is there some kinda problem with cbox? can't seem
to load it. ahh heck.

was just looking for a place in the library after the
hsk test today. was fairly okay. i couldn't find any
vacant tables, so i headed off home cos i didn't really
feel like studying. but i ended up, a place i have last been
3 months ago. that playground with the swing across the
road from my house. i went there, i dunno why. and i just
sat on the swing. then i thought, when was the last time
i sat on a swing? three months, or probably more.
i must have stayed there at least 2 hrs. on the swing, on the
playground bench. listening to the music i keep replaying
and replaying in my hp.

i got up with half a mind to leave three times. but i
sat back down everytime because i didnt want
to leave that windy place. it was just, so windy, i
was waiting for rain. but it didn't rain larhs, so i left after
bout 2 hrs. maybe i can do this every now and then.
especially swinging with my eyes closed. i must have
looked like some siaoded girl in rv uniform swinging there
acting possessed, but heck, i like it.

and i came back, and fell asleep =x wah record, i almost
nv did fall asleep straight after i reach home. not even after
the tiring camps. whatever. and i did my chem assignment.

tmr, go lib with jos and study chem and maths. i want to
feel the wind again. but got alot of mosquitos x kaoz,
i killed 2 or them, goddamn blood suckers. rest in peace.

``sinyee