HAPPY BIRTHDAY TESSA! <3



30 DAYS TO MY BIRTHDAY.


okayy...im crazy...why am i crazy?
im in a mugging mood. come on larh
crazy sinyee. got no mid yrs, mug what?
yeahh. MUG WHAT?
i tell you. catch up on the stuffs i haven been
listening for the past few weeks. catch
up on all the hw that im lagging behind.
go read and revise in some subj. wadever.
i know im crazy. i dun really go for breaks now.
and i am even able to tear myself away from
the comp. some accomplishment i would say.
for one thing, me listening in class is how bloody
rare. especially during physics lesson. but
physics is the lesson which i pay the most
attention to now. okay, that's amazing isnt it?
but then, there are just so many researches
to be done that i hafta use the comp
even when i dun feel like it. SINYEE
NOT FEELING LIKE USING THE COMP.
that's just impossible! well then, i think
i might have some sort of problem le. i see
all the sec 3s and 4s mugging for exams
then i mug along with them. crazy me.
blehx. do research and research.
presentation after presentation. im so
sick and tired of this boring and routine
life. it's been i-dunno-how-long since i
have slpt before 12am every night. my
stuffs just seem to be endless...there
always seems to have one more popping out
of nowhere when i thought i have cleared them finally.
well...take time to adjust...
im tired already.



sci presentation today. i would say we did
pretty bad. no matter how well prepared
i am, there are always BRILLIANTLY
NONSENSICAL uestions that can catch me
off guard. and byebye, there goes my mark.
i really did put in a lot of effort. even though
it was just a short 11 slidwes presentation.
and peishi put in alot of effort too.
she searched for all the info. 3 pages full of
words which all looks like alien lang to me.
and i went to find out EVERY SINGLE thing
i didn't understand and put it into a ppt.
and in the end. in the end. everything
went down the drain. it isnt anybody's
fault. maybe it is my fault. but wadever.
there;s nth i can do now except grumble but
my marks wont come back.
sometimes i really wonder whether all my hard
work put in was worth it. cos it doesnt seem
like it is. it always manages to let me down smehow.
but maybe its my problem. i dun knw.



art tmr. the bloody hopeless subj i suck in.
humph...go and waste time only.
haix...xP



SINYEE-