IM BACK FROM CLASS CHALET!!!



im back from my class chalet! took quite alot of
photos and had alot of fun! (: haha. actually
supposed to come back today but nobody wants
stay for another night. so we packed up
and kissed boodbye to the place.



i went to jec with jenn, pearly, rousi and jin on 29th
to celebrate my belated and jenn's advance
birthday. ate in a corner like dogs (haha) and then
we went to take neos. lazy to upload the picts. those
who want to see just come find me larh. haha.
who were being like super sacarstic over there when we
couldnt get the scissors. and it all started with pearly.
she was like "i think we need to get scissors from
popular liao leh" and i was like "walao i need to go
my class chalet one lorh". and after that jin went to
take out the scissors and we were cutting and sorting
out the neos when sherry called me. and rousi started
taking neos from my pile and i was screaming at her larh.
hahaha...then i went to CLASS CHALET!



haha. met most of the people at pasir ris mrt at 3 and then
we went to the bus stop to take the shuttle bus. but then
after very long it still hasnt come and i caled my father
and he ended up bringing the 18 of us there in 3 trips
in his car. haha it was quite a squeeze. and the first thing
the girls did when they reached there: OPEN A GAMBLING
DEN! i have evidence!





and kaying was the one who stuck out her hand and showed me
all her cards!



and then the boys arrived and set up another gambling den in
the sitting room. haha. and 2C's new found gambling king...!
LIM JIE REN! and of course, jiachen, youwei and xuanwei
doesnt seem amused when i made this statement.



>br>




we were watching office you gui and yanyi's nice feet.





this kinda spoils the mood doesnt it. watching horror movies
and dancing to their music.





settle down! thats everyone's BEAUTIFULlegs! haha. of
course mine is the darkest. xP





yanyi rolls her eyes pretty well dont you think?



at around 6, we decided to start the bbq...





yeah min zhang is the man! wahahas.





and eveyone is patiently waiting...





just who are the boys singing birthday song to???





all our delicious food! UNCOOKED. wahas.





hey! thats my father. hahaha. we still need adult
supervision! haha.



meanwhile, in the sitting room...





ariel and josephine are gaying with the marshmallows!





and so are the boys!





hahaha. yushan, pocheng and panyin are watching news?!?
po cheng looks bored though.





ehh? what is yimin thinking about?





you take my photo, i also take yours. tee hee xP





the boys are intently watching bao lian deng...





busily bbqing...





the beautiful backs of pocheng, yushan, panyin and the class tee!





yuling is so pro to sit beside the pit for the night!





fanning and fanning and still fanning...





me and esther!





ariel! improper attire is not allowed in the pool!





but..WHO CARES? haha. thats jos's hand btw.





my clique standing in the pool. and i love this pict!






r clique star! underwater that is!





and this is our clique-feet-star! haha.





peishi, why this expression?





ehh wad time only, gk is sleeping already?!?



and everyone either didnt sleep or didnt sleep well.
i mean, wad you expect larh. i didnt sleep too. we watched
final deitination 3 and i knew our class people
are all sadistic. they can laugh when someone's
head kenna chopped and they can replay that scene or
like 4 or 5 times until yanyi screams at them
to stop...mr ong is correct. we are a bunch of bian
tai kuang.


we all went to watch the sunrise at around 5plus. waited
very long but we couldnt see the sun, cos for one
thing, we dun even knw where the sun would rise! then we
saw the sky lightening but the ships blocked our view!
aww...note the diff in the sky colour within bout 15 mins






after that everyone went to macs.





jos and veron's sian diao face...



we went back and i flopped back to sleep. haha. those ppl
left for cca, boys went to LAN. arielo, xinyu and sherrie
went swimming. wenrui and ariel and veron went blading.





swimming!



we all left at around 7 cos no one wanted to stay another
night. and 2 strikes off my wishlist! i got the roxy
flips ans dangling earrings from yanyi, jos and veron.





mine is the blue one. the one left of mine is yanyi's
then ariel's then josephine's.



had fun this time round (: hope everything would turn out even
more fun if we were to have a second time. for one thing, dun leave your
underwear lying around! if you want to knw, ask me about
it ad i will tell you about it. its a bit obscene to blog about xP



SINYEE-

going to class chalet tmr! so excited! but the bad
thing is, i will be missing two or probably three
training sessions. hmm, i dun wanna miss trng!
gahh. but nvm nvm. going out with pearly, rousi,
jin and jenn to celebrate her early birthday and my
belated birthday! wahahas. i feel so loved. gee. im a
bu yao lian de ren xP packed for class chalet. ariel
came in the morning and we marinated the chicken
and made cookies! the cookies are like so nice(:
eat with melted choc tmr (: yay im so happy.
tmr will be a happy day. but gona miss trng le. sudden
change of time. then cant mke it liaox. gahh.
i hope we enjoy at the class chalet!



