3 DAYS TO STEP CAMP.



supposed to go to school today to train with my
juniors today. hafta wake up at 6.45am larh.
bloody early. sheesh. i woke up larh. and then i
went down my bed and i almost fainted. dunno
why, my head like started spinning and i see one
patch black for a while. so i decided to go back
and sleep larh. sorry jie! xP



and i woke up at.....erm.....12plus larh. haha im
a lazy pig xP and my bro started staring at me
like he saw a ghost and he said "I THOUGHT YOU
WENT OUT?!?" come on, i think my bro must have
been stupid or smth. since he woke up at 8am until
12 plus, a whole 4 hrs and he hasnt realised that
im still sleeping. lol. my bro's a retard! why? cos he
told me a teacher called and he told the teacher
i went out. having a fair idea of WHO the teacher might
be, i prefer not to probe and decided the teacher
would call later if its that impt.



then ya, called peishi first thing and arranged a proj
meeting with her tmr. her house at 9. yeah, i hafta
wake up at 7 again. and then went online and explained
parts of the maths proj to her. haven started =x
and i was trying very hard to stop sniffing already
larh. lagged until like 2.45pm then passed the comp
to my bro and i went to my room and stare at my desk.
lol i didnt feel like doing any work. so i just read a few
pages of the THIMUN instructional guide. gahh. its so
very difficult to understand. i dunno what to do for
lang arts portfolio. gonna die xP



my mum gonna bring me watch omen with my bro
tmr. yayness! but i think i will have to miss another
training. sorry jie, sorry wee, sorry goh hua. =x
i told you im a lousy senior. and now im a lousy
junior too. xP ohwells.



i dunno how i managed to lag until so long. i only
knw i wasted today larh. and it started getting
dark before i knw it. i didnt turn on the lights.
just lagged in my chair listening to gu dan ba lei
on my cd player and reading the xingnan 2004
chinese compo compilation. i was one of the 9 editors.
all from 6E (:2 pieces of my work
in there. and i flipped thru all the work of my
fellow 6E classmates. 21 pieces in all out of 41.
haha cos 6E rocked too much xP. and suddenly.
i miss 6E =x. it was a feeling never felt before.
not even when i was leaving xnps. i regret not
bonding with the class. i mean, actually most ppl in
6E has been together for 4 yrs rather than 2.
all of us were together in 6E and 5E and most
were in 3J and 4J. only the odd one or two
were from amother class. but everyone who was
once in 3J and 4J stayed in 6E xP. for 4 years,
and the not once was there 100% attendence for
6E gatherings. sad thing i knw. but i really miss
6E. maybe i have always missed them but never had the
time to uncover this feeling within me. maybe
thats why now i feel like seeing all their faces again...
listen to their dumb jokes again. see the boys play
soccer, the girls one of those lame games that i once
so actively participated in. will there be a day when
i can se that again?



hmm...i really hope. because after all of us have separated,
so many of us have changed. maybe i did as well...
and remembering once, we were this big family,
where everyone was the untainted P6. where all
the world's influences couldnt reach us. where once,
this girl was not the way she is now. although she was
also irritating back then, its still better than she is
now. where this boy was not the changed one he
seems like now. when everyone as still the same.



i want those days back.



SINYEE-