, i didnt knw i could get so formal. Ohwells. I'm bored. But nvm, self-entertainment! Zzz. Search for skins...
Tuesday, November 7
So i didn't update yesterday. Because i didn't feel like it. Reason enough? Actually also didn't feel like updating today, felt too overloaded but decided not to let my blog collect dust. My entries are really shallower than usual since holidays started. Spart from the dedication posts, the rest are really, crap. Zzz...
So today went to school super early at like 8.30am to go for the ecomnomics lesson cum "tea-session" with miss ek. Like omg, i thought it would end at like 11am or 12pm latest. But it became a 5 and a half hours till 2.30pm. Luckily the concepts were pretty interesting if not think i die liao. Her initial presentation consists of 57 slides. And along the way she kept adding in slides with her own illustrations and examples to put the point across in layman's terms. So, become 108 slides in the end. Haha a bit hardcore.
Now THIMUN going to be fullforce already. I feel super conned. Because bryan tan told me i am supposed to represent IMF and give an opening speech at the General Assembly on the first day of the official conference. Like omg, i really feel conned. Why must choose me -.- And i'm supposed to be the group leader? Inform my IMF group about any thing that is passed down from the council there? Sian, i shall go there "M...m..my de..de..le..delegates..." LOL, come back confirm get pwned by bryan tan and desmond lim.
Timetable for THIMUN out today. Going to have meetings on the next consecuetive 3 saturdays and some other rehearsals with our blazers and stuff. Crap, might still meet with miss ek again on 17 nov. Still got homework from her! Like siaoz.
Then was training. I feel damn drained of my energy already, so i slacked around and played with jin. Then train ly kai qiu, as lan as ever -.- Wah sian. Then super tired, jiaolian early release 5 min! Haha, and i fell asleep on the bus 166, mrt and 242. Haha.
Homework lagged diao already. Haven't been touching any except just reading te shi all the while. Going to really go on it liao. Sian, i dream of my holiday, it will come? At my end of 6 years in RV. Haix, ke bei arh...
So many thing to do, so many things i want to do, so little time. Problem of allocation in microecomonics. Zzz...So many things i want to do...
So today went to school super early at like 8.30am to go for the ecomnomics lesson cum "tea-session" with miss ek. Like omg, i thought it would end at like 11am or 12pm latest. But it became a 5 and a half hours till 2.30pm. Luckily the concepts were pretty interesting if not think i die liao. Her initial presentation consists of 57 slides. And along the way she kept adding in slides with her own illustrations and examples to put the point across in layman's terms. So, become 108 slides in the end. Haha a bit hardcore.
Now THIMUN going to be fullforce already. I feel super conned. Because bryan tan told me i am supposed to represent IMF and give an opening speech at the General Assembly on the first day of the official conference. Like omg, i really feel conned. Why must choose me -.- And i'm supposed to be the group leader? Inform my IMF group about any thing that is passed down from the council there? Sian, i shall go there "M...m..my de..de..le..delegates..." LOL, come back confirm get pwned by bryan tan and desmond lim.
Timetable for THIMUN out today. Going to have meetings on the next consecuetive 3 saturdays and some other rehearsals with our blazers and stuff. Crap, might still meet with miss ek again on 17 nov. Still got homework from her! Like siaoz.
Then was training. I feel damn drained of my energy already, so i slacked around and played with jin. Then train ly kai qiu, as lan as ever -.- Wah sian. Then super tired, jiaolian early release 5 min! Haha, and i fell asleep on the bus 166, mrt and 242. Haha.
Homework lagged diao already. Haven't been touching any except just reading te shi all the while. Going to really go on it liao. Sian, i dream of my holiday, it will come? At my end of 6 years in RV. Haix, ke bei arh...
So many thing to do, so many things i want to do, so little time. Problem of allocation in microecomonics. Zzz...So many things i want to do...
Sunday, November 5
Zzz another boring ol' day. Goddamn i'm seriously rotting away at home. Actually i prefer my previous speech. So wacky, the teacher surely think i'm a joker. This one now like so formal and not fun. Zzz, i'm a boring person larh. Decided to cancel out the nocturnal part because i don't knw how it can promote me. So ya, only let ppl knw i'm a pig.