SINYEE-

When you were enjoying a day so much, like
my birthday, the time just passes so fast.
Just like that, my birthday is over. And i have
to wait another 365 days for the next one. But
nvm, the point is, i enjoyed myself greatly yesterday.
Much as i didnt want the day to be over, it's
impossible. Life still goes on. haha.



Photos are ready!

me and bro. the birthday people! im in a weird pose eh.




now is us and the cake! (:





my billabong pencilcase(jin & sherry), nightmate wallet(jie)
and the bottle of wishing stars from kwan jie (:




the visor i took a long time deciding to buy or not.




the converse bag(: a bit blur.




monkey stamp is the lime green one. the black one
is the monkey keychain (:




Anyway, i got this link from a tagger in choon yen's
blog. Criticising our school's student councilors
being incompetent. Saying that the vice preseident
is arrogant and ignorant. Didnt state which vice
president, but as far as im concerned, BOTH
choon yen and kwan ling are VERY VERY far from
being arrogant and ignorant. And that person was saying
that the president is a good-for-nothing. i mean,
wei guo being the president is obviously not a useless
person. just because the person failed to see the student
councilors doing things, he/she jumped to conclusions and
called student councilors a bunch of proud people
with green insignias. for one thing, its like not theor
problem if he/she doesnt see the things they are doing.
and for another, the things the studentcouncil is doing
is not do for you to see one larh. you dun see it doesnt
mean they are not doing it larh. i mean, he/she not being
a councilor dont knw anything about council affairs
right? so wad position is he/she in to make this
statement that our student council exco is useless
lah.



that person being unhappy with wad the sc nominees
have said in their campaign speech. then led it back
to the sc being useless. wad crazy thing is this?
he/she haven realised HOW GAY is the thing he/she
is saying. its really ridiculous. if you all are interested,
here s the link :http://hikari.ebloggy.com
and welcomed to look at my super long comment.



SINYEE-

i had so much fun today!!! (: so totally
enjoyed myself! special thanks to jie peiqi and peishi(:
And thanks to everyone who wished me a
happy birthday: ya larh you are first larh PEIQI! ,
peishi, jie ren, tessa, josephine, tong jing, chien ying,
ariel, veron, jennings, choon yen, ying ting, zhao wei,
haixin, kailin, mabel, yeejin, sylvia and alot of other ppl.



went to school in class tee and jeanswith peiqi to hand in the
cid report first. saw shuhui in the school when i was
somewhere around the side gate and i used my super
-duper-loud-like-hell voice to shout her name. so
i went "SHUHUIIII!" hahaha maybe i freaked peiqi
out. wahahas. then went to commonwealth mrt station
to meet uo with peeshee! (: hahaha we talked and gayed so
much in the mrt that we missed city hall interchange
and went on to kallang! (ok, go on, laugh all you want xP)
then i was like "ehh? i dun remember last time go orchard
got pass by kallang one leh" then i looked at the route
map and realised we went wrong place! haha. so stupid
right. I KNW.



when we reached orchard, first stop! takashimaya's art friend.
met yimin, sherrie and joanne there. super fascinated by
the so many guai guai things they have there. haha
we spent a long time looking at those stuffs. man, was
that fun...after that we decided to go heeren. went to
converse and saw the bag. haha, had an inner conflict
of whether im going to buy. in the end decided to go action
city fitst then consider. action city was super fun!
me and peeshee wanted to share a mokozi but nv buy that
in the end. shared a monkey stamp with her and a
monkey keychain with jie. wahas im getting addicted to
monkeys (: then went back to converse and the angel
and devil fight and fight in my mind. until the devil
cannot take it and give in to the angel. hahas, jie and peeshee
knws wad i mean. (: so got the bag! then wanted to
go eat so we went back to taka.haha. had a hard time
finding the kfc. we too dumb or wad. after we finish
eating already 4 liaox. ahah. then we went to the
toy town thingy in taka and peishi started aking picts of
the gundam stuff. haha thats classic !



