My mind feels overloaded. Too many unacceptable things to accept. Too many changes in a while to take. Too many emotions i'm feeling. All of a sudden i feel messed up. I don't like what i'm feeling. I'm well aware i made myself feel this way. Maybe it was jealousy. Maybe it was pride. Maybe it's just the simple fact that i dun want to accept what i don't like. But whatever, i'll get over it. Soon.

好胜心不要那么强, 现在还轮不到我来管的时候. 要谴责, 要教训, 还设等我有了资格后再说吧. 不是没有我说话的余地, 而是没有必要再多说. 在管的人没有反对, 那我又凭什么不满呢?