Freaking pissed. I'm feeling like so freaking tired now and i can't even access my OWN GODDAMN BLOG. Go screw yourself blogger, you suck!

All thanks to that stupid tkc, my whole upper back and biceps and aching like mad to day. All thanks to his inclined training yeah. And made me run in the outermost lane today. Only one in all 34. Wtf is this.

Lost tournament with presbyterian as expected but ohwell. And i still have freaking homework to do when im feeling like dying right now larh. TMD!!! And why don't my mother understand that i have no choice, repeat, NO CHOICE on whether i play tournament or not? I totally have no freaking control over it larh! And my mother is saying as though i even had any freaking right from the start to choose to play or not. She said, 'So much homework still go play tournament.' HELLO. Try and convince me that she isn't bu shuang with my CCA okay. This is so freaking ridiculous! This is a competition! I can't come and go as i please, i need to answer to teachers, coaches, seniors whatever! I can't just walk out if i don't feel like playing right! If you don't understand then why don't you just shut up and let me do what i need to do and GET THE HELL OUT OF THE WAY?

I just feel like scolding some really really vulgar stuff and let loose all my fed up feeling. I'm through with them picking on my CCA okay, im fucking through it. I'm going to crack soon. I simply hate tournament days on any day except friday. By the time i reach home today is like close to 9pm? And im like half dead? YA HOMEWORK INDEED. LIKE I STILL GIVE A DAMN.

I find no way i can ba;ance this two right now. I just find no way, though im sure it's just me. For others, they probably finished ages ago. Module again tmr. Fucked up.