19 DAYS TO MY BIRTHDAY.



well then. today's maths probability test was
okay i guess. but i think my last question, which
is question 4b) i think. which consists of part 1,
2, and 3 are all pure rubbish answers. yes, the
3 questions which costed 3 marks each...
even though i did manage to do the bonus question,
i think the answer was ALSO, pure crap.
sad case then, i just suck in maths.



language arts teast postponed to next monday.
great, more time to revise. hmm okay. anyway,
today was my first chemistry lesson. 2C's
chem teacher is MR ALOYSIUS ONG. and he's
so cute can. haha really really. although that is
alot to say just for the first lesson. but first
impressions matters, ALOT. i can tell our lessons
will be really fun and hopefully, i will not veer from
his lessons at all.



forgot to bring pe tee today. yups, and cat yeow was
like "you are a leader! how can you forget to
bring!?" and TADA~ my name goes into the
management diary for the first time this yr.
hell man. yimin was saying that leaders are
also humans and we forget. yeahh i knw. but cat
yeow doesnt knw. so she told me and those ppl who
didnt bring for one reason or another to go
to the field and run 6 rounds while others carry on
with games and whatever nots. like HAHA.
why in the frst place, are we not allowed to
participate in the games and activities? cos the
pinafore is not the proper attire for such activities.
and by telling me to go and run, you are telling me that
the pinafore is suitable for running? bullshit can.
and so, i walked 6 rounds instead of run. well then,
if sje can say that the pinafore is a suitable attire
for running, i will run. but if it is suitable for running,
i dun see what is the problem with playing games in pinafore.
its the same isnt it? so whichever way, she's just
being unreasonable. oh BLAH. thats not my prob.



was chosen for this THIMUN thing. like how do
you even pronounce it? (T-HI-MAN) or (T-HI-MOON).
thats how desmond lim pronounces it. okay. so,
if we are interested, the school only sends out 10
pupils out of the whole student body anyway, we have to
undergo a trng which lasts for months. train us on
our research skills and at the end of the trng, we in
our grps of 5 are to produce a report which
can suggest ways of dealing with some world issues
like human rights problems etc. each grp represents
a country, so we are dealing with problems of the particular
country we are assigned to. so, i dunno whether i
should go for it. this is a rather rare opportunity
to come by and it would indeed be a great help
for my future, but do i have the time?



to fufil the satisfactory field for this proj, one must
possess a few essential skills. we must have the time, the
commitment, the attitude, the brains and the
interest. well, i am interested, commitment yes.
but, i dunno bout my time, and i definitely dun have
much brains, sad to say. im afraid i will become really busy
if i ake part in this cos it lasts over such a long
time. and with my sagging grades, this isnt exactly what
i need. but then, its really difficult for me to have a
second chance. its not like the sc thing, i can always
try out next yr kind of thing. if i give it up this time,
i might not get another chance with my remaining
4 yrs in RV. SO HOW??? my parents are leaving the
decision up to me. and i seriously dunno.
can i have some advice? i need an answer by tmr...
im sure my times will come by okay if i organise
myself out abit. but the brains! im a totally and
completely stupid girl in case you haven noticed.
im afraid it will affect my other commitments.
like cca, chairp duties etc. should i go???



I REALLY DUNNO =/



and anyway, i think the rvtt sec 2s are doing
a dance for our sec 4s again this yr. damn larh.
i just hate dancing so much and i suck
at it! i hardly have any time to pick out a
song and choreograph iy. and everything has to
pass thru sherry cos she's the co-ordinator.
but seriously, everyone is worrying about it,
me, yeejin, zhijun even jennings. and sherry
is acting like nothing is happening. what
kind of a co-ordinator do you call that.
gosh larh. i just hope she will listen to everything about
the dance i have to say and dun be unhappy
bout me being the dance co-ordinator. maybe
by not opening her mouth, she will be helping.
god larh. i cant believe we are really gonna do a dance.
i said last yr im not gonna do a dance again
this yr. BUT STILL. so now i say:
there is NO WAY, NO WAY AT ALL im doing a
dance AGAIN the next yr. NO WAY. this shall be the
last time. and anyway senior's farewell will
end next yr. since we are going on further.
i dunno what song to pick, dun even think i
have the time to choreograph and i think in the
end, we will still suck. haix. whatever.
I DUNNO WHY IM DOING THIS.



SINYEE-