I knew today would be a bad day right from the moment i get up. Because i got up at 6.30am okay. Which normally i would already have reached school like in 10min time. But whatever, i reached today at 7.20am which is the latest time ever in my sec school life. Ohwell, so today was a bad day.

So i got back my maths paper 1 and history paper today. And i failed both. I'm gonna cut the emo crap. I shall just say, i had expected maths to fail all the way beause it seems like i had nv passed before. History, sort of didn't expect to fail, disappointed but i can't do anything except pretend like i don't care. Because my PRC buddy is beside me, what much choice do i have left?

What Mr Lee had told me, hopefully i really have what he sees in me. Although i highly doubt so. But Mr ong and Mr lee see the same thing, i dont knw what they see in me. But it's something. At least i knw im not that useless already.

I'll just continue to get back all my papers and pretend like it's not tearing me up inside, because i have got my buddy to take care of.

我不是坚强,只是已经麻木了,还有什么眼泪可流?