didnt update yesterday cos i was chionging
the retarded flash. i think flash 5 is nicer to
use than flash 8. since i was so hopeless in the
scripting, i just asked yun zheng to help me do
in the end since he could do one for just 5min.



went to track nationals yeaterday for sherrie and
matthias the event. was pretty impressed larhs.
after watching the last event, me and sherrie raced
the bus to lot 1. lols. why did we race there? cos it
was aready late and the 307 was so darn full we cant
get up so we decided to race there. the driver or the
passengers or even, both, must have thought that we
were 2 siao char bors there larh. okay and i reached home
at 8 and started to chiong flash. i really want to go
to track nats next wednesday larhs. but then thursday
got maths test and nobody pei me go. arghs.



today was dumb. i planned to leave house at 5.40am
like i always do. but who knws i fell asleep on the sofa
at 5.35am and i slept until 5.50am then my bro woke
me up and i chionged down to the bus stop. the bus
took darn long larh and i was like cursing at the
stupid bus. always happens that when im late the bus
would be those lanpong slow slow ones and the mrt
would be do not board. and although i reached je mrt
approx 20min or more later, i still see the same people
as the early time. and half of bus 97 is of people
from rv. and i still managed to reach school round 6.55am.



after morning assembly hafta meet desmond lim for
smth bout the thimun thing. thought he was gonna test
us today. hell, no. some 5-day conference dunno at where.
then thimun people hafta go for 1 day and we hafta pay
$30. what the heck. if it helps then i wont mind that much.
haix. then lesson was sian sian sian...next week alot of
tests. im so going to hardcore flunk all. language arts, maths
and chem. die. x(



and i knw why i didnt get to host the suzhou people already.
due to me having gone to step exchange prog. they
dont want me missing too many lessons. anything
larh. im not really that keen anymore anyway. i just
realised how tired i was. every morning feel like sleeping
in class but having to go on forcing myself to stay awake.
after school, rushing around, doing my countless list of
this and thats. oh fuck. cant i like have one day when i
can just go home right after school and sleep?



pe was chao hiong. my stomach muscles and thigh
and wherever is hurting like some shit. stupid larhs.
i can tell you that my passion has faded away.
a part of me wants to drop out, another wants to go on.
well, it's not like i have much of a choice anyway.
but now, i just dont feel the joy like i used to.



heritage day. sec 4 classes coming up with all those
things to sell. its not my fucking fault if my class doesnt
want to buy much of what your class is selling okay.
there is no need for you to put me down like this.
i did try okay. at least i managed to make them buy from
none to three orders. at least you could have
been like A, asking why there are so few orders instead
of just implying that im doing a bad job convincing people
to buy and asking another person to help. everyone give
us order list now you think everyone so fucking rich to
buy alot of everything arh. you should just feel bloody
lucky that i returned the order list to you in such a short time
considering you gave it to me like last period and expect it
back at the end of the day. asking a different person to ask
doesnt make any difference because my class is my class.
it doesnt and wont make any bloody difference whether
it is me asking or not. you unhappy then cancel those
three orders as well larh. i still help people to pay for you
to get your pathetic order so its not an empty class list when
i give it back okay.you cant force people to buy.
you senior big deal larh. can ask
her ignore me larh. fuck you larh right.



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