I dun believe it. i juz dun believe it.
i mugged until like 12 last night to
study for the geog test and i woke
up late cos i was so tired. in the end
wad happen? all those that im very
confident of the answer didnt come
out. only 1 qn. how are volcanoes
formed. then those that i blur blur
one all come out. and i bet i get a
zero for my map skills. cos i dunno half
the qn. wth. wads the point of me
studying so hard when i still flunk in
the end. and after the test, my mood
was all the way screwed. malay
still got suprise test today. wtf.
i didnt even bring the file. i
didnt noe how to answer like half
the qns. and i dun care. cos i was feeling
so screwed i was ap-ing the teacher
all the way. cos all of us dunno
some qn then we were like talking
and saying we die and wadever stuffs.
then she was like "hey no discussing"
and i said "not as if we discuss can get
an answer liddat" and she looked at me
very long. i noe she can sense my
ap-ness. but who cares.im juz waiting to
kenna stripped off my post.
until come out for cca. feel even more screwed
when i was told we hafta go to b div
and leave zhen jiao lian, my juniors
everything! i dun wanna go. i really
dun want. i dun wanna leave that place.
i noe it sounds ridiculous cos we will still
see them. but like wad zhi jun says
the feeling is not the same anymore.

then we were playing the slapping
game again. and yeejin slapped me.
hard. so i pretended to cry. but then,
i was really crying. i really needa
let loose. i juz felt so screwed. but i was
pretending like im crying cos she
slapped me. im like so mad already.

we were made to play with juniors today.
and i cant stand it. totally. and im like
feeling how tired. so i went to take a
break after a torturous few minutes
of trying to teach my junior how to
play with chang jiao. and guess
wad. i juz fell asleep on the bench.
juz like that. typical sinyee.
then after that i mostly slacked thru
the whole trng.

haix. tue hafta go training at sunsports
already. our very first trng there and peiqi
wont be there x(. damn the sec 3 adv camp.
haix.i fee so screwed. it juz feels
like wad jin said. common test over
and im oso over. i bet i flunk every
single subj xcept languages. haix.
juz so so so screwed. i think my brain
gonna overload soon.

anyway trng today was so slack me
and jin juz sat down there and sang
because of you. and i realise we make
a great duo. haha really. then we were
like halfway thru tian hui when it rained.
how zhun is that larh. then i walked
thru the rain purposely cos i wanted to fall
sick for very long le. take a break from
everything for a while then i will
have the energy to continue mugging
for the rest of the yr. i noe wo ke yi de.
yes. i can if i want.

--sinyee