I don't know what to say.as expected, we lost
to RGS. but i felt somesense of achievement
and disappointment at the sametime. thats
why i dun noe wad to say. i would say RGS
was ok. we lost but at least we didnt get
thrashed at least i feel that me and jenn did
well.first match. we lost 11-8. 8 is already
very good i think. second match lost 11-5.
hmm. we didnt really do so well huh...third
match lost 11-6. guess its still ok bah...im
ok...even though i kept staring into space
after the match. i noe shibin and tessa and
peiqi is noticing...im really ok. i juz felt
disappointed too. i cant say why cos
who noes who is reading this. to those who
dunno. this is the reason i was so distracted
and down after the match.juz take it as cos we
lost 3-0. kwan ling and peiqi did REALLY
well today! they lost but lost with a
set score of 3-2 which is extremely good. ok.

and i got this really shocking news that this
teacher i cant say who, recommended me
for the sc thingy. according to her, the student
council will not be happy if i get elected cos
i have strong opinions and i dun like to JUST
listen to the leader. she says that i am the kind
of ppl to be elected and not only ppl who listen
to the leaders all the time. Okayyy... isnt that
the kind of ppl who gives leaders big headaches?
and im agressive. yeahh im aware of that. and
accordingto seniors, since she has such a high
position in the school, if i pass my inerview,
im sure to become an scwhich is the last thing
i want. urgh. whatever ok.i dun care.

i decided that i want to get into the team.
i will and i must.i noe im the one who can make
it happen. ok. the coach have the final decision
larh. but i will train hard hard and put in my best
so if im really good. iwill get into the team. i
want it to happen.i dun want to break my promise.
it will happen. it will.

tags:
kwan> heyy you and peiqi did well today!
so proud of you! =))

jingg> haha. thanks for your encouragement =)

jennings> haha. we made history in c girls only
larh..jia youu when we go b div. lets
get into the team tgt yeaa?

sylvia> hahaha yea...we share that common
hatred dun we =)

--sinyee