im sunburnt. im red. im aching all over, especially my
shoulders. and i feel so shi bai.

i stayed up until 12.30am to do the station materials.
even at 12.30 i didn't get to finish it and i woke up
at 5.30am today. 5.30AM okay. it's freakin early and
i onlt slept 5 hrs. I met the station masters and we reached
palawan beach at 8.30am. waited for the class.

the whole class reached at 10am.we played captains ball first,
which is about the only game that went well. was okay
larh. after that had break then station games. the class
didnt enjoy the station games. some totally didnt even give
a damn, a few was more or less enthu and the rest neither
here nor there. groups leaders failed to identify and lead group
to the correct station. station masters try to make them high but
to no avail. after 2 stations, i released the, for lunck at 12.30pm.
i wanted to call off the station games cos it didnt have a point
since so many of us isnt having fun. you wei is really right.

our class is not as bonded as we think we are. bonded is
automatic initiative to come and play the games with whichever grp
you are asigned. bonded is not standing there giving an eye roll
and acting like you dunno what to do. bonded is you put your
heart into this damn thing and make it fun. and we're nowhere
near it. we cheered together, got 3rd, we think we're bonded.
we managed a nice skit, last min, we think we are bonded.
the whole class sat together once or twice during break and we think
we are bonded. real bonding is EVERY SINGLE member of 2C
will come automatically and find themselves a seat togther
with the whole class and not having others to go and "INVITE"
you in. bonded is not sitting in your own preferred group of friends
and having mini discussions. even if you are in the class, what is
the purpose? we are still not bonded.

i also didnt want to end it halfway. station masters put in
so much effort but if they are really not enjoying it then no
point carrying on already what. and they do not enjoy it alot,
stop deluding yourself. our class is really not as bonded as we think
it is. i just ope that the class will accept whoever they have to work
with and go ahead with this plan. we excos planned this for a month
you knw. it's really not as easy as you think one larh. and
the money for all those materials. all those soya sauce and
sponge you all play, we didnt take a single cent from the class fund larhs.
we paid TOTALLY with our own money. all you all had to do is pay
a $3 and go in and PLAY! we already have the plan, you follow!
is that alot to ask for?

and so we ended up in the water. i as so dry and in 5 seconds,
soaked to the skin. done by esther and joanne. and lydia,
joanne and pocheng had a good time flinging me around in the water.
gk dragged me around in the water also. and my whole pants
was so full of sand. it's quite fun in the sand and water.
we played monkey for awhile. 2 monkeys suddenly become 6.
like siao like that. everyone play play until 3 plus. the sand was too
hot for us to play iceman so we left early. but we only managed
to reach harbourfront at like 5plus. we wasted so much time
at the beach, but nvm. after that, we were supposed to go to
food junction to eat. and suddenly, a griup of girls, with
a "i wanna eat delifrance", ran off. what kind of a bonded do you
call this? but whatever.

i reached home at 8.45pm. rained real hard on the way back.
i thought to call my mum to bring me back home. but
i thought otherwise. and just walked through the rain.
stupid pail and radio and ball. my precious radio. filled
with SAND, my goodness. i really cant bring this
kinda stuff to class outings more damage done than good.
at least the rv towel got use, use to cover my radio...

but nvm, this is considered not bad for our first class outing
le bah..will try harder next time...

SINYEE-