Okay, due to continous sneezing fits i went to sleep at 1am last night or this morning, whatever. Flu really makes people tired. And today woke up at 12pm. Haha, not very late le bah. No more sneezing today! Just alot of sniffing and sniffing and sniffing. And nose block larh. Sianz.

Today didn't do anything productive. Not in the mood to be productive anyway. I just want to slack around. Haha. Read through abit of cheng nan jiu shi..Still got three more stories then finish reading it already.

Then went around blog surfing juniors' blogs. Primary school juniors in this case. Aiya, don't knw what they all thinking. 12 years old only talk about what BGR -.- What do they knw? I have been 12 before also, their so called "love" is like infatuations and they will grow up, look back and laugh at themselves. LOL. Whatever.

I'm freaking bored.

I koped this quiz from josephine because i was bored. haha okay, here goes:

1. Single, taken or crushing?
Lols, single obviously.

2. Are you happy with your life now?
I will be happier if THIMUN is not included in my life xD

3. When you meet the right person, will you fall for him/her fast?
Right person meaning? I don't knw, i'm quite unpredictable even to myself in this. Haha.

4. Have you had your heart broken?
Literally, nope. I guess i have no heart to break anyway. LOL.

5. Do you believe there are circumstances where cheating in love is acceptable?
It depends.

6. Would you talk to someone back if he/she cheats on you?
It's really quite unforgiving to stop talking to him altogether. But provided i have gotten over him and he isn't being nasty. We can still be friends, otherwise he'd better scram.

7. Have you talked to another person about marriage before?
Yeah, my mother. LOL.

8. Do you want children?
Ehh, i dont knw really. If you have went out with me before and we happened to meet noisy children, you should have seen my expression =/ And noisy in the sense of screaming, running around. (I knw that's what children do, but i dont like it mah)

9. How many?
Refer to above question.

10. Would you consider adoption?
Yes, why not.

11. If someone likes you right now, what do you think to let you know how him/her feelings?
Er, maybe just subtly drop hints although i'm quite stupid in picking these things up. But if i have expressed "hatred" or "disliking" to you before, i suggest you don't try. =D Joking larh, you can still try. LOLS.

12. Do you enjoy getting into relationships?
Haven't been in one.

13. Be honest. What did you and your ex do?
Refer to above question.

14. Do you believe in love at first sight?
Not really. Unless the guy really impresses me alot during the first meeting or what.

15. Are you romantic?
Not really. I'm more of practical bah. Actually i dont really knw. Haha.

16. Do you believe you can change someone?
Totally, not very possible. But certain thinking i've managed to change before.

17. If you could marry somewhere. Where would it be?
In a church. LOL. Okay, i dont knw, maybe france.

18. Do you easily give in when you're fighting?
Unless i'm in the wrong or i figure there's no point fighting anymore. If not i dont think it's very easy for me to give in.

19. Do you have feelings for someone right now?
Duh, i feel like assasinating the THIMUN organisers, does that count? LOL.

20. Have you ever wished you could have someone but you messed it up?
No. I generally don't wish to have someone. HAHA.

21. Have you broken a heart?
Er...i guess.

22. On the day if your bestfriend fall in love with he/she that you are deeply in love with.What would you do?
I believe that as a bestfriend she should knw that she should not have fallen for someone i feel for. But nvm, fair competition. Guy's choice anyway.

23. Are you missing someone right now?
Yes, i miss my class terribly. Hahas.

Tagged: PEIQI. And the rest you shuang then you do (:

Last night researched until 2plus am then sleep. Wah very very tired. I researched until like super pek chek until i finally gave up and went to work on the skin i'm gonna change.

Okay so this morning was like woke up at 7am, 15min late. Still desperate to sleep larh but still no choice but to drag myself out of bed and go out. Supposed to meet jaslin at je mac for our breakfast at 7.45am. And she was late for half an hour. But nvm jaslin, i enjoyed my breakfast alone. LOL. You better not be late next saturday hor!

