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Everything is just so fucking screwed up. M1 is screwed up larh. They changed the date for recounting of bill to 13th of each month instead of the normal 30th. And i don't knw a single thing about it! Wtf. So my sms like, happily overshot about THREE HUNDRED AND FOUR!? And my mother is going to deduct 5 bucks from my already-pathetic weekly allowance of 20 bucks. And now i don't knw how much it's going to overshoot because i counted from the 1st of this month and i have to last till 14th of february. This is fucking bullshit.

Class was alright. Math was boring. I didn't want to listen but i still have to listen if i want to improve for the test. So my parents would be convinced that yangling is a good tuition teacher. So that they will willingly let me go tuition with her. So that they will forget about asking me to quit. Whatever. History lesson. Talking about conflicts. Particularly interested about intra-pesonal conflicts. Angels and devils. Okay, this is random. Had CID lesson after break. In scents and fragrances science cluster now. Nothing much happened.

CID released just on time. Okay maybe a LITTLE overtime. But almost every lesson releases late can. Went back to class, goh shumin scolded everyone who came in late, including me. Already pissed off. Then 24 out of 33 people were scolded for not completing science assignment, including me. All of us were told to stand and she went around checking and scolding us one by one. She didn't even accept reasons like, don't knw how to do. I mean, left 2 or 3 questions only also got punished. Wtf.

She told us to think of punishments for ourselves. She asked physics rep, yuhong. And he suggested writing an essay to reflect. Then she asked me and melvin, melvin suggested standing outside the class. And me, with nothing left to say, told her to copy lines. WE PROPOSED 50 LINES OKAY. She told us to write the essay PLUS the lines. So the lines go like this : I, (name) from 3H will always strive to remember to do and submit all my physics assignments and practice worksheets on time forever. EIGHTY times. FUCKING LONG SENTENCE, IS SHE SMART OR WHAT HUH? Plus a 200 word essay about how we are going to work to achieve that. Damn her larh.

After scolding us and everything, she went on saying things like " Is this punishment fair? If i don't do this to you, i can guarantee you won't do your homework for the next few months. This is only the third week of school, not like it's already the third month! You all will not finish your hw if i don't do it this time right?" HELL, NO. I will do my homework okay. I just fucking heard your instructions wrongly. That doesnt make me a dunce who wont do any of your fucking homework. And she kept saying "I'm not trying to make things difficult." Yeah, that is like SO convincing she can get a freaking oscar award. Don't make things difficult then okay, what is the problem with copying 50 lines? Why must she increase it to 80 instead? And why does she have to keep saying "I did not propose this punishment okay. YOUR CHAIRPERSON did, I am not the one who came up with this punishment." BUT HELL, I SAID FIFTY LINES ALRIGHT. it's not my fucking problem if she wants to increase it to 80 lines. And why must she add the essay on. Not making things difficult yeah..of course...I'M SURE. Helluva bullshit. Yes, i knw i am wrong for not doing my work, and im not complaining about her punishing us. But why did she have to make it sound like im the one behind all of this and im the one who caused my classmates to suffer. FINE.

To all 3H people: I am sincerely sorry for suggesting that stupid punishment to goh shumin and causing all of you to have to write so many freaking lines as punishment. I am sorry that i did not do my work and set a good example for the class. I am sorry to those who have done their work and i have wasted your time today. I'm sorry okay. I wish i can copy out the lines for all of you, but the problem for handwriting is too obvious. I am sorry. I really am. Sorry to the 25 other people who are punished. Sorry to the 6 who did their work and wasted time.

dui bu qi.