i blew it. i totally blew the maths paper
today. wtf. i feel like slapping myself.
there was juz a pathetic 7 questions for
1 hour. and i cant even finish it. wtf.
and 2 girls in our class cried today after
the test. im like trying how hard to
control my own tears. i very nearly juz
cried like that. i cant believe that im
so pathetic.i didnt study for the income
tax thing. all cos of this. i cant do qn 6b)
onwards. wad a complete letdown. i really
really feel like slapping myself. all cos
of this. a whole 37 MARKS juz got
deducted like this. wad a failure larh.
so stupid can. how can i express my
frustration?!? urgh.

wad stupid international friendship
day. why cant it juz be any other
normal day like last yr? make me do the
stupid paper strips until like 12 midnight
last night and didnt manage to finish
up the zuo wen. so wad did i do?
WAKE UP AT 4 AM THIS MORNING.
im like how tired. and i haven even study
lorh. wtf. after class still hafta go
ACM until like 4.30 larh. im like so tired
until i fell asleep on the bus. then still
got the tan hui zhen's remedial lesson.
im in completely no mood to listen to
wad she says. but i forced myself to.
im prepared to flunk physics tmr.
yeahh wadever. die lorh.

on a lighter note, today is international
friendship day. peiqi gave me a box of
swiss-made dark chocs. looks really
ex larh... and gave sherry
and zhijun and yeejin a tolberone.
mine is a golden box with blue ribbons.
cant bear to even open it larh...so delicate.
but wtf. my mum thought some GUY
gimme one larh. bullshit can. its like juz
peiqi ok JUZ MY SENIOR! is there any
fcuking prob with a senior giving a junior
smth on IF day? NO RITE? WHY MUZ
IT BE A GUY TO GIVE ME THAT?
senseless talk. BULLSHIT ARH.
and she's like scolding me like i always
accept other ppl's presents. i mean.
come on larh. ppl buy stuffs sspecially for
you and you turn it down. if it was you,
you buy a present specially for someone,
when he/she doesnt accept it, you
will feel disappointed one rite?

i think im falling sick again. i've been like
sniffing non-stop since this morning
and now i started coughing liao. wtf. wad
a great time to fall sick. urgh.

--sinyee