Thursday, February 23

today lesson so sianZz...everyday liddat.
woke up at 4 today to finish the si han.
haiix...go to school damn tired. didnt even get
to study for sci test. haix. anyway, i guess
it was ok larh...

waited for yeejin for like 30 mins after school
today and found her in the art room dilll-dallying
on her batik. adeverr. then i was like "i waited
long enough" and she told me she hafta stay back for
the maths games thing. which means i waited
for her for nth.

that teacher from effective com. was like
walking around when he found me and my LONG nails
and started going on on how vanity is this that wadever.
he tot i purposely kept it long. ohwells, im juz too
lazy to cut them off. luckily mr ang arrived with the new
timetable and saved me of his mindless chatter.
there is totally no diff. in the timetable...waste paper.

i shouted at 2c today again. those boys who refuse to
keep their mouths shut. after several warnings, i
lost control and flared up. they didnt want to
listen to me. they wanted to challenge me. that
juz about shows how shi bai i am again.
ang still tell me she thinks im a good chairperson
and does things very quickly. crapp. i mean,
face it. lousy is lousy, dun even bother hiding that fact.
shi bai-ed.

--sinyee
ohwells.

juz wad is this? have i lost totaly control of myself?
i have no ability to make them listen to me.
im useless. yeahh wadever. i can joke with you,
but pls dun make me do all this. i hate it like this.
i feel bad at flaring up at you all too.
i hate it this way.

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