Saturday, January 27

Finally, after like 3 weeks or so since school reopened, i get to wake up at 12pm today! =D Alright, it was another boring day at home since i didn't go out at all. It was basically: Wake up, eat breakfast, do house chores, TRY to do hw, use comp (slack). Matrices are going to drive me crazy soon. I cannot remember anything that yangling taught me 2 weeks ago and resulting in me having to read through all those notes again. Not to mention weekend school work.

Actually there were a few interesting things which happened in class yesterday, but i was too tired, i didn't remember them until i went around sylvia and xinyu's blogs and read about them. I would think the highlight was in math lesson. Mr liu told a few guys to name female celebrities they think are cute. Katie Holmes, Charlene Choy, Jessica Alba...names started popping up. So what Mr liu was trying to say is: The guys' definition of cute girls are normally smaller in size, therefore, a small angle is A CUTE ANGLE. (Acute angle) I was like LOL-ing all around and trying to imagine how cute can an angle get -.- Alright.

Weekend homework:
1. Language Arts Comprehension
2. Math Handout
3. Chen Nan Jiu Shi Questions
4. Qing Nian Wen Zhai
5. Chemistry Assignment 2
6. Physics notes
7. History: TOV
8. CID Powerpoint
9. Module research + Notes on Video
10. Matrices tuition work! (Deadline: TMR!)

Okay, is this like alot or something? Tell me the school isn't trying to kill us all.

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Rumours. Everything people just love talking about and doing all the time. Talking about the newest rumours around school. XXX is with XXX! And without even thinking it is true or not, they start spreading it around and proud that they have this latest bit of news on their hands for others to knw.

Oh come on, don't you people have better things to do? Never believe what you hear until you've seen it for yourself. Yes, i knw in this case you have seen it. But it is definitely nothing like what you think it is. Now before you start freaking spreading it around, please could you just believe what i have said? The truth is the truth, i am not trying to hide anything at all. I can't do a thing if you choose not to believe me, but keep your goddamn mouth shut and don't freaking spread it. You people have no business in it anyway.

You want to spread rumours? CAN. Please bloody make sure it is true first.

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I didn't knw that A was B's *. So what C had said was true. D really did tell A about me and C. And so, A was probably the one who told B. And that is why B came and said all those spiteful things. I thought maybe what C had said wasn't true, i thought i could trust D. But well, D proved me wrong then. It's all more complicating than it seems. But it all fits now, i finally understand. And im not going to trust C or D anymore. To hell with all of your empty promises.

Hey C, do you knw that you are really not such a big deal to me at all? You always say the wrong things, prove me wrong about you so much that i think that you can just forget about it. It's the way you speak and act that i knw you never really took me seriously after all. You were the one who made me think this way about you. I knw you never really meant what you said. It all makes sense, finally.

And D? Well, sorry but maybe you should have kept your goddamn mouth shut. That way, i might never find out that the trust i had in you was to be disappointed. Do you knw that i wanted to trust you about it, but well i guess everytime someone says "I wont tell people de" , the next thing they do is blabber it to someone else. And there goes. Hey D, you were the one who betrayed my trust. I bet you don't even knw that i feel like strangling you now. So, shut the hell up and get lost.

Oh yeah and B, i don't give a damn to what you want to say alright? I don't even acknowledge you as someone i knw. You can take A and get the hell out of my business. It really doesn't concern you at all. So what if you knw C? It's not any of my problem. Just get lost. I'd rather not have known C at all.

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