then peishi had to go home so i went bugis with jie to
find yanyi. didnt see her in the end. we went to the parco
and saw this place called fox and i saw a nice visor!
took a long time to decide whether i should buy. but
then i die oso dun wanna try it on. then walked away
until outside the cocoa trees then the angel started
fighting with the devil and in the end, THE ANGEL
WON AGAIN! grr. aha but the devil knws that it wants
the visor too! so me and jie went back and i very very
reluctantly tried on the visor and according to jie,
i look ok. haha, i didnt dare to look myself. gee.
so another strike off my wishlist! whee! after that
we went to action city again. i think i addicted to it too.
no maybe im jst addicted to adjusting the clocks there to
may 27 saturday. hahaha. so gay larh. haha.
wahahas. then went into shibuya and looked at the
collection of the doggy with no eyes. haha jie knws wad im
talking bout. xP then after that went back.



went to jp to meet with my family at long john for dinner.
then my father brought me to all the hp shops at jp.
he getting the walkman phone w800 for me i think.
like 400+ bucks and i was saying its ex and he
insist that it isnt. lol. then after that went home.
super duper happy and hyper and high today! all start
with h. haha. alliteration you knw. LOL. ok nvm.
today is my beast birthday in 14 yrs! (:
thanks again to everyone who wished me and made my
day! (:



and thanks jie for "waiting patiently" for my post so
you can be the first to read it again xP.



SINYEE-

TODAY IS MY BIRTHDAY! (:
post number 200!



Going out with jie and peeshee later (:
get my converse bag and have fun! thanks to all
who wished me happy birthday. thru sms or
msn ya. thanks so much ! (:
blog tonight!

1 DAY TO MY BIRTHDAY.



slept at 2.30am last night. was doing the chemistry
article review until very late. i bet alot of us hates
manuka honey now. hahas. when i finished already
like 2 le. then did a little bit of my cid report.
didnt finish it. my brains and other major functions
auto shut down at 2.30 liaox. and i woke up today at
like 6.10?!? lucky my father bring me to school, or
i will be late at the last day of school. ok.



first present for the day was a nightmare before
christmas wallet! *gasps, faints* oh man, that totally
totally rocks! thanks so much jie (: and got this very
cute musical thingy from sylvia. i have smth alike.
but hers is cuter and the music is nicer (: thanks
sylvia! then sherry and yeejin came up from behind
me and gave me a billabong pencilcase! oh god, i so
love it! thanks jin and sherry (: and kwan jie's bottle of
wishing stars (: thanks to everyone who made my
day really really happy (:



my happy mood lasted until art lesson. that karmen ling arh.
say i get zero cos i forget to bring the art piece. i mean
like i was late today larh! i left it on the table in a
hurry lorh. and we were busy cursing her. given
a free period. then started worrying about the cid
report. then sort of blamed myself for not finishing
it larh. and i accidentally cut myself on purpose today.
i was just staring into space and thinking bout the report
and tracing my palm lines with the penknife. then gk
said its very dangerous and it would cut me. then i was
super pissed off cos for one thing my penknife DOESNT
cut, and another, i was tracing it like super lightly.
then i showed to him in anger that it cant cut. just
like slide my finger against the blade 3 times. and on the
third time, kenna cut liao. i knw you would be saying im huo
gai now larh. but i was really pissed. then the penknife
was rusty. the whole thing was rusty. then i went to wash up
and jun hao was jokin around that i might die cos the
knife is rusty. and peishi started crying. i knw you all
concerned larh. but i was like du diao and thinking that it
isnt a big deal. yeah well. the moral of the story is:
dn play with rusty penknives. not rusty one then go cut
for all i care xP.



then cca slacked around cos i cant hold the bat properly
with my index finger cut larh. then i went to do my
cid report. writing larh. and i have to even write with
my index finger pointing at a weird angle. and all the
words come out kenasai. then jiao lian played this
super lame game which no one really got wad he
meant. lalala anyhow.



going put with jie and peeshee tmr(: i cant wait!



