i feel so weird...so not myself...juz wad the
hell is happening? i dun want it to be like this...
everything's changed...i dun want it to stay this
way...i want this BACK TO NORMAL.
i juz dun understand why izzit so difficult to do
things i tell you to. i dun understand why izzit
that i am unable to control myself and i hafta
unleash that rage in me...i dun get it.

im always left alone. and its so true.
its always like this and they sun bother or
even notice. fine. im better off alone.
like real. always i say i have many things to tell
jin and winn...but when i really get to them
and i have that chance to spill everything, i
dunno wad say...its juz kinda weird.
i dunno how all this things can happen to me.
and i think you ppl dun understand wad im posting now...
its all weird...

--sinyee