Today totally sucked. To the core.

A very slack day, nothing done, only read that few chapters of te shi and that's it. I went to jp then wandered around the place after getting my stuffs from popular. I so totally didn't want to go home, but it was starting to rain. And i got caught in the rain again. Maybe that's why i'm feeling extremely cold now but my temperature is a little over 38 degrees.

And guess what, i can't make it for our long anticipated 6E gathering. Everything just gets more and more disappointing. I knw i didn't want to go at first, but thinking of which, seeing my friends after so long, like really long, and going to have a day together sounds fun. But now the date was rearranged to 29th november. Second day of THIMUN conference, and i'll be at hwa chong institution the whole day from 9am to 6pm. I can't make it. And i also, see absolutely no point in just joining in for dinner. I'm insignificant yeah. And why bother making it sound so freaking nice? I seriously don't understand why i'm still helping you. I should just leave everything in your hands to handle right? Now i knw i'm really nothing and everything doesn't matter with or without me. So ya, hope everyone enjoys yourselves there without me.

You also don't really have to give a damn to how i'm feeling because i'm nothing. I'm nothing to everyone and everything.