Good morning (form teacher) and fellow classmates.Already so formal. I'm sinyee from 2C last year. I'm a doubles' player in my cca, table tennis and this is my 5th year playing it. How boring. *yawns* I am stronger in the languages but i FLUNK BADLY need ALOT of improvement in the subject area of maths and science. *rolls eyes* I may be bad in numerical equations and chemical equations, no actually i'm pretty good in chemical equations but one equation is for certain: *writes on board* fierce + homourous + guailan + fun + nice + split personality + nocturnal + severe mood swings = me. LOL. I've participated in a few exchange programs and THIMUN (The Hague International Model United Nations) which is a goddamn long and boring story to tell. They are rather enriching for my experience in RV. My ass, thimun sucks big time. There are many weird and interesting things about me but not enough time to tell. I hope we work well as a class in this 2 years, thank you.
Wow actually i can already imagine that my LA teacher next year is gonna hate me. LOL. Sian.
Good morning (form teacher) and fellow classmates.
Wow actually i can already imagine that my LA teacher next year is gonna hate me. LOL. Sian.
Saturday, November 4
Sian today was an uber boring day. I meant to wake up at 9am today, but somehow i dun like to wake up when my parents are at home. So i continued to sleep until 1.30pm when i realised that they are not leaving the house, then i woke up. And then i went to use the comp, lol. Nothing to do, nothing to do. Use until 4pm then decided to go library and return books due date is today. Then lagged around jp reached home at 6pm then used comp again. LOL. After that went and thought about my speech and now okay le though abit crap. It's 30.8 sec long, but judging from my speaking which is fast, can make it just nice 30 sec. Sian. Read te shi a bit then came and use the comp again. lol.
Okay so i figured i should do some hardcore thimun research already :f Whatever, it's one step closer to getting out of my life everyday. Woohoo! Haha. Sian routine life is boring.
Okay so i figured i should do some hardcore thimun research already :f Whatever, it's one step closer to getting out of my life everyday. Woohoo! Haha. Sian routine life is boring.
My mind feels overloaded. Too many unacceptable things to accept. Too many changes in a while to take. Too many emotions i'm feeling. All of a sudden i feel messed up. I don't like what i'm feeling. I'm well aware i made myself feel this way. Maybe it was jealousy. Maybe it was pride. Maybe it's just the simple fact that i dun want to accept what i don't like. But whatever, i'll get over it. Soon.
好胜心不要那么强, 现在还轮不到我来管的时候. 要谴责, 要教训, 还设等我有了资格后再说吧. 不是没有我说话的余地, 而是没有必要再多说. 在管的人没有反对, 那我又凭什么不满呢?
Friday, November 3
Tired, tired and still tired.
Training today was crazy. Long time since i felt so, really. Practise kai qiu first. Wahlau, i super suck at it larh. Why jiaolian want me serve forehand, cannot serve backhand. I've served backhand for all my life larh. And then ask me to train backhang chang jiao with shibin. Damn it man, jump here jump there, drain all my energy away already. Then play with peiqi she la qiu i ding qiu. This one even worse, time for my brain and body to shut down. Lastly played doubles jiao bu with shibin. Haha, we got problem with forehand. We must jiayou so jiaolian will pair us together. Zzz sorry to people who dont play tt, you don't understand this part.
Stupid lah, THIMUN sucks. I honestly dont knw why i said yes. Grr. I sent the bloody discussion question answer to bryan tan already lorh, i sent it on time and pretty early larh. He come and sent me a fcking email today claiming that i didn't send anything to him. Wtf. Somemore he so sacarstic. wtfwtfwtf! I can't bloody wait for it to get out of my life! Crap. Make my class chalet have to change date, if not now everything okay already larh. wtfwtfwtfwtf. 1 more month, 1 more month and it would be out of my life forever. And never ever coming back in. ZZZ.
Time for homework again. Wth.
Training today was crazy. Long time since i felt so, really. Practise kai qiu first. Wahlau, i super suck at it larh. Why jiaolian want me serve forehand, cannot serve backhand. I've served backhand for all my life larh. And then ask me to train backhang chang jiao with shibin. Damn it man, jump here jump there, drain all my energy away already. Then play with peiqi she la qiu i ding qiu. This one even worse, time for my brain and body to shut down. Lastly played doubles jiao bu with shibin. Haha, we got problem with forehand. We must jiayou so jiaolian will pair us together. Zzz sorry to people who dont play tt, you don't understand this part.
Stupid lah, THIMUN sucks. I honestly dont knw why i said yes. Grr. I sent the bloody discussion question answer to bryan tan already lorh, i sent it on time and pretty early larh. He come and sent me a fcking email today claiming that i didn't send anything to him. Wtf. Somemore he so sacarstic. wtfwtfwtf! I can't bloody wait for it to get out of my life! Crap. Make my class chalet have to change date, if not now everything okay already larh. wtfwtfwtfwtf. 1 more month, 1 more month and it would be out of my life forever. And never ever coming back in. ZZZ.