We reached school late because of traffic jam. LOL like real. Haha. And jonathan ng jun kit, i so hao xin to help you bring your ice milo to school and have to freaking keep it upright on the bus. Not icy anymore dun blame me lorh! Zzz. Then B.tan also never ask us why we late, so we didn't say why lorh. Hahas. And today everyone was very, highhhhh. Especially lirui can. And the social etiqutte part was damn funny. LOLS.

After school was actually supposed to go and eat with my fellow THIMUNsters. But then too bad, met lydia panyin and joanne at the bus stop then we were supposed to go wen hua zhan lan together. (Aww...) So nvm, i boarded bus 61 with the three and headed to bugis. AND LYDIA IS A LU4 CHI1 CAN. We took the bus for so long, then she said her mum told her it was ten stops away. I was so sure 10 stops are already over and she turned and shrugged! Like what the! Luckily it's not over yet then her seniors on the same bus told us to alight. Funny.

The library is HAHAHA. Wasted my time. 6 boards over there and i dont even knw what the hell it is about. I totally no interest to read because my eyes are almost closing from sneezing too much. LOLS. Then after a while go liaox. Met alot of Rvians there. Juniors moeka and szefan. Same level sherry and zhijun and a whole big bunch of people. Seniors peiqi only. Oh and her friends whom i said hi to once before -.- Haha. Okay then yingting said go watch movie. Like siaoz, i want to sleep already ask me watch movie. Then nvm, tell her i want to watch step up. In the end next show at 5.05pm then it was only 2.30pm so went home!

Because i was so desperate to sleep, like really i'm desperate to sleep. So, i did a crazy thing! LOLS okay maybe not exactly crazy. I took the mrt from bugis to outram park, then went to harbourfront and took 97 from there! It took about 45min from harbourfront to je. Then still not enough, from je i took the 45min 99 back home! Haha. But it's good because i find that i don't sneeze in buses. I don't sneeze in any air-con places for that matter. But once i got out from 97, i sneezed. Went on 99, stopped. Got down, sneezed again. Eh very fun arh. LOL.

And then i went home and i slept! And woke up at 7.30pm. And i'm telling you i still feel like sleeping now. lols. Okay, quite a long entry today but not very interesting. And alot of things happening around my family now. In this case including my extended family. Dont knw why suddenly so many things happen. Then abit unhappy larh, but doesnt really concern me very much so not that bad bah..

[edit] Maybe i'm going to die from flu. Lol, i sound ridiculous. And everywhere hurts, after the 1hr of kai qiu-ing yesterday. Crap, jiao lian ni si ding le, zhe me zhe mo wo! LOL. I'm walking at snail speed now! Hahas okay, shall stop being lame and go sleep. [/edit]

Freaking sick. Last night before going to bed my head was throbbing and hurting terribly. So i slept early at 12plus.

I woke up this morning at 7.45am so i could get the comp first before my brother could dominate it then i can forget about using already. But to my utter dismay, he was already sitting in this chair that i'm sitting on right now, happily using the comp. With a smug smile on his face when he saw me, i might add. But nvm, he let me use the comp at 9.30am while i was reading cheng nan jiu shi.

Sneezing frenzy. Sneezed like mad in the morning too. Did i mentioned i started sneezing since yesterday? Although i don't knw what the hell is the problem, i don't believe that it is somebody cursing me either. Doesn't matter, training place - chapel! It's freaking good, because i noticed i stopped snezzing when i went in for training. Miraculous.