SINYEE-

2 DAYS TO MY BIRTHDAY.



well well, tmr is finally FRIDAY. wahh man,
i waited for this day for like a million years =/
and tmr is my birthday eve (: yay.
i sincerely hope NOTHING ruins it at all.
surely i deserve a nice birthday eve after so much
of whatever kinda days. well, gonna chiong my
cid report and the bloody manuka honey report.
blog later if i dun sleep at 2am like last night.



i felt it already. the stress of it all. i knw
there is no way i can finish the report and
do a good job. why does it have to ruin my mood.
i have a strong feeling i will break down tonight.
i really hope it would turn out right.



SINYEE-

i lied. again.

i feel so sick after i wake up. but i like the
feeling of me just waking up. minus the feeling
sick part.cos i forgot every single thing that
i was suppose to do which isnt very good, but
then, at least im not so stressed.

3 DAYS TO MY BIRTHDAY.



Im disappointed. dun bother asking why
cos i wont tell. i haven told anyone, not anyone
at all. not you. if you could have seen my reaction,
heard my exasperation. If only...If just a small
little thing like this you didnt bother to do,
you've totally and completely let me down.
If only you have seen wad i have given up. But
of course you have not seen it, never will hear it.
Because my smile fools everyone. I have proved
you wrong. you are the one who has proved me wrong.
I could have seemed like a small thing to you,
but perhaps you should knw, even the smallest
things matters alot to me. If you have taken this
seriously enough, it was a priority to you, you wouldnt
have waited so long. If this had meant alot to you,
you wouldnt have disappointed me in the very
first place. But if you took this long to realise that
something was wrong, i guess you just dun knw me as
well as you thought. Im just disappointed, because
even you could let me down. you wont knw how i had felt
because its you, yes YOU im talking about here,
but you wouldnt knw. because i might seem perfectly
normal when i speak to you and once again, fool you.
you think that im ok. but maybe im not. you wouldnt knw.
because im normal in front of you. but im crumbling inside.
you wouldnt have seen or heard my tears cos i hid them so well.
nothing seems wrong when i talk to you. but then,
everything is wrong.



the pressure im feeling is driving me mad. soon,
i'll be like her one day. another 2 days. this
week is passing really slowly. i have no mood for
anything.pls dun ask anything. dun ask.



SINYEE-

4 DAYS TO MY BIRTHDAY.



hmm...dunno wad to blog about. today's trng
was ok...forehand improved co-ordination with
jin. didnt really dance today. started teaching
jennings, pearly and rousi to dance though.
at least some progress. jos gonna lend
me haer mp3 for the west m'sia trip (:
totally fab! yay!



west m'sia breifing tmr. physics supplementary
cancelled. wahh man. this rocks. lol okay.
cant wait for the trip. gonna receive class tee on
thursday in time for the class chalet and west m'sia
trip! yay (:



special programs on my birthday! secretxx. ahaha
excited bout it. (: hope for it to come soon.
cos it bloody marks the start of my break.



SINYEE-

I am FULLY aware of the amount of things
im supposed to finish. Im SORRY if you think
im not doing a good job. I really did try my best
to do my best at everything im supposed to.
maybe you dun see it, I dun need you to see
it. I knw i did wad im supposed to do and dun
blame me if i flare up at you when you
do smth wrong. Im just going crazy under all
this work. How much longer can i go on? and
i tell you, I DONT KNOW. i might just go
totally berserk tmr. whatever. sometimes when
you are about to just dump more work on
me, would you mind, just THINK how much
work i already have and how much work you are going
to give me. ans how much all of that adds up. and
think whether i willl be able to handle it for a moment.
because maybe you might think that i wont
be able to finish this up. maybe you would have this
humanity to understand how stressed out i am.
oh whatever.



sometimes when i think of how much work is waiting
for me to finish, you knw, i will be reduced to this super
depressed idiot. which no one can see. they wont knw.
cos my smile fools everyone. and i mean everyone.
maybe except for that few. i dun care anyway. its not
meant for you to see through. countless times,
it had always seemed impossible for me to complete
all the tasks, somehow, somehow, i can always manage
to scrape past it and survive it. many times i thought i
was totally done with and gone, and i dun knw how,
i can actually get through everything. when it all
seems so intimidating to me, yeah go hide in a corner.
and wait for it all to get you. but no, when there is
supposed to be something to look forward to, like
my birthday, a voice NEVER fails to remind me how
much work i have to finish before i can enjoy my
birthday. when it all seems impossible, going to crush
me, i get past it and again and again this cycle
repeates itself. again and again i go thru this super idiotic
phase. again and again. again and again.



