haix..today took back chem test...i failed mr ong's
expectation which is at least 30 out of 50...haix.
i dunno what i can do, sorry mr ong. i really did study,
not the minimum like he said. i studied everything
but it just didn't pay off. i dun understand why, it isnt
my fault, or is it? i've really put in alot of effort, but i dare
not say my best. i guess the harder i study, the more i
want to do well, the more chance a mental block will
occur as it so frequently does. and then im equals to
failing. but thanks guokai for teaching me chemical formula
today. i knw im abit dumb xP there, i mentioned your name. =p

as im typing, my mum is talking to the vitagen auntie outside
the door. why am i mentioning this? because it's a wonder
they have talked for the past 15min. cos FIY, my mum
is anti-social can. oh they just stopped. okay back.

pe was folk dance as usual. nth much. then got computer.
also the same. proj given already. haix 3 weeks...hopefully
enough. i knw last yr give a damn long time one...then had lang
arts. was the same as well. having teston mon..haix. a bit
de...i dun want to fail yet another subj...chi lesson did zuo wen.
i write very lag cos i cant focus in class which means
the zuo wen will turn out to be rubbish. so bought it back to do.
wasted time mostly larh. mon is also chi test. only subj im
capable of doing well. so i MUST do well. very absolutely.

trng today is super slack. haix sian. we reached there and
had lunch until like 4. then played until like 5 then go outside
and slack liao. dunno why today keep feeling pissed cos i cant
play properly. so lazy...when iw as playing match with yeejin,
mr tan suddenly came and said whoeevr lost play with him. hell,
i dun want to play with him. in fact, NO ONE wanted to play
with him. lols. but jin lost but i pulled her away before mr tan
stpped talking to zhumu and realised the game had ended.
then, we slacked until 6 then go home.

tmr going lib to study again. if nnot for always having to spend
money when i go cos when i do work i just HAVE to munch
on smth, then it would be cost-effective thing to do every
weekend. cost-effective as in cost for your bus fare.

-zuo wen
-history comparison para
-chinese ws bout that national day speech
-CID
-THIMUN research
-& revise chem!

SINYEE-