Haix...feeling so sian today. Really quite moodless. Always feel like using comp and come online. Come online already also nothing to do. Nobody to talk to, nobody talk with me, nothing to do and feel so sian. But i don't knw how i can still lag around the comp for a few hours. Although nobody talk to me, which is quite sad since i have 32 friends online right now and no one is giving me a shit.

Got 5 letters have to rush out by tmr. Haix, a bit sad come to think of it. So fast have to separate already, haven't even let you all knw how much i treasure and respect you all first. But then nvm, you all will knw tmr when you all get the letter. I feel quite fortunate at least, to have met the 5 of you, whom i think at least care about me. At first there was only 3, and then i saw 4, and now there's 5. Although some used different ways to show it, i knw you at least bother and i really really appreciate it. I'm not someone who believes in god, but at least must really thank fate that we met, and had guided me along the way in many areas. Haix, why must i feel so sad...?

And as time goes by, we all forget each other. When sadness had filled my heart now, 10 or 15 years down the road, will i even still remember you all? Maybe. Maybe not. Ahh, but there is a higher possibility that you all will forget me first. Everybody has their own life, everybody moves on. And since we are so different, nah, i don't believe i would remain in your memory stream much longer than 1 year or so. Sad but true.

Expo essay by tmr...Haix, moodless to do it..