i changed the default font colour to white.
hope you all can see it better now...
So i got my language arts results back
yesterday and expectedly, i did badly.
41/60. hmmm...unforgivably low. x(
haix...but useless broding over it anymore.
its time to move on...

so yesterday was just like any other boring
monday with lots of boring lessons and stuffs
like that. our last swimming lesson
was damn hiong. swim 4 laps breast stroke,
4 laps free style. maybe it's simple for
you, but definitely not for me xP i think i
could die already...after the 4 laps of free style..
but didn't actually do 4 laps. we slacked through it.
nothing much happened larh...peiqi burnt
my hp after a 1 hr 56 min chat =/
yeahh we talked about anything and everything...
was how long since there was finally someone to
listen while i just tell eeverything...

today was also another boring day. home econs
was theory lesson. what could be worse?
didnt have trng at sunsports today...
heard that ah zhu was hospitalised =/
sounds so serious sia...then had trng in
school but it was raining how hard...
i was playing chang jiao with goh hua and the
ball kept going into the muddy puddle.
and i went to the canteen to wash the ball.
and when im back, im drenched. how nice.
then slacked around cos i didnt feel like
trng at all...then waiting for the rain to
stop raining so hard then go home.
and peiqi once again burnt my hp
with a 1 hr 6 min chat =/ okay but i enjoyed
it. LOL. mr is napfa test..so long nv train
le i doubt i can maintain my fullmarks..
especially shuttle run...RAHH...

everything comes crashing down. i find myself
worried at so many things when i shouldnt
be. i mean HELLO! i have no mid yrs!
so what the freaking hell am i worried
about?!? first up, the planning for the trip.
the note to serene teo went unreplied and
my committee members are STILL not
confirmed and everything has to be done
by friday. second thing, CID project.
bloody hell this is the biggest pain in the
ass lorh. juz what the hell do we learn in
buliding models larh. DUMB. and the deadline
is end of april, but our model is still
not up yet. AND ITS MY FAULT.
third thing, physics presentation. this one...
totally cannot stand it. my group is juz so unlucky
to be just me and peishi and we got
a bloody difficult topic. SUPERCONDUCTIVITY.
cant get anything useful off the net at all.
and the trip to the library yesterday
was in vain as well because i was stunned
at all the weird and complicated formulas
they use. maybe the scientist don't know
that children nowadays hafta do this
sort of researches. =/ still have, class tee.
i dunno when we can get it done. we haven
even settled for wad colour our tee will
be and we want it done by june. ass larh. i know
this is the welfare's job but still, i can't stand
the speed we are progressing. maybe i really
need to slow down sometimes...i think im
moving along too fast...so fast i find
it hard to catch up with myself.. i've become
so slack. at my rate, i can't afford
to slow down...but if i dun, sooner or
later i'll lose everyone.
I need to sort stuffs out. everything is happening
so fast, all at the same time...im lagging
behind. i cant afford to lag behind...make me
go faster and i cant take it anymore.
spare me the madness...



SINYEE-