Is it because today is friday the 13th so my day was so fucking screwed up? Yes, i got back my chinese paper alright, but i'm like so damn disappointed in it. I really had high hopes in this paper, i thought maybe i can get 90 or something. I got an 89/110. I also don't want to say what had happened during the lesson, because whatever i say is no use. Everybody tells me i'm wrong, and so i'm wrong. Fine. You might have seen me anxiously flipping through my paper, counting my marks again and again and fighting for the marks. I really want my 90+ marks that much. My friend asked me why am i fighting for that half or one mark when i already got a 89. It's not fighting for that half or one mark you knw, i'm just fighting for what i think is right. I thought i would get the full marks if i had all the main points down, and i did. But my marks got deducted again and again because of one bloody extra sentence in the answer.

I knw 89 is not too bad a score, because my chang wen suo duan screwed me up. I failed it with 8.5 marks. But i really find it infuriating when they marked the paper so fucking strictly and ang are to tell me they mark this very leniently. 89 is unacceptable. I feel so wronged larh. Then obviously i won't smile when i found the paper done unsatisfactorily right. Then ang tell me i got bad attitude. She see me so unhappy, offer to help me fight for the marks. Hello, i'm not so stupid can. Whatever you say, they got some excuse to tell you that you're wrong. And that mdm tia came in and pointed her finger at yuling and said that unless we are sure we can fight the marks back, or we will get further penalised. So obviously i don't want to fight larh. Then she bloody insisted that she wanted to go find the teacher. And she said so much and made me cry.

I knw nothing will be changed. The paper come back she explain everything why i cannot get the marks all that. Wtf, everything is so unlogical and bullshit.

I just came back and told my mother what happen. she sided with ang. Fine, everybody says i'm wrong. Then she started going on about my attitude, how she knw i will surely give teacher a black face. Fuck larh, i bloody did not attitude her okay. You just can't expect me to smile when i don't like that mark on my paper larh. Then my father came back, she go and tell my father. Now even better, my father heard me debating with my mother from downstairs. Come back and scold me, say my attitude really very bad. My mother say i create so much trouble just for half a mark. But you knw, that's really not my point! It's not that half mark i want, what i need is a clear explanation of here i went wrong and not just some lousy remark that pass off as an explanation. And ang got the cheek to tell me to take it easy.

She insisted to help me fight for the answers so i told her which question. Then after that she come and find me. She explained everything and started to flip through my paper.

Ang: Hmm, this question, your answer not bad.
Me: But i only got 1.5 marks.
Ang: This question is 2 marks what.
Me: No, this question is 3 marks.
[Ang take out question paper, look at the score]
Ang: Oh, i asked the teacher le, she say that your this this this.....

Eh come on, i did not ask her to fight that question okay, so she asked what? I'm not even unhappy over that question in he first place larh! Obviously she just anyhow say something to cover up the mark that i lost larh. And she was there saying this sentene totally don't make sense what...And trampling all over me. Fine. Everything is my fault. And i don't know why i'm even crying for this.