who knws when i'll just fall. i've had enough i can say.
i dun knw how much longer i'll stand, how much longer
i can hold. i think i need a break. and its 4 days away.
4 days. so near yet so far. before the long break,
i was YET AGAIN reminded by everything i am supposed
to finish. and now i see why, im nv happy for
long. but i still need to push myself, life still goes on.
the 4 days will be over like all th other times, i
will survive this time and yet again, prepare myself
for the repeat after the break. more things are gonna
come up. i wont fall just YET. maybe i'll hold a little longer.
grow a little stronger. and i can handle all this. i hope.
the worst has yet to come, cos its only just
may. dun blame me for breaking down sometimes, i cant
help it either. if i dun let it out sometime, then i
dun knw wad will hppen =/ well then, this entry is
not directed at anyone. just a random post.
dun ask anything.



SINYEE-

5 DAYS TO MY BIRTHDAY.



wahh man. saw jin's mp3 already. it's zen
nano plus. i like it and its 99 bucks. blahh



i like this lime green one (: and this orange one is not bad too



i like this one larh. i just want an mp3 not an mp3 hp. im
willing to dun change my hp for another 2 yrs
even with the fading lights if i can have an mp3 for
exchange. wahhh i want zen nano plus....=/



the hp my father wanted to buy for me yesterday is this:

this k750i is not bad. going for $198
but i said no to it..hmm.. wad i actually wanted was this:



but then according to the person, the memory
of this hp only allow for about 3 songs. and iwas like
wadthehell? 3 songs still can call mp3 meh? haiya.
i just want a simple zen nano plus. and im willing to give
up my dream gadget:




iPod nano



oh rah rah rah. and i cant ANY of these stuffs. danced
till damn tired today. lotsa things to do. wah MAN.



SINYEE-

ahhhh....im SO HIGH! went out just now and
didnt see any mp3 hp that i like. hmm...and my
fatehr refused to get me an mp3 on its own.
gahh haha nvm. mp3 hp is just as nice (:
then went and bought tops and capri pants.
its quite amazing, sinc im the kind who
simply HATES trying stuffs on. i wouldnt
go try anything on which always makes my mum
so dudiao. wahahas. dunno why today went
to try without saying a word and i bought these
stuffs! luckily i last min changed my mind and
decided to go out after all! (:



then i told my mum i wanna buy this buy that then my
father asked me why i want so many things. and i
gave a stupid answer. "cos i got no clothes"
i mean like HAHA larh. i got no clothes. then my
father sot diao and say he give me 100 bucks
go buy whatever i want. and i was like O.O man.
i said i can go slap myself already. i think today
is my lucky day of something. wahas. so the
converse bag is secured! must plan properly
was i will do with the 100 bucks. whee! im highhhh~



just now watched a show damn funny one. three ninja
kids go fool three stupid adults dunno for what
cos i didnt watch the front part. and they in the end
kenna caught onto a ship and locked in a room.
then kid A starts quarrelling with kid B bout how
to go out. and kid A tells kid B "remember what
grandpa taught us? we must be friends with the
environment. thats the ninja way" and then kid B says
ok and walks over to the metal door and says
"hello mr. door, would you be my friend? would
you open up for me?" and i was laughing like mad
at how sacarstic kid B was. oh man. so funny.



then i came back and danced some more although the
muscle ache is like going to kill me larh =/ then
tmr gonna lug my cd player to school and dance
SOMEMORE. oh man, i think i'll be so scared of
dancing liaox. haha okays. done (: and i finished my hw.
i love my life. (:



SINYEE-

6 DAYS TO MY BIRTHDAY.

argh today wake up with my right eye red
and tearing non stop. and my legs hurt like
hell. i danced until dunno wad time yesterday.
keep on squatting and getting up for the blasted
breaks. wahh man. but dancing is very nice.
gay man. hurhur.

helped goh hua with physics just now. wow, actually
im not THAT stupid, i discovered. haha at least can
still help juniors. (: but dun ask me bout maths
hor. everyone knws my maths is cannot make it.
haha okay then.

going to look at hp later le. going to change to
mp3 hp. if not get an mp3 on its own. yay.
im hyped up ! haha okay. thats good.
but i sloacked so much and i didnt touch any
hw yet. wah man can die liao. going out
already. blog at night.

