26 DAYS TO MY BIRTHDAY.

okay. so i went to town today. wasnt very
fun lorh. i went to suntec to use up my
million-yr-old bookprize vouchers in times
bookshop. omg lorh. i think i went crazy
at the sight of so many books. and i wanted to
buy the rest of the shopaholic series. but
then one book was like $16.80 then i only
have enough for two books. okay, better
thn none. so i bought 2 books, paid for the
extra $3.60 and headed for orchard.

ask yanyi how excited i was to finally get to
go to town. yeah well. and then we went for
lunch at yoshinoya at cineleisure first. then
i went around looking for the ppl's belated
birthday presents. but i cant go far with
only 25 bucks. i saw the voodoo dolls. only
in a small shop cart or whatever you call
that. and it was such a disappointment. dun
have any nice designs in the papers. oh blah.
then we went to heeren. went in and out of
flash and splash, mambo, wallet shop and action
city. i bought a moriji and torto for the ppl's
belated birthday present.

okay. then we heded for pacific plaza cos i wanted
to check out the roxy wallets. i knw i dun have
the money but it wont hurt to have a look. i
can always go back on my birthday. and i
always hate having to find pacific plaza.
why the hell is it like so hidden larh. then by
the time we reached there im like damn sian
already larh. i went in ripcurl, roxy, mambo
blah blah and i found NO WALLET which i
fancied. oh what the f-. and we were taking long
time to decide where to go next. we landed ourselves
in wisma atria just for the air-con and surfer girl.
and yanyi wanna get boardshorts.
well im already bloody bored. then i dunno why
we went taka. ohwells and everything started to get
uber sian. took such a long time to decide where to
go next. i went to popular and bought myself
a lime green colourbase file. then we went to this
op shop i dunno where. then started criticising
their board shorts and flips and whatever. oh my,
thats fun XD okay. and i decided to change the
op flips i want to roxy flips. cos they look nicer and
are cheaper. well. then we decided to get
out of orchard and where dod we go? BORING
OLD LOT 1. blah. and yanyi's idea of taking bus
instead of mrt wasted how much of time when
we tried o wait for that hole 67. gosh larh.
then i went to gift a name and bought windchime
for ppl's birthday present as well. then went
home. oh what a boring day.

there are always so many disappointments when
i go to town. dun say its cos i dunno how to shop
around there. yanyi knws her way around very
well. well blah. dun tel me its cos i dun have
enough cash on me, i went to town once with
70 bucks on me and i didnt spend a single cent
there. oh bullshit. i just wanted to HAVE FUN larh.
3 times i went to town and 3 times of the same
disappointment. im having 2nd thought bout going
town on my birthday le lorh...
god...and i dunno how i managed
to spend all that 25 bucks. and when i reached
home. i dun have any money left and i settled
in for a lecture from my father bout how im
splurging on money. i mean, FOR HELL'S SAKE.
the last time i went to town was like 3 MONTHS AGO.
can you blame me for spending a little too much this
time? i hafta get the presents sooner or later larh.
just cos i finished the 10 bucks he gave me he wanted
to gimme some big lecture. and my mum
still asked me whether i had fun when i finished
HER 15 bucks. gosh larh. sometimes i can just
hate him so much. and i still regret not bringing
my atm card out. i could have gotten smth for
my mum as mothers day pres and i wont have
so little to spent. pls! i went to town cos i wanted to
buy stuffs and i think 25 bucks is not entirely enough
at all. for hell's sake.

and im not bothering to write this in TINY print
cos i knw you all can still read. just that. i
feel im falling out of my clique. first, peishi and jos
goes to town. thn ariel and veron. yeahh and i had
to wait for yanyi or someone else to ask me.
yeahh right. just go have fun and stuff sinyee
somewhere else. i mean. its not like im being
sarcastic or what. but i really feel this way. even
outsiders can see that im being left out. i think
im getting anti already. i knw i like to keep quiet when
im with you all. but the thing is, it is because i
cant find a topic that i can seem to fit in.
okay nvm.

SINYEE-