Today trained like...mad. Jiao lian wasted 25min of our training time to talk about his da dao li. Lols. But not bad, time pass very fast for training today. I practiced kai qiu for like 1 hour, until now my left hand index finger all red and got blister already. Around 3.15pm then jiao lian asked me to go and train doubles with zhixuan. Damn gao xiao can, we keep making mistakes, then have to jump that stupid basket again. Oh. this time it's the one which sherry stomped on and cracked. I have a phobia of the basket already after my fall. And that stupid basket belongs to yujie. =/

Okay, after that came home. And i started sneezing all over again and felt abit feverish. Ahh freaking sick larh! Zzz...Tmr have to go back to school earlyyy in the morning again can you believe it?!? THIMUN arh... Okay have to go and do my complete research plus my opening speech! Best is tmr sick diao, then can pon -.- Haha...tata~

Haix, down with sore throat from yesterday's class lunch. I almost lost my voice when i woke up this morning. Haha, that's why my voice is damn sexy now. LOLS. Then after that the sore throat can lead to fever you knw? What lame shit then now got flu. Like wth larh, i only want to gt sick. Meaning one sickness, not three. Crap. So ya, because of this, i didn't go training today, what perfect timing right. LOL.

Continued to work on jos's blogskin today. Until damn pek chek, keep trying and trying. Like doing trial and error like that then FINALLY i got it correct, then got one extra line -.- Luckily jos say it's okay. Haha, but got sense of achievement. Lols. And then i changed a skin. And this skin is damn mafan too because it kept giving me problems at first. Changed the blog song to stand alone music because i'm seriously irritated by those blog song in template which plays when i enter the blog. LOL. No offence to people who use that kind though, just saying that it's irritating because i always have media player on.

And i'm like damn sleepy now because i keep sneezing. Gahhs. Later when my brother come home i don't knw whether i will be able to use the comp gain today. Because he is going to dominate the comp after his Os, which is today. Zzz ohwells, sad case larhs.

I finished reading te shi! Like finally? It's about time too. Cheng nan jiu shi is so...wahlau. long-winded larhs. Sian diao. Tmr got training again. I'm still aching everywhere from the last training. And my elbow still hurts from my spectacular fall. -.- Seriously, too bad if you missed it. I must have slided halfway across the floor because of that damn basket. And i used my left hand to break the fall, dont knw impact or what, elbow hurts like siaoz. Ahh nvm heck so much.

Todayis the only day i managed to stay at home without complaining i'm sian. maybe too busy doing blogskin but i think is too busy sneezing already -.-

So late then come and blog. Just now too busy chatting with jieren, josephine and chienying. Then after that went to work on the layout of a pict jos sent to me. So took so long then come and blog.

Today was a super fun day (: Class lunch at jec but in the end i think only 11 people came. Become group lunch. Haha okay nvm. All those people who pang seh-ed me today...die!!! LOLS. Okay then we were all laughing like some crazy people over there, because of something ridiculously funny jieren said. Haha. Seriously, from a discussion for bbq become like that. But it was damn fun larh.

After that we all went to the arcade to play. Like crap, we all so noob at the street basketball game but nvm, we were damn high larh. Then we owe the guys $$ now! Haha. Okay I'm gonna change the skin soon already. So tired.

& I'm not faking to be happy.

Don't have to go through so much trouble just because i cannot make it. Suan le larh, majority can then just go. I don't mind and it really doesn't matter to me already. After everything that we all said and done, i already don't feel like going anymore. Maybe we'll meet up another time. It's impossible to find a date which all of us can make it, just settle with the date now. I really don't mind. All i wanted to do was gather with the class. Not have all these unwanted unhappiness. I have enough to handle alreay.

I reached home late today. And to find no one but my brother at home. He told me a shocking news. That my grandmother has been admitted to the hospital. And instantly i thought of what had happened about three months ago. Although i still don't knw what happened to her, but i knw that i don't want to regret again. Regret not visiting her at the hospital when she is still around. I don't care whether it is serious or not. I'm afraid it would end in the same way.