SINYEE-

7 DAYS TO MY BIRTHDAY.



hmm..today danced damn hiong. from
morning 9 until 11.30 then from 1.30
to 4.30pm. wahh man muscle cramp liaox.
its not kua zhang. really hiong lorh. we
chose a song and choreographed the whole song
already! no mv at all! whee! three cheers for
zhijun, sherry and yeejin! (((:



went to jp today and bought my pen and green highlighter (:
and went to look at the converse bag. brown
is nice but perhaps blue suits me more...so
yeahh, gonna get it next saturday. yanyi dun share
with me larh. i buy it myself. xP and i ate
mcflurry x) haha okay. so shall practice more
on the dance and down to work! dance is really
tiring man. we danced at playground can. then
those kids there sit around and look at us. lol.
should ask them pay for show. haha
came back home with here pain there pain
and lots of mosquito bites. rahhh...monday still doing
dance in the morning and after school. wah man.
and the super sadistic me killed a mosquito and it died
in a sadistic way. i discovered it on my ankle and
i was dancing halfway so down my palm lands
on it. PIAK! and the blood all splash out. lol ok
shall not gross you out anymore. haha



i love dancing although i suck in it!



SINYEE-

8 DAYS TO MY BIRTHDAY.



suddenly, just suddenly, i feel like im being
crushed by all the work i have to do. today i
was confirmed into the THIMUN thing and
i think it marks the start of my really busy
period. dunno whether i will survive it. this
sounds even more intimidating than the step
camp. something that involves World Bank and
IMF. all the big shots coming in and talking to you.
and my mind did a fast forward and imagined
the time my grp were to present our report.
and i imagined wad a flop it would be. cos no
matter how always perfected my proj, they all
seem to have tons and tons of mistakes and imperfections.
quite alot of planning to do for the west m'sia
trip as well.he tells me there is not turning back.
did i make the wrong choice? i dunno.
maybe im just taking more than i could manage.



today's trng was hiong like hell. or izzit just cos im too
tired? i slept at 1.30am last night. lol. i think
i almost died during trng already. tmr still got
dance. haix. i think can die right now. do i really
look like i suffer from depression? god. i dun
suffer from any form of depression at all for hell's
sake. its bloody obvious. just a little, busy. CID
report hafta finish by next week. so many things to
finish by next week. next week is my birthday week.
and all this just ruins it all.



i think im gonna perspire blood soon.



sorry if im ap-ing any of you. im really damn
stressed and i dunno wad to do. =/ i really
dun mean wad i say. maybe you all cant see it. i
dun wish any of you to see it. im not weak, but
not strong enough. my smile fools everyone.




SINYEE-

9 DAYS TO MY BIRTHDAY.



class chalet. west m'sia trip. class tee. step camp.
things just keep getting better and better.
excited about everything. im convinced 2C
will ebjoy ourselves, hopefully, in all of this school
and class-initiated activities. i wont mind to
take loads of things and hw to do if i can change
it for another class activity. i dun want us to separate.
for a reason. maybe more. isnt it an irony to
find that as ppl grow up, ppl in rv i mean, as
they grow up, they gain more academical knowledge,
but they lose their common sense. they do things they
are not supposed to. they change and become a
rule breaker. they dun listen to anybody and they
do as they wish. they turn into hopeless cases.
maybe you al dun get wad im trying to say. but im sure
some of you do. able to keep you all under control
now, but will it still be when we separate? ppl
get manipulated by negative peer pressure, nth
is impt anymore except for looking cool and blah
blah b;ah. well then. they lead a boring and meaningless
life.



macbeth test tmr. dunno wad to say. hope that the packed
school holidays will be enough for me to handle.
step camp sounds real fun, and a bit intimidating at
the same time. but whatever.



i want to do something great. change something,
somebody. if nobody is doing it, i shall. no matter
how long, how hard, i knw i did wad im supposed
to do, i will have no regrets. i live for myself.
not others.



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10 DAYS TO MY BIRTHDAY.



slept at 12 last night, so was a LITTLE bit
better than yesterday. went to school later
than usual and felt lucky i didnt go so early.
cos everyone studying on the 3rd and 4th floor
got locked out of their classrooms, deprived of air con
if any. finally arund 7.05am then were let into
ur classrooms.



today mr ong was damn funny. haha he keep calling me
ni3 zhe4 ge4 nv3 ren2 ! haha and we still reused to
move on on the sodium thing. today they were
talking out throwing caesium into a swimming pool.
LOL. a bunch of crazy and psychotic ppl.
and that includes me. haha.



after school went to rvtt comm meeting although im
not anyone of the comm members. lol. used jin's uhu
glue to do my cid benches. all done liaox. have zero
idea how to do the dustbins. gahh.



forget wad i wanna blog bout liao. nvm. and pls
buy me an iPod nano. hahaha im gonna buy that
converse bag! then i can bring to camp yay.
so high (: class chalet going on well so far.



SINYEE-

11 DAYS TO MY BIRTHDAY.



If you are thinking of what to get for my
birthday and cant afford anything on my
wishlist, i tell you arh. Buy me a few highlighters
or a few pens. The pens must be uni-ball signo
DX with the tip thickness of 0.38 and colour must
be blue-black. The highlighters are preferably
uniPROPUS window. Dun buy blue and pink cos
i already have. Im just giving you a suggestion.
cos these are stuffs i need. And i will equally like
these things. I wont think you are cheapo or whatever.
Dun ask me why i nv put these in my wishlist. Like
crazy larh, put this kind of stuff. Oh and another thing i
need. A ruler. Mine the markings all faded. Man im like
so pathetic until i cant go buy ruler. Too lazy to find.
Any kind is fine. Cartoon or not.



And another strike off my wishlist ! My bro bought me
my FullMetal Alchemist volume 13 today! I will
wait until may 27 then take out the plastic package.
LOL. i think im mad liao.



I cant believe im so chamm until i cant even have the
lights on when i do my hw. I was like doing more culture
research yesterday. Then my comp got some prob
that when i change the lang. to chinese, the window
will hang and then byebye. You redo it again. Then i finally
figured out some genius way to do it then finally,
went offline at 11.30pm to sort out and understand the
info there. Then i finished aroung 12.30am. Then i
so scared my father will scold me for staying up so
late, i went into my room and petended to sleep.
When actually, i was on my bed and writing the home
econs reflections.WITHOUT LIGHTS OK. The only
light source i have is like the on-and-off fading
lights of my hp. Some more my hp lights is like the same
colour as the pen ink. So i practically see nothing.
Managed to write about one third page then decided
that if i went off, i will go blind le. So i dropped down to sleep
at 1am. Homework undone, i wooke up at 4am to
do them. well then, 3 hrs of sleep. I was like a walking
corpse all day. Everything the teachers say goes in
and comes straight out. I couldnt take a single thing in.



Still got trng. The coach today kept trng me and jenn towards
the end, Then he keep on smacking the ball. Damn hard
and it hit me. Was painful like hell and he was laughing
there. Then we had the sort of pt. Then he go arrange the
barricades like 6 in a row. Placed like hurdles but quite
close to each other. Then we are suppposed to jump
like a crab, sideways, weave in and out of the 6
barricades. sec 3s v.s sec 2s and the sec 2s were
victorious this time round. 2nd round they go bloody
put me the first to compete with shibin who is like
damn fast. Then i go even faster and make me want to
puke. Then went to lag at macs for a while
then went home.



and zhi jun say what want to change the dance song.
i was like. WTH? so much for looking and learning and
trying so hard to make the dance steps look nice and now
they want to chuck everything i have done down
the drain and pick a new song and the cycle repeats
itself. and all i said was "as long as you have the mv
for me to see" like blahh. oh whatever. it will take us forever
to finish this.



The stupid hang zhou trip at the end of the
yr. i certified cannot go. my prents say i participate
in too many things which is true but why dun
they understand how impt this trng trip is for
me. it decides whether i have place in the school
team lorh. walao. they say even if i saved enough i still cannot
go. kiss goodbye to b'girls school team bah...



haix. feel damn tired. haven finish hw. gahh.
heck le. i dun want to be a lifeless person another
day longer. i rather kenna the management diary
than stay up and do hw. yeahh, thats what i say.
but HOW CAN I?!? chairp double punishment for one
thing and the things are all so rushed still
delay. courting death. well, anyway im like going to die also.
tmr still have cid meeting. should i be happy or
should i grumble? considering i ALWAYS get the
supergay-superglue on my fingers and having to
PENKNIFE them out, i guess i'll take the grumbling.



SINYEE-