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Genii> LOL, i ask you come and roar you hai lai zhen de?!? Hahas, interesting.

Kenny> Eh, how come suddenly tag me? Hahas, hello (:

Zhijun> Haha really? Lols, i thought he belonged to JJC?

Eugenia> Hahas, always play play don't update! Thanks for tagging anyway (:

Cherie> Haha, so enthu (: my belovedvedved juniorniornior! Heh, still waiting for that YIJUN to come and tag me. Hahas.

Chienying> I knw i always have that power...Hahas, tsk, don't so easy gan dong larh (:

Kwan> Haha sure, enjoying now bah, but like not much difference from before exams o.o Anyways, JIAYOU for your bio prac tmr! <3>

Today is sec 4 graduation ceremony. Don't know why, but i feel quite sad also. All my nice nice seniors leaving me already, haix, zhen de hen she bu de. I gave the 6 people my letters already, so you all think previous few post talking about classmates right...Haha, wrong larh. For all my beloved seniors. Really must thank them for guiding me along the way. To tessa, choonyen, kwanling, chienying, jason. Especially the 5 of you. My fortune to have you all (: And to louis, haha, thank god bah, last minute made me realise i had another really nice senior. I hope the letter don't gan dong you all too much, like kwanling, chienying and louis told me so. Must jiayou for O levels okay! Then can come and chat with me liaox (:

So why did i feel sad today? Not just because these 6 seniors are going to leave me, i actually felt like i was graduating myself today. All the other stuff didn't really stir up any feelings, but what really touched me was the slideshow which showed pictures of graduating classes and words of encouragement by teachers. Mdm Lam Wan wrote this: 致中四乒乓球员 有空回来看看! 乒乓球队永远需要你们! I was like WAHHH. Don't know why, felt very touched by this simple statement. I thought she didn't give a shit, but actually she is quite committed bah. And i was like, hey, what would we get when it's our turn to graduate?

When i was walking home, i had this weird thought. What would happen if i just died on the spot now? (cos i was er, walking on the road larh) =/ Then started to ask myself alot of questions, which i can't answer. Would anyone feel sad? What would the people think? What would they find out about me in my room, will they find my blog, my diary? Will they knw how i feel? Will my mum finally be relieved that i'm gone for good? See, i can't answer any of those questions. But maybe you can tell me. Haha. It's a weird thought, but interesting in a way. Then i realised i had so many things i wanted to do before i die. The list just goes on and on...

So PSI level was 130 this afternoon when i was on bus 99. And i went to get the strings for learning fest, and i went to the swing! Lol, i went and breathed in polluted air for about 20mins? Ha, i'm anticipating for my year graduation. I bet it would be damn good xD But there's still a long long way to go before we get there.

For now, worry about learning fest bah sinyee!

Don't cry when you have failed yourself, don't ever give yourself up. Pick yourself up and fight again, there's no end to the ups and downs in life. Don't give up, because 我会支持你的知道吗? 加油吧 (: