haix. today lesson was ok. didnt feel sian actually.
cid was pretty ok too. all bout making models for
our buildings. haix. today take the wrong attendance.
so shi bai rite? attendance oso can take wrong.
tsk. haiya...coach gave me a box of ferrero rocher
today because he shouted at me during the tournament.
ohwells. thats the best part of the day i guess.

training was so tiring. so so very tired. this weekend
homework so much...sure cannot finish.
so bad lorh. im unhappy today. but i dunno wad im
unhappy over. -.- maybe it's the hw. maybe it's the
responsibilities...maybe...

only till today i realised how untrusted i am.
people dun trust me. well...till today i noe
how much has been on my mind recently.
i realised how unimportant, how useless,
how stressed up i am. nobody really understands.
when i need someone there. there isn't anyone.
absolutely nil. i dunno how to say.
people juz nv understand. juz because i put on
that smiling front doesn't mean that i am happy.
i dun expect you all to understand or wadever
but...ohwells nvm.

its like i juz have no one to turn to. ppl nv seem to
care how i really feel. it is juz so depressing
to noe that none of your friends are there for you
when you really need them. what, exactly, is the
purpose of the words "friends forever"?
unless you juz say them on a regular basis and dun
really mean it. but it juz means you will be there for
your friends no matter wad happened. through thick and thin.
sad to say, i dun have such friends.

--sinyee
wads the way it should be?