I've been thinking about this alot...

When the day comes when my sec
3 and 4 seniors have all graduated.
The day when my batch become the
seniors without any other seniors.
We become the oldest. The people
held responsible. No more seniors to
lean on. When the day comes. Will i still
love rvtt as much as i do now?

Without my seniors, i don't think i would
quite like rvtt as much. My seniors are
really the best parts of rvtt. Why i always
so look forward to training sessions.
Of course i have juniors. I have cute
and wonderful juniors except *.
But i don't think they can quite compare
with my seniors. After the table tennis
camp last year, I would say we all really
bonded. We had team bonding games, bbq,
pt...The purpose was for rvtt to bond
and i would say it realy worked.

Although i shall say that we, the sec2
batch wasn't all that close and familiar
with the B'div '05 batch. Since we don't
have trainings together. So i didn't actualy
feel anything when our seniors like jia lin,
wei quan etc. left us last yr. And after the
camp, we were introduced to the sec4' o6
seniors and of course, all of them were
wonderful to each and every one of us.
I must say i'm still not very close to some
of the seniors but i think i get most of the team.
So this year, Im not letting our dear
sec 4 seniors leave without feeling anything,
without letting them know that i will really
miss them.

This year's nationals' was fruitful. Although
we didn't manage to clinch any position
in Top8, i realised that my seniors
really care about us. We gained things
that have even stronger values than juz
winning the tournament. When we were
unable to brace the losses, we sec 2s,
couldn't accept the fact that we had lost
when we had such high hopes, we juz break
down and cry. So then we have our seniors
to comfort us. And i think you all really made
me stronger. I remembered when the
c girls had lost to nanyang, all the 4
players cried. We didn't think we should
do this bad. Because we were so close to
first. And when Maria told me "we are very
proud of you all" I saw her point.
It's not in winning, the point is, we tried
our best, they were stronger than
us, so we shouldn't take it so hard on ourselves.
And of course, i remember tessa trying
to cheer me up by stuffing that chocolate
into my mouth...and my promise with kwan
jie, and that eat-out we had at JEC after
our last zone match. rvtt made me a stronger
person. My seniors made me a happier person.

I cannot imagine the day my sec 3 seniors
have to leave. peiqi's crap counselling,
stella's bear hug and shibin's gao xiao
attitude. I know that day have to come.
But i hope it isn't anytime soon. I don't
want you all to leave. ='(
And now im waiting for the farewell
I dunno what I'll do. But of course,
i will be sad. Maybe you all won't want
me to be sad. But i can't help it.
Who ask you all were such great seniors

To my three most special sec4 seniors:
Tessa- Will always remember the 11 days
we spent in China...Maybe if i didn't go
for the trip i won't see you as such a
special senior i guess...So im very glad
i decided to go for the trip and i will
remember that chocolate you tried to
stuff in my mouth x) and our little private
joke bout me and you. haha.

Kwan Ling- Actually didn't know you so
well one right...all cos of one day after
the eat-out at JEC you happened to
go home with me an jin. And of course
all your counselling was great. I know im a crazy
junior so i need a crazy counsellor (:
I don't know how i can survive without
you and your counselling.

Chien ying- I never forget you larh..haha
your counselling also very effective. That's why
you got rehired xP. And the best thing is,
you are always there! No matter how late
Cos i know you are nocturnal. Of course i
will feel like shit when you all go. so must
still go online often. I have countless troubles.(:

I got so many things to say to my seniors
who are leaving. I will really miss all
of you. You people were always there
for me. Cos of all of you, I LOVE RVTT.

SINYEE-