I did not even shed a single tear during my grandfather's funeral. I remembered i didn't even want to be there. How i begged my mother every night to let me return to school the next day, how my father had scolded me and asked whether i could not see this is more important than attending school. Honestly i could not see. I really didn't understand why. Why i felt no sadness whatsoever even when i saw his pale face lying in that coffin, still, and gone forever. When i saw his coffin being pushed in to be cremated, my aunt was shouting and crying uncontrollably. And that was about the only time i ever felt sad about him passing away.

Of course it's just a matter of time. She's old too afterall. But i don't want to feel that feeling of guilt within me again. How i had thought that my grandfather wasn't so important. I can visit him another time. Well, the next time i wanted to go, he's no longer around. I really felt ashamed of myself that all i had thought when the funeral was held was that how it was ruining all my plans, my schoolwork, everything. I don't want to have to regret not doing eveything i could before she leaves us. Although i am not very close with her, that is why i might not feel sad, but i will not forget the days i spent at her house. The three days there, during my exam period. How she will wake up every morning at 6am and bring me to the bus stop just opposite her flat. How she will keep walking in when i'm studying and asking whether i have everything i need. And i won't forget how much she said she wanted me to stay, how she looked when she said it. She's alone, all alone in that 3 room flat after my granfather passed away and the maid's been sent away. She still gave me her house keys, telling me to go back next time i have my exams.

It's already 10.17pm. They are not back yet. Everytime i hear footsteps i would run over to the balcony window and see if they are back. And everytime, i don't see them rounding the corner below me. I stood so long at the balcony window, looking out and wondering when they will come back and let me knw. Knw at least what happened to her...

Is it too late? God bless her. I hope she's alright.

And I don't understand why i always have to act like I'm okay when I'm not.

Today totally sucked. To the core.

A very slack day, nothing done, only read that few chapters of te shi and that's it. I went to jp then wandered around the place after getting my stuffs from popular. I so totally didn't want to go home, but it was starting to rain. And i got caught in the rain again. Maybe that's why i'm feeling extremely cold now but my temperature is a little over 38 degrees.

And guess what, i can't make it for our long anticipated 6E gathering. Everything just gets more and more disappointing. I knw i didn't want to go at first, but thinking of which, seeing my friends after so long, like really long, and going to have a day together sounds fun. But now the date was rearranged to 29th november. Second day of THIMUN conference, and i'll be at hwa chong institution the whole day from 9am to 6pm. I can't make it. And i also, see absolutely no point in just joining in for dinner. I'm insignificant yeah. And why bother making it sound so freaking nice? I seriously don't understand why i'm still helping you. I should just leave everything in your hands to handle right? Now i knw i'm really nothing and everything doesn't matter with or without me. So ya, hope everyone enjoys yourselves there without me.

You also don't really have to give a damn to how i'm feeling because i'm nothing. I'm nothing to everyone and everything.

Okay, i just broke my record. I slept at 2am last night and woke up at 4pm today. Like whoa. Half the day is already gone. But heck, surely i deserve to sleep in after one whole week of going back to school? Heex.

It's always so frustrating trying to search for nice blogskins. And blogskin.com is so damn lag. I got like no patience for it at all. And i'm so sian diao by it now, maybe i don;t go online later already.

Spammed my smses to the class people about class chalet. So difficult to plan during holidays larh and only a few replied me. We're going to have another class lunch and decide the details okay.

Omg, it will be like effing rushed for the chalet. 27th after final meeting and rehearsal for THIMUN then have to rush to pasir ris to meet the class with the blazer =/ 28th have to go hwa chong for first day of THIMUN conference then return to the chalet at about 6pm. Then 29th about 8am have to rush to hwa chong again. I only get to enjoy the first day :(

Please don't complain that my entrie are really boring and all. Holidays are so boring, not surprising that my blog enteries has a lack of content. I'm seriously sick of my life in the holidays larh. And last night, the third time my father caught me still online at 2am. Last night would absolutely be the last time i can stay online until later than 12am. Sorry cy, this time really cannot pei you already.

