maybe it's gonna be a long post. i dun
expect anybody to really finish reading
from start to end. okay.



Can you imagine my surprise when i
stepped into CLASS 2C today and felt
the ever-so-pleasant cooling feeling.
And i realised the air-con in our class
was ON. And i was wondering whether i
had stepped into the wrong class. I decided
i wasn't wrong. and imagine me jumping
for joy and trying to quote miss ek's
IP speech "GONE ARE THE DAYS WHEN
ALL OF US HAVE TO SUFFOCATE!"
okay, nvm. and it was just so amusing
to see everyone gaping at the presence
of the cooling air in our class when they
turned the knob of the door and came in.
believe me, their reactions were funny :D



okay. you bet the air-con kept me awake
the whole day. but sometimes...it just
makes the place even MORE comfortable
to sleep in. even more so with the fans
turned low. hahaha...okay, away from the
air-con issue. today's home econs was
CANCELLED due to the science quiz. arh
crap. im willing to pick home econs anytime
although i dun really like it too. okay,
it wasn't exactly genius standard. i would say
it was manageable. but you knw, i fell
asleep halfway through the paper cos the
environment was just TOO comfortable.
but i finished the paper in 30 min and had
the rest of the 30 min to go pig out.
then went to jp with sherry and yeejin
for sherry's bottle hunt. and she settled in
for the blue adidas bottle. A whole 250ml
lesser than mine. and my colour is nicer :D
BLACK! haha the blue just doesnt..erm..
look the correct shade. ya...
and a bit bout what i read in reader's digest
that made me wonder...



death has always seemed like such a distant
thing to me...like it won't happen to me
just like that. but the reader's digest article,
bout this person who devoted his lives
living wih bears and caring for bears and even
introduced his girlfriend to bears, ended up killed
by bears. We are talking about REAL bears
here, with claws and sharp teeth and everything.
not the kind of soft and cuddly and harmless
soft toy bears. So what happens was that
he and the gf lived on this was it a deserted
island? which was inhabited by brown
bears and the grizzlies. so this season happened
to be a bit of different. more grizzlies turned
up than usual and they seemed alot more
mad. as in out of their mind and untamed.
this guy thought he knew the bears well enough,
he thought he would not die. but the bears
lost their state of mind and just decided to rip
the man apart one day. and POOF! the
poor man is gone. along with the gf, who
became bear's breakfast as well.
JUST LIKE THAT.


scientists feel that perhaps the bears were so
used to the guy that they had forgotten he was
a man instead of a bear like themselves. so
when the bears picked a fight with him,
he did not have any chance of retaliating
and he said good bye to the world.
SO MUCH FOR SAYING A GOOD DEED
GETS REPAYED. isnt that pure bullshit?
all the man wants is to protect the bears,
care for them, live with them. and down
he went exploring the bear's stomach.



which brings me to another book i read.
this guy was a worker at this restaurant.
he was supposed to stop working on friday
cos he have to leave for college. A TOP
COLLEGE. but 2 days after, on sunday
EASTER SUNDAY, the owner of the restaurant
calle and asked whether he could help go to the
restaurant and open the door for the workers
cos he can't make it in time to open it himself.
and the guy was just so nice to go
to the restaurant on easter sunday to help
the owner open the restaurant up
when he got shot by a person attempting
to rob the restaurant. THE GUY DIED.
it's all very ironic. and to think that
the guy believed in God so much and wanted
to become a pastor when he grew up.
to think he believed. he had such a bright future. his
grades were not in the toilet. he made it
to a top college and he has such religious beliefs.
and all his dreams and hopes were dashed
by that f-ing guy who decided to pick that
restaurant to shoot. pick HIM to shoot.
of course, that is just a story. but the
article was for real. it set me wondering.
will i be the one to JUST DIE like that
some day? it wasnt fair. life is nv fair.
but then, afer reading this 2 articles,
death felt alot closer to me. so no point hiding.
no point running. im not afraid.



SINYEE-