Sunday, June 18

slept at 2am last night again. all for this:







those dots you see at the top right hand and
bottom left hand corner are SILVER GLITTER
btw... ok nvm.



went for cip today. took the morning shift instead
cos i hafta go for a fathers' day dinner in the
afternoon. supposed to meet sherrie at 9.45am
at commonwealth. and she was so so so late.
she came at like 10am larh. when we were supposed
to meet at city hall at 10am larh. lol. this sherrie is
always late. LOL.



reached there at like 10.20am and i thought there wouldnt
be anyone doing the morning shift from our class.
and i saw ariel and jos and peeshee's name on the paper!
didnt knw where they went so me and sherrie
just went to our lao di fang-suntec ! lol, we did a
fair bit of brisk-walking or should i say close-to-running
walking. cos we were late larh. then we went and stood
outside suntec for like 30 mins. sherrie had an EMPTY
can. and i had a miserable 20 cents. yeah. since
its in the morning and everything. then we went back
to ding jie and asked where else we could go. then we
ended up in bugis. it was another wasted trip larh.
so little donations. but first 2 dollar note received there.
then we saw this lion dance troupe then we thought we could go
to this newly opened shop to ask for donations but in
the end, only ppl from the lion dance troupe donated
the few 10cents and whatever. like what larh. we went
back to suntec at 12.



stood at the entrance and started asking for donations.
was toally different than in the morning. when
i thought today would be another bad-day, i got
like 10 2 bucks notes and just 1 5 bucks. good enough.
the tin was pretty heavy too. and funny incidents which
happened. lol. this woman suddenly came up to me
and said "amitabha" you knw, that a mi duo fou thing
in chinese. then she kept repeating it and i was like
trying to stop laughing out loud. then she droned on for like
5 min bout buddhist stuff. and for all this, she donated a
20cent. NICE. and when i wanted to turn and tell sherrie
this, i saw the woman make a U-turn and now
start her speech to sherrie. and i just started laughing
a lil distance from her. i eman like WTH, this is gay larh.
and me and sherrie keep scamming each other xP
haha today's cip is damn fun. cip with sherrie is damn fun.



then we went to long john to lag. then after that i left
for the fathers' day dinner. like im so sick of buffets
already larh. i mean, i never really liked them larh.
then i left city hall at 3.30om. i seriously didnt knw
i would reach so god damn fast. cos normally that HOLY
272 is bloody difficult to wait. then today, i went there
and one came right up. and i reached my grandma house
at like 4pm. and lol i stoned there until like 6pm
hen the buffet came. but i dunno why they always order the
same thing over and over. so i didnt eat anything.
and so i skipped today's dinner again. lol. we left the
place at like 7.30pm. im like gonna be bored to death
over there already larh. im gonna disappear 2 months
before i reappear there. the boredom can really kill.



and when i had hoped so hard that after the seniors farewell,
everything would be okay and it would fall into place and
nothing will be wrong. and now, a whole new set of
problems to begin with. you ppl seem to be ostracising
me if im not mistaken. ignoring me. like im not there. you
ppl didnt even stop to talk, didnt even turn, didnt
even wait. i REALLY dunno wad is the prob or am i
just being paranoid. spare me from this. pls.
i dunwant to have any more problems of this sort. we are
taking turns in ostracising ppl. i dunno where i offended
you all or what but whatever i did, im sorry.
im very sure i didt do it on purpose. this whole holiday
has been really bad. i cant take this anymore.
when i thought it was all over...i really hoped hard...





SINYEE-

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