And jonathan sort of told me to dedicate a song to the THIMUN people on 93.3FM last night. So i did, and it was read out at about 1plus am. Haha, and jaslin was surprised the dj knew how to ponounce THIMUN. No larh, it's my ingenious pronounciation guide (thee-moon) =D And it's sort of thrilling to hear your dedication read out. Haha.

Okay, i'm bored already. I'm going off. Till tomorrow. I doubt i will come online again tonight. And i decided to take away my blog song because it's so irritating.

Fourth day caught in the rain. Like omg, why haven't fall sick? LOL. Okay nvm, finally TMR IS SUNDAY!! I've been going back to school everyday this week even today! Zzz, today was okay larh.

Then me, jaslin, jonathan and lirui went to je to eat kfc. The two of them went home and me and jaslin chat til 4.30pm. Then went home, and i got nth to blog about already. =D

See, i got attitude problem! LOL. Class chalet! <33

Walked through the rain again today, three days straight already. how come i'n still not sick yet. Lol, getting more and more sadistic already.

So i went to see my brother's teachers today. And i was extremely bu shuang. Because i was forced, against my will, to wake up at 8am, so frigging early in the morning to accompany him to the retarded meeting. And i waited for 10 torturous minutes with two mothers constantly turning their heads, looking at me like i'm an exhibition in the musum. As if wondering how i can have a son like my bro at my age -.- Brainless asses. After 10 minutes, i went and sat down at one of the chairs, 3 teachers, english, maths and chinese. And you knw what? Each teacher said one sentence to me, and i was quickly dismissed. Like WTF? Hello! I woke up so friggin early and waited 10 minutes but i spoke to them for barely 2 minutes. Absolute bullcrap. Ohwell, must i go in my RV uniform before they can start treating me like someone important? Okay, maybe that doesn't help either. Screw it.

Then i went training, caught in the rain again. Super heavy rain. 5 seconds in the rain and i'm drenched and soaked to the skin. Third day in the rain. And everytime i get in the rain, i get drained of all energy. Causing jiao lian to keep saying thatmy backhand got problem today. Omg.

And i'm held to do something against my will out of an unreasonable promise.

Wahh so late then blog. It's like 12.24am now. Haha. Actually no mood for blogging (again?!) but then some things happened today that was, funny? Haha okay. Was feeling really very upset just now because of something someone said. Must really thank my counsellor for cheering me up! Haha finally gan dong me already. See, you dun need to do extreme things =D Thank you thank you, haha you rock the most (:

Second day of the writing course. And i went berserk today becase i was so terrible desperate to get the hell out of the stupid workshop and go training! But sadly, i didn't pon the workshop because i was influenced by hester's moral uprighteousness xD But i regret it greatly. So we were put into another teacher's class today, and she was hopelessly boring and all. So after break me, charmaine, michelle and rita changed over to the class with Miss MMH! Haha MMH stands for Maggie Mee Hair. LOL. She rocks like one hundred times more than the other one.. Anyway we were discovered but we were allowed to stay there. And the largest class at first, which is the boring teacher's clas, in the end left PRCs who don't knw how to change over. HAHA. LOL.

I was going crazy during lunch break because i wanted to go training and get out from the lame workshop. But then haix, didn't succeed. I was like scratching the pink dolphin bottle's wrapper until..er, okay i shall not elaborate (; Haha but i stayed anyway. The presentation at LT2 was super funny, highlight was our class's Kali that poem. Like omg the whole place full of laughter because jun xiang made such a very good Kali goddess xD

After that left 30min of training -.- Changed to pe tee and ran through the very heavy rain to the chapel. Then i started trembling. And i can't hold my bat properly already then jiaolian kept saying that i'm going to be sick. Like good lorh, i want to be sick leh. Haha sadistic.

