Went for class leaders' workshop early in the morning today. Half asleep, one-quarter dazed, one-quarter feeling very happy (: Don't ask me why, it's to an unknown cause.

Met yvonne in the canteen then went to LT2 with peiqi. Split into groups, then told to move to LT3 to join the year 1s and 2s due to lack of people. So many people pon lorh, including melvin. Then regrouped with the year 1s and 2s. Kaijun was in my group! xD And we were outcasted in the group, because the two of us just became anti-social and isolated ourselves from the rest of the group and we talked and played on our own. Haha.

Then supposed to put up this stupid skit. Zzz i hate skits larh. Then boh bian, due to limited time, i anyhow impromtu some rubbish. Haha and kept suaning peiqi =x Should say this year de still not as bad as i had expected. But i still think last year's was more fun and interactive. Probably because it's in a small group. Ended 4 hours later but didn't feel as long, thank god. Then went out to eat macs with peiqi and kaijun then went back school for training.

Training was okay bah. As usual, half slack and half hiong. I feel like sleeping halfway through. Ohwell. And i seriously think my knees let jiao lian train until...don't knw what larh. Damn pain. Zzz. Finally played my doubles again after so long against peiqi and shibin. And me and carmen won =D Haha okay, think it was a tyco. LOL.

I was like being so crazy during training today larh. Kept going crazy. Good mood. Just ask the people. Today everyone's damn high because peiqi's finally back! LOL

Towards the end of the training, went outside and slacked with sherry and bunch of people. And she kept wanting me to sing But honestly my singing now is so weird. So i didn't sing. Much. After a while it's the end of training and we all went to jec for ice kachang again! Whee (:

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Now i understand and truely realise that i can still be happy, although there isn't much of a difference now and then. The feeling is half of happy, and half of unhappy. But the happy part overrules the unhappy part. Why? Because i choose to think only about the happy part and not the unhappy part. This emo-ing, i can leave it till the end. Maybe you call this self-deceiving, deluding, whatever. What matter is that im happy now. And that's the most important of all. (: