i told myself that it 's ok and im alright.
but why izzit that im unable to brace the loss?
i noe that everyine says that we cant expect
to win nanyang girls'. so be it. so why am i still
brooding over it? stop it already!

i noe you will hate me now. i noe i was harsh on you.
and im sorry about it. i was really very scared.
im very sorry! wad can i do? ='(

--sinyee
on the verge of breaking down...