Tmr actualy wanted to sleep one larh but then my mum ask me to go to my younger brothers' parent teacher meeting and they call it PSI (Parent Staff Interaction) LOL. which as a matter of fact sounds nicer than ourPTM (Parent Teacher Meeting)

I was just online just now and this 15 year old girl from my committee in THIMUN who drafted her resolution and sent it to me! Wanted me to read through and approve of the funding from IMF if i agree on the resolution. Like wth? I was slacking and then..someone come and sends me her resolution. Like...i need to discuss with the THIMUN people first right! She wants my answer by tmr night! Omg, i so cannot do this larh. No more slacking already. Sinyee must jiayou! 22 more days and THIMUN will be over le (: Yay, i can't wait =DDD I shall appear offline tmr so she wont have a chance to ask me then when i have the meeting on saturday with the THIMUN people, i can discuss then give her my answer.

Must start doing homework, econs question from miss ek to answer! THIMUN researches! Omg, so many things so little time...

My dedication was read out! (((:

No mood to blog again but since today quite a few things so okay, i shall update =D

Went to school early at like 10plus to attend that stupid writing course. Zzz super sian. Reached school and took a super long time to take attendance and stuff. Then we boarded the bus to Little India and Kampong Glam like wtf?!? With our PRC buddies somemore. Nvm, the whole trip was samn sianz. so i shall not elaborate. Saw an interesting sight on the bus though. Was a window with the EMERGENCY EXIT. BREAK GLASS TO OPEN. And then i think someone scraped the G and L away from the GLASS. Then it became BREAK ASS TO OPEN. Like crap, i didn't take a picture of it. Lol. And jun xiang said, should scrap away the T from TO then it becomes BREAK ASS O OPEN. 0.0 Haha.

Hester wanted to get a henna done at little India but we were afraid it would not come off before the thimun conference, then we'll get pwned. Haha, so we are going after the conference. haha yue hao le wor (: And we'll drag jaslin + jonathan there and make jon the first guy i knw who has a henna! HAHAHA.

Return back to school and done some other writing stuff. Really really boring. Considering to pon tmr. Im so morally unupright. LOL. Have to miss cca! Bahh, crapcrapcrap.

Okay, i'm really tired. Been sleeping no earlier than 2am every single day since holidays started. Haha, because of somebody. Okay larh, maybe not. Lalala, searching for a new skin. I don't like this sad sad feeling of this sad sad blog skin. Lol.

I got attitude problem you knw. DUHHH Like who doesnt knw?!? Okay fine. I want to do homework. Want to play, Want to get the dates for class chalet. Want to get thimun over! Want to do so many things! Arghhh when can thimun be over... And my member introduction at the THIMUN conference is so so so very formal. Like haha, i didnt knw i could get so formal. Ohwells. I'm bored. But nvm, self-entertainment! Zzz. Search for skins...

So i didn't update yesterday. Because i didn't feel like it. Reason enough? Actually also didn't feel like updating today, felt too overloaded but decided not to let my blog collect dust. My entries are really shallower than usual since holidays started. Spart from the dedication posts, the rest are really, crap. Zzz...

So today went to school super early at like 8.30am to go for the ecomnomics lesson cum "tea-session" with miss ek. Like omg, i thought it would end at like 11am or 12pm latest. But it became a 5 and a half hours till 2.30pm. Luckily the concepts were pretty interesting if not think i die liao. Her initial presentation consists of 57 slides. And along the way she kept adding in slides with her own illustrations and examples to put the point across in layman's terms. So, become 108 slides in the end. Haha a bit hardcore.

Now THIMUN going to be fullforce already. I feel super conned. Because bryan tan told me i am supposed to represent IMF and give an opening speech at the General Assembly on the first day of the official conference. Like omg, i really feel conned. Why must choose me -.- And i'm supposed to be the group leader? Inform my IMF group about any thing that is passed down from the council there? Sian, i shall go there "M...m..my de..de..le..delegates..." LOL, come back confirm get pwned by bryan tan and desmond lim.

