Sometimes blog surfing can be really bad, emotionally. I conclude that im bad at expressing myself.

I don't knw whether what you've said is true because it differs from what others have recounted. But well, i could have just been too paranoid or thought too much. What i really knw, really certain is that it would most definitely not be the same anymore. I do not think time fades. And it hurts me just to think we've lost it all so easily, not a long long time after, not anything, but just like that. It just hurts me so much to knw that it's never going to be the same again. That now, im already nothing to you. Time played no part but just broke us apart, never had a chance to even try...

When i had always had you here but never treasured till the end. When i took it for granted that you'll always be around. When i had thought everything would stay this way for ever and ever. When the sadness reigns, i have no choice but to give in to the weakest of human emotions. Somehow though everything tells me otherwise, i still can't bear to, and won't want to, stop even a day in waiting.

'Well, even if the whole world misunderstands you and turns their backs on you, i am still here, and always will be....'