I SCREWED MY 2.4KM RUN.
i ran with an empty stomach and
muscle ache. i was lagging all thetime.
i did a f-ing 13.54. lousier than
peiqi, lousier than last year, and most
unbelievably, lousier than HER.
i cried after the run. cos i think i juz sucked
so much.SHE isnt supposed to come anywhere,
ANYWHERE close to my timing and she
actually BEAT ME. come on larh.
spare me this shit. i know i lagged today.
but not to the extend that SHE can win me.
its bullshit. i bet she ran one round short.
but you knw, whatever. im gonna kick
her ass at it next yr. and i was so quiet and everything
after the run that i scared my friends.
ohwells, dun blame me. and i went in the rain
in school today. it only rained a little.
but i just stood in the open until the cleaner
keep looking at me. well, sinyee loves the rain.
though whenever i cry my red nose will be a dead
giveaway. no point hiding. no point running
away from it all. just face it. show it.im not afraid.

SINYEE-