Timetable for THIMUN out today. Going to have meetings on the next consecuetive 3 saturdays and some other rehearsals with our blazers and stuff. Crap, might still meet with miss ek again on 17 nov. Still got homework from her! Like siaoz.

Then was training. I feel damn drained of my energy already, so i slacked around and played with jin. Then train ly kai qiu, as lan as ever -.- Wah sian. Then super tired, jiaolian early release 5 min! Haha, and i fell asleep on the bus 166, mrt and 242. Haha.

Homework lagged diao already. Haven't been touching any except just reading te shi all the while. Going to really go on it liao. Sian, i dream of my holiday, it will come? At my end of 6 years in RV. Haix, ke bei arh...

So many thing to do, so many things i want to do, so little time. Problem of allocation in microecomonics. Zzz...So many things i want to do...

Replaced my tagboard with a guestbook. Because cbox is so problematic. Zzz. Please sign (:
Sian, gastric. Who got instant cure for gastric?!? I'm going to finish my te shi soon. Haix.

Zzz another boring ol' day. Goddamn i'm seriously rotting away at home. Actually i prefer my previous speech. So wacky, the teacher surely think i'm a joker. This one now like so formal and not fun. Zzz, i'm a boring person larh. Decided to cancel out the nocturnal part because i don't knw how it can promote me. So ya, only let ppl knw i'm a pig.

Good morning (form teacher) and fellow classmates. Already so formal. I'm sinyee from 2C last year. I'm a doubles' player in my cca, table tennis and this is my 5th year playing it. How boring. *yawns* I am stronger in the languages but i FLUNK BADLY need ALOT of improvement in the subject area of maths and science. *rolls eyes* I may be bad in numerical equations and chemical equations, no actually i'm pretty good in chemical equations but one equation is for certain: *writes on board* fierce + homourous + guailan + fun + nice + split personality + nocturnal + severe mood swings = me. LOL. I've participated in a few exchange programs and THIMUN (The Hague International Model United Nations) which is a goddamn long and boring story to tell. They are rather enriching for my experience in RV. My ass, thimun sucks big time. There are many weird and interesting things about me but not enough time to tell. I hope we work well as a class in this 2 years, thank you.

Wow actually i can already imagine that my LA teacher next year is gonna hate me. LOL. Sian.

Sian today was an uber boring day. I meant to wake up at 9am today, but somehow i dun like to wake up when my parents are at home. So i continued to sleep until 1.30pm when i realised that they are not leaving the house, then i woke up. And then i went to use the comp, lol. Nothing to do, nothing to do. Use until 4pm then decided to go library and return books due date is today. Then lagged around jp reached home at 6pm then used comp again. LOL. After that went and thought about my speech and now okay le though abit crap. It's 30.8 sec long, but judging from my speaking which is fast, can make it just nice 30 sec. Sian. Read te shi a bit then came and use the comp again. lol.

Okay so i figured i should do some hardcore thimun research already :f Whatever, it's one step closer to getting out of my life everyday. Woohoo! Haha. Sian routine life is boring.

My mind feels overloaded. Too many unacceptable things to accept. Too many changes in a while to take. Too many emotions i'm feeling. All of a sudden i feel messed up. I don't like what i'm feeling. I'm well aware i made myself feel this way. Maybe it was jealousy. Maybe it was pride. Maybe it's just the simple fact that i dun want to accept what i don't like. But whatever, i'll get over it. Soon.

好胜心不要那么强, 现在还轮不到我来管的时候. 要谴责, 要教训, 还设等我有了资格后再说吧. 不是没有我说话的余地, 而是没有必要再多说. 在管的人没有反对, 那我又凭什么不满呢?

Tired, tired and still tired.

Training today was crazy. Long time since i felt so, really. Practise kai qiu first. Wahlau, i super suck at it larh. Why jiaolian want me serve forehand, cannot serve backhand. I've served backhand for all my life larh. And then ask me to train backhang chang jiao with shibin. Damn it man, jump here jump there, drain all my energy away already. Then play with peiqi she la qiu i ding qiu. This one even worse, time for my brain and body to shut down. Lastly played doubles jiao bu with shibin. Haha, we got problem with forehand. We must jiayou so jiaolian will pair us together. Zzz sorry to people who dont play tt, you don't understand this part.

Stupid lah, THIMUN sucks. I honestly dont knw why i said yes. Grr. I sent the bloody discussion question answer to bryan tan already lorh, i sent it on time and pretty early larh. He come and sent me a fcking email today claiming that i didn't send anything to him. Wtf. Somemore he so sacarstic. wtfwtfwtf! I can't bloody wait for it to get out of my life! Crap. Make my class chalet have to change date, if not now everything okay already larh. wtfwtfwtfwtf. 1 more month, 1 more month and it would be out of my life forever. And never ever coming back in. ZZZ.

Time for homework again. Wth.

So i've done the statistics module for heymath. Tio pwn like siao. Activities all get full marks then final exam got 2/10 only 0.0 gg, get 44% nia. Wahlau, what a math noob. My new math teacher will be so fcking proud of my superb mathematic abilities =x

Sian, training today was abit hiong bah. haix, backhand deproved liao. Forget wear wris guard, now even mroe pain. On my way home (alone) took the super long buses 97 and 99 home. And it rained halfway. pretty heavily but i walked through anyway. LOL. Tmr still got training. Hey wrist guard, this time you're fcking getting on. bleah.

Okay, i'm reading te shi now and trying to think of stuffs to write for my speech. Haha still thinking. Look at what i have written, everything that came from my mind i just wrote down then cancellled it out again. Hello everyone, my name is sinyee and i'm from 2C last year. My CCA is table tennis. I'm miss IPU 2006. I'm a very funny My sense of humour is very twisted because i laugh at things which are not funny at all. I am also online mosty times after school until like 11.30pm. LOL. I'm nocturnal and sleeps at 3.30am during holidays or weekends. I can speak well but sometimes *goes fast* too fast like this and the teachers cant catch what im trying to say. LOL. I don't watch tv but i'm also not a boring person. If you have any recommendations to get me addicted to the tv, feel free to contact me. HAHAHA. And maybe you should knw that i have severe moodswings and split personality. Maybe i can mention that when i sleep at 3.30am i wake up at 3pm?0.0 What a pig, lol. Haha, okay, maybe i'll write my chinese zuo wen soon. Finish off the simple work. Anyway, i chucked that speech in the bin HAHA. A moment of fun and laughter peace and joy! Woot~

Ahh jonathan! "tea session" cum ECONS LESSON on tuesday with miss ek! Gahhs what's worse than that larh. Grr. Wo hai sho ren ming bah. Wu liao si le x/

Zzz my eyes hurt =/ Meant to do homework at 8.30am somehow i overslept to 11am. Ohgod. Homework lagged already. After one whole day of staring at the damned comp screen, I only managed to do about 4 modules of statistics in Heymath and i left Othman Wok for humanities. Oh and anyway, Heymath is retarded. I hate doing their dumb-ass questions larh. I can't find any single useful fcking thing about our Mr Othman Wok as well :f Grr i'm majorly pissed off.

I tried to craft my 30 seconds of fame speech but hell, what's there to promote about myself? I'll go "Hello everyone, i'm sinyee and i was from 2C'06. I'm a loyal member of rvtt" End. Ditto, that takes up like 10 seconds? It's practically asking you to be as egoistic as you can in 30 seconds. Blooooody, junhao actually suggested me to say i'm miss inclined 2006 and do a demo. Like efffff larh, not that again. I don't want to be remembered as that corny miss inclined for two years i'm spending with my new classmates. Gahh, suggestions on tagboard pls?

While i go brainstorm now. Training tmr! Damn you wrist guard, you get to go on my wrist again. Zzz