its late le. but im not asleep.i guess no one
comes to this blog anymore. except for the
few occasional taggers. well, better. i can post
things i dun dare to post in the past.

i find that im such a useless and shi bai
chairperson. i have not led the clas well at all.
they dun wanna listen to me and i have to always
shout at them and they hate me ):
i dunno wads the problem. im juz so useless.
im not as good as ariel. i noe that. i noe you ppl
will compare me with ariel, yes, but pls, dun
think the the chairperson noes everything.
it's not true. i'm a human too. and i've had enough.

wad with all the tournament stress, i am already missing
some not-so-impt lessons. i miss out on things and
i dun think ppl bother telling me wad they are.
everyone likes to ask me questions bout all kinds of
things. homework and whatsoever. i try my best to
answer your question but you must noe. im
not a know-it-all. i think it's perfectly ok for a
chairperson to not noe smth. i dun see wads wrong with
that. im fed up of you ppl always thinking that
you can blame everything on me juz because im cp.
you dun come in late from break and think that its
ok juz because i m oso late for coming to class. it's still wrong.

there's so much hw i totally dun undestand
wad hell mak is talking bout. all those
projects and homework are alreay eough to drive me crazy.

and today, she blamed me for the class not handing
in their work on time. im so fed up with this kind of
blaming. remember that small piece of newspaper
stuck on the board? and ang said that if not one admits
who did it, she is gonna punish the chairperson. wth.
i dun think that this is at all fair to me. you ppl jus nv seem
to realise that i will be held responsible for wadever foolish
acts you ppl commit. yes of course you will be scolded but
it's after the teacher is done with the cp.

wad are all the subject reps for?
ka ying is the science rep. she is supposed to noe which lab we
are supposed to go to if it's a lab lesson. but why is SHE asking ME?
doesnt anyone understand that as a subject rep. you have
the responsibility to find out the info for the class and not juz ask the cp?
knowing where we are supposed to go for science lesson
is not wad i call "a cp's job" it is the science rep's job. and that's it.

another one is the art rep. we always find ourselves going
down to the art rom during art and find that we are
stuck outside. the art rep should automatically go look
for the teacher and not wait for ME to tell you and still
act blur after that. you should go and look for the teacher
if he/she is late for class like wad ariel did when mr lee didnt
come to class one day. i feel that you ppl jus lack the
responsibility and importance of your job. every role in the
class committee counts. the class is not juz made up of
the chairperson and deputy. which anyway, the deputy is useless too.

every morning, i can go downstairs and spend like forever to
get you ppl to get into line and shut up for once and when
i get to the back i will still see ppl standing around. well,
that bloody deputy is supposed to assist me and get them to
go into the line and shut up but all he did was stand there and
sometimes, ridiculous as it seems, talks along with them.

i tell you all, im sick of being blamed by the teacher 4 things
i didnt do. i have to clear up after you ppl everytime you
are late going down or didnt bring that consent form.
i always get scolded. i dun even see the deputy getting scolded.
for crying out loud, pls. subject reps, everyone. CAN YOU
PPL PLS MAKE MY LIFE EASIER??? im starting to hate school
more and more. to see that most of the class is gone when
i bring you ppl down for morning asembly. andTHAT'S MY FAULT TOO.
the walking speed of you ppl is jus plain ridiculously SLOW.
i dun get why you ppl cant juz shut up for a while. it's not
as if you wil nv have another chance to tal to your
friends. that's bloody rubbish. i've had ENOUGH. :

--sinyee