Time for homework again. Wth.
Thursday, November 2
So i've done the statistics module for heymath. Tio pwn like siao. Activities all get full marks then final exam got 2/10 only 0.0 gg, get 44% nia. Wahlau, what a math noob. My new math teacher will be so fcking proud of my superb mathematic abilities =x
Sian, training today was abit hiong bah. haix, backhand deproved liao. Forget wear wris guard, now even mroe pain. On my way home (alone) took the super long buses 97 and 99 home. And it rained halfway. pretty heavily but i walked through anyway. LOL. Tmr still got training. Hey wrist guard, this time you're fcking getting on. bleah.
Okay, i'm reading te shi now and trying to think of stuffs to write for my speech. Haha still thinking. Look at what i have written, everything that came from my mind i just wrote down then cancellled it out again. Hello everyone, my name is sinyee and i'm from 2C last year. My CCA is table tennis. I'm miss IPU 2006. I'm a very funny My sense of humour is very twisted because i laugh at things which are not funny at all. I am also online mosty times after school until like 11.30pm. LOL. I'm nocturnal and sleeps at 3.30am during holidays or weekends. I can speak well but sometimes *goes fast* too fast like this and the teachers cant catch what im trying to say. LOL. I don't watch tv but i'm also not a boring person. If you have any recommendations to get me addicted to the tv, feel free to contact me. HAHAHA. And maybe you should knw that i have severe moodswings and split personality. Maybe i can mention that when i sleep at 3.30am i wake up at 3pm?0.0 What a pig, lol. Haha, okay, maybe i'll write my chinese zuo wen soon. Finish off the simple work. Anyway, i chucked that speech in the bin HAHA. A moment of fun and laughter peace and joy! Woot~
Ahh jonathan! "tea session" cum ECONS LESSON on tuesday with miss ek! Gahhs what's worse than that larh. Grr. Wo hai sho ren ming bah. Wu liao si le x/
Sian, training today was abit hiong bah. haix, backhand deproved liao. Forget wear wris guard, now even mroe pain. On my way home (alone) took the super long buses 97 and 99 home. And it rained halfway. pretty heavily but i walked through anyway. LOL. Tmr still got training. Hey wrist guard, this time you're fcking getting on. bleah.
Okay, i'm reading te shi now and trying to think of stuffs to write for my speech. Haha still thinking. Look at what i have written, everything that came from my mind i just wrote down then cancellled it out again. Hello everyone, my name is sinyee and i'm from 2C last year. My CCA is table tennis.
Ahh jonathan! "tea session" cum ECONS LESSON on tuesday with miss ek! Gahhs what's worse than that larh. Grr. Wo hai sho ren ming bah. Wu liao si le x/
Wednesday, November 1
Zzz my eyes hurt =/ Meant to do homework at 8.30am somehow i overslept to 11am. Ohgod. Homework lagged already. After one whole day of staring at the damned comp screen, I only managed to do about 4 modules of statistics in Heymath and i left Othman Wok for humanities. Oh and anyway, Heymath is retarded. I hate doing their dumb-ass questions larh. I can't find any single useful fcking thing about our Mr Othman Wok as well :f Grr i'm majorly pissed off.
I tried to craft my 30 seconds of fame speech but hell, what's there to promote about myself? I'll go "Hello everyone, i'm sinyee and i was from 2C'06. I'm a loyal member of rvtt" End. Ditto, that takes up like 10 seconds? It's practically asking you to be as egoistic as you can in 30 seconds. Blooooody, junhao actually suggested me to say i'm miss inclined 2006 and do a demo. Like efffff larh, not that again. I don't want to be remembered as that corny miss inclined for two years i'm spending with my new classmates. Gahh, suggestions on tagboard pls?
While i go brainstorm now. Training tmr! Damn you wrist guard, you get to go on my wrist again. Zzz
I tried to craft my 30 seconds of fame speech but hell, what's there to promote about myself? I'll go "Hello everyone, i'm sinyee and i was from 2C'06. I'm a loyal member of rvtt" End. Ditto, that takes up like 10 seconds? It's practically asking you to be as egoistic as you can in 30 seconds. Blooooody, junhao actually suggested me to say i'm miss inclined 2006 and do a demo. Like efffff larh, not that again. I don't want to be remembered as that corny miss inclined for two years i'm spending with my new classmates. Gahh, suggestions on tagboard pls?
While i go brainstorm now. Training tmr! Damn you wrist guard, you get to go on my wrist again. Zzz
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