she tried not thinking about it, but it's almost impossible.
she had friends, good friends. someone to hang around
with, someone she trusted so much. but how fragile
is this friendship, one backstabbed her and the rest
simply couldnt tolerate her. she didnt understand how it turned
to be like this, nobody bothered to explain. what she could do
was only guess in vain. she almost couldnt believe, such
a good friend could betray her. she couldnt believe, she
had hated the wrong person all the while.

she still smiles in school, because there's no reason not to.
maybe they cant see through her smiling front, maybe they
didnt bother to. she hugged her file closer, as if it could be
her shield. she tried to reason why it turned out like this,
but to no avail. she walked home alone, thinking back
on all that had happened. how could such a seemingly strong
friendship, shatter overnight. maybe it wasnt strong at all,
maybe the feeling had accumulated. but she didnt think
it'd come so fast though she had tried to breakaway.

as she walked in the darkness, she walked on so slowly.
there's really nothing she can do she had tried her best. if
they still could tolerate her, well, what good could she do?
her tears threatened to fall in the dark, no one could see
anyway. but she held them back, she want no tears to be shed.
she acted like she didnt care, but she knws she couldnt hold.
what's done cant be undone, what goes around comes around.

if she had not tried to reconcile with her enemy,
she wouldnt ever guess. her seemingly trusted friend
was really, just a fag. the silent enemy, she never
knew of. her friend had backstabbed her. her friend
didnt think she would find out. because she told the one
she hated. she never expected they would get along
and all the secrets would reveal. she had a doubt, should
she trust her enemy or her friend. she simply didnt
know.

all that's left of this. a bunch of lies and half-truths.
who can she really trust. well, no one.
that's the sad truth. face it. cos even your best friend can
betray you the next minute, you just nv know.
the problem is this, if you nv say what you are unhappy with,
she will nv knw. you cant exactly blame her for this, for